Welcome back, you know what is really interesting 00:00:14.33\00:00:15.56 after everything that you said. 00:00:15.59\00:00:17.45 I bet a lot of people just look 00:00:17.49\00:00:19.28 at your foot and say oh man you lost your leg. 00:00:19.31\00:00:21.42 Right! But you have got rods in your back, 00:00:21.46\00:00:23.53 you can't feel half of your body, 00:00:23.56\00:00:25.53 and all that stuff and so I want you to close out 00:00:25.57\00:00:28.10 the program, but I want you to talk to somebody 00:00:28.14\00:00:30.64 that is dealing with all of that. 00:00:30.67\00:00:32.06 All that junk, how do you get up every day? 00:00:32.09\00:00:34.48 Why do you get up every day? 00:00:34.52\00:00:35.84 Why do you fight through this stuff? 00:00:35.87\00:00:36.98 Take it! 00:00:37.02\00:00:39.75 To me the biggest thing is that you go into the situations 00:00:40.65\00:00:43.86 that you think never are going to happen to you. 00:00:43.89\00:00:45.52 I never thought that I would fall off a cliff. 00:00:45.56\00:00:47.12 I never thought that I would have to cut my leg off. 00:00:47.16\00:00:48.95 I never thought any of this would happen to me. 00:00:48.99\00:00:50.24 But you realize when you are in it, that it is a process 00:00:50.27\00:00:54.57 and it's like seasonal changes. 00:00:54.61\00:00:56.15 Just like a really cold winter and you know without fail 00:00:56.19\00:00:59.84 at the end of that winter spring is going to come around 00:00:59.88\00:01:02.84 and you are going to be able to move out of it just like 00:01:02.88\00:01:05.81 spring moves out of winter. 00:01:05.85\00:01:07.70 You see that in your growth, you see that forward movement. 00:01:07.73\00:01:10.35 For me I saw that I was still me. 00:01:10.39\00:01:14.10 I still wanted to go do all the things that I did before. 00:01:14.13\00:01:16.99 The accident did not take my identity away, 00:01:17.02\00:01:19.38 I was still Craig, a Craig that was very different, 00:01:19.41\00:01:22.84 and obviously pieced and parted out. 00:01:22.88\00:01:25.20 I was still me and I wanted to go forward and what 00:01:25.23\00:01:28.22 I realized was all of a sudden God was showing me 00:01:28.26\00:01:31.21 the way through that. 00:01:31.25\00:01:32.22 Not to say that there weren't days that I can't get up. 00:01:32.23\00:01:35.07 There are days literally now, six years later, 00:01:35.11\00:01:37.76 where I am in my wheelchair all day. 00:01:37.80\00:01:39.88 That's what I do, I work on my computer and that is it 00:01:39.91\00:01:42.26 because I feel terrible. 00:01:42.30\00:01:45.01 I'm all achy, I can't move around. 00:01:45.04\00:01:47.11 But I also know that that is one day. 00:01:47.14\00:01:49.14 So in the scheme of my life, in all the events in my life 00:01:49.18\00:01:52.62 that is just one day. Exactly! 00:01:52.65\00:01:54.30 It's going to be over the next day, 00:01:54.33\00:01:56.51 it's going to be a better day. 00:01:56.54\00:01:57.75 So even if I go through periods of time that are really 00:01:57.78\00:02:00.23 dark, and really tiring, and really hard, 00:02:00.27\00:02:02.29 I know that they are just a time, 00:02:02.32\00:02:03.86 they are not the rest of my life. 00:02:03.90\00:02:05.37 This may be a little cheesy, but talking about being over, 00:02:05.40\00:02:09.14 it's nice having you on the program. 00:02:09.18\00:02:11.52 Thank you so much, thank you so much. 00:02:11.55\00:02:13.82 A had to hand you that and I just have to say for anybody 00:02:13.86\00:02:16.97 who is dealing with something. 00:02:17.00\00:02:18.13 I like what you are saying is that some things are transient. 00:02:18.17\00:02:20.26 You are going to have good days and bad days, 00:02:20.30\00:02:22.70 but recovery means getting back up again and I am 00:02:22.73\00:02:25.10 the same person. 00:02:25.14\00:02:26.25 I don't care what is hitting you, you can get through 00:02:26.28\00:02:30.34 without changing who you are. 00:02:30.37\00:02:34.98