Welcome to Celebrating Life in Recovery. 00:00:09.80\00:00:11.95 I'm Cheri your host. 00:00:11.98\00:00:13.57 Do you ever wish that you could be different? 00:00:13.60\00:00:15.70 Normal maybe, but just can't seem to get there? 00:00:15.74\00:00:17.89 Well you're not alone, come join us as we look 00:00:17.92\00:00:20.04 at how we can take control of the 00:00:20.07\00:00:21.33 things that are controlling you. 00:00:21.37\00:00:22.59 In my devotions this morning, 00:00:48.72\00:00:50.82 I was reading a portion of the Pursuit of Holiness 00:00:50.85\00:00:53.40 by Jerry Bridges. 00:00:53.43\00:00:54.44 And the first story he tells, 00:00:54.47\00:00:56.06 had me laughing out loud. 00:00:56.09\00:00:57.64 Okay, picture this. 00:00:57.68\00:00:58.68 Your in your devotions, it's just incredible, 00:00:58.71\00:01:02.17 you're quiet with God, and all of the 00:01:02.21\00:01:05.09 sudden the phone rings. 00:01:05.13\00:01:06.10 And it's loud, it's like a shrilling sound. 00:01:06.11\00:01:08.37 And you pick up the phone and it's one of those 00:01:08.41\00:01:10.73 people I think that God puts on the 00:01:10.76\00:01:12.83 planet to test us. 00:01:12.87\00:01:14.02 And he's arrogant, he's angry, he's rude, 00:01:14.05\00:01:16.67 and by the time you get off the phone, 00:01:16.70\00:01:19.28 you're just thinking poof. 00:01:19.32\00:01:20.86 You are resentful, you're enraged, 00:01:20.90\00:01:24.24 everything that you had worked at this 00:01:24.28\00:01:27.59 morning is gone. 00:01:27.62\00:01:28.59 I no longer feel peaceful, I no longer feel anything, 00:01:28.60\00:01:31.51 I just have to get myself together, 00:01:31.54\00:01:33.01 grab my jacket, get outside. 00:01:33.04\00:01:34.73 I'm outside, and it's cold, 00:01:34.76\00:01:35.96 and I'm like trying to figure out where is that 00:01:35.99\00:01:38.33 feeling that I had this morning? 00:01:38.36\00:01:40.55 You know where is it, where's that kind of 00:01:40.59\00:01:42.39 calm and holy feeling. 00:01:42.42\00:01:44.49 I'm connected with God because it's gone, 00:01:44.53\00:01:47.37 it's gone. 00:01:47.41\00:01:48.38 Having laughing out loud about this, 00:01:48.39\00:01:50.80 is most of you that watch the show know that my 00:01:50.83\00:01:53.14 computer was just stolen from the airport and so I 00:01:53.17\00:01:55.44 had one of those moments then. 00:01:55.47\00:01:57.22 I was prepared for these shows. 00:01:57.25\00:01:59.09 I was in devotions everyday. 00:01:59.12\00:02:00.76 I was so connected with God, 00:02:00.79\00:02:02.36 you would have thought I was Mother Teresa. 00:02:02.39\00:02:04.94 I was just like, I felt the Holy Spirit 00:02:04.97\00:02:07.48 was just on me. 00:02:07.51\00:02:08.58 You know I get to the airport and I'm just 00:02:08.62\00:02:10.72 feeling good and then somebody steal's your 00:02:10.75\00:02:12.81 computer and I'm looking for a gun. 00:02:12.85\00:02:14.54 How do I shoot that guy? 00:02:14.57\00:02:16.26 Does he know that everything 00:02:16.29\00:02:17.86 I own is on that computer? 00:02:17.89\00:02:19.39 My daughter's wedding pictures. 00:02:19.42\00:02:21.13 All the outlines for these shows. 00:02:21.16\00:02:22.80 Every ministry trip that I just so loved is on there. 00:02:22.84\00:02:25.88 And some jerk stole it. 00:02:25.91\00:02:28.49 But it's all gone. 00:02:28.52\00:02:29.64 It's like during those times, 00:02:29.67\00:02:31.89 it's like everything that is in you comes out. 00:02:31.93\00:02:36.00 You know all the stuff you thought you dealt with, 00:02:36.03\00:02:38.05 do you know what I mean? 00:02:38.08\00:02:39.39 Cause you know that anger doesn't just 00:02:39.42\00:02:41.12 fall off somewhere. 00:02:41.15\00:02:42.12 It's in there. 00:02:42.13\00:02:43.14 It just comes to the surface. 00:02:43.17\00:02:45.15 And so we are going to look at this show, 00:02:45.19\00:02:46.74 this show is going to be amazing because we are 00:02:46.78\00:02:48.32 going to look at how do you get a grip. 00:02:48.36\00:02:52.72 So how do you get a grip? 00:02:52.75\00:02:54.24 And I brought somebody on this show, 00:02:54.28\00:02:55.74 that is absolutely changed my life in some of 00:02:55.77\00:02:59.18 the stuff that he has put out there and so 00:02:59.22\00:03:02.09 we are going to come back. 00:03:02.13\00:03:03.17 I'm going to introduce you to Dr. Douglas Weiss. 00:03:03.20\00:03:05.28 He is amazing, what he is going to share 00:03:05.31\00:03:07.60 with you is amazing. 00:03:07.63\00:03:08.60 But do me a favor, grab a pen and paper, 00:03:08.61\00:03:11.68 cause some of this stuff is going to come by and 00:03:11.72\00:03:14.08 you are not going to be able to really sit with it 00:03:14.11\00:03:16.43 until after the show. 00:03:16.47\00:03:17.88 I promise you if you sit with this teaching, 00:03:17.91\00:03:20.21 it will change your life. 00:03:20.24\00:03:21.77 So come back, stay tuned! 00:03:21.80\00:03:23.57