Cheri two words,
fearless and searching.
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We started with that
and we can end with that.
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Fearless, don't be
afraid to turn the spotlight on
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yourself and to deal with
what you see and then search,
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go looking hit the search
button and go look as deep
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as necessary to get healing.
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Exactly, because you know
when a lot of times in our lives
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when people do that, they
do it to shame us, they do it
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to control us, they do it
to somehow put us in line.
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God never does that,
God does is to set us free.
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Yeah totally the opposite, yeah.
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So what I think is amazing
is that in your mind know that
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during this time not only
am I going to remember the goal
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is freedom, I am being
helped with the Holy Spirit and
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with God, because I
have turned that over to Him.
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He will never shame me,
He already knows this stuff.
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He knows more than I know
and what I love about God is
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that God is not saying You
want me to spotlight all your
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stuff? Because we
could do this real fast.
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He knows it would kill us.
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So He gives you a
chance to do it for yourself.
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And if there is pain it is
a necessary part of recovery.
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Exactly at what I love
about pain and about sadness and
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about tears is that I was
10 years on the street and
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didn't know how to cry at all.
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Did not know how to cry.
Did not know how to be angry.
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Didn't know how to do any of
that stuff because when we go
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in denial we
shut everything off.
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We shut everything off
I don't feel joy anymore,
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I don't feel love
anymore, I don't feel anything.
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And as I start to feel
this end of it, the pain I know
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that really soon I will
feel this in of it, the joy.
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We get all of that
back, a full spectrum.
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Who we are to be human.
What it is to be normal.
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I don't even think it's
normal because that word is over
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rated and it should be healthy.
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Then you can celebrate
your life in recovery, you can
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celebrate the fact that
you are in recovery so it's
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pretty cool. - that's
exactly what we are saying.
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So this season no that we
are going to look at some stuff
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to a point I just threw all
the teaching away because the
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testimonies or
stories are so amazing.
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But this season every
time you come to the set
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bring a piece of paper
and if something comes to
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mind write it down.
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If you want to work with
this with us get online and look
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at that stuff because we want
to work through it with you.
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But get the paper and write
it down, do the work because
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you have to, it
has to be fearless.
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Until next time always
remember that God is crazy
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about you and we are too.
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Whatever comes up during
the season, what ever you have
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to look at, what ever God
shows you know that He shows
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to you only for one purpose
and that is to set you free.
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Freedom is worth the fight.
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If someone has to
blink let it be you.
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