Welcome back!
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What is amazing to me about
God as I'm listening to Edwin,
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and his testimony, and how
God stood him up in Ministry.
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I am just amazed!
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I go to Jeremiah 29:11
which is my favorite text.
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It was my favorite
when God did this same thing
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in my life, but when I
watch Him over and over and
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over and over again stand
someone else up it reminds
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me of this text again
because it says, "for I know the
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thoughts that I think
towards you says the Lord,
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thoughts of peace and
not of evil, and thoughts to
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give you future and a hope. "
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For a lot of kids
coming from the streets,
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for a lot of kids
coming from gangs and drugs
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and all that stuff, they
don't have a future and a hope.
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We don't even think about
tomorrow, yet God says I have
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always thought
about tomorrow for you.
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I just trust that.
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And Siki I know
that you work with Edwin.
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Your story is not like his.
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Yeah in a way!
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Yeah it is so tell us a
little bit about where you
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came from and then
how you guys joined up.
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I grew up in an
Adventist family.
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I thought I knew God.
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I thought I was living
what He wants me to do.
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Doing the right thing?
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Doing the right thing!
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Yet I wanted to do my own thing.
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So it wasn't hard for me
to choose between those two,
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I chose my way.
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God is so good because after
all these years of choosing
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my way, He still
gave me another chance to
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realize that my way
is not the right way.
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It didn't work!
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When you say you grew
up in an Adventist home,
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your foundation was
good, you're very bright?
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I don't know about
the very bright thing.
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Well I talked with you so
I know you are very bright.
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You know I will agree
with you in a way because
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I believed that
I was number one.
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I did everything just like that.
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Everything was easy for you?
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I was smoking pot when I
was 12 and yet the top people
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in my class was just
ahead of me by two points.
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An average grade I'm
so I thought I was okay.
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So even you using
drugs, your folks don't know it
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and you are doing
great in school still?
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Oh yeah, I was, even on the
last day I stop doing drugs,
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which was like six years
ago, I always believed that I
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live the biggest lie ever.
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I was showing something
to somebody, like me being a
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physical therapist, I
showed everybody that I was the
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best physical therapist
and yet I would sneak into the
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bathroom to do my drugs
and nobody knew about it.
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For me to lead
that kind of life.
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So you had this double life?
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Did you feel like a fraud?
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Did you feel like somehow...
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now looking back yes.
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During those days I thought
I was okay, because I didn't
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steal, I didn't kill for
my drugs, I was working hard.
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I was getting paid.
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I was using my money.
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I thought I was just doing good.
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What is really interesting
and a lot of people don't
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understand is most of the
drugs trafficked in the world
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our trafficked by
recreational drug users
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that are working full-time.
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And they are looking great.
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So we think it is the gangster
that is moving the drugs
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around, more than that,
and it is actually the guy
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that is working or a
woman that is working.
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I used to believe that it
was just a weekend addict,
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I would binge me and my friends
would binge on the weekend.
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He grew up to like I
said, bringing my stuff to work
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and doing it there
every half an hour.
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That I would see
another patient and
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do a professional thing.
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I would get away with it.
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When you're habit gets
to be like that, no one can
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really tell, I mean you
are still looking and not
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shaking, you are not acting
crazy, you are pretty much
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doing the amount of
drugs you need in order to be
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normal for that day?
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It made my conviction
that I am doing good because
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nobody is knowing it.
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I'm working I'm
still pulling this off.
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I can still pull
it off and I am okay.
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Let's go on.
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I want more.
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So if you are so
okay what changed?
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Well there comes a time
when you are so high strung
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and then you hear a small
voice telling you that you are
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killing yourself and then
you do another drug and the
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voice is still there.
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Then you have to somehow...
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it's just God saying
Siki you are killing yourself.
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You are destroying
every single thing about you.
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Of course, God is so
good that He will send people,
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people, people that you
hate, people you don't believe
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is in your league,
people who you believe are dumb,
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to make you realize that
you are wasting yourself.
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For example, I met this
guy and I had been doing drugs
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with him and he is so
hung up, so drugged out,
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and I was taking my board
exam for the physical therapy.
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When I take my boards,
I drop off all my drugs
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and pray to God.
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That's right God
help me with this test.
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If you make the pass
this I'm going to be a pastor,
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I'm going to do
whatever You want.
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How can we play God?
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Isn't that a crazy
thing that we play Him?
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What is really interesting
to me and always has been
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about God, and I think I
want to kiss Him on the face
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when I see Him for this.
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Is that He knows we are
playing Him and says if you have
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to go through
that, go through that.
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I am not leaving you.
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I can even
understand that kind of love.
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Because if you played me
as often as you played God,
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I would have
walked away and said,
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you know what I'm done with you.
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Now that I am a father, I
now understand what kind of love
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that is and yet I
am man, I'm human.
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I was telling my friends
earlier, while we were driving
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here, what more
God can do to us,
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how much He really loves me.
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To be long-suffering
and patient to me.
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To play Him every day,
every minute promising Him if I
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Pass this, if You make
me get out of this trouble,
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I'm going to do
everything that You want.
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Everything, everything.
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I like it that you said
if I pass the state board,
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you get me through this
one I'll even be a pastor.
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That is a funny
thing that you said to Him.
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The most funniest thing is that
after I pass the board exams
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I ended up in the
hospital, do you know why?
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No, why?
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Ten days of doing
drugs, I was celebrating.
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I was celebrating because
for three months I was clean.
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Studying and kneeling
down everywhere I can saying
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Lord please I know you
will make this happen for me.
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After I passed the test,
the first thing I did was
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hooked up again with all my
friends and do the same thing.
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Did you hear that
voice during that time?
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Oh yeah, oh yeah!
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I thought you told Me you
were going to give Me your life?
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Well I'm a physical therapist
now, I'll talk to You later.
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I have money now, I have a
job, I'm going to be successful,
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I don't need You right now.
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I grew up, like I said, having
that kind of mentality that
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I create things around me.
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You set them up so
you can break them down
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or put that back again.
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There is no picture of me
submitting to God or to be
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more realistic with my mom.
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She was the only
one there for us.
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I didn't have a father figure.
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So your mom was a single mom?
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Yes, but she
prayed all those years.
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Now she has passed away,
but now I believe that her
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prayers, in fact if she was
alive right now and she would
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see this segment with you
and the things I was doing,
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I'm sure she would drop dead.
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She would weep.
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So don't you want to
say to somebody listening,
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if they are mother praying
for somebody out partying?
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Keep on praying!
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Never give up, never give up.
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Because even in your
drugging you heard that voice.
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It had to be your mom's prayers.
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That voice never let go.
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The thing that drives me now
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is the fact that nobody besides
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my mom really told me to stop.
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There is a better life and
I want to be that person right
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now, I want to be that
person that would serve God,
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to tell the next person beside
me that what you are doing
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is really not good for you.
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It's taking
everything, it's destroying you.
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Maybe just maybe it
will make an effect on them.
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It may change them I don't
know how, just to put a seed.
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Let me say this and you
can hit me if I am out of line.
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I can see that you
probably were a little arrogant?
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Very, very!
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Very arrogant, and I
can do what I want to do.
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I am not getting into anybody's
way and I have the money.
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I'm successful and
things are happening..
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So how did you let that go?
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So you hear the voice of
God and hearing all that stuff
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but arrogance is a tough one.
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God can get through almost
everything else but that is a
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tough one, that pride stuff.
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It was very hard for me, in
fact it is my everyday battle.
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It's a thorn in your flesh?
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Yes it's growing up and having
everything my way and then
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suddenly giving it up to some
body, God who is in the Bible,
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who you cannot see
but you know He is doing
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something for you.
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It is very hard and every day
is a challenge, giving it up,
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giving it up, giving
it up for my friends.
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Okay you speak
first, you do it first.
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I watched you do that.
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I watch you and I watched
the battle that happened first.
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Then you say,
why don't you speak.
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Did you see it
this morning? Yes!
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Yes because I want to.
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Exactly I want to praise God.
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I believe I had the best story.
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Me too!
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It is humbling to be a
people that has a better story,
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maybe not a better story,
but God has time for everything.
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Time for everything so
to me to submit to that,
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to really humble
myself to do that is exciting.
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I wish we had so much more time.
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When you talk about that,
coming to God and not only,
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it sounds like giving up
the drugs and binges and that
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kind of thing might have
been a little easier then giving
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up it's about me.
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So God is just saying, let's
give up some of that stuff and
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let Me teach you how to submit,
so what was that like with Him?
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Is there any, when you
are talking to somebody that
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says why would
I want to do that?
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Anything cool about that?
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Well that is so hard
for me to understand first.
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I set myself to understand
that God is teaching me right
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now a lesson, an important
lesson that unless I will be
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the last, I will not make there.
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Exactly!
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It was the example that He
gave me and He is the only One
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that I am looking up to now.
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I love when He says, so weird,
but He says humble yourself
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and let Me lift you up
because it is different.
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You don't even know
what part of you is so cool.
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You think it is cool that
you can out smoke someone.
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You know when I was doing
it, I always prided myself with
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everybody being knocked
out already and I am still the
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voice of the
group, I can still drink.
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If everybody is strung out
with weed, I would still be
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the last one smoking.
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I would be the last
one doing everything.
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If everybody was drunk I
would be driving because I
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am not drunk, you
guys are drunk, I'm not.
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So unless you
had a Breathalyzer,
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with a Breathalyzer
you may have been drunk.
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You are just saying that
with God He is saying that you
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think that that's cool
and I cannot teach you what is
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good about you, what is cool
about you, what is cool about
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life until you submit
that, because that is twisted.
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I mean you actually were
twisted, and I want to untwist
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you and bring
healing into your life.
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When you allow God to untwist
you, like I am allowing Him
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to untwist me now, you
will see wonderful changes.
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It's not, some will be
instantaneous, some of them take
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time, and I asked God
when is it going to happen?
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I wanted to happen now.
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Like always we want it now.
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With my friends, with my
family, with anybody I talk to,
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or make a relationship with.
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Sometimes or most times my
being, I'm Siki, I'm going to do
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it my way, sometimes it
shows and then I realize that
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to what, you want God in you,
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you want Christ in your life.
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Then submit yourself.
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What is really funny Siki
is that it is cool sitting next
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to you and hanging out with you.
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You have such a
neat spirit about you.
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I know that is the
Spirit of the Lord.
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You know I know that is the
God and so what God is saying
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to you and to me or to
anybody is that I want to put
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that Spirit in you.
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I want to develop that
part of you so when you laugh,
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when you share with
people, when you hang out that
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you are really affirming
and lifting each other up.
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You are not using each
other or playing each other.
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So He is trying to teach us,
and we are like these addicts,
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and He is trying to teach us.
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He is trying to teach us
that He does have a better way.
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Yes, He has a better way.
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This makes me look back,
there were times even when you
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are talking with a group of
people and out of drunkenness
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you just talk about God.
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I would always make
them, this is God, this is God.
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Because coming from
an Adventist family,
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growing up in
the Adventist school,
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so I know something but
not really the right thing.
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I always thought I
could still teach them.
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Now that I'm really trying
to know God, how cool is it
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to be here with you, talking
with you about these things,
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and with my friends here
with the same background.
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Exactly, we are going
to open it up to Edwin.
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I want to bring you back in
because we are talking about
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what God has done in
your life in Siki's life.
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The people that you
influence as a group.
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It is funny because you
are from different places yet
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God is working with you on
the same issue of arrogance
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and pride and those things.
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You guys are both
standing up together,
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is that getting in the way ever?
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Well that is so hopeful,
that I have somebody next to me
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who I could
share my problems with.
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I can talk to him and he
can talk to me and we can grow
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in Christ together.
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I am thankful for that.
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It's like you both in the
struggle that I saw in his eyes,
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I see that your eyes too.
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What is really funny is
that you can be setting next to
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each other and who is
going to go first, and they both
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want to, they both looked at
each other like you go first.
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Normally I want to go
first, and he wants to go first,
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but have to humble ourselves.
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Which is way cool.
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Yeah it is.
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So do you have
anything you would like
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to add to Siki's testimony?
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Sometimes I have to thank
God because although we make
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many mistakes in our
lives, and we do bring about our
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own problems, a lot of
people blame it on God but it is
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really our fault, the
things that we have done too.
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But I'm thankful that God
takes those and twists it and
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He teaches us that through that.
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What I lack in my
wisdom He did for him while
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he grew up and taught him
so when He puts us together
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what I lack he can supply,
what he lacks I can supply
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and that is how we
grew together as a church.
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Isn't that incredible?
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I thank God for the
problems because He gets me out
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of them and teaches
me as He gets me out.
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The next time you
stand in that very same spot
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you are stronger. Yeah!
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Well Damien, we have
had you on another program,
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but you are a
part of this group.
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As you are hearing Edwin
and Siki speak what do you
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want to add to that?
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Well it is a wonderful
thing to see everybody here
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together.
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What I can add is just
this was calling I believe God
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calls me for.
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There is nothing about me but...
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you are the baby of the group?
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Oh really.
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Aren't you, you are like 22.
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Yeah I guess in a
sense, but being I guess with
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the youngest age, even though
my wife is younger than me,
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I keep them together.
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That is not a high
though, I keep them together,
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I'm pretty influential
in that, I calling them up.
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I call him and make sure
everything is going down right.
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We worked together on that.
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Something I can add
about Siki is that he taught me
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practical Christian living.
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Not just sounding good
when you speak, it's necessary,
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but actually going out
there and doing what you say.
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One time we were at a
church and he just said come on
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let's go out there and
go to the Journal Square in
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Jersey City and let's
bring this bread to some people
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that needed it and
we went out there and
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did it without hesitating.
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He was the one that
came up and just lead out.
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So you're saying is
not just about teaching?
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If you are not daily
living what you teach.
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Never, you are an
actor, you are reading a script
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that sounds good, but you
are not actually living it
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out in your real life
and that is a problem.
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That is what he has
shown me because some of us
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tend to do that straight off.
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We sound good and we
want to go first to speak,
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but at the same time are
we really exhibiting those
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characteristics
we uplift so high.
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That is so very important.
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The same thing with Edwin
to he has taught me a lot of
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things, he brings a lot to
the table about his computer
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graphics skills where
he designed the website
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and everything.
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So God really knew who he
was getting together to just
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keep a tight knit between
us and how we use each other's
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talents that He has
given us to just become
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this Ministry,
Our Higher Calling.
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That is incredible!
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You know what is incredible,
thank you Damien, what's
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incredible Siki is as he
was saying that you guys are all
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coming from different
places but working on the same
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issues and keeping each
other accountable as you learn
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to stand up and minister.
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I'm thinking that is so God.
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In fact our most, if I
can say this, our most beloved
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topic is Jesus Christ by faith.
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Explain what you mean by that?
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We cannot do
anything without Him.
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Everything that we do
now is to glorify God.
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Everything that we say, think.
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Let me just say, I am
going to come from a kid that,
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I came from 10
years on the street,
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drugs and all that stuff.
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If I would have heard you
say that I would have said
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that sounds so lame,
what are you talking about?
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So saying in a way
that I will not say that.
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Do you know what I mean?
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Because any Christian knows
exactly what you just said.
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A non-Christian doesn't.
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A non-Christian person who
just like me, because I never
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called myself Christian
when I was doing those things.
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The biggest thing that kept
me back from it is that it's
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not, you don't
see it in most people.
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You hear it but you
don't see them doing that.
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So the biggest thing
for them is to see it in me.
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So when you hear what they
believe about their spirituality
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or what they believe about
the Bible, but if you watch
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their life you wouldn't
think that they actually.
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My life right now is
my biggest testimony.
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Like my brother Damien
here said, we can talk the talk
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but do you walk the walk?
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So somebody here is recovering,
I am still in recovery.
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Every day of my life I
am in recovery from what
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I have done to myself.
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So you are taking care of
yourself, you are resting,
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you're eating well and
doing all those things that
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you need to do in
order to be in recovery?
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You are connecting with
God because you believe Him.
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Not because it is the right
thing to do, I believe Him.
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I believe He is my life.
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What I am doing right
now doesn't earn me anything.
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God doesn't look at me
like okay Siki you are much
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better and I'm going
to give you this gift.
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Siki you are not doing
drugs now, I'll be nicer to you.
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I'll give you a car
because, it is not that way!
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And I wish it was I need a car.
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The reason why I'm doing this
now, I saw how sinful I was.
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When you realize that these
things, which I first taught
00:24:02.60\00:24:07.95
were okay things, normal
things, but when you realize
00:24:07.98\00:24:13.30
that it is not that
you asked for forgiveness.
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Then realizing, knowing
that He has forgiven you,
00:24:17.41\00:24:21.42
then that makes a change.
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That makes you want to do things
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He wants you to do.
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It was a burden to me
to go to church before.
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But now I love it.
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It was a burden for me
to do good things before.
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But God made it happen to me.
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So when you look at Christ,
when you say it is all about
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Christ, what you are saying
is that I so saw His character,
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who He was and
I know it is good.
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I know that it is right.
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So it is not that I'd just
surrendering because it is God,
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I'm surrendering
because I saw His character.
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I saw who God is and I
believe my life is wrong, it is
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hurtful, is dark, is
twisted, and the only way I am
00:25:08.29\00:25:12.79
going to untwist is
if I hold on to You.
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Once you realize how much
of a lie your life is, then you
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will wonder if they are on
another life, is there a flip
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side to this?
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Then if you taste it, you'll
never thirst, you will just want
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that, that kind of life.
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I have got to say that I
just have been blessed watching
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you work, I've watched you
guys work with at-risk youth.
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I watched you stand
up and minister to them.
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I've watched you stand up
and minister with me when we
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first met, with who you
are, and then I watched you keep
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each other accountable
in Ministry to each other.
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I want to say don't let
anybody get in the way of that
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hold on to God no matter what.
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And thank you
for sharing with us.
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It has been amazing.
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We are going to take
a break and come back.
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I pray that you have seen
the difference in these two
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testimonies and how God
individually stepped in.
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He didn't look at
them as two separate,
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it didn't look at
them as the same person,
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or that I'm going to come
in with all the same stuff.
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God came to
Edwin in a certain way.
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God came to Siki in a
certain way and every single
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day when their needs
come up, He specifically,
00:26:30.56\00:26:33.37
individually meets those needs.
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I love that about Him
because I feel like that is the
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same in my life and
I know it's good to be
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the same in your life.
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We will be right
back! Stay with us!
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