Welcome back!
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God its amazing, He is amazing
to me, He says recovery is
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absolutely going
to happen, not will it
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happen, can you fix me,
am I too damaged, He says,
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oh no, Hon absolutely not.
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I spoke the world into
existence, I can re-create
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in you every single thing
that the devil tried to damage,
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and as squash, and
all those kind of things.
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Every day that you
didn't feel loved, I promise I
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will literally bring
those days back to you and you
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will be loved beyond
what you can imagine.
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The reason I can say
that was such a big smile is
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because it happens, and
it is so true, and I keep
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telling people I have
just have a crush on Him right
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now, because He
is just so faithful.
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Misti you have heard Cheri
come up and Joleen and have
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heard their own woundings,
and those were all father wounds
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We have talked to people
in the studio who said what
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about mothers abuse, but
it is the same kind thing
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that woundedness from a parent.
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Yes and it's usually
parents, it can be anyone,
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it can be anyone in
authority over you and it
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can happen at any
time in your life.
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I think it is worse and it's
the Devils plan to do it when
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you're younger when you
are a child but it damages you
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and everything that you do
you will look at life through
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those damaged eyes, you
will look at life that way.
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It is not being free
and you'll seems stuck.
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When you're really stuck
and what is really scary to me
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what God showed me in my
own healing is that I had some
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damage from parents that
had damage from Paris that had
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damage from parents.
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so I love my parents, now
I don't even feel any kind of
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since to blame them, but God
said one time and I hated this.
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It's like I'm dealing
with parental damage and I'm
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dealing with all that
kind of stuff and He said now
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Cheri you are the abuser.
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I'm like God you're
kidding me, you're kidding me
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and He said, no you are
the one is bringing in bad
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relationships, you are
trying to kill yourself,
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the one that hates
yourself, but one that is
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abusive to yourself.
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I am like all a sudden
it got me that not only does
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He want to heal all that
kind of stuff from my past
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but He wants to
teach me to live healthy so
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I don't
continue to abuse myself.
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I just thought how cool are You,
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I mean how cool are You?
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He, beyond words that is
where He has done so much
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healing in my life.
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That is what I say to
people, I can't describe Him,
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He is beyond words.
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He is so good, in the
freedom and the healing He has
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brought into my life
and my little girl's lives,
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because I have perpetuated,
not in the same way,
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but I have
perpetuated the damage.
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Because if you are damaged,
or wounded you pass it on.
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You don't realize that
you are doing it, but you do.
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Exactly, we are going to
do a whole other program on
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that and I want to bring
the kids for that program,
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because we are out of
time and you know what I
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just want to say to
you if you are watching
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the program is Trust God.
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I don't care if you've
never trusted anybody in your
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life, I understand not
trusting, but trust God.
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Until then remember that
God is crazy about you and
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me too, see you next time.
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