We're back and in thinking about this season in total, 00:00:14.45\00:00:18.13 reminds about an incident I told you about it, one of my members 00:00:18.17\00:00:21.62 sons had a secret drug life. 00:00:21.66\00:00:23.97 Left the church and went home and murdered the downstairs 00:00:24.01\00:00:26.96 neighbor and of course his life was immediately impacted 00:00:27.00\00:00:29.92 and the domino effect on the whole family, 00:00:29.95\00:00:33.25 and the relations of the family, friends of the family. 00:00:33.29\00:00:36.00 It was really devastating for the church. 00:00:36.04\00:00:37.64 It was the families reliance on God that got them through, 00:00:37.67\00:00:42.15 but for a long time they just didn't talk about it. 00:00:42.19\00:00:44.53 They didn't want to say anything about it. 00:00:44.56\00:00:46.19 Everybody knew but it was very hush-hush. 00:00:46.22\00:00:47.78 I have found, as of course you have found, that in talking 00:00:47.82\00:00:52.54 about it there is healing by bringing it to light. 00:00:52.57\00:00:54.82 You find there are others that are struggling with 00:00:54.85\00:00:57.06 the same kind of stuff. 00:00:57.10\00:00:58.31 This season I think, perhaps more than the others, 00:00:58.35\00:01:01.22 really highlights that fact. 00:01:01.26\00:01:02.61 We have to talk, we have to bring light to it so that 00:01:02.65\00:01:05.45 people can talk about it. 00:01:05.49\00:01:06.49 In most of your 12 step groups that is what the healing 00:01:06.53\00:01:10.52 thing about them is that week after week, or day after day, 00:01:10.56\00:01:14.51 people get together and really share all that. 00:01:14.55\00:01:18.27 Sometimes you just get together and listen and I know that 00:01:18.30\00:01:21.48 I'm not so crazy, five other people in the 00:01:21.51\00:01:23.99 group talked about this. 00:01:24.02\00:01:25.10 So you get that reassurance and I think sometimes we are 00:01:25.14\00:01:29.99 not getting that and you have to, because if you don't 00:01:30.02\00:01:34.84 it settles in there and festers. 00:01:34.87\00:01:37.73 You know like a murder situation where is really an 00:01:37.77\00:01:40.97 incredible tragic situation that if you don't get that out it is 00:01:41.00\00:01:45.07 going to reflect on how you treat people, your safety, 00:01:45.11\00:01:49.77 it would be fear-based and all that stuff. 00:01:49.81\00:01:51.65 So in this season just saying it out loud, if you are 00:01:51.69\00:01:55.68 going to avoid relapse, you have got to get these 00:01:55.71\00:01:59.67 things out of your life. 00:01:59.70\00:02:02.48 When we say there is a higher power, when a God that cares 00:02:02.51\00:02:06.23 about us, we really do want to, you really want to make 00:02:06.26\00:02:09.53 amends if you can and really get into that stuff and make 00:02:09.56\00:02:13.51 it right, at one point you have to say God here it is. 00:02:13.54\00:02:18.76 And now the increased steps of 10, 11, 12, of your 12 00:02:18.80\00:02:23.98 steps program, I just want a knowledge of You. 00:02:24.02\00:02:26.73 A knowledge of who I am, I want to stay connected, 00:02:26.77\00:02:30.46 I want to daily come into Your presence, like pressing 00:02:30.49\00:02:33.89 into His presence, I want to daily understand who I am, 00:02:33.92\00:02:36.88 who You are, what's up for today those kind of things. 00:02:36.92\00:02:40.07 Maybe we should have called this 12-step TV, it is more 00:02:40.10\00:02:43.44 than 12-step TV because it's celebrating life in recovery. 00:02:43.48\00:02:46.79 It's the joy of being in recovery, of having victory 00:02:46.82\00:02:50.23 and that is what we have seen very, very strongly 00:02:50.26\00:02:52.59 this particular season. 00:02:52.63\00:02:54.04 - exactly and so this season enjoy everyone's journey 00:02:54.07\00:02:58.18 but don't forget you have your own journey. 00:02:58.22\00:03:00.70 To be successful in that you have to press into His Presence. 00:03:00.74\00:03:04.87 You have to learn to pray and talk to God and learn to 00:03:04.90\00:03:06.94 listen because that is the best thing. 00:03:06.98\00:03:08.40 Until we see you next time, always remember that God is 00:03:08.44\00:03:10.51 crazy about you, and me too, God bless! 00:03:10.54\00:03:13.55