The following program discusses sensitive issues 00:00:01.40\00:00:03.36 related to addictive behavior. 00:00:03.39\00:00:05.07 Parents are cautioned that some material 00:00:05.10\00:00:06.84 may be too candid for younger children. 00:00:06.87\00:00:09.23 Welcome to "Celebrating Life in Recovery," 00:00:10.86\00:00:12.23 I'm Cheri your host. 00:00:12.26\00:00:13.63 And today we're gonna be talking about forgiveness. 00:00:13.66\00:00:15.52 I get to interview my husband which is really fun. 00:00:15.55\00:00:18.53 But more than that we're gonna be celebrating 00:00:18.56\00:00:21.28 our 100th episode on "Celebrating Life in Recovery." 00:00:21.31\00:00:24.33 It is gonna be a blast you got to join us. 00:00:24.36\00:00:26.83 Welcome back. We are celebrating our 100th program. 00:00:55.40\00:00:59.75 You can see the balloons and you see all of us here. 00:00:59.78\00:01:02.31 We are so grateful to be here on our eighth season. 00:01:02.34\00:01:05.66 We have--I knew when I first presented this program, 00:01:05.69\00:01:10.93 I knew that there was a need. 00:01:10.96\00:01:12.33 I knew that people needed recovery, they needed support. 00:01:12.36\00:01:14.88 We need to be-- have a voice out there saying 00:01:14.91\00:01:17.00 that God is crazy about us 00:01:17.03\00:01:19.66 and He's bigger than all our issues. 00:01:19.69\00:01:21.26 But you know what, I had no idea how successful it would be. 00:01:21.29\00:01:25.94 I had not idea that people watching would literally 00:01:25.97\00:01:29.98 step into recovery from drug addiction and sexual addiction 00:01:30.01\00:01:33.42 and from domestic violence and from all kinds of stuff. 00:01:33.45\00:01:36.79 And I want to say, our celebration is, 00:01:36.82\00:01:39.84 we're celebrating you, we're celebrating your recovery. 00:01:39.87\00:01:42.62 We're celebrating the fact 00:01:42.65\00:01:44.46 that people are watching and they're learning 00:01:44.49\00:01:47.26 and they're stepping into healthier lives. 00:01:47.29\00:01:49.44 And I just think that's awesome. That is so awesome. 00:01:49.47\00:01:52.62 I want to say hi to my friends in Australia. 00:01:52.65\00:01:54.84 I have people in Australia that have called and email. 00:01:54.87\00:01:59.63 I've flown out there and met them. 00:01:59.66\00:02:02.05 One girl in particular that was suicidal, 00:02:02.08\00:02:04.51 trying to kill herself, turned the channel 00:02:04.54\00:02:07.24 and someone on the program 00:02:07.27\00:02:08.93 was giving their testimony and it got her to say, 00:02:08.96\00:02:12.41 "You know what, if they can get 00:02:12.44\00:02:13.83 through this I can get through this." 00:02:13.86\00:02:15.86 And she stood up and decided to live. 00:02:15.89\00:02:18.44 How cool is that? I think that is so cool. 00:02:18.47\00:02:21.12 I've had people from Canada, you know. 00:02:21.15\00:02:23.85 Ashley, if you're watching. 00:02:23.88\00:02:25.25 I've had people from Canada that, 00:02:25.28\00:02:26.88 you know, they were so lost. 00:02:26.91\00:02:28.38 "I don't know where I'm at. 00:02:28.41\00:02:29.78 I don't even know with the sexual abuse in my life 00:02:29.81\00:02:33.72 and the relationship addictions in my life 00:02:33.75\00:02:36.20 and the things that I have struggled with, 00:02:36.23\00:02:38.26 I don't think I'm gonna survive." 00:02:38.29\00:02:40.03 And again, somehow 00:02:40.06\00:02:42.79 they were flipping through the channel and found us. 00:02:42.82\00:02:45.31 And so we were celebrating all of you guys. 00:02:45.34\00:02:47.74 We were celebrating all of that. 00:02:47.77\00:02:49.42 We've had people emailing and calling and fly over even 00:02:49.45\00:02:54.70 to hang out at our home and deal with some issues. 00:02:54.73\00:02:57.88 And so I just want to say, a 100 episodes, how cool? 00:02:57.91\00:03:02.83 All right, I want to let this go so I can use my hands 00:03:02.86\00:03:05.15 because I cannot do this without my hands. 00:03:05.18\00:03:07.78 And so even though we are celebrating, 00:03:07.81\00:03:09.24 we are gonna do a program today. 00:03:09.27\00:03:10.91 The program is gonna be on forgiveness. 00:03:10.94\00:03:14.31 And what's interesting about that 00:03:14.34\00:03:17.56 is we cannot step into recovery, 00:03:17.59\00:03:20.04 we cannot do any of that kind of stuff 00:03:20.07\00:03:21.72 until we start to look at what our resentments are, 00:03:21.75\00:03:25.66 what our junk is, how do we get out 00:03:25.69\00:03:27.81 from underneath all of that stuff. 00:03:27.84\00:03:29.66 And so today we're gonna cover that. 00:03:29.69\00:03:32.03 We also are going to, at the end of program 00:03:32.06\00:03:35.28 bring everybody on set that has had anything to do 00:03:35.31\00:03:39.51 with putting this program together. 00:03:39.54\00:03:41.01 So I want you to know 00:03:41.04\00:03:42.41 that when we come to the end of the program. 00:03:42.44\00:03:44.33 When we do the close like we typically do, 00:03:44.36\00:03:46.69 I'm gonna invite camera people, 00:03:46.72\00:03:48.41 I'm gonna invite the administration, 00:03:48.44\00:03:50.28 I'm gonna invite C.A., who is our producer. 00:03:50.31\00:03:52.50 I'm gonna invite everybody up 00:03:52.53\00:03:53.90 and we are really gonna close this program with a celebration. 00:03:53.93\00:03:57.34 But right now I just want to say, thank you. 00:03:57.37\00:04:00.55 Thank you. Thank you. 00:04:00.58\00:04:01.95 Thank you. And keep watching. 00:04:01.98\00:04:04.78 We're gonna break, I'm gonna come back with our guest, 00:04:04.81\00:04:06.78 our guest today is my husband and I love that. 00:04:06.81\00:04:10.24 Because, you know, when we first got married, 00:04:10.27\00:04:12.89 I thought I had all the issues and I thought 00:04:12.92\00:04:14.82 I was gonna be dealing with a lot of stuff. 00:04:14.85\00:04:16.68 But he's had his own journey and he's gonna share 00:04:16.71\00:04:18.43 some of that with you today. 00:04:18.46\00:04:20.05 He's also a musician. He plays in the philharmonic. 00:04:20.08\00:04:23.68 And I asked him for this program where we are celebrating, 00:04:23.71\00:04:28.34 if he would play something for us. 00:04:28.37\00:04:29.90 And he chooses a song, "To God Be the Glory." 00:04:29.93\00:04:33.00 I'm like how cool is that? 00:04:33.03\00:04:34.42 Because that's exactly the truth in recovery, 00:04:34.45\00:04:36.89 is I can't take any glory, 00:04:36.92\00:04:38.32 I'm not smart enough to take the next step. 00:04:38.35\00:04:40.96 But God is faithful and every step I had to take. 00:04:40.99\00:04:43.33 And so I hope you enjoy it. Brad's gonna play. 00:04:43.36\00:04:46.41 We're gonna dim the lights a little bit. 00:04:46.44\00:04:48.58 We're going to kind of set the cafe up in a way that, 00:04:48.61\00:04:52.03 we're gonna feature him, I love that. Stay with us. 00:04:52.06\00:04:56.23 Then sings my soul my savior God to Thee 00:07:59.51\00:08:07.51 How great Thou art 00:08:13.95\00:08:16.88 How great Thou art 00:08:19.80\00:08:23.52 Then sings my soul my savior God to Thee 00:08:23.55\00:08:31.15 How great Thou art 00:08:39.55\00:08:42.98 We're gonna continue celebrating our 100th program. 00:09:09.62\00:09:12.48 Stay with us, we'll be right back. 00:09:12.51\00:09:14.52