It's incredible to me to look 00:00:15.46\00:00:16.99 at how individual everybody 00:00:17.02\00:00:18.74 walk is and it sounds like 00:00:18.77\00:00:20.58 sometimes we are all coming 00:00:20.61\00:00:22.33 from different things and some 00:00:22.37\00:00:24.02 is similar, but to God it really is individual. 00:00:24.06\00:00:27.33 I love it, He brought me to Lamentations one time. 00:00:27.37\00:00:30.61 Lamentations 3:21 and I am going to go all the way to 23 or 24 00:00:30.64\00:00:35.53 In 21 it says, "This I recall to my mind, therefore I have hope. 00:00:35.56\00:00:40.42 Through the Lord's mercies we are not consumed. " 00:00:40.45\00:00:44.61 When I think of that because of our behaviors why should 00:00:44.64\00:00:50.05 we are driving drunk, or yelling at our wives, our families 00:00:50.08\00:00:55.45 should be totally split apart. 00:00:55.48\00:00:57.06 I think that we are not consumed because God is walking around 00:00:57.09\00:01:01.75 with a lightning bolt seeing who He can throw it at. 00:01:01.79\00:01:03.66 It is just our own stuff. 00:01:03.70\00:01:04.99 We have enough of our own garbage. 00:01:05.03\00:01:07.01 Through His mercies, He just covers that, He puts His hand 00:01:07.04\00:01:10.88 on, He just takes care of us. 00:01:10.92\00:01:14.27 It says that through His mercies we are not consumed because 00:01:14.31\00:01:19.47 His compassions fail not. 00:01:19.50\00:01:21.28 They are new every morning: great is Your faithfulness. 00:01:21.32\00:01:24.52 To me that is amazing that in this journey as I give it to God 00:01:24.55\00:01:29.67 as I turn it over to God, as we look at, Geri you were 00:01:29.70\00:01:33.12 talking about getting the right book and all that. 00:01:33.15\00:01:36.53 As we surrender all that is that we have to realize that God's 00:01:37.36\00:01:40.08 mercy, His guidance, His love for us is new every single 00:01:40.12\00:01:43.69 morning, He doesn't rest in our recovery, we may lax and go 00:01:43.73\00:01:49.29 years and stay in denial, but God doesn't. 00:01:49.32\00:01:52.56 He continuously figures a way to get us to look at it again. 00:01:52.59\00:01:56.27 To step out of line, to step out of our denial stuff. 00:01:56.30\00:01:59.93 To step out of our fears, to step out of our criticism. 00:01:59.97\00:02:03.53 To step out of, and this is a tough one, our unforgiveness. 00:02:03.56\00:02:07.01 You know that I blamed every body on the planet for every 00:02:07.04\00:02:10.42 single thing that happened to me and one day God said will you 00:02:10.46\00:02:13.08 let them off the hook? 00:02:13.11\00:02:14.39 I am like, no! Of course I am not going to, are You crazy? 00:02:14.43\00:02:19.96 He says, Hon, Hon stop, let them off the hook. 00:02:19.99\00:02:23.06 Forgive them and He started showing me even with the people 00:02:23.09\00:02:25.96 in my life, how they got to be where they are at. 00:02:25.99\00:02:28.59 I started to have compassion on the very people that injured me. 00:02:28.62\00:02:33.75 I thought God how do You do that? 00:02:33.78\00:02:35.89 He does that because His mercies are new every day. 00:02:35.93\00:02:38.81 He wants to teach us about recovery, He wants to get us 00:02:38.85\00:02:42.96 in a place where we can finally say for once and all times, 00:02:43.00\00:02:47.08 I trust You. 00:02:47.12\00:02:48.40 I am going to let go and let God. 00:02:48.43\00:02:52.02 It is an amazing place to be. 00:02:52.06\00:02:53.95 I am going to rely on every thing that God knows 00:02:53.98\00:02:56.34 because I know nothing. 00:02:56.38\00:02:57.55 So I want to say thanks for joining us this week 00:02:57.59\00:02:59.66 We will see you next week and until then always remember 00:02:59.69\00:03:02.11 that God is crazy about you Me too! 00:03:02.15\00:03:04.83 God bless. 00:03:04.87\00:03:05.96