Welcome back!
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You know what I think
that just cracks me up
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God works with a
little pothead and now I know,
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I know not only did He
walk you through that stuff,
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but brought to into theology,
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you are at Andrews University.
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Talk a little bit
about that but I want to,
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how faithful was God
and what did it mean to
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communicate with Him?
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God has been absolutely
amazing through it all.
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I remember one day,
I am now up at Andrews,
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I happened to be
studying theology.
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I am just praying, just
with eyes open and dialoguing
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with God all my bunk and
I feel Him impressing me,
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saying, Matthew you
need to get baptized.
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I want you to be a
baptized follower of Me.
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So I get back home from
spring break and call the Pastor
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up and said hey I'm
thinking about getting...
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don't even think
about it he told me,
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just hop in the water.
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But as I'm not
ready, I've got issues...
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Just hop in the water.
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I get baptized March
23 of 1996, 6 months later
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after I met Jesus.
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I call it again, my AAA
method from atheist to agnostic
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to Adventist and I
remember telling the Pastor,
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Pastor I need to
stand out here in the water.
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I just prayed because I
had just read in the Bible
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where it said God
will cast your sins to the
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depths of the ocean.
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That you are a new
creature in Christ.
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- He doesn't even
remember them any more.
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Exactly, so
please take all my sins.
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Now, I had mentioned
pornography and that had been
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my secret sin
that no one knew about.
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My secret sin.
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So I begged Him
especially please take this out
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of my life, I never
went to deal with it again.
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I walked out of
there a new creature.
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Now I wish I could tell
you today that I've not gone
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back into that issue of
my life, but it plagued me.
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I'm trying to be a follower
of Christ and Jesus started
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opening the door for
me to go tell my testimony
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everywhere
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- and you're still
having a hard time with it
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and it was almost like a binge,
an alcoholic binging on alcohol
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I would go through these
binge cycles and I just want to
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let people know today, that
as He grants me the victory of
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what He is revealing to
me more is the sins that
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are deeper inside, the
pride and just unpacking things.
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- you know what I'm
going to say, I'm going to say
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thank you for being on
the program and I'm going to
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take it back from you.
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The reason I'm going
to take it back from him,
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is that I love the work
in progress, I love the fact
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that God steps in and say,
I know everything about you.
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Do you think that
you're going to stand up and be
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perfect right away?
You're not! I love you.
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Everything about you I
love and as you stand up,
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and as you trust Me, we
will dialogue through this
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prayer, through this
communication, and I will start
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opening up everything for you,
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even your lying
your manipulating,
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your pride, your sexual sins and
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all that kind of stuff I
will give you victory in a way
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that you stand up and
say how did You do that?
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How did You do that and
sometimes you won't even know
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how He did that.
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But He is faithful and
nothing turns Him off about you.
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I just want you to know
that and be blessed ask Him.
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Start talking to Him I
don't care how you do it.
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But pray.
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Until next time always
remember that God is crazy about
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you and me too!
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Bye and God bless!
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