Welcome back! I am
amazed at your guys story.
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How God has worked in your life.
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I love the fact that you
trust Him, I love the fact that
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you are beginning to
trust each other more and more
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with your hearts, bringing
everything to the table that
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you can think of, and it
gets to the point where you just
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say, if there is anything Lord
that I am still holding onto,
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please help me to
surrender that to You.
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I think you begin to say
that because you begin to trust
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in God, in each other, and
the people around you in the
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process of forgiveness.
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So I would like you Jeremy,
to look at the camera and talk
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to somebody out there that
maybe struggling with the same
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thing that you
have struggled with.
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Someone who has that
same baggage and does not know
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what to do with it.
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I would like to say, it
is definitely worth it to get
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all this junk out.
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To actually be able
to feel again is amazing.
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To get into a relationship,
in healthy relationships with
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people again is
another amazing thing.
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Not only that, but I can
hear and feel God more prevalent
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in my life now and
that is amazing to me,
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it is so, so worth it.
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So you are saying I
can hear the Holy Spirit,
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I am starting to connect
with people in a way that you
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haven't before, I can
feel and am not afraid
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of what I feel
anymore. That's huge!
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How about Heidi, anything
you would like to add to that?
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If you are
struggling with codependency,
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I would seriously
reach out to somebody.
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For me it was in a
spiritual family, it was not my
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immediate family, I have a
girlfriend that is going through
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the same issues and
her and I would talk tons.
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Reach out, definitely
reach out because you actually
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feel love that you
have never experienced until
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you have had it with God.
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With codependency,
what's interesting is, until you
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Jeremy, you were talking
about when time you got a book
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and read it on codependency
and thought all that is Heidi,
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that's Heidi, that's Heidi.
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So when you actually start
researching it, and figuring
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what it is, get over the initial
anger of maybe that is me,
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once you start looking at
those things and you surrender
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it, you can receive
love for the first time.
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It is not about doing for
someone in the expectation of
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them doing back for you,
this is actually that I can
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settle the issues and stand
there and say, God I know You
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love me, allowing Jeremy
to actually love you without
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having to fix
him, he just loves you.
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Not because you are anything,
or that you will fix him in
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anyway, but because you are
Heidi and worth being loved.
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To just be able to ask
people for help with anything.
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I was never able to
do that, it was all me.
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But you would help everybody?
- I would help everybody.
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The healing is amazing, and
as you were listening to this
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if you have heard that
God really wants to heal us,
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to open up our hearts,
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if you started to get a
sense of your own woundings,
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is to ask the Holy Spirit,
get on your knees and ask God.
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Ask Him what do you
want me to know about this?
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What should I do with
this, and then just be quiet.
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What is really amazing is
that when you be quiet and you
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can hear that still small
voice, not an audible voice,
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but you know it is God.
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He says I want you
to know that I love you.
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I want you to
surrender that to Me.
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I want you to know
that I have forgiven you.
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Those things, when you
hear them clearly, there is a
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part of you that
says, stop, was that You?
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And it was, I'm thinking
there is nothing better than
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to hear the voice of God,
and hear the voice of God say,
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I love you, I want to set
you free, I want to heal you.
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It is amazing so
see you next time.
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Until then always remember
that God is crazy about you
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and me too!
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