It always surprises me when God 00:00:14.81\00:00:17.08 takes somebody that is absolutely a mess 00:00:17.11\00:00:20.25 like when Heppy was talking about that at 13 he started 00:00:20.29\00:00:24.06 drinking and I am a drunk. 00:00:24.10\00:00:25.82 I had blackouts from day one. 00:00:25.85\00:00:27.50 It doesn't sound like he had a normal, even alcoholic history. 00:00:27.54\00:00:32.39 I mean he had immediately all that stuff. 00:00:32.43\00:00:34.79 He would go from job to job and started having kids at 19 00:00:34.83\00:00:38.32 years old and as he was talking I could just see his life. 00:00:38.35\00:00:41.81 Even when Janet came in and start talking about her 00:00:41.84\00:00:46.04 addictions and her life and her journey through recovery. 00:00:46.08\00:00:50.16 I am just saying God, You take all of us, all of us at 00:00:50.20\00:00:54.32 different stages and You really do speak into our lives. 00:00:54.36\00:00:58.45 You remind me of Jeremiah 29:11 and it says, 00:00:58.49\00:01:02.59 I am just thinking how incredible is the Creator God, 00:01:11.63\00:01:15.40 the God of everything that God spoke and everything existed. 00:01:15.43\00:01:20.06 He looks at each one of us and says, 00:01:20.09\00:01:21.55 I know exactly who you are. 00:01:21.58\00:01:22.74 We have had a lot of people on the program that I could 00:01:22.77\00:01:25.62 bring up to, but guy that was the Meth addict who shot 00:01:25.65\00:01:28.54 himself in the face and was strung out most of his life. 00:01:28.57\00:01:31.43 If you haven't seen that program, I mean he shot himself 00:01:31.46\00:01:34.28 trying to blow his head off and all he did was 00:01:34.31\00:01:36.81 blow his face off. 00:01:36.85\00:01:37.94 In dealing with that God came in and spoke into his life 00:01:37.98\00:01:41.20 and every single one of us, I was 10 years homeless and on 00:01:41.23\00:01:44.42 the street and all that stuff. 00:01:44.46\00:01:45.77 Every single one of us God said, first He said, stand up. 00:01:45.80\00:01:50.53 Stand up I love you. 00:01:50.56\00:01:53.02 He did not say to me stop using, He said stand up I love 00:01:53.05\00:01:56.89 you and I started to look at what would life look like 00:01:56.93\00:02:00.73 not been strung out on something. 00:02:00.77\00:02:03.03 Not being addicted. 00:02:03.06\00:02:04.51 We had Fred Stoeker, from Every Man's Battle with his 00:02:04.54\00:02:06.62 porn addiction and God said 00:02:06.65\00:02:08.05 the same thing, stand up, trust Me with your recovery. 00:02:08.08\00:02:11.07 Heppy when he said I was scared to death, 00:02:11.10\00:02:14.24 most of us were scared to death but God said stand up anyway. 00:02:14.28\00:02:17.71 Stand up anyway, and after standing us up, after getting us 00:02:17.74\00:02:21.14 to a point where we are brave enough to walk into 00:02:21.18\00:02:23.80 recovery, He says let go and let Me have all that. 00:02:23.84\00:02:26.39 Give Me all that, trust Me with your very life and the next 00:02:26.42\00:02:31.26 thing you see with most of us addicts, is that Janet and Heppy 00:02:31.30\00:02:36.11 are standing up in front of kids that are in school, 00:02:36.14\00:02:38.55 speaking live into them. 00:02:38.58\00:02:40.60 Changing a whole community which was always the hope of the 00:02:40.63\00:02:43.83 people that brought him into recovery. 00:02:43.86\00:02:45.47 I am a heroine addict in recovery with family that are 00:02:45.51\00:02:48.56 addicted and I am looking at the camera saying to people 00:02:48.59\00:02:51.61 all over the world stand up! 00:02:51.64\00:02:54.69 Don't be afraid, let go, let God have these addictions 00:02:54.73\00:02:58.05 because be done with them. 00:02:58.09\00:03:00.14 He wants to change our life, He wants to give you a hope 00:03:00.17\00:03:02.44 and a future, it's incredible. 00:03:02.48\00:03:04.22 See you next week and until then always remember that God 00:03:04.26\00:03:06.86 is crazy about you. 00:03:06.89\00:03:08.17