The following program discusses sensitive issues 00:00:01.06\00:00:03.28 related to addictive behavior. 00:00:03.31\00:00:05.09 Parents are cautioned that some material 00:00:05.12\00:00:06.83 may be too candid for younger children. 00:00:06.86\00:00:09.21 I love, during the break Shedria was talking about 00:00:14.57\00:00:17.20 that she ended up her doctor said, 00:00:17.23\00:00:18.93 you know, you'd have a natural birth, 00:00:18.96\00:00:20.60 they're gonna deal with all that kind of stuff 00:00:20.63\00:00:22.40 and she had a natural birth, had a beautiful baby boy 00:00:22.43\00:00:25.29 and she's pregnant right now, hopefully with a girl, 00:00:25.32\00:00:27.93 'cause she has two boys at home. 00:00:27.96\00:00:29.12 So that's way cool. Way cool. 00:00:29.15\00:00:31.71 You know, Brad, we've talked about 00:00:31.74\00:00:35.60 you know, really kind of sucked in with your fear 00:00:35.63\00:00:38.05 and dealing with your identity crisis 00:00:38.08\00:00:40.03 and maybe I'm not a trumpet player 00:00:40.06\00:00:42.02 and if I was gone at least you can collect the insurance 00:00:42.05\00:00:45.53 but God brought you from that place to a place 00:00:45.56\00:00:48.07 where you have your identity in Him 00:00:48.10\00:00:49.58 and so talk about that for a minute 00:00:49.61\00:00:51.58 and then if you could pray for anybody 00:00:51.61\00:00:54.55 that's lost there I would love that. 00:00:54.58\00:00:57.64 Okay. I'd be honored. 00:00:57.67\00:00:59.04 You know, the journey and not the journey, 00:00:59.07\00:01:02.64 you know, let's say the journey is 100 mile hike 00:01:02.67\00:01:05.59 I think I'm at about mile five right now. 00:01:05.62\00:01:09.14 And it's crazy as that sounds 'cause you've been through. 00:01:09.17\00:01:11.38 Well, I'm getting some hiking shoes 00:01:11.41\00:01:12.44 I'm joining you, 'cause I love you. 00:01:12.47\00:01:13.50 Okay, well, thank you. Thank you. 00:01:13.53\00:01:15.28 I'd be honored to have you by my side. 00:01:15.31\00:01:18.10 That part is you know, it's real interesting 00:01:18.13\00:01:19.98 that sometimes I think we get 00:01:20.01\00:01:21.65 through a traumatic event or whatever 00:01:21.68\00:01:23.35 I think okay, well, I've really accomplished something 00:01:23.38\00:01:25.74 and in fact may be now you're just ready to get started 00:01:25.77\00:01:28.79 that you've been able to shed some baggage 00:01:28.82\00:01:30.53 or in this case really, truly to find my identity. 00:01:30.56\00:01:33.64 Is my identity is that oh, I can do these bike rides 00:01:33.67\00:01:36.16 or that I play the trumpet or all this stuff. 00:01:36.19\00:01:37.97 It's like God doesn't see me as any of that. 00:01:38.00\00:01:40.53 He sees me as His child and you know, is excited 00:01:40.56\00:01:44.77 when I chose to do the things that He would like me to do 00:01:44.80\00:01:48.18 and stand up and represent Him and sometimes its crazy this, 00:01:48.21\00:01:51.24 just the fact that you chose to be healthy 00:01:51.27\00:01:53.27 that you chose to not cause or do those kinds of things 00:01:53.30\00:01:56.70 is an incredible-- 00:01:56.73\00:01:57.76 Love you wife. Love you wife, yes. 00:01:57.79\00:02:00.97 Is an incredible outreach 00:02:01.00\00:02:02.80 to those around you depending on environment 00:02:02.83\00:02:04.50 and as I've been surprised 00:02:04.53\00:02:06.97 when I first started teaching at Boise State University 00:02:07.00\00:02:09.19 and was doing the jazz band just to have 00:02:09.22\00:02:11.95 one of the students come up to me 00:02:11.98\00:02:13.63 and he's, oh, you're trumpet player 00:02:13.66\00:02:16.02 and you don't drink and you don't swear, 00:02:16.05\00:02:17.40 what's the matter with you? 00:02:17.43\00:02:19.90 You know, it's just simply sometimes 00:02:19.93\00:02:21.14 we don't know about that 00:02:21.17\00:02:22.51 but the main part I do believe 00:02:22.54\00:02:24.75 that the stuff I'm dealing with or something I will deal with 00:02:24.78\00:02:28.08 and then till I fall over and they throw dirt on me 00:02:28.11\00:02:31.57 and so I need you at this point, 00:02:31.60\00:02:33.61 chose to maintain the choices I'm making to exercise, 00:02:33.64\00:02:37.72 to try and stay in the word, to love my wife, 00:02:37.75\00:02:40.78 you know, and to emotionally 00:02:40.81\00:02:41.84 connect with my family to do those things. 00:02:41.87\00:02:42.97 And find your identity in Christ. 00:02:43.00\00:02:45.19 Oh, absolutely, absolutely. 00:02:45.22\00:02:47.76 I really love what again looking 00:02:47.79\00:02:50.19 at that idea of maintenance 00:02:50.22\00:02:51.54 and again Old Testament we talked about, 00:02:51.57\00:02:53.05 this is kind of God maintains us. 00:02:53.08\00:02:55.54 And New Testament where the word maintenance comes up 00:02:55.57\00:02:57.58 and it's really interesting but its much more about 00:02:57.61\00:02:59.87 how we are to maintain a healthy spirit towards God. 00:02:59.90\00:03:04.53 Towards others and to ourselves, 00:03:04.56\00:03:06.55 to those we love. 00:03:06.58\00:03:07.61 And so it's really interesting 00:03:07.64\00:03:08.67 that kind of see the things that have changed. 00:03:08.70\00:03:10.19 So, I see we have just a minute left shall we pray? 00:03:10.22\00:03:13.89 Pray, amen. 00:03:13.92\00:03:15.78 Heavenly Father, I so just want to thank You 00:03:15.81\00:03:18.64 for being the God that You are 00:03:18.67\00:03:19.97 and You're willing to maintain Your love for us. 00:03:20.00\00:03:24.54 Maintain, help us to maintain our cause, 00:03:24.57\00:03:27.14 help us to maintain our interest in seeking You. 00:03:27.17\00:03:32.10 I'm asking right now 00:03:32.13\00:03:33.16 Lord, that You send Your Holy Spirit out to all those 00:03:33.19\00:03:35.54 that may be wandering in a place of darkness, 00:03:35.57\00:03:37.86 all those who may be questioning one 00:03:37.89\00:03:40.22 who they are, 00:03:40.25\00:03:41.34 they may be having something happen, 00:03:41.37\00:03:42.87 its taken their natural ability way 00:03:42.90\00:03:45.26 that they've been able to do this forever 00:03:45.29\00:03:47.64 and suddenly its gone and at times 00:03:47.67\00:03:50.72 You know fall to their own 00:03:50.75\00:03:52.00 or they find themselves in a place 00:03:52.03\00:03:53.91 and that You put Your had on them, 00:03:53.94\00:03:55.47 You give them hope, 00:03:55.50\00:03:56.55 You give them peace and let them know 00:03:56.58\00:03:58.00 that there is a way out of their darkness 00:03:58.03\00:03:59.62 and that way is through You. 00:03:59.65\00:04:01.01 In the name of Your son Jesus, amen. 00:04:01.04\00:04:02.48 Amen, thank you for joining us. 00:04:02.51\00:04:04.41 Until next time, always remember 00:04:04.44\00:04:05.83 that God is crazy about you, 00:04:05.86\00:04:07.69 hold on find your identity in Christ, me, too. 00:04:07.72\00:04:11.08 Bye, God bless. 00:04:11.11\00:04:12.27