You know, I want to have Monica come back up because 00:00:05.22\00:00:07.98 Monica you know what you really are the catalysts almost 00:00:08.01\00:00:11.21 for all these different things that are happening. 00:00:11.24\00:00:13.20 So what you think? 00:00:13.23\00:00:14.54 I really think it comes from God, you know, I asked Him 00:00:14.57\00:00:18.40 to really give me the desire to read His word and get 00:00:18.43\00:00:23.19 closer to Him and have the Holy Spirit in my life. 00:00:23.22\00:00:24.70 And as that happened then all these things happened, 00:00:24.73\00:00:28.80 because really of myself, I'm incredibly selfish, I like 00:00:28.83\00:00:31.72 to just hang out at home and eat Bon-bons. 00:00:31.75\00:00:33.57 Really God - I'm hanging out with you. 00:00:33.60\00:00:37.13 But God is saying Monica, I need you to do something 00:00:37.16\00:00:40.62 you'll really not want to do. 00:00:40.65\00:00:41.64 I need you to be friends with some people that you don't 00:00:41.67\00:00:44.13 feel like being friends with. 00:00:44.16\00:00:45.40 I need you to take into your home some kids - they 00:00:45.43\00:00:47.74 don't want to be friends with you at first - yeah. 00:00:47.77\00:00:49.78 you have to say you can't smoke weed in my house, you know you 00:00:49.81\00:00:53.94 have to be tough. 00:00:53.97\00:00:55.30 I don't like that, I like everybody to like me. 00:00:55.33\00:00:57.61 You know when you watch, 00:00:57.64\00:00:58.80 like you have been coming here right now, you watch the fact 00:00:58.83\00:01:01.10 that God steps into their life and blesses them with people 00:01:01.13\00:01:03.89 walking around the building. 00:01:03.92\00:01:05.16 How does that feel? 00:01:05.19\00:01:06.45 When you know, that God ordained appointment for these kids. 00:01:06.48\00:01:09.05 I think sometimes it is overwhelming. 00:01:09.08\00:01:11.01 I think I'm just this normal person why is God asking 00:01:11.04\00:01:15.15 us to do this and then I expect these big things. 00:01:15.18\00:01:17.38 How can I expect that us coming here would be that 00:01:17.41\00:01:20.32 powerful, we would have car trouble, and all these kinds 00:01:20.35\00:01:23.56 of things that we should not have come - right! 00:01:23.59\00:01:26.25 Because your husband broke his leg, we are talking huge 00:01:26.28\00:01:28.23 things, and yet as soon as you walked in the door, like 00:01:28.26\00:01:31.59 what Beau was talking about, I felt God's presence, 00:01:31.62\00:01:34.55 I'm tingling all over. 00:01:34.58\00:01:35.69 Stephanie I know has met people that have her similar 00:01:35.72\00:01:38.51 background, including myself, that we are going to hang 00:01:38.54\00:01:41.04 out and all that kind of stuff. 00:01:41.08\00:01:42.30 So you watch these God ordained appointments. 00:01:42.33\00:01:43.73 I want to say thanks for coming and I am blessed by you guys. 00:01:43.76\00:01:46.20 And as we close I want you to get a view of God, what He 00:01:46.23\00:01:51.99 is doing in this world. 00:01:52.02\00:01:53.25 He literally is with each one of us, each one of us 00:01:53.28\00:01:56.77 trying to get us to step out of our addictions, step out 00:01:56.80\00:01:59.50 of our junk, step of what we think we have brought into 00:01:59.53\00:02:02.51 our life, because it's fun, and He is like, you know, 00:02:02.54\00:02:04.76 what trust Me, and I will show you fun. 00:02:04.79\00:02:07.39 I will show you healing. 00:02:07.42\00:02:08.68 I will show you recovery. 00:02:08.71\00:02:09.91 Last night I saw some things that were cool, 00:02:09.94\00:02:12.77 Today I saw on the set some things that were awesome and 00:02:12.80\00:02:15.21 God just Wow's me so I am praying that He Wow's you. 00:02:15.24\00:02:17.01 Until next time want to thank you for joining us on 00:02:17.04\00:02:21.16 Celebrating Life In Recovery. 00:02:21.19\00:02:22.51 I want you to always remember that God is crazy about 00:02:22.54\00:02:25.23 you and me too! 00:02:25.26\00:02:26.60 Remember that, don't let anyone rob you of that. 00:02:26.63\00:02:30.24