Welcome back! 00:00:14.83\00:00:15.80 So we heard from Mike, for one before God his wife just drugged 00:00:15.81\00:00:21.73 him to church. 00:00:21.76\00:00:22.79 I love that, I want to say to her, if you are watching, 00:00:22.82\00:00:25.22 good job, but the wife drug him to church and at Teen Challenge 00:00:25.25\00:00:30.37 and he said if You are real, have somebody on the stage 00:00:30.40\00:00:34.81 come down and talk to me, and watch the person leave the 00:00:34.84\00:00:38.61 singing group and come down to talk to him. 00:00:38.64\00:00:40.74 I just think that is amazing and it really is so God. 00:00:40.77\00:00:43.39 So now I have his pastor here and we are going to talk to 00:00:43.42\00:00:45.81 pastor Barry now. 00:00:45.84\00:00:48.00 Now I want to ask you, that you met him, is it pretty early 00:00:48.03\00:00:52.90 into recovery, or? 00:00:52.93\00:00:54.10 No, no, no, I met Mike about seven or eight years ago. 00:00:54.13\00:00:57.87 He started coming to the church 00:00:57.90\00:00:59.48 I was serving at. 00:00:59.51\00:01:00.48 We've gotten involved in a Ministry that he said awhile 00:01:00.51\00:01:04.89 ago that he still talks to addicts on a regular basis. 00:01:04.92\00:01:08.76 One of the ministries we have with our church is with NASCAR. 00:01:08.79\00:01:12.18 We take music in and do music in front of the fans. 00:01:12.21\00:01:16.55 You know I laugh, because I'm thinking they are 00:01:16.58\00:01:20.27 partying and screaming, so you have a crowd that is not 00:01:20.30\00:01:24.65 necessarily at the point where they are even thinking about it. 00:01:24.69\00:01:28.32 Absolutely not, that is the whole point of the Ministry. 00:01:28.36\00:01:31.15 Is we go into the Lions den and we set up and tell them to bring 00:01:31.18\00:01:36.23 their kids, their coolers, their chairs. 00:01:36.26\00:01:37.93 Not to ruin their weekend, but we take people, and Mike is one 00:01:37.96\00:01:43.06 of our great ones that he has such a report with those people. 00:01:43.09\00:01:45.93 Just like our God, when He comes into our life, whenever He 00:01:45.96\00:01:49.16 convicts, He didn't convict Mike that you are going to hell. 00:01:49.19\00:01:53.05 Your life is a wreck and if you don't come to Me, it's all over. 00:01:53.08\00:01:57.28 There is a real embracing and commonality he has 00:01:57.31\00:02:02.28 endured in suffering. 00:02:02.31\00:02:03.28 So what we are able to do with Mike and them is go into these 00:02:03.29\00:02:06.99 areas and we put on concerts and the crowds will go anywhere 00:02:07.02\00:02:10.23 from three to 7000 people. 00:02:10.26\00:02:11.91 We set up everything, but when the people come in we meet 00:02:11.94\00:02:15.53 them on their level, where they are at. 00:02:15.56\00:02:17.29 The street corners of their life. 00:02:17.32\00:02:18.85 Some of them are drinking and partying because they want to 00:02:18.88\00:02:21.95 had a good time. 00:02:21.98\00:02:23.07 Mom has sent them to the track with their drinks and they have 00:02:23.10\00:02:26.96 worked hard and you deserve it. 00:02:26.99\00:02:28.28 But a lot of people in the middle of that, 00:02:28.31\00:02:30.02 their wife has left them. 00:02:30.05\00:02:31.87 They are a broken person, so they are just roaming around 00:02:31.90\00:02:35.88 and the reason they are drinking is to try to fill the hole that 00:02:35.91\00:02:39.39 is in their life. 00:02:39.43\00:02:40.40 Their trying to use it as a super glue to put their 00:02:40.41\00:02:42.00 life back, or to forget about the broken life. 00:02:42.03\00:02:44.05 When we are taking people like Mike, that have their story 00:02:44.08\00:02:48.16 and Mike looks at one of these people, he is not looking 00:02:48.19\00:02:51.58 at them through religious eyes. 00:02:51.61\00:02:53.06 He is really looking at them through eyes of grace that God 00:02:53.09\00:02:55.38 has given all of us, through His Son Christ. 00:02:55.41\00:02:57.77 So we are able to just... 00:02:57.80\00:02:59.98 Well you know I have to say Barry, what is amazing about 00:03:00.01\00:03:02.31 that, it is amazing to me to watch somebody when they 00:03:02.34\00:03:05.67 look at you and you can see that they are looking at you. 00:03:05.70\00:03:08.67 They are not looking at your behavior, disgust them, or your 00:03:08.70\00:03:11.60 addictions are disgusting, but they are looking at you 00:03:11.63\00:03:13.98 and you know it is with compassion. 00:03:14.01\00:03:15.40 You know that they have been there. 00:03:15.43\00:03:17.24 Not necessarily that they have been there and been addicts, 00:03:17.27\00:03:19.17 they just have that grace in their eyes. 00:03:19.20\00:03:21.89 I've seen that were somebody is looking at me like that, 00:03:21.92\00:03:24.41 or looking at me with judgment. 00:03:24.44\00:03:25.87 With judgment I will shut off, it sounds like you guys 00:03:25.90\00:03:28.70 don't do that? 00:03:28.73\00:03:29.70 You definitely... Absolutely not! 00:03:29.71\00:03:31.38 Mike and the crew from River, what they do is they are able 00:03:31.41\00:03:35.65 to reach out and touch. 00:03:35.68\00:03:36.73 One of the old Saints said, heart to God and hand to man. 00:03:36.76\00:03:41.62 Even addicts, people who are hurting, they know very quick 00:03:41.65\00:03:46.93 if you are there to help them or if you are looking at them down 00:03:46.96\00:03:49.86 your nose at them. 00:03:49.89\00:03:51.15 Looking at them through eyes of religion, and it is one of 00:03:51.18\00:03:55.20 things that we find a lot in society. 00:03:55.23\00:03:57.08 Lot of people out there, Mike was talking about not being 00:03:57.11\00:04:01.18 able to read. 00:04:01.21\00:04:02.33 Mike is not going to be one who is going to quote 00:04:02.36\00:04:04.36 scripture at them like some people can. 00:04:04.39\00:04:06.20 What the world needs to know, is people want to know you care. 00:04:06.23\00:04:10.15 If you have heard the word of God and it is hidden in your 00:04:10.18\00:04:14.33 heart, it will come out. 00:04:14.36\00:04:15.80 out of the abundance of our heart, our mouth will speak. 00:04:15.83\00:04:18.94 When we speak to these people and we can speak to them 00:04:18.97\00:04:22.15 with our scars, that we can speak to them with experience. 00:04:22.18\00:04:25.58 They do not have to have the same testimony I have. 00:04:25.61\00:04:28.68 You know Mike's acid was his drug of choice. 00:04:28.71\00:04:32.98 His mind was the polifera of everything from cocaine to Meth. 00:04:33.01\00:04:36.65 So our scars are common. 00:04:36.68\00:04:40.48 It doesn't matter if they have just been abused, it doesn't 00:04:40.51\00:04:44.19 matter if they have been rejected. 00:04:44.22\00:04:45.79 We are dealing with a lot of people right now in the world 00:04:45.82\00:04:49.39 that probably if we will go back and check it, the source 00:04:49.42\00:04:52.50 of their hurt might have come sitting in the pews of 00:04:52.53\00:04:56.23 a church somewhere. 00:04:56.26\00:04:57.26 When they walk into the church that they are looked at 00:04:57.29\00:05:01.93 differently because we want them conformed before 00:05:01.96\00:05:05.18 they come in and that is not how our God, or Christ has set 00:05:05.21\00:05:09.12 this thing up. 00:05:09.15\00:05:10.12 He is the one that said come to Me as you are. 00:05:10.13\00:05:14.51 He'll change us, He washes us, He takes our sin and removes 00:05:14.54\00:05:18.31 it from us as far as the east is from the west, which is just 00:05:18.34\00:05:21.51 unbelievable thought. 00:05:21.54\00:05:23.30 To throw it into a sea of forgetfulness. 00:05:23.33\00:05:25.39 That is something that is supernatural because 00:05:25.42\00:05:28.05 we can't do it. 00:05:28.08\00:05:29.21 Now you was tell me about how long you had been sober 00:05:29.24\00:05:32.56 and clean and celebrating recovery. 00:05:32.59\00:05:34.52 I'm 18 years into it, but you know I can still remember 00:05:34.55\00:05:38.23 those things. 00:05:38.26\00:05:39.26 You can still remember the pain of being lost, of being stuck 00:05:39.29\00:05:42.41 and all that? 00:05:42.44\00:05:43.41 Absolutely! I tried in 1990, I decided I did not want to 00:05:43.42\00:05:47.11 live anymore. 00:05:47.14\00:05:48.37 So I decided in my life through a suicide attempt. 00:05:48.40\00:05:52.14 The whole reason now, looking back was never because of the 00:05:52.17\00:05:56.82 alcohol, it was never because of the drugs, mine was loneliness. 00:05:56.85\00:06:00.14 I tried it with alcohol, drugs, I traveled and played music. 00:06:00.17\00:06:03.65 I've been a professional musician my whole life. 00:06:03.68\00:06:06.12 Chasing the dreams of the world because in all honesty I grew 00:06:06.15\00:06:12.08 up singing gospel music as a young man. 00:06:12.11\00:06:15.51 I got to sing with some of the great gospel singers 00:06:15.54\00:06:18.52 in the country. 00:06:18.55\00:06:20.49 What the world seem to be offering was a lot more 00:06:20.52\00:06:24.40 accepting to me and how I was then what the church seem 00:06:24.43\00:06:28.49 to be offering me. 00:06:28.52\00:06:29.72 So whenever I found that place of alcohol and drugs, I was 00:06:29.75\00:06:34.59 trying to bring to myself this hole that people have talked 00:06:34.62\00:06:39.47 through the ages about, the God hole that you try to fill in 00:06:39.50\00:06:43.81 That's what our life is striving for. 00:06:43.84\00:06:45.60 This trying it with alcohol or drugs, a cigarette, 00:06:45.63\00:06:49.00 a relationship, and on March 1, 1990 00:06:49.03\00:06:52.28 whenever I woke up and I put aside all my drugs, 00:06:52.31\00:06:55.97 I decided that today that life had to change. 00:06:56.00\00:06:58.95 So after a suicide attempt you come out of that and that's 00:06:58.98\00:07:03.48 what your decision was? 00:07:03.51\00:07:04.95 I come out on that day, is Lord here I am. 00:07:04.98\00:07:09.63 If You are real, You are going to change this life, 00:07:09.66\00:07:11.57 or I'm going to end it because it wasn't that I wanted to die. 00:07:11.60\00:07:14.24 It was that I just did not want to wake up tomorrow the same way 00:07:14.27\00:07:18.20 I think that many people out there in churches, in religion, 00:07:18.23\00:07:23.16 good people without habits, many of them do not want to 00:07:23.19\00:07:26.60 wake up tomorrow with things the same. 00:07:26.63\00:07:28.24 The great thing about God I and what I have found out in my 00:07:28.27\00:07:32.18 relationship, and He is my friend, I am a Jesus 00:07:32.22\00:07:34.78 freak to the hilt. 00:07:34.82\00:07:36.67 I don't have, He is my friend. 00:07:36.71\00:07:39.21 That's as close to wrestling as we get. 00:07:42.65\00:07:43.76 I came to a conclusion where I have a relationship with Him 00:07:43.79\00:07:48.93 and talk to Him about my frustrations, how aggravated I 00:07:48.96\00:07:52.64 get at life being the same. 00:07:52.67\00:07:54.47 But with Christ my contentment is this, is that today, where I 00:07:54.50\00:07:59.08 am at, He is sitting here meeting new people and being 00:07:59.11\00:08:03.22 able to share and talk about Jesus. 00:08:03.25\00:08:05.25 Which is the whole point is talking about Jesus. 00:08:05.28\00:08:07.97 I can sit here and I know where He is and where I am at 00:08:08.00\00:08:15.22 right now is okay. 00:08:15.25\00:08:16.48 But I do not want to stay here. 00:08:16.51\00:08:18.86 Tomorrow has better things. 00:08:18.89\00:08:21.25 If I take up my cross daily and I follow Him, I'm not stuck. 00:08:21.28\00:08:26.33 It is a continuous evolution, like Mike said, it's knowing 00:08:26.36\00:08:29.04 Him more today, and not knowing about tomorrow, walking blindly 00:08:29.07\00:08:33.76 into it. We have heard great testimonies 00:08:33.79\00:08:35.94 today about that blind faith. 00:08:35.97\00:08:38.47 It is I can look into the eyes of Jesus, trust Him with all of 00:08:38.50\00:08:42.09 my desires that He put inside of me. 00:08:42.12\00:08:44.01 All of the things I was trying to meet with the toys and 00:08:44.04\00:08:47.81 the things of the world, is I have found out He put all 00:08:47.84\00:08:51.08 those desires in my heart, and He has an answer for all of them 00:08:51.11\00:08:54.02 The first time I read in the Bible when it says I actually 00:08:54.05\00:08:57.50 will give you the desires of your heart. 00:08:57.53\00:08:59.33 I wondered what that meant because in my depression I 00:08:59.37\00:09:01.79 didn't know what that was. 00:09:01.82\00:09:02.94 In my addiction I didn't know, I never had enough courage to 00:09:02.97\00:09:06.86 allow those desires to even develop. 00:09:06.89\00:09:09.43 God said don't even worry about that, I know what they are. 00:09:09.46\00:09:11.77 So it sounds with your testimony with your background, with your 00:09:11.80\00:09:15.90 love for Christ, you are in front of those folks at a NASCAR 00:09:15.93\00:09:19.32 race, or what ever because you know there are people sitting 00:09:19.35\00:09:22.73 there that if they could they would take themselves out? Sure! 00:09:22.76\00:09:26.11 That is what you speak about? 00:09:26.14\00:09:27.46 Sure! Well we give opportunities to be able to talk to someone. 00:09:27.49\00:09:33.10 You know many people truly put up the blinds in their life. 00:09:33.13\00:09:37.16 Even the ones sitting there right now, they have kept the 00:09:37.19\00:09:40.40 TV between them and church. 00:09:40.43\00:09:41.41 They can watch these programs through a TV, but as far as in 00:09:41.44\00:09:46.56 person they can't do it. 00:09:46.59\00:09:47.56 At these tracks when you stand up in front of people, you are 00:09:47.57\00:09:50.17 talking to people literally. 00:09:50.20\00:09:52.06 They have been to vacation Bible schools, they have heard 00:09:52.09\00:09:55.67 Bible studies, the stories of old and the great Bible stories 00:09:55.70\00:10:01.67 that maybe grandma told. 00:10:01.70\00:10:02.67 Or a sermon that mom had taken them to. 00:10:02.68\00:10:05.08 They have heard all that. 00:10:05.11\00:10:06.59 They have grown up in it, but something has happened to make 00:10:06.62\00:10:09.86 then put up that barrier, that they do not want to 00:10:09.89\00:10:12.59 hear it no more. 00:10:12.62\00:10:13.69 We come in, all the sudden standing in the middle. 00:10:13.72\00:10:16.93 The amazing thing, we had a great moment not long ago 00:10:16.96\00:10:21.39 in Talladega Alabama, when a man literally walked up, 00:10:21.42\00:10:25.55 with a beer in his hand, and he knew that he was walking 00:10:25.58\00:10:30.34 into 30 believers. 00:10:30.37\00:10:31.34 He had got beer on his shirt. 00:10:31.35\00:10:36.72 He might have a Budweiser, or beer hat on. 00:10:36.75\00:10:39.99 He came in there and what he'd done was he asked for prayer. 00:10:40.02\00:10:43.79 He said my family is falling apart, and my son is sick. 00:10:43.82\00:10:48.73 I need prayer. 00:10:48.76\00:10:50.31 What reached him was not, and I think we all know that it 00:10:50.34\00:10:54.04 is not the desire for a heart to see that is where they stay. 00:10:54.08\00:10:57.75 But I think that is probably how they came to Jesus. 00:10:57.78\00:11:02.76 Is I am not strong enough to change me, but if I can get 00:11:02.79\00:11:09.76 close enough to you, maybe you can. 00:11:09.79\00:11:12.26 So I think as believers in every walk, not even having the 00:11:12.29\00:11:19.49 testimony that me and you have, of the sobriety, and the clean. 00:11:19.52\00:11:23.55 But being delivered out of religion. 00:11:23.58\00:11:25.97 Being delivered out of depression. 00:11:26.00\00:11:27.82 There are people that are going to be, that are going to have 00:11:27.85\00:11:31.04 that armor on, that are going to come into our lives 00:11:31.07\00:11:33.70 and they are going to risk, if we do not condemn them, 00:11:33.73\00:11:36.38 and just say how do you come close to me, the Bible tells 00:11:36.41\00:11:40.73 me to shun this. 00:11:40.76\00:11:42.86 You know we have to be very careful. 00:11:42.89\00:11:44.39 I want to be what Jesus said. 00:11:44.42\00:11:48.80 Jesus was accused of something that was not heard of now 00:11:48.83\00:11:54.08 that the church is being accused of. 00:11:54.11\00:11:55.77 They said look at this friend of sinners. 00:11:55.80\00:12:01.22 He is eating with sinners, and tax collectors. 00:12:01.25\00:12:04.04 Look at Him, this friend of sinners. 00:12:04.07\00:12:06.38 Not friend of former sinners, this friend of sinners. 00:12:06.41\00:12:10.69 That is the identity I want. 00:12:10.72\00:12:13.25 I am sure enough that He is able to keep me. 00:12:13.28\00:12:16.27 He is able to keep me, and I'm covered. 00:12:16.30\00:12:19.15 You know there are some areas whenever it is sin. 00:12:19.18\00:12:23.89 Sodom and Gomorrah, I am not going. 00:12:23.92\00:12:26.95 It is whenever God speaks to us and says there's hurting people 00:12:26.98\00:12:29.84 that need Me. 00:12:29.87\00:12:32.15 That's when we can risk loving each other. 00:12:32.18\00:12:37.36 That I can risk loving you, you can risk loving me. 00:12:37.39\00:12:40.50 Not knowing that our churches our filled with people whose 00:12:40.53\00:12:44.57 hearts are just as dark as those people at the tracks 00:12:44.60\00:12:47.93 that never go to a church anywhere. 00:12:47.96\00:12:49.81 Theirs is just as dark, what we want to do is we want to get 00:12:49.84\00:12:54.26 in the way of their destination that they have set for 00:12:54.29\00:12:58.29 themselves, aren't we all in life's destination toward hell? 00:12:58.32\00:13:02.92 That's the destination that we have. 00:13:02.95\00:13:05.33 But the cross, and our Christ has stopped that and has 00:13:05.36\00:13:10.10 gotten in the way that if we do this right, we would have 00:13:10.13\00:13:13.67 to go around the cross. Right! 00:13:13.70\00:13:15.59 Now what God has done, He has allowed us through life and 00:13:15.62\00:13:19.22 relationships and ministries is to be able to get in the way. 00:13:19.25\00:13:22.88 Mike, he has done a wonderful job of getting in the way of 00:13:22.91\00:13:27.50 people who know about the cross, they know about church, 00:13:27.53\00:13:31.14 Be say I am not going. 00:13:31.17\00:13:32.72 I'm never going to go, the roof will fall in if I walk-in. 00:13:32.75\00:13:36.40 Even with that I have this woman that came up, she is in her 00:13:36.43\00:13:41.02 30s and she was so hurt, she would have killed herself at 00:13:41.05\00:13:47.71 the drop of a hat and had tried many times. 00:13:47.74\00:13:50.32 So she is finally brave enough to walk up to me, because I 00:13:50.35\00:13:54.51 tell my testimony freely and she, it gave her enough 00:13:54.54\00:13:57.12 courage to come up. 00:13:57.15\00:13:58.19 The only thing that she was able to say was 00:13:58.22\00:14:00.78 I'm still smoking. 00:14:00.81\00:14:01.96 I wanted to say are you kidding me? 00:14:01.99\00:14:03.67 But she was like I know this is going to get in my way 00:14:03.70\00:14:08.84 to even get in the building, yet if I don't get in the 00:14:08.87\00:14:10.99 building, I'm going to kill myself. 00:14:11.02\00:14:12.36 I'm thinking that somebody has to yell from the top 00:14:12.39\00:14:15.05 of the tallest church. 00:14:15.08\00:14:16.90 We have got to stop that. 00:14:16.93\00:14:18.13 Because people are dying and little things are stopping them 00:14:18.16\00:14:22.50 from getting help because they feel so judged. 00:14:22.53\00:14:24.48 They don't even get to the core hurt yet. 00:14:24.51\00:14:26.17 We stand, we have a tendency to stand across from the 00:14:26.20\00:14:31.25 sinners on this chasm. 00:14:31.28\00:14:34.23 This canyon, and we have a tendency to shout, 00:14:34.26\00:14:37.02 we have the answer. 00:14:37.05\00:14:38.46 Come to this side. 00:14:38.49\00:14:39.95 It is great whenever they describe our Jesus. 00:14:39.98\00:14:43.13 He describes himself as a shepherd. 00:14:43.16\00:14:44.90 Shepherds do not drive sheep, they lead sheep. 00:14:44.93\00:14:48.64 I think it is going to take, not everyone can do this, 00:14:48.67\00:14:51.95 whenever I became a believer March 1, 1990, there were places 00:14:51.98\00:14:56.83 I could not go that served alcohol. 00:14:56.86\00:14:58.82 I could not, for my sobriety, for my walk with the Lord. 00:14:58.85\00:15:03.05 I could not be around it whatsoever. 00:15:03.08\00:15:05.42 There came a day, there is not a time, it's when ever God 00:15:05.45\00:15:09.34 makes known in your heart that you can be, you're safe now. 00:15:09.37\00:15:13.84 That you are prepared, but now it is going to take some of us 00:15:13.88\00:15:18.11 to be able to cross the chasm to where these people are, and lead 00:15:18.14\00:15:22.34 them to Christ. 00:15:22.37\00:15:24.25 There is a reason why. 00:15:24.28\00:15:25.66 We have to do it, everyone can fish for men. 00:15:25.70\00:15:29.46 What we have talked about with our group, is I am an Evangelist 00:15:29.50\00:15:34.92 by heart, by call. 00:15:34.95\00:15:36.85 That is what I am now. 00:15:36.89\00:15:38.72 Saved by grace, I am, but I don't want to fish with 00:15:38.75\00:15:42.97 a cane pole, and I don't want to fish with a net. 00:15:43.00\00:15:47.19 I really do want to fish with dynamite. 00:15:47.22\00:15:49.98 What do you mean by that? 00:15:50.01\00:15:54.00 You know as an Evangelist, is that I heard you say awhile 00:15:54.04\00:15:58.61 ago, He's coming! He's coming! 00:15:58.64\00:16:01.46 The end could be now. 00:16:01.50\00:16:05.01 This show may never air. 00:16:05.04\00:16:08.48 If that is the case I have brothers and sisters who are not 00:16:08.52\00:16:14.68 believers and if I wait on just the opportunity to have the 00:16:14.72\00:16:19.88 one-on-one, which many people do that, and we have to do that. 00:16:19.92\00:16:25.06 I embrace those moments, still there is times I feel like going 00:16:25.10\00:16:29.56 out to make a big splash to get as many, and inform people. 00:16:29.59\00:16:33.30 I can't make their decisions, but we want to tell people that 00:16:33.34\00:16:37.01 Jesus saves them, He is crazy about you. 00:16:37.05\00:16:39.63 He knows every desire you have in your heart. 00:16:39.66\00:16:42.01 All those things that make you to, things that you do, He has 00:16:42.04\00:16:45.87 got the answer, He is the one that put them in there. 00:16:45.90\00:16:48.57 I didn't put that in there wrong. 00:16:48.61\00:16:50.66 I put it in there so you could find Me, know Me. 00:16:50.70\00:16:53.63 Look in my eyes and know that I love you. 00:16:53.66\00:16:55.87 Trust Me, hear My small voice, yet hear Me whenever I thunder. 00:16:55.90\00:17:01.19 So the thought of fishing with dynamite is going to be probably 00:17:01.23\00:17:06.49 more along the line of controversial ways of getting 00:17:06.52\00:17:09.20 into the face of lost people. 00:17:09.23\00:17:11.51 If I wait for them all to come to our church, if that is the 00:17:11.54\00:17:15.66 way that this is going to happen then I'm afraid that there are 00:17:15.69\00:17:19.77 going to be a lot of people not make it. 00:17:19.81\00:17:22.24 What is really interesting is I have a friend that is an 00:17:22.27\00:17:26.10 ex-stripper, and you will love this, I don't know how many 00:17:26.13\00:17:29.92 people can even understand this story. 00:17:29.96\00:17:32.75 She is getting ready to do a dance for someone, and she had 00:17:32.78\00:17:35.81 been studying the Bible with someone who had enough grace 00:17:35.84\00:17:38.83 to just say, let me show you some stuff. 00:17:38.87\00:17:40.98 She is getting ready to do a dance for someone and she said 00:17:41.01\00:17:45.59 God revealed to her who she was and she said all of a sudden 00:17:45.63\00:17:50.18 I feel like I did not belong there. 00:17:50.21\00:17:52.12 He did not shame her, He didn't do any of that. 00:17:52.16\00:17:54.24 He said you are a child of God, and you are beautiful, and I 00:17:54.28\00:17:57.29 love you and she walked out and never worked again. 00:17:57.32\00:17:59.51 But she was driving by a strip club one time, and she said 00:17:59.54\00:18:02.93 there are still people in bondage there. 00:18:02.96\00:18:05.27 I can't just drive by, so she made little gifts and put them 00:18:05.31\00:18:08.40 on every car, just saying you are a treasure of God. 00:18:08.43\00:18:11.76 She does 1700 gift bags a month now in Los Angeles to different 00:18:11.80\00:18:16.78 clubs, she doesn't go in. 00:18:16.82\00:18:18.26 She doesn't get tempted in all those ways again, but you are 00:18:18.29\00:18:20.69 right in that none of those girls are going to come 00:18:20.72\00:18:23.03 to a church, but now they do. 00:18:23.07\00:18:25.09 They leave the club and they are in the building, so there 00:18:25.13\00:18:27.43 are some people that are called to go out and say. 00:18:27.47\00:18:30.93 There are ones that are called to go out and do that. 00:18:30.96\00:18:34.39 The hands-on part of it, called to do what I do. 00:18:34.42\00:18:37.41 All of us are called to pray for those going out. 00:18:37.44\00:18:39.83 Or do Bible studies when they get in the building. 00:18:39.87\00:18:43.01 Absolutely there is ways, and we all have our part. 00:18:43.04\00:18:46.12 The one out there standing on the platform preaching the 00:18:46.15\00:18:49.91 gospel is not more important then the one that is backstage 00:18:49.95\00:18:54.40 who is just going to give the smile to an abused young child 00:18:54.44\00:18:58.86 who has never seen a smile. 00:18:58.90\00:19:00.18 You might be called just to work in a bus Ministry that when 00:19:00.21\00:19:04.86 that little girl walks in that has no one at home to run the 00:19:04.89\00:19:08.36 combed through her hair, that no one at home who is going 00:19:08.40\00:19:11.84 to say yes those colors go together. 00:19:11.87\00:19:13.27 That you are going to be able to stand at that door when she 00:19:13.31\00:19:15.97 walk seeing you can run your hands through her hair and say 00:19:16.01\00:19:18.64 baby you are beautiful. 00:19:18.67\00:19:19.77 Your beautiful! Those things, I preach it a lot. 00:19:19.80\00:19:23.49 From where I am at to the body of Christ, you've got to know 00:19:23.53\00:19:28.01 the importance of your words and your smile with a sincere 00:19:28.05\00:19:31.92 heart, getting in the way, rubbing elbows with the lost 00:19:31.96\00:19:35.76 people, listen, He set us free from that part where we can't 00:19:35.80\00:19:39.46 get real close to the Lepers. 00:19:39.49\00:19:41.74 He will keep us, we think that we can't go over and lay hands 00:19:41.77\00:19:45.69 on the dead and see them raised again. 00:19:45.72\00:19:47.73 The Bible tells us this. 00:19:47.77\00:19:49.25 So we can risk loving someone. 00:19:49.28\00:19:54.76 Someone risked loving me and I gave my heart to Lord. 00:19:54.79\00:19:58.54 I walked in and look at my mom and dad and gave up my band. 00:19:58.57\00:20:02.79 I told the band I don't know about being a Christian, but 00:20:02.82\00:20:06.05 I'm getting ready to follow the teachings of Christ. 00:20:06.08\00:20:09.24 I have always been so very of being labeled like some of 00:20:09.28\00:20:13.97 these that claim themselves Christ like when ever me and you 00:20:14.00\00:20:17.90 both know they are not. 00:20:17.94\00:20:18.91 No they are not Christ like, not the one in the Bible. 00:20:18.93\00:20:20.82 I remember that there is Mega churches all over the country. 00:20:20.86\00:20:25.64 On the day that I gave my heart to the Lord, mom said you need 00:20:25.67\00:20:30.42 to make this public profession. 00:20:30.46\00:20:32.23 You need to find a church, you need to do that, yes mom! 00:20:32.27\00:20:36.50 I know of this little church in Indiana and they are going to 00:20:36.54\00:20:40.96 church, just go to that. 00:20:40.99\00:20:42.40 I remember that she said I will call the pastor. 00:20:42.43\00:20:44.81 Whenever I drove up it was a little bitty church, and there 00:20:44.85\00:20:51.75 heavy, greasy haired ugly suited man standing in the back and I 00:20:51.78\00:20:58.65 knew right then that this guy loved Jesus. 00:20:58.68\00:21:02.59 Whenever I got out I had the long hair, trench coat, chains 00:21:02.62\00:21:06.46 and when I walked across that road he looked at me and said 00:21:06.50\00:21:10.31 you must be Berry? 00:21:10.34\00:21:11.42 That day, in that church, I waited for the call to the altar 00:21:11.46\00:21:15.77 and waited until everyone was done, it was empty and he said 00:21:15.80\00:21:20.08 is there anyone else? 00:21:20.11\00:21:21.54 With all consciousness, I stood up and wanted to shout it. 00:21:21.57\00:21:26.78 That is where I shouted it from, is this is my walk and I have 00:21:26.82\00:21:32.00 nothing I want of this world. 00:21:32.03\00:21:34.15 I give it all, I don't just give my sin, this is where a lot 00:21:34.19\00:21:37.70 of people mess up, we give our sin, we are real quick to give 00:21:37.73\00:21:41.21 Him our dirty laundry to clean it you know. 00:21:41.24\00:21:43.03 This is bothering me, this is heavy, that is when 00:21:43.07\00:21:47.49 He became my Savior, but I made Him my Lord 00:21:47.52\00:21:49.92 when I gave Him my trophies. 00:21:49.95\00:21:52.00 All of my talents, all of my good that I have ever done, 00:21:52.04\00:21:55.49 or thought about doing. 00:21:55.53\00:21:56.74 He became my king and I gave Him all the good stuff I had 00:21:56.77\00:22:01.32 because you see what I had good, this cleansed soul, this pure 00:22:01.36\00:22:04.89 white soul that my sins were forgotten by the King of Kings. 00:22:04.92\00:22:08.42 I walk in and said I have nothing else possession wise 00:22:08.46\00:22:12.11 that I need, but this thing that is now pure... 00:22:12.15\00:22:15.76 That you just gave me I'm giving 00:22:15.80\00:22:18.36 back to You. 00:22:18.39\00:22:19.74 That is the relationship. 00:22:19.77\00:22:21.75 As I have looked and get to meet the Mike's that God has 00:22:21.79\00:22:28.16 just radically smoked them, and he has laid his life open. 00:22:28.19\00:22:34.52 Now people that know Mike, people that know me, 00:22:34.56\00:22:38.37 is that it is not about the religion game, the religion 00:22:38.41\00:22:42.46 game is old, it's losing, it has failed. 00:22:42.49\00:22:45.80 Now what we have is this grace, we have this mercy, that 00:22:45.84\00:22:50.35 we get to walk in. 00:22:50.38\00:22:51.35 My number one thing that I preach to the young men and 00:22:51.37\00:22:55.89 ladies, the addicts and the misfits and all these people. 00:22:55.93\00:23:00.27 Which we were. 00:23:00.31\00:23:01.31 Amen! Which I love that. 00:23:01.34\00:23:02.78 even the Bible says, which you guys were. 00:23:02.82\00:23:05.66 So you know, I know how to 00:23:05.69\00:23:07.17 speak to them. Absolutely! 00:23:07.20\00:23:08.61 We get to tell them there is one thing that is unforgivable. 00:23:08.64\00:23:12.44 That is giving up. 00:23:12.47\00:23:13.96 He can't forgive giving up. Messing up He is really good 00:23:14.00\00:23:19.33 at forgiving and so as we walk this thing out, perfect 00:23:19.36\00:23:24.65 we are not yet. 00:23:24.69\00:23:26.44 You know what is really interesting to me is 00:23:26.47\00:23:29.54 that surrender where I said God I'm going to give you 00:23:29.58\00:23:33.39 all this stuff and when I finally got overstressing about 00:23:33.42\00:23:37.67 the drugs and alcohol, I almost heard heaven say, I am 00:23:37.70\00:23:40.40 so glad you are finally getting over this because now 00:23:40.44\00:23:43.06 I want to show you how cool everything else is going to be. 00:23:43.10\00:23:46.29 I thought it was all about the work of recovery, He said no, 00:23:46.33\00:23:49.49 I know your talents, I know how it is 00:23:49.52\00:23:53.25 going to feel for you to laugh without using anything. 00:23:53.28\00:23:56.38 When you can stay present in your life with the people 00:23:56.42\00:23:59.48 all around you. 00:23:59.52\00:24:00.70 I didn't know any of that stuff and God said wait until 00:24:00.73\00:24:03.19 I show you that. 00:24:03.23\00:24:04.20 I have, in 1990 I gave my heart to Jesus, in He has worked 00:24:04.21\00:24:08.89 with me and I have been a basket case and Angel after Angel 00:24:08.93\00:24:12.78 probably has quit saying, I don't want to be assigned to him 00:24:12.82\00:24:17.49 Whenever I gave my heart to the Lord, one thing that I said 00:24:17.52\00:24:22.16 well Lord I will do anything for You, but I don't want 00:24:22.19\00:24:25.10 to be a pastor. 00:24:25.13\00:24:26.26 I don't like pastor's, they are pastor's. 00:24:26.29\00:24:30.35 Well I'm a pastor now, and an Evangelist, but since then 00:24:30.39\00:24:34.54 this 28-year-old guy, in the back of a 79 van, 00:24:34.57\00:24:40.61 in White County Illinois, who was deciding I do not want to 00:24:40.65\00:24:44.62 live anymore, that was going to take a pistol and end life, 00:24:44.65\00:24:48.58 as I know it, He has taken that guy who no one counted 00:24:48.62\00:24:52.73 as good for anything. 00:24:52.77\00:24:54.99 I am a pastor at a wonderful church, I serve a wonderful 00:24:55.03\00:24:58.48 congregation, I have a beautiful wife and four daughters. 00:24:58.51\00:25:02.98 I have preached in Nicaragua, I have preached in Amsterdam 00:25:03.01\00:25:07.45 Holland, I have preached in Botswana, South Africa, 00:25:07.48\00:25:11.08 Zimbabwe, I have been all around the world to preach 00:25:11.12\00:25:14.68 this message gospel that has changed my life. 00:25:14.72\00:25:15.99 To a people who do not have any clue about the alcohol 00:25:16.02\00:25:19.99 in the drugs that we talk about. 00:25:20.02\00:25:21.22 I have found in India, what an amazing thing just to 00:25:21.26\00:25:26.67 know this God in my heart. 00:25:26.71\00:25:28.08 To talk to a people that do not believe the Bible. 00:25:28.12\00:25:31.06 But when they look in your eyes and hear your story 00:25:31.10\00:25:33.97 and they hear your passion, all of a sudden they want to 00:25:34.01\00:25:37.29 know who I know. 00:25:37.33\00:25:38.59 They do not want to know what I know, they want to 00:25:38.62\00:25:42.09 know who I know. 00:25:42.13\00:25:43.38 So the reason I can celebrate what we are doing is that 00:25:43.41\00:25:49.66 it is not over yet. 00:25:49.69\00:25:50.71 If the party is over then this would be a let down for now, 00:25:50.74\00:25:55.95 but it is not. 00:25:55.98\00:25:57.72 Tomorrow is another great opportunity to be able to meet 00:25:57.76\00:26:02.56 people we have never met before. 00:26:02.59\00:26:03.69 To preach a gospel to a young person, to a kid tonight. 00:26:03.73\00:26:06.81 I get to go and we've got a bus of kids that we are busting in. 00:26:06.84\00:26:11.46 Tonight I get to go to talk to these little people who do not 00:26:11.50\00:26:16.09 know all of the love that God's giving them. 00:26:16.12\00:26:20.62 We get to do it through a hamburger, or through macaroni 00:26:20.66\00:26:24.93 and cheese or what ever it is. 00:26:24.96\00:26:25.96 That first of all we show them that we care, 00:26:26.00\00:26:28.76 and then they will listen to us. 00:26:28.80\00:26:30.69 Being able to say you know what, I have been scarred. 00:26:30.73\00:26:33.47 I've been hurt, I've been broken and... 00:26:33.51\00:26:37.51 And all of them have been scarred, hurt and broken. 00:26:37.54\00:26:40.47 I don't care where, especially all of them have when they can 00:26:40.51\00:26:46.40 say what happened, how did you get fixed, and that is 00:26:46.43\00:26:48.82 when you share. 00:26:48.85\00:26:49.93 It is truly the surrender. 00:26:49.97\00:26:51.31 You was talking about someone turning on the TV. 00:26:51.34\00:26:54.31 They are scanning the program and tonight they have 00:26:54.35\00:26:57.25 stopped here, and what they have done is they have probably 00:26:57.29\00:26:59.96 already asked the question that Mike asked. 00:27:00.00\00:27:03.67 Okay God, if you are real, say something. 00:27:03.70\00:27:07.31 Maybe right now, in fact I'm going to believe it, 00:27:07.34\00:27:10.69 that right now that someone somewhere is just broken. 00:27:10.72\00:27:15.13 They do not want the religion, they have chased a lot of 00:27:15.16\00:27:18.57 different paths, and they think that they have come 00:27:18.61\00:27:21.99 to the end and there is no hope. 00:27:22.02\00:27:23.37 And they do not want to wake up tomorrow the same. 00:27:23.41\00:27:25.33 They do not have to, they do not have to! 00:27:25.37\00:27:30.24 I hear the preacher coming out. 00:27:30.28\00:27:31.44 They don't have to. They don't have to! 00:27:31.47\00:27:34.19 We are going to be right back, and when we come back I want 00:27:34.22\00:27:37.79 to end this with the pastor, but I also want you to have 00:27:37.82\00:27:41.41 prayer for us, and anybody out there that has just got to 00:27:41.45\00:27:44.50 that point and says I don't want to wake up the same. 00:27:44.53\00:27:47.51 I don't care if you are in the building and everybody around 00:27:47.54\00:27:51.61 you thinks you are fine. 00:27:51.65\00:27:53.07 Everybody around you sees you every week and think you don't 00:27:53.11\00:27:55.91 need prayer and you are fine, but right now you are saying 00:27:55.94\00:27:58.70 I do not want to wake up the same tomorrow. 00:27:58.74\00:28:00.14 We are going to come back for prayer about that. 00:28:00.17\00:28:01.93 And know it that you do not have to. 00:28:01.96\00:28:03.65 It is incredible, the gospel is incredible. 00:28:03.69\00:28:06.15 We will be right back! Stay with us! 00:28:06.19\00:28:07.34