Welcome back!
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I have got to say, first
of all I want to say Diana
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thank you for joining us.
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I know that you have a
testimony of your own. Yes!
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But before we get into
that I have to finish up.
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I know what you are saying
I came into a relationship
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with Christ, not
even with Christ,
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I'm looking at the Bible and
realizing that this love is huge
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I want to know did
that change you right away?
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Well how did you respond to
even getting a taste of that?
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It definitely did
not take place overnight.
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I had what we call a conviction
and it was just a mental
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understanding
that this made sense.
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That this love that I was
seeing in here by His actions,
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really expressed something
that I never understood before.
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The were things that
were contrary to my life.
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So as time progressed I
still sold drugs at that time.
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When I realize
these things I stopped.
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I stopped, I still smoked
myself but I stopped selling it.
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As time continues to
progress another year I stopped
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with the alcohol as well.
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But I remember... Can I
ask you as you are getting
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into this relationship you
are feeling you know what, I'm
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not going to be selling drugs,
I am not going to be doing
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that stuff, did
you, why did that happen?
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Did you read and
just? get a conviction
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Or did you feel like the
Holy Spirit just saying...
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It was just an understanding
I had not read the whole Bible.
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Or anything for that matter,
it was just an understanding
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that I couldn't keep doing
these things because these were
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things I was doing prior to
understanding what this life
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was like and I knew
these things would prohibit me
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because they were contributing
to the way I felt, to the way
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I was prior to
me seeing this love.
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So I did not want anything
to do with them anymore.
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I knew I had to cut them out.
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It took about a
year. So I just want to say
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for somebody that
does not know how God works
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because I think it is the
coolest thing that God slowly,
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As soon as we even get a clue
of who He is, and ask Him into
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our lives our heart's cry is
please don't leave me like this.
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Please change me and He starts
before we can even ask Him.
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I don't even know
what to ask for now and the
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Holy Spirit says,
you know what, I do.
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Know that it is going to
set you free and He starts that
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before our mouth is
even moving to ask for that.
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He just start picking things
out for me because I didn't know
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what to start with.
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I had anger problems, I had
was involved with certain women
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You were taught to look at
races in different ways because
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of your dad.
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I mean it is like I could
see all that stuff and God says
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you know what, I love
you for even looking at Me.
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That's right and I found
that when I started studying and
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actually got into the Bible
and started looking through
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the passages, it literally
would just find a verse to
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counter the verse I
heard in the rap music.
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That it will
completely discounter it.
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Can you think of one right
now can you give us an example?
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okay, I have one, the one
that says any means necessary
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what ever the cause, even if
it means that lives are lost.
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In other words I'm going
to do what I have do, even if
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somebody else has to pay for it.
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Jesus says that,
how can I put this?
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He would say things that
without Me you can do nothing.
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You can't do anything, but
with Me you can do all things.
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I am the vine and
you are the branches.
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So as the branch
cannot grow fruit by itself,
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unless it is connected to
the vine how can I make this
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a possibility? I
can't! I can't, I can't do it.
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So everything that was stored
in your mind from rap music
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and all that stuff, is
that you were using Scripture to
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It was completely
countering every single one.
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In fact, it was so prevalent
that I had to have some type of
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Scripture music because I was
very involved with this music.
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I had started a record
label of somewhat and then
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it never got started because
of some very controversial
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issues that involves some
people getting hurt really bad.
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I literally had to... I
like the way you have to say
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that so nicely.
Right! Right! Right!
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I guess because I'm somewhat
from that kind of background.
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The way you said that
was so nice, I thought how
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sweet is that.
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It was
terrible, it was terrible.
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It was horrible and
people got hurt and you had
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to fold everything.
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and God is saying
put Scripture to Music.
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Because that is
what you know well.
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I hated that music
when I first heard it.
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it was scripture
songs and I hated them.
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It sounded so bland,
folky. Lame! They were boring.
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But one of them stood out called
To Everything There is a Season.
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Just one of them and I
kept playing it over and over.
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All of a sudden I started
to appreciate the rest of them.
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Because I started to experience
the Scriptures in my life
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in my experience.
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Your desires actually
change? The desires changed.
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How do you explain that?
I had desires for something
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that I had never
had a desire for.
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Only God can do that.
Only, it would have to be.
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Where did I start? I don't know.
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When I was trying to get
off of heroin somebody put me
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with drawing, somebody put me
in the living room and put some
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Christian music on and it was
like fingers on the chalkboard.
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I'm thinking can
you shut that off?
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So it is like when you come
from the world everything about
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spirituality almost is beyond
what you can even listen to.
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The Holy Spirit just takes us
so slowly until we actually feel
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like I can actually
feel healed by that.
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That's right, it is, it
sounds horrible that music.
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That is because the nature
we have compared to what I
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listened to before.
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How did you do that because
somebody is going to be watching
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and say how do you fight through
that, do you just stick with it?
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I had to discard the rest of the
music I was listening to because
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the Bible, I would have
kept listening to it and trying
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to follow the Bible I would
have kept feeding that nature
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that was I was
accustomed to already.
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So you are already accustomed
to the taste of it, and you
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are trying to taste something
new, the old one is going to
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overlap the new
one that you're taking.
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capsule I completely took
them all, they were all new CDs.
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I bought them and threw
them right in the garbage.
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I had to make that decision
to throw them in the garbage.
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I knew I could not keep
listening to them anymore.
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That is when God really
start working in my life.
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Because my mind was clear
now without those evil thoughts
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that they were producing.
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I had the opportunity, I
made the decision to go and get
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baptized in 2005.
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I was so scared, I
never understood Christians,
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I never knew what a Christian
person look like, what they were
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And now you are one.
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No not even yet, I'm going
to visit them and I'm scared
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because they do not
know what they are like.
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To me the one who
was robbing people,
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I'm scared of Christians.
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I'm thinking they are
strange, what do they like?
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So I went up to Maine to
get baptized because those were
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When you said scared I just
have to unfold that for somebody
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Palm's sweating, heart
pounding kind of scared?
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Look I had some strange
thoughts because of movies
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they were a cult, I don't
know what, I'm just talking
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about a Christian in
general I'm not talking about a
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certain denomination, I didn't
know what they were like so it
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was very different for me.
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I had wanted to go
visit them by myself, in Maine
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these are the
people who studied with me,
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they gave me the book actually,
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and they even
gave my brother-in-law.
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I had got baptized in 2005
in a lake in New Hampshire.
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That is where God got things
moving for me because He had
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given me the opportunity
to visit a Christian college.
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I was my third year
high school I was about to go
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to the next one.
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I saw that Christian college,
I did not want to go back
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to finish high school because
of all the influences of the
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things I had just came
from I did want to go back.
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I felt that this was a refuge
right here and I was safe here.
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But I said let me pray about it
that was something I had never
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done really before.
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Exactly check with someone
else. Check with some one else.
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I can't see, but God had
been leading me thus far.
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I just love the way you said
that, I can even see, I mean
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who am I checking with?
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But his word was there and I
knew it was certain because it
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was coming from the past my life
I wasn't just believing it by
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I had no evidence, it was
evidence, evidence, evidence
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after evidence
after evidence in my life.
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the things that were happening
I would ask for and they
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would really happen,
they were really happening.
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I had prayed about it said
Lord what do you want me to do?
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He said, go back
to the high school.
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I said yeah, high school?
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You know the influence.
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Yeah I was like,
am I really sure?
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Be said go back.
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I started thinking about it
and said, He started to show
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me, I'm not saying that people
are not doing this, but they
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was nobody ever came up to me
and said, this is what God has
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to offer, this is what
the Bible has to offer.
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They gave me a pamphlet here
and there but you could tell
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they weren't
real serious about it.
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They were just doing it
for a job and I would take it
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and throw it, but there
was never nobody that took an
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tell what is really going on.
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There is nobody to interact
with me, who was a Christian.
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God was showing me
that I have to do it.
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I have to be the
first one to do it.
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There's nobody, there
was plenty of people in that
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Christian college in that area,
but where I lived right here in
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this dangerous place there
was nobody doing these things,
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showing people like
me where we needed to go.
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I mean there is a
love that is really, real.
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Then I said I will do it Lord.
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If You will lead me I will do it
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I went back to that high
school and with the faith I had
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at the time, it was
small, but it was large though.
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I started preaching, I never
talked, I used to talk about rap
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on the corners and things
like that, but now I was using
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that speech to reach people.
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To reach people
and people came out.
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People came out.
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Were you surprised
that they wanted to hear it?
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That they wanted to hear it?
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I'm not surprised at all because
I recognize, even though they
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had not gone through exactly
what I have been through,
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the center of their desires
was the same, it was to have a
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belonging, of
belonging somewhere.
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Why have you chosen me?
Why am I here in this life?
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science tries to explain these
things through evolution that
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the survival of the fittest,
which I strongly believed then
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but it didn't fit,
it didn't make sense.
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It didn't make sense at all.
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So in high school
that is where you guys met?
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Yeah! To me what is really
interesting is that when he
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came back you had know him prior
so he was kind of a bad guy.
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Yeah! So were
you doing drugs, were
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you doing the same thing?
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Well actually it is funny,
because I did drugs, I sold
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drugs, but outside of
school we never hung out.
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So it was funny because we were
like really in school friends
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and oh you guys should go
out because you look so cute
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together, and
we're like, whatever.
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So we were like really
good friends, but it was like we
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never went any farther and now
I thank God because we probably
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would have never be in the
situation we are right now.
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Getting married and
doing it the right way.
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I like when you said the right
way! Because in that lifestyle
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nothing is the
right way. No it is not.
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So it would have been all
jumbled up so God has a plan
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for everything. So when he came
back and was all converted I was
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like okay, this
is cool you know.
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I had like Christian
friends and all that?!?!?!
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I was like, I didn't
put it off, like Oh no God!
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I was like Okay so.
Did you have some of that
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in your background?
Yeah I was like quote unquote
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Catholic when I grew up,
but I would be in the clubs
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on Saturday, go
to church on Sunday.
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So then he stated telling
me about the Bible and stuff.
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I was like yeah, I believed
in the Bible because I believe
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in God, I use to pray when
I was deep in a hole and stuff
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like that and
then I asked questions.
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Wait, wait, what was that prayer
God if you can get me out of
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this one... I'll
never do it again.
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I know that prayer.
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Your back the same week
doing the same thing. Exactly!
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Then I asked some questions...
You know what is funny?
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That God even honors that.
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I know! Because He loves us.
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It is so beautiful and so messed
up how we are, like I won't
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do it again because God
just got me out of this one.
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So He can get me out of another
one, but I just asked some
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questions and tried to
stump him all the time.
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Like I am going to ask him more
questions and he is not going
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to know the answer.
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Did you know she was doing that?
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Yeah! but God prepared me, I
had no prior experience with the
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Bible, just one year.
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I was able to answer
thoroughly all those questions.
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Praise God! I
thought he was amazing.
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I thought he had
something up his sleeve and
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just read something.
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So in this high school it was
like your first, like when you
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talk about the demoniac, that
Christ heals all of the demons
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come out, and because I want
you to go back and tell them.
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So He is like I want you to
tell them, go back and tell them
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so that was your
first evangelistic gig?
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That was it!
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That was in high school and
just finish out with a bang.
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Everybody who did not know
me prior to the way I use to be
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a lot of people knew what I
did and how I handled myself,
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everybody in that high school
knew me afterwards for doing
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the work of God.
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I had a public speaking
class open forum, my teacher was
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blown away and she
was just blown away.
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She couldn't believe
atheist, Muslims in that class
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and the things that I
would speak would just reach out
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to everybody.
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So when you say the atheist and
Muslims it didn't matter to you
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where somebody was coming from
because what you were saying
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was that the hole is the same?
Exactly! it is not that, Oh this
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is right and yours is wrong,
that is not the case here.
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But the case is,
where is the real desire?
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Where's the real love here
found and that is what everybody
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is looking for.
Where my going to get the
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the good from? I knew
this was it because how it
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worked in my life.
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That's how I knew for a
fact and she recognized it too.
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Okay we are so, well I wish
we had more time we're running
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out of time so we will introduce
a couple people, well I will
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just open it up for questions.
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We want to introduce a
couple people on the set.
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Let's start right over here.
Well my name is Edwin Cotto
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this brother was a
prayer answered in my life.
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In what way? Well I
grew up in a similar
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background and when time came
in my life where I had to drop
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everything, included dropping
my friends and when I dropped
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them I felt what now?
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I'm all by myself doing this on
my own I need some encouragement
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I need some encouragement
and God just worked the pieces.
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What I used to do would go
online in chat rooms and meet
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friends there and
that was all I had.
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One friend of mine, I was
explaining him my situation
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and he ask me where do you
live? I said I live in Jersey.
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He said wait a minute and he
got in contact with some other
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people and all of a
sudden I got a phone call.
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Because you lived in
New Jersey? That's right!
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He lived in Jersey not too
far for me maybe 8 or 9 miles
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from me and when he
called me I just thank God.
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My prayer was answered.
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Because there is, like when you
were talking about going into
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recovery and into Ministry,
even though you are learning
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all this you need
friends around you.
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That's right!
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You had a lot of friends from
the street when you were dealing
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and hanging out on
street corners and rapping
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and that stuff and now you are a
Christian, like now I'm lonely.
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I'm by myself and so I just had
the faithful and say, well, Lord
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if You want me to do it
You will provide the laborers.
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I know the harvest is ripe
and You are going to provide it.
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I went back to high school,
I had 3 other friends that
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became converted because
of me witnessing to them.
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My wife was the fourth one.
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now I met this brother
over here, Edwin and we had a
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whole group now.
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That is too fun, so Edwin
what you are saying to is that
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he lifted you up as
much as you lifted him up?
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Yeah, because my hope was to
convert my friends that I had
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with me in the streets, and
so I tried to witness to them
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and they do not
want to hear that.
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Because it is
foolishness to them.
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It is, they did not want to hear
anything and I would give them
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books and talk to them or invite
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them and it just wasn't
going to happened so when
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he came around and I met
his friends, I had more friends
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and it was incredible
and that's when we started.
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We got started.
Actually from that point on
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which was really fun, is that
you guys started doing ministry
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as a team, it
started forming something.
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That's right! Do you
think God had a plan?
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I mean I would have to
say I could have been in that
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Christian college training to be
a missionary that I had planned
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for me instead He sent me back
to this high school and these
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friends I met, that were
converted, I did not know them
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prior to that time.
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So it is not like I
knew them for years.
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I've only known this
man for about 3 years.
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since I've been converted
and yet we have become so close.
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Close as a unit we
became, we worked well together.
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We have the same mindset and
we just wanted to reach people
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with what God
had reached us with.
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The same way He did it for us.
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so we continued to do
things like go to parks, set up
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programs, cooking classes,
food, and I invited all my old
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friends from projects.
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I think how funny is that,
cooking classes and I am like
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alright I am listening as you
were listing those things and
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thinking, cooking classes?
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You would be surprised,
surprised, they all came.
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They were drugged up
that same night I told them.
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They were drugged up and I
prayed, our health message is
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so it draws, I mean it draws.
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Because somebody left and
they don't even know what health
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message means.
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What did he just
say? What health message?
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What you are saying is that
it matters what you put in your
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mind and your body and you
were trying to teach that even?
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Exactly and they all, that
is exactly what we were teaching
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because it... It
killed me to learn to
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drink water. Give me tequila
but water has an awful taste.
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can I mean I had to
really train myself.
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No, it was like that with a lot
of my friends because they still
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smoked and their taste was
perverted and like you said with
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the water they were
supplying that with Hennessy.
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So this was obviously there
but I showed them, come to this
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class at this park and
see what we have to offer you.
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So you are 20, 21 years
old. 19! 19 I love that! 19!
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How could I not love you?
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How could you not love him?
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I so understand why you
do. You wouldn't love me if you
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like me before I was converted.
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I couldn't stand people like
me the way I am now, but God
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just completely flipped
like a fraction He flipped it.
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Now they all came and they
asked me, when are you going
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to do another one?
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Cooking class? Cooking class!
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Or anything because they
are hurting inside, deep down
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a lot of us knew what we were
going through, even though it
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seemed cool, it was in,
this was our environment and we
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didn't want to be like this.
We saw that the only conclusion
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did this with death or prison.
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There's nothing out, there's
nothing in his life for us.
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So we took something that
the Bible offered that was sure,
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it was wonderful, I
mean a crown in heaven?
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We don't deserve a crown,
I will take it and thank you
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eternal life, I
wanted that in the world.
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But I wanted to
have that in sin though.
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But now he has
given it to me in peace.
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And actually love that you
never experienced, it yours now.
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It's mine, it's
mine. To laugh out loud,
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to feel good in your own skin.
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To not be worried
about somebody harming me.
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Stabbing me, robbing me, it's
the threat is still there, but
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now the only difference
is I have a refuge in Christ.
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That is the difference now.
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That's huge. That
is huge because He is
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bigger than all of us.
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Somebody asked me one time
are you afraid to go what ever
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place, in prison or in
with a gang infested area?
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Are you afraid, and I am
thinking I am walking in with
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God himself and I
don't feel afraid.
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I think that if God
wasn't working out with somebody
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I wouldn't be walking in.
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So you do have that sense
of being, God has got my back
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on this one. That's right!
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I read that verse in the Bible
where it says the Angels of the
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Lord encamped around
about them that belief and
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trust in the Lord.
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I'm like whoa that is serious,
before I came walking through
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these streets and I'm not afraid
because I had a knife or gun
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on me, but now I have nothing
on me and I am not afraid.
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I have no weapon.
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During all that time, so you
are meeting with Edwin and you
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guys are doing ministry in
the street together, cooking
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classes, you have your friends,
people around you, during
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that time you guys
fall in love and Marry?
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Yeah! Right! Sounds so nice.
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How's that, was
that not so nice?
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Yeah it was
actually. Good! It was!
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So give us a little bit,
we love hearing that stuff.
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So romantic. You
want to share, Okay!
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It was funny because neither of
us was actually thinking this is
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the guy for me, or the
person I am going to marry.
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I had just got out of a really
bad relationship months ago,
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so I wasn't going
to be with anybody.
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I got to a point where I was
really happy being by myself.
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Cause you always know how
it is in the world, you need to
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date somebody, you need to
be with this person just to have
00:22:41.34\00:22:43.91
that comfort with the
other person and it makes
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you feel good.
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When I make God it was
like I feel that comfort.
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So God fulfilled that
for you? Yes! So I need that.
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How am I going to be with some
body who provides that comfort?
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When it is still going to be
empty, because I am still going
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to be wanting for something.
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That is what happens to a lot
of people in relationship, their
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still wanting it, that
is why they keep moving on.
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So when I got that with
Christ, I was like so happy.
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I don't need anybody,
then my husband caught my eye.
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Will you know what is incredible
when you say that, because
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a lot of women will never
understand that until they
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surrender to God.
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It is like we constantly choose
relationships out of need, and
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God says don't do that.
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Let me fill that need and I
will bring your husband to you.
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That's right! He did!
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Yeah, He did it, because
it was the farthest thing
00:23:32.76\00:23:35.11
from my mind that this
guy I knew from high school
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when we had English
class together and we actually
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did a play
together and I was his wife
00:23:41.50\00:23:42.47
in the play we did.
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No way! Oh how funny
is that? In 9th grade.
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I was Julius Caesar.
Did anyone video that?
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I would love to
just keep that video.
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Please, I would throw it away.
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It was very cheesy, but we
got the highest grade. We did!
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It was real nice and I was like
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we actually at first did
not want to be together because
00:24:01.93\00:24:05.89
we had all these other
people that we were with.
00:24:05.93\00:24:07.02
We didn't want to seem like,
Okay now we're together would
00:24:07.05\00:24:10.51
separate the group like
that and we didn't want to make
00:24:10.54\00:24:13.97
it feel awkward for people.
00:24:14.00\00:24:15.04
So for a long time we were
not going to date, we are not
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you know what I am saying?
00:24:17.79\00:24:19.84
Then it was just like, I think
God really does want us to be
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together and from there we
started dating and stuff and
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got married after awhile.
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It was just strange in itself,
because I was never planning
00:24:28.22\00:24:32.10
to get married, ever, ever,
I had such a dislike for women
00:24:32.13\00:24:35.88
in the sense that I would not
let them get to close because
00:24:35.91\00:24:39.62
the environment I grew up
in they were very treacherous.
00:24:39.66\00:24:42.29
Everybody played everybody.
00:24:42.33\00:24:44.69
It wasn't just the women,
the men, they had a good reason
00:24:44.73\00:24:47.64
because the men that they
were with prior to them being
00:24:47.67\00:24:50.89
treacherous played them
out so they were all like that.
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So I never kept them too close
to me, but He just brought it
00:24:53.64\00:24:58.80
together, because I
did not plan that at all.
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God heals all that.
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You have a
beautiful child. Yeah!
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He's just delightful.
00:25:03.86\00:25:06.59
To me it is amazing when
God says, not only will I bring
00:25:06.63\00:25:11.05
healing, and I want you to go
00:25:11.09\00:25:13.50
tell someone, and I want
you to bless other people.
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I also want to bless you
and your home in your family.
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I want to say we have to
end this segment so I will say
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thank you for being on
the program, but before we end
00:25:23.17\00:25:26.08
I want you to introduce Jeffrey
because I want Jeffrey to come
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to come in and sing a song that
really meant something to you.
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so set up the song and introduce
Jeff and we will take off.
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Well Jeffrey is and amazing
person because he, I met him
00:25:40.49\00:25:45.09
without actually
meeting him until recently
00:25:45.12\00:25:47.66
When I was going through a
hard time in my Christian walk,
00:25:47.69\00:25:51.17
I started to forget why I
was doing what I was doing.
00:25:51.20\00:25:55.40
In reaching out to people
hard times were coming, trials
00:25:55.43\00:25:59.59
and they were really testing me.
00:25:59.63\00:26:01.72
I had gotten a CD in the mail,
from a friend of mine who knew
00:26:01.75\00:26:06.28
I was going through these issues
00:26:06.32\00:26:07.44
and she sent me $20 for my baby
because my baby was born and
00:26:07.48\00:26:10.87
I had no job at the time.
00:26:10.90\00:26:12.58
That CD was there and I put it
on, I don't know why I did it.
00:26:12.62\00:26:16.47
I just put it on.
00:26:16.51\00:26:17.48
The song I heard,
the name of the CD was
00:26:17.49\00:26:21.95
Why Have You Chosen Me?
00:26:21.99\00:26:23.35
It brought back to my mind the
very things that I had started
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to do and why I
started to do mission.
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It's going to be cool so I half
to say we are going to come back
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and I want to start with that
song just because it is amazing.
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We will talk again we come back.
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Stay with us!
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