Breath of Life Ministries Presents: 00:00:02.23\00:00:08.54 B513 Doubting and Duplicitous Thomas 00:00:08.57\00:00:15.91 Breath of life Theme [music] 00:00:15.94\00:00:20.92 PB: The Word of God says in the fourth gospel 00:00:20.95\00:00:24.75 according to John 20: "Then the same day at evening, 00:00:24.79\00:00:28.29 being the first day of the week, when the doors were 00:00:28.32\00:00:31.79 shut where the disciples were assembled for fear of 00:00:31.83\00:00:34.46 the Jews, came Jesus and stood in the midst, 00:00:34.50\00:00:37.80 and saith unto them, Peace be unto you. 00:00:37.83\00:00:41.84 And when he had so said, he shewed unto them his 00:00:41.87\00:00:45.04 hands and his side. Then were the disciples glad, 00:00:45.07\00:00:49.84 when they saw the LORD. Then said Jesus to them again, 00:00:49.88\00:00:54.52 Peace be unto you." It's the second time He says it. 00:00:54.55\00:00:59.59 "As my Father hath sent me, even so send I you. 00:00:59.62\00:01:05.26 And when he had said this, he breathed on them, 00:01:05.29\00:01:08.43 and saith unto them, Receive ye the Holy Ghost: 00:01:08.46\00:01:10.30 Whose soever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them; 00:01:10.33\00:01:13.77 and whose soever sins ye retain, they are retained. 00:01:13.80\00:01:16.30 But Thomas, one of the twelve, called Didymus, 00:01:16.34\00:01:22.11 was not with them when Jesus came. The other 00:01:22.14\00:01:27.35 disciples therefore said unto him, We have seen the LORD. 00:01:27.38\00:01:31.39 But he said unto them, Except I shall see in his 00:01:31.42\00:01:35.62 hands the print of the nails, and put my finger 00:01:35.66\00:01:39.76 into the print of the nails, and thrust my hand 00:01:39.79\00:01:44.77 into his side, I will not believe. And after 00:01:44.80\00:01:48.77 eight days again his disciples were within, 00:01:48.80\00:01:50.81 and Thomas with them: then came Jesus, 00:01:50.84\00:01:53.38 the doors being shut, and stood in the midst, 00:01:53.41\00:01:57.58 and said, Peace be unto you. Then saith he to Thomas, 00:01:57.61\00:02:03.28 Reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands; 00:02:03.32\00:02:09.56 and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: 00:02:09.59\00:02:14.10 and be not faithless, but believing. 00:02:14.10\00:02:18.03 And Thomas answered and said unto him, 00:02:18.07\00:02:20.20 My LORD and my God. Jesus saith unto him, 00:02:20.24\00:02:23.47 Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: 00:02:23.51\00:02:30.51 blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed. 00:02:30.55\00:02:36.69 And many other signs truly did Jesus in the presence 00:02:36.72\00:02:38.69 of his disciples, which are not written in this book: 00:02:38.72\00:02:40.89 But these are written, that ye might believe that 00:02:40.92\00:02:42.96 Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that 00:02:42.99\00:02:45.63 believing ye might have life through his name." 00:02:45.66\00:02:52.90 I want to talk to you just for a minute on 00:02:52.93\00:02:55.50 doubting and duplicitous Thomas. Father, 00:02:55.54\00:03:00.71 bless us now as we open Your Word. 00:03:00.74\00:03:02.54 Expound on what we have just read. 00:03:02.58\00:03:05.25 May Your Holy Ghost reign today and when 00:03:05.28\00:03:07.82 the appeal comes move by Your power and 00:03:07.85\00:03:09.58 by Your Spirit. Forgive me of my sins. 00:03:09.62\00:03:11.29 In Jesus' name, amen. 00:03:11.32\00:03:14.26 Doubting and duplicitous Thomas. 00:03:14.29\00:03:18.06 It's one week after Jesus' death. 00:03:18.09\00:03:21.23 The disciples are huddled in a room, scared. 00:03:21.26\00:03:26.10 All they know is Jesus has been crucified. 00:03:26.13\00:03:30.11 He's dead, and they laid His body in a tomb. 00:03:30.14\00:03:33.71 They're afraid, because they had laid down their lives, 00:03:33.74\00:03:37.71 their jobs, their careers to follow Jesus. 00:03:37.75\00:03:40.55 They had left their families and their friends 00:03:40.58\00:03:43.25 to follow Jesus. When He was healing the sick, 00:03:43.28\00:03:46.79 raising the dead, restoring sight to the blind 00:03:46.82\00:03:53.26 it was cool to be a disciple. But now that He's dead, 00:03:53.29\00:03:59.10 all of a sudden it's no longer popular to be 00:03:59.13\00:04:02.64 called one of Jesus' disciples. It's no longer 00:04:02.67\00:04:06.14 safe being one of His disciples. Sometimes I'm 00:04:06.17\00:04:11.05 learning that being in the will of God causes 00:04:11.08\00:04:14.32 you to be outside the favor of people. 00:04:14.35\00:04:16.85 Mary Magdalene sees Jesus. She runs and tells 00:04:16.89\00:04:21.66 the disciples what she has seen but they don't 00:04:21.69\00:04:24.43 believe her. But then all of a sudden, 00:04:24.46\00:04:25.99 in the midst of their fear, in the midst of 00:04:26.03\00:04:28.53 their worry, Jesus shows up. The Jesus they knew. 00:04:28.56\00:04:33.90 The Jesus they thought they knew. The Jesus that 00:04:33.94\00:04:37.84 they had rolled the stone in front of the tomb to 00:04:37.87\00:04:40.64 keep Him in the tomb, and to keep anybody from taking 00:04:40.68\00:04:42.81 Him out of the tomb--this same Jesus appeared in the 00:04:42.84\00:04:46.45 very same room that he was in prior to his crucifixion 00:04:46.48\00:04:49.05 to the same disciples, and He now says Peace be unto you. 00:04:49.08\00:04:54.82 Somebody asks the question "Where is God?" Where is 00:04:54.86\00:04:58.83 God in the midst of your trouble? Where is God in 00:04:58.86\00:05:02.40 the midst of your trials? Where is God in the midst 00:05:02.43\00:05:04.43 of your fears? I came to tell somebody that God's 00:05:04.47\00:05:07.24 in the midst of it all. God's right there, 00:05:07.27\00:05:10.97 in the midst of your fears; in the midst of your worries; 00:05:11.01\00:05:13.61 in the midst of your hang-ups. And God will stay there 00:05:13.64\00:05:16.98 until you're safe, secure and stable. It was not 00:05:17.01\00:05:21.28 the disciples' faith that brought Jesus into the room. 00:05:21.32\00:05:25.99 The Bible says they were fearful, and you can't be 00:05:26.02\00:05:30.63 fearful and faithful at the same time. You see, 00:05:30.66\00:05:35.40 I'm learning, you don't earn God's presence just 00:05:35.43\00:05:38.47 because you have faith. Sometimes God will stop 00:05:38.50\00:05:42.37 by when you're faithless. Sometimes God will stop 00:05:42.40\00:05:46.41 by when you're fickle, worried and scared; but my 00:05:46.44\00:05:50.05 God shows up anyhow. Fearful and afraid, but God 00:05:50.08\00:05:53.82 shows up anyway. Have you ever gotten a blessing 00:05:53.85\00:05:57.02 and you didn't expect it? The disciples were not 00:05:57.05\00:06:01.06 expecting Jesus, but Jesus shows up. He says Peace 00:06:01.09\00:06:05.96 be unto you. But you know what? These words don't 00:06:05.99\00:06:09.80 move the disciples. These words don't excite the 00:06:09.83\00:06:15.00 disciples. The disciples don't jump up. They don't 00:06:15.04\00:06:18.97 say amen; they don't stomp their feet; they don't 00:06:19.01\00:06:22.51 clap their hands or say hallelujah at these words. 00:06:22.54\00:06:25.65 They don't say Oo, he preached today; he preached that; 00:06:25.68\00:06:29.08 he preached up something today. We're at church. 00:06:29.12\00:06:31.72 They don't say all that. Let me throw this in: 00:06:31.75\00:06:34.39 Don't make the mistake of substituting emotional 00:06:34.42\00:06:37.46 reaction for spiritual depth. Preaching is not 00:06:37.49\00:06:41.73 decibel level. If you're going to shout, 00:06:41.76\00:06:44.17 say something worth shouting about. You hear 00:06:44.20\00:06:47.57 me say all the time, we've got all this cotton 00:06:47.60\00:06:49.37 candy preaching. Big and sweet on the outside, 00:06:49.40\00:06:51.94 but hollow and empty on the inside. But somebody 00:06:51.97\00:06:54.44 knows that a constant diet of cotton candy will 00:06:54.48\00:06:57.38 rot your teeth and destroy your stomach. 00:06:57.41\00:06:59.88 But somebody don't give me all the time 00:06:59.91\00:07:03.49 you'll feel good. Don't give me your preference. 00:07:03.52\00:07:06.86 Don't give me your opinion, but give me the 00:07:06.89\00:07:09.26 unadulterated Word of God. I can't deal with 00:07:09.29\00:07:13.06 play preaching, 'cause play preaching doesn't 00:07:13.09\00:07:15.63 do a thing for me. I need a Word that's going 00:07:15.66\00:07:18.50 to shake me up. I need a Word that's going to 00:07:18.53\00:07:21.64 stir me up. I need a Word that can humble me, 00:07:21.67\00:07:24.34 make me stand still, back me up and hush me up sometimes. 00:07:24.37\00:07:28.14 I need a Word that makes me shake my head when I 00:07:28.18\00:07:30.71 walk out of church. I need a Word that's going to 00:07:30.75\00:07:33.72 make me get on my knees and pray when I leave church. 00:07:33.75\00:07:36.28 I need a Word that's going to make me say Lord, 00:07:36.32\00:07:38.79 I know I'm not everything I should be, but change me 00:07:38.82\00:07:41.92 into what You want me to be. I need a Word. I don't 00:07:41.96\00:07:44.99 need a play word. I need a Word that's going to 00:07:45.03\00:07:48.03 deal with me; that's going to hit me hard. 00:07:48.06\00:07:50.20 Fellowship is good, but I need a Word. 00:07:50.23\00:07:52.50 Testimonies are good, but I need a Word. 00:07:52.53\00:07:55.17 Music is good, but I need a Word. 00:07:55.20\00:07:57.61 Does anybody need a Word from the Lord? 00:07:57.64\00:07:59.94 [Aud. reaction] PB: And let me put a kickstand 00:08:00.04\00:08:01.98 right there and park this for a minute. 00:08:02.01\00:08:03.68 Music's good. I love music, you know that. 00:08:03.71\00:08:06.31 But let's be clear: Yes, we need good music 00:08:06.35\00:08:08.95 in the church. It saturates my soul, it inspires me, 00:08:08.98\00:08:12.62 it motivates me, it encourages me. I want good music, 00:08:12.65\00:08:15.96 but I'm finding too many folk come to church and 00:08:15.99\00:08:18.66 love the music but don't have an appreciation for 00:08:18.69\00:08:20.76 the Word of God. 'Cause let's be real: 00:08:20.80\00:08:23.83 When the music stops playing, when the organist 00:08:23.87\00:08:27.70 stops playing, when the pianist stops playing, 00:08:27.74\00:08:29.80 when the drummer stops beating, I need a Word 00:08:29.84\00:08:33.34 from the Lord. Thy Word have I hid in my heart, 00:08:33.38\00:08:36.71 that I might not sin against Thee. Thy Word is 00:08:36.75\00:08:39.25 a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path. 00:08:39.28\00:08:42.15 Sanctify them through Thy truth. Thy Word is truth. 00:08:42.18\00:08:45.15 Faith cometh by hearing and hearing by the Word of God. 00:08:45.19\00:08:47.22 The disciples were not excited by "Peace be unto you." 00:08:47.26\00:08:52.96 It was not until they saw His hands. 00:08:52.99\00:08:56.26 It was not until they saw His side. 00:08:56.30\00:08:59.30 It was not until they saw His wounds. 00:08:59.33\00:09:02.94 It was not until they saw evidence. 00:09:02.97\00:09:05.87 Because the Bible says then they were glad. 00:09:05.91\00:09:10.35 Sometimes some of us have to see it before 00:09:10.38\00:09:13.05 we believe it. If we can't see it, 00:09:13.08\00:09:15.48 we can't believe it. If we can't feel it, 00:09:15.52\00:09:17.19 we can't trust it. If we can't touch it, 00:09:17.22\00:09:18.89 we can't rely on it. And if we can't understand it, 00:09:18.92\00:09:21.16 we won't even try it. Words were not enough for 00:09:21.19\00:09:24.76 the disciples. They had to see it, to feel it, 00:09:24.79\00:09:27.23 to touch it so they could understand it. 00:09:27.30\00:09:29.00 Sometimes people have to see it, feel it, 00:09:29.03\00:09:32.33 touch it. So that means sometimes in this 00:09:32.37\00:09:35.50 Christian walk you've got to have some blood on you. 00:09:35.54\00:09:37.67 Folk got to see it. You've got to have 00:09:37.71\00:09:39.84 some scars on you. Sometimes you have to 00:09:39.87\00:09:41.98 have some wounds on you. Sometimes you've 00:09:42.01\00:09:44.38 got to have some mud on you. Legitimacy is 00:09:44.41\00:09:47.62 proven through struggle. You can't say your 00:09:47.65\00:09:49.82 blessed if you've never been broken. 00:09:49.85\00:09:52.22 You can't say you're faithful if you've 00:09:52.25\00:09:54.79 never been tested. I say it all the time, 00:09:54.82\00:09:56.96 too many folks test a lie instead of testify. 00:09:56.99\00:10:00.13 You can't testify until you've been through a test. 00:10:00.16\00:10:03.33 Don't you tell somebody you can make it 00:10:03.37\00:10:07.04 unless you've been through it yourself. 00:10:07.07\00:10:09.44 Don't you tell somebody they can stop smoking, 00:10:09.47\00:10:12.74 and you've never smoked a cigarette in your life. 00:10:12.77\00:10:15.78 Don't you tell somebody it's easy to stop drinking 00:10:15.81\00:10:17.78 and you've never had a 40-ounce in your life. 00:10:17.81\00:10:21.82 Don't you tell these young people it's easy to 00:10:21.85\00:10:23.18 be celibate and abstinent but let's not go 00:10:23.22\00:10:25.65 back in the yearbooks. Come on, say amen. 00:10:25.69\00:10:30.39 [Aud. reaction] PB: Don't you tell somebody 00:10:30.43\00:10:33.26 it's easy to forgive and you've never been lied on; 00:10:33.29\00:10:37.40 cheated on; betrayed or talked bout. Don't tell 00:10:37.43\00:10:42.04 somebody it's easy to make ends meet, and you've 00:10:42.07\00:10:45.47 never had to rob Peter to pay Paul. But I've got 00:10:45.51\00:10:48.48 a witness in this place that when you've been through 00:10:48.51\00:10:51.71 hell and high water; when you've been tested and tried; 00:10:51.75\00:10:55.48 when you've been criticized and ostracized; 00:10:55.52\00:11:00.39 when you've been through it then the people are glad. 00:11:00.42\00:11:04.26 When Jesus shows them the wounds in His side, 00:11:04.29\00:11:07.60 the nail prints in His hands, then they were glad. 00:11:07.66\00:11:11.37 Then they were rejoicing. Then they were excited. 00:11:11.40\00:11:15.97 Except one of them. One of them was missing. 00:11:16.00\00:11:22.84 Now remember, when Jesus began His journey 00:11:22.88\00:11:27.52 with the disciples, there were 12. But we know 00:11:27.55\00:11:31.82 we lost one, Judas, he committed suicide. 00:11:31.85\00:11:35.29 That leaves 11. But yet in this room there 00:11:35.32\00:11:39.79 are only 10. The Bible says one of them, 00:11:39.83\00:11:43.53 Thomas, wasn't in the room. Makes me comment 00:11:43.57\00:11:47.74 here that there is a ministry of presence. 00:11:47.77\00:11:50.77 There's something you miss when you're not 00:11:50.81\00:11:52.87 in the room. Television is good but it doesn't 00:11:52.91\00:11:56.04 capture everything. The Internet is good but 00:11:56.08\00:11:59.35 it doesn't pick up all the nuances in the room. 00:11:59.38\00:12:02.38 Because there's something that happens when 00:12:02.42\00:12:05.52 God is in the building. That's why the Bible says, 00:12:05.55\00:12:09.56 Let us not forsake the assembling of ourselves 00:12:09.59\00:12:13.70 together. That's why we physically come to church. 00:12:13.73\00:12:16.43 There's something special that happens when 00:12:16.46\00:12:19.27 you're in the room. Do I have a witness in this place? 00:12:19.30\00:12:21.90 But Thomas wasn't there. But when the other 00:12:21.94\00:12:26.34 10 disciples saw Thomas, they were excited. 00:12:26.37\00:12:29.81 The other 10 told Thomas, "Thomas, we've just 00:12:29.84\00:12:33.45 seen Jesus! Jesus has just risen from the grave! 00:12:33.48\00:12:37.45 Jesus is alive!" They're excited, and you all 00:12:37.49\00:12:40.76 know that when you're excited, you want everybody 00:12:40.79\00:12:42.86 else to be excited. When you're glad, 00:12:42.89\00:12:45.73 you want everybody else to be glad. 00:12:45.76\00:12:47.30 When I'm excited in Jesus, I want to 00:12:47.36\00:12:49.70 be around other people who are excited in Jesus. 00:12:49.73\00:12:52.67 Can I confess? I don't like coming to church 00:12:52.70\00:12:55.10 and being around people who aren't happy in Jesus. 00:12:55.14\00:12:58.31 Now notice I'm not saying everybody's got to jump 00:12:58.34\00:13:00.11 up and down and clap, I'm not saying that. 00:13:00.14\00:13:01.41 I'm just talking about can you be happy in Jesus. 00:13:01.44\00:13:04.65 I refuse to be a prisoner in my own church. 00:13:04.68\00:13:07.72 Because the joy of the Lord is my strength and 00:13:07.75\00:13:11.99 there's something about the joy of the Lord. 00:13:12.02\00:13:14.99 Oh, when I think of the goodness of Jesus, 00:13:15.02\00:13:17.36 and all He's done for me my soul cries out hallelujah! 00:13:17.39\00:13:21.26 Thank God for saving me. The disciples are happy, 00:13:21.30\00:13:24.97 but instead of Thomas being happy; instead of 00:13:25.00\00:13:27.77 Thomas being excited; instead of Thomas being glad, 00:13:27.80\00:13:30.74 Thomas says this: Unless I see the mark of the 00:13:30.77\00:13:36.54 nails in His hands; unless I put my finger in 00:13:36.58\00:13:40.58 the mark of the nails; unless I put my hand in 00:13:40.62\00:13:45.12 His side, I will not believe. I will not believe 00:13:45.15\00:13:49.06 what I can't see. I will not trust what I can't touch. 00:13:49.09\00:13:54.56 I will not risk what I can't count. I've got to see it; 00:13:54.56\00:13:59.33 I've got to feel it; I've got to taste it; 00:13:59.37\00:14:01.80 I've got to touch it; I've got to try it; I've 00:14:01.84\00:14:04.31 got to handle it before I believe it. 00:14:04.34\00:14:07.74 Thomas didn't take anybody's word for it, 00:14:07.78\00:14:09.91 he wants to see Jesus for himself. 00:14:09.94\00:14:11.81 And before we're too hard on Thomas, 00:14:11.85\00:14:13.88 there's a whole bunch of Thomas in us. 00:14:13.92\00:14:16.28 We don't take anybody's word for it, 00:14:16.32\00:14:19.12 we want to see it for ourselves. Remember now, 00:14:19.15\00:14:23.06 the other 10 disciples, remember they weren't 00:14:23.09\00:14:25.33 glad either until they saw Jesus' hands and 00:14:25.36\00:14:29.56 side for themselves. Thomas demanded to see 00:14:29.60\00:14:33.27 something, and so do we. So Thomas walks 00:14:33.30\00:14:36.57 around all week with skepticism. 00:14:36.60\00:14:40.01 But the Bible says "eight days later." 00:14:40.04\00:14:42.71 How many days later, everybody? Aud.: Eight. 00:14:42.74\00:14:44.31 PB: Jesus later returns to the same 00:14:44.35\00:14:45.88 room where the disciples had gathered before, 00:14:45.91\00:14:47.35 but this second time Thomas is in the room. 00:14:47.38\00:14:52.59 Although the doors were shut, Jesus still 00:14:52.62\00:14:56.62 got in the room. I wish somebody knew what 00:14:56.66\00:14:58.99 I was talking about. Locked doors, blocked doors, 00:14:59.03\00:15:03.50 barred doors, bolted doors, padlocked doors, 00:15:03.53\00:15:08.27 sealed doors, impassable doors, impenetrable doors, 00:15:08.30\00:15:13.27 closed doors, restricted doors, obstructed doors. 00:15:13.31\00:15:17.51 Any door of any kind couldn't keep Jesus out, 00:15:17.55\00:15:20.85 because when Jesus wants in, Jesus will get in. 00:15:20.88\00:15:25.85 [Aud. reaction] PB: Jesus gets in the room. 00:15:25.89\00:15:28.29 Ha ha ha, and says a second time, Peace be unto you. 00:15:28.32\00:15:35.53 Now remember, Jesus says this and the original 10 disciples, 00:15:35.56\00:15:40.17 they are already convinced. They're already persuaded; 00:15:40.20\00:15:43.71 they already know it's Jesus; they're already excited; 00:15:43.74\00:15:46.71 they're already glad. Then they were glad. 00:15:46.74\00:15:49.84 But the second time Jesus comes, it's Jesus Himself. 00:15:49.88\00:15:54.52 Not His representative; not His associate; 00:15:54.55\00:15:59.39 not His ambassador; not His angels, 00:15:59.42\00:16:03.56 but Jesus comes back a second time. 00:16:03.59\00:16:07.13 And He comes back a second time for 00:16:07.13\00:16:09.10 one person. Oh, that should make somebody shout, right there. 00:16:09.13\00:16:13.90 [Aud. reaction] PB: That Jesus will come back 00:16:13.94\00:16:16.94 even if it's for one person. If Jesus had to go to 00:16:16.97\00:16:23.04 Calvary for just one person, I'm so glad that He 00:16:23.08\00:16:28.78 came to this earth just for this one person. 00:16:28.82\00:16:32.92 He didn't have to do it, but He came for me, 00:16:32.95\00:16:35.32 in spite of my mess. He came for me. In spite 00:16:35.36\00:16:40.53 of your mess, He came for you. Is there anybody 00:16:40.56\00:16:44.30 grateful up in Oakwood today that Jesus came just for you? 00:16:44.33\00:16:49.87 [Aud. reaction] PB: In fact, even when you 00:16:49.90\00:16:53.74 didn't come to Jesus -- [Aud. reaction] 00:16:53.78\00:16:56.14 PB: Jesus came to you. When you couldn't 00:16:56.18\00:17:04.52 come to Jesus. The man at the pool at Bethesda, 00:17:04.55\00:17:09.29 he couldn't get there. When you couldn't come, 00:17:09.32\00:17:11.53 Jesus still came for you. When you were messed up, 00:17:11.56\00:17:15.40 Jesus came for you. When you were drinking up, 00:17:15.43\00:17:19.87 smoking up, living up, lying up, cracking up, 00:17:19.90\00:17:26.51 Jesus came for you. And when you look back over 00:17:26.54\00:17:31.28 your life and you look at what you used to be; 00:17:31.31\00:17:34.42 and you look at where you are right now, 00:17:34.45\00:17:36.52 somebody ought to praise Him. Somebody ought 00:17:36.55\00:17:38.82 to worship Him. Somebody ought to magnify Him. 00:17:38.85\00:17:42.09 Somebody praise Him, because Jesus came just for you! 00:17:42.12\00:17:47.36 If you were the only person on this planet, 00:17:47.40\00:17:49.66 Jesus still would have emptied heaven for you. 00:17:49.70\00:17:54.07 I was reading Ellen White, and she says in 00:17:54.10\00:17:56.47 "Christ's Object Lessons," she says: 00:17:56.50\00:17:58.71 "If there had been but one lost soul, 00:17:58.74\00:18:02.11 Christ would have died for that one." 00:18:02.14\00:18:07.42 Hallelujah, somebody! Let me go on. 00:18:07.45\00:18:09.98 But there's something else I'm going 00:18:10.02\00:18:13.49 to point out in the text and then I'm 00:18:13.52\00:18:15.16 going to sit down. Because we often miss this. 00:18:15.19\00:18:17.13 Look at verse 24. Look at it. It says-- 00:18:17.16\00:18:22.23 if you've got it, let me hear you say amen. 00:18:22.26\00:18:24.40 Verse 24. John chapter 20, verse 24. 00:18:24.43\00:18:29.34 If you have it, let me hear you say amen. 00:18:29.37\00:18:31.24 Aud.: Amen. PB: Okay, it says, the text: 00:18:31.27\00:18:33.04 "But Thomas." But whom, everybody? Aud.: Thomas. 00:18:33.07\00:18:36.85 PB: "One of the" what? Come on, one of the what? 00:18:36.88\00:18:39.71 Aud.: Twelve. PB: "Called Didymus was 00:18:39.75\00:18:42.22 not with them when Jesus came." 00:18:42.25\00:18:46.42 Let's read that one more time, 00:18:46.45\00:18:48.19 'cause you don't know what you're reading. 00:18:48.22\00:18:49.79 "But Thomas, one of the" what? "Twelve, 00:18:49.82\00:18:53.63 called Didymus, was not with them when Jesus" what? 00:18:53.66\00:18:58.53 Now, who are his--even for me as a little boy 00:18:58.57\00:19:02.77 growing up in the church--Thomas has always 00:19:02.80\00:19:06.01 been referred to as Doubting Thomas, 00:19:06.04\00:19:09.64 because of Thomas's disbelief in his 00:19:09.68\00:19:12.85 fellow disciples' claim that they had 00:19:12.88\00:19:15.28 seen Jesus. So we call him Doubting what, 00:19:15.32\00:19:19.45 everybody? Doubting what, everybody? 00:19:19.49\00:19:21.49 Aud.: Thomas. PB: All right, now, 00:19:21.52\00:19:23.86 we've briefly touched on that, but I'm going 00:19:23.89\00:19:27.50 to come back to Doubting Thomas in just a minute. 00:19:27.56\00:19:29.73 But there's something else I want to point 00:19:29.76\00:19:31.27 out in the text. Thomas is not just Doubting Thomas. 00:19:31.30\00:19:33.34 It's not just Doubting Thomas. 00:19:33.37\00:19:34.67 Thomas is Duplicitous Thomas. 00:19:34.70\00:19:37.04 Pastor Byrd, what do you mean? 00:19:37.07\00:19:39.04 The Bible says Thomas, called Didymus. 00:19:39.07\00:19:44.25 Thomas is a Hebrew word meaning "twin." 00:19:44.28\00:19:49.32 Didymus is a translation, a Greek translation for 00:19:49.35\00:19:54.02 the word "twin." Which means, whether you spoke 00:19:54.06\00:19:57.46 His name in the Hebrew or whether you spoke his 00:19:57.49\00:20:00.40 name in the Greek, when you spoke his name, 00:20:00.43\00:20:03.73 you were calling him "twin." One man is called "twin." 00:20:03.77\00:20:07.80 Somebody's going to get this in a minute. 00:20:07.84\00:20:14.01 [Aud. reaction] PB: His name is twin. 00:20:14.04\00:20:19.35 The Bible is not saying he has a twin, 00:20:19.38\00:20:23.52 the Bible is saying his name is twin. 00:20:23.55\00:20:27.82 You all don't hear what I'm saying. 00:20:27.86\00:20:30.73 Let me try it this way: Whether you 00:20:30.76\00:20:32.43 know it or not--Pastor said I have a 00:20:32.46\00:20:34.30 birthday coming up--I don't know if 00:20:34.30\00:20:35.90 you know it or not, but I have a twin. 00:20:35.93\00:20:37.77 A real twin. But I'm not talking ab out, 00:20:37.80\00:20:41.14 in this sermon, my twin. I'm not talking 00:20:41.17\00:20:44.81 about my twin brother. Yes, I'm Carlton 00:20:44.84\00:20:48.44 and he's Carl. I'm Buddy and he's Buster. 00:20:48.48\00:20:52.91 But when I talk about twin, I'm talking 00:20:52.95\00:20:56.32 about the fact that I have another person in me. 00:20:56.35\00:21:00.22 He wears the same size shoe I wear; he wears the 00:21:00.26\00:21:06.70 same size shirt I wear. He drives my car; 00:21:06.73\00:21:11.13 he eats my food; he lies in my bed; 00:21:11.17\00:21:14.87 he looks like me, but yet there's another me. 00:21:14.90\00:21:18.64 What am I talking about? You see, 00:21:18.67\00:21:22.88 there's a difference between the 00:21:22.91\00:21:24.88 person that you appear to be and 00:21:24.91\00:21:27.08 the person that you are. I wish I 00:21:27.12\00:21:28.72 had a witness in this place. [Aud. reaction] 00:21:28.75\00:21:30.99 PB: All that glitters is not gold. 00:21:31.02\00:21:34.52 What's on the outside may not be what's on 00:21:34.56\00:21:38.56 the inside. You see, everybody up in here, 00:21:38.59\00:21:42.30 you've got two voices speaking to you. 00:21:42.33\00:21:44.93 One voice is telling you to do right, 00:21:44.97\00:21:47.37 and another voice is telling you to do wrong. 00:21:47.40\00:21:50.31 Which means, you can be an angel at the 00:21:50.34\00:21:52.94 church but a devil at home. [Aud. reaction] 00:21:52.97\00:21:55.38 PB: You can smile in front of people but 00:21:55.41\00:21:58.35 be crying on the inside, and nobody ever knows 00:21:58.38\00:22:01.15 because everybody has a twin. There's a person 00:22:01.18\00:22:03.55 inside of a person, and he or she can be in 00:22:03.59\00:22:06.52 conflict and nobody even knows it. There's a 00:22:06.55\00:22:11.03 lady in here, you're married to a man who has 00:22:11.06\00:22:14.30 two sides. There's a man in here, you're married 00:22:14.30\00:22:18.80 to a woman who has two sides. Your coworker has 00:22:18.83\00:22:23.67 two sides. Your classmate has two sides. 00:22:23.71\00:22:28.08 Most people don't really know who you are. 00:22:28.11\00:22:32.08 You see, everybody in here has a twin. 00:22:32.11\00:22:34.65 One twin is happily married but the other 00:22:34.68\00:22:36.92 twin wants to call it quits. One of us wants 00:22:36.95\00:22:41.12 to go to church but the other one wants 00:22:41.16\00:22:42.59 to stay home. One of us wants to be in church 00:22:42.62\00:22:45.53 on Sabbath morning but the other one wants to 00:22:45.56\00:22:47.66 be in the club on Saturday night. One of us loves 00:22:47.73\00:22:52.03 people but the other one of us is sick and 00:22:52.07\00:22:54.00 tired of people. One of us is faithful but 00:22:54.04\00:22:57.94 the other one of us is faithless. We come to church, 00:22:57.97\00:23:02.18 we say amen, hallelujah, thank You, Jesus, 00:23:02.21\00:23:07.32 praise the Lord, happy Sabbath. I did tell 00:23:07.35\00:23:12.45 you the story of when I was a pastor in Houston 00:23:12.49\00:23:13.99 and somebody walked up, a visitor to the church, 00:23:14.02\00:23:16.52 and the greeters to the church said "Happy Sabbath." 00:23:16.56\00:23:18.16 They said, "Oh, John Doe." They didn't know 00:23:18.19\00:23:19.79 what that meant, you know, they just was, 00:23:19.83\00:23:22.46 they thought they were saying their name-- 00:23:22.50\00:23:24.30 Happy was the first and Sabbath was the second. 00:23:24.33\00:23:25.93 But anyway. But we say "Amen, hallelujah," 00:23:25.97\00:23:34.38 and nobody knows or has a clue that there's 00:23:34.41\00:23:40.32 another twin who's hurting, broken and wounded. 00:23:40.35\00:23:44.72 Pastor, you do community service. Real ministry 00:23:44.75\00:23:48.79 is not when you deal with the first twin. 00:23:48.82\00:23:51.63 Real ministry--I wish I had some witnesses 00:23:51.66\00:23:56.13 up in Oakwood today--real ministry is when 00:23:56.16\00:23:59.53 you deal with that second twin. When you 00:23:59.57\00:24:02.97 get beyond image; when you get beyond all 00:24:03.00\00:24:06.27 the hats and all the doctrines and all the degrees; 00:24:06.31\00:24:09.38 when you get beyond the superficial and you get 00:24:09.41\00:24:11.48 down to who you really are. That's why somebody 00:24:11.51\00:24:15.35 comes to church and says "Yeah, I have a doctorate; 00:24:15.38\00:24:18.89 yeah, I have a degree; yes, I got a little 00:24:18.92\00:24:20.89 money in my pocket, but Lord, 00:24:20.92\00:24:22.52 I need You to touch me. I need You to heal me. 00:24:22.56\00:24:25.89 I need You to redeem me. I need You to save me." 00:24:25.93\00:24:28.73 Not the artificial me. Not the superficial me. 00:24:28.76\00:24:33.70 Not the fake me. Not the image-conscious me. 00:24:33.74\00:24:37.74 Not the phony me. Not the suit-wearing me. 00:24:37.77\00:24:41.41 Not the hat-wearing me. Not the Happy Sabbath me, 00:24:41.44\00:24:45.61 but the real me. The broken me, the depressed me, 00:24:45.65\00:24:52.09 the stressed me. And so here I am. You get to the 00:24:52.12\00:24:57.09 point where you say, you know what? I don't care 00:24:57.13\00:24:59.59 who's looking at me. You get to the point in life-- 00:24:59.63\00:25:03.53 when I was talking to my friend, Mike Tucker, 00:25:03.57\00:25:05.90 I got to this point. But you get to the point, 00:25:05.93\00:25:08.74 you don't care what people say. You don't 00:25:08.77\00:25:11.24 care what people think, because you're saying God, 00:25:11.27\00:25:14.71 the real me needs some help. God deliver me. 00:25:14.74\00:25:19.71 God save me. God rescue me. God heal me. 00:25:19.75\00:25:25.42 Deliver me from my twin. [Aud. reaction] 00:25:25.45\00:25:29.16 PB: I don't want to be Doubting Thomas, 00:25:29.19\00:25:35.70 but I don't want to be Duplicitous Thomas either. 00:25:35.73\00:25:39.97 I don't want to live one way during the week, 00:25:40.00\00:25:43.94 and then live another way on the Sabbath. 00:25:43.97\00:25:47.58 I don't want to sow wild oats during the week 00:25:47.61\00:25:51.01 and they pray for a crop failure on the weekend. 00:25:51.05\00:25:54.72 Thomas is just as much Duplicitous Thomas as he 00:25:54.75\00:26:00.36 is Doubting Thomas. Let's not be too hard 00:26:00.39\00:26:04.23 on Doubting Thomas, because Thomas was just 00:26:04.26\00:26:06.93 as doubtful as the other disciples. Remember, 00:26:06.96\00:26:09.96 they weren't glad until they saw Jesus' 00:26:10.00\00:26:13.70 hand and His side. Jesus then says-- 00:26:13.74\00:26:18.54 I'm getting ready to end, verse 27, 00:26:18.57\00:26:21.04 here's the clincher--we'll go back to the doubting. 00:26:21.08\00:26:23.14 "Reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands; 00:26:23.18\00:26:30.85 and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: 00:26:30.89\00:26:36.59 and be not faithless, but believing." But wait a minute. 00:26:36.62\00:26:43.26 How does Jesus know what it would take to make 00:26:43.30\00:26:45.60 Thomas believe, when Jesus wasn't in the room 00:26:45.63\00:26:47.84 when Thomas said he had to see the nail-print hands 00:26:47.87\00:26:50.61 or see the pierced side? 'Cause remember, you all, 00:26:50.64\00:26:53.74 Jesus wasn't in the room when Thomas said that. 00:26:53.78\00:26:56.98 Which means, then, that God can hear us even when 00:26:57.01\00:27:00.08 we don't think He hears us. He knows, hallelujah, 00:27:00.12\00:27:03.69 what you need before you even know you need it. 00:27:03.72\00:27:07.69 Jesus says, "Thomas, it is I." Thomas says, 00:27:07.72\00:27:11.83 "My Lord and my God." Jesus then replies and says, 00:27:11.86\00:27:17.03 "Thomas, because thou has seen me, thou hast believed. 00:27:17.07\00:27:21.74 But blessed are they that have not seen, but yet believe." 00:27:21.77\00:27:27.88 Thou preach, right there. Here Jesus lets us 00:27:27.91\00:27:30.71 know that He reserves a greater blessing for 00:27:30.75\00:27:34.15 those who have not seen but still believe. Why? 00:27:34.18\00:27:38.99 Sight can be a greater risk than blindness, 00:27:39.02\00:27:43.19 because you can believe too much in what 00:27:43.22\00:27:45.03 you're seeing, never thinking that what you 00:27:45.06\00:27:47.30 see can be confusing and misleading. 00:27:47.30\00:27:49.33 Think of the woman who married the wrong man, 00:27:49.36\00:27:51.00 or the man who married the wrong woman, 00:27:51.03\00:27:53.54 going by what they see than what they really saw? 00:27:53.57\00:27:56.27 Just because a woman is pretty doesn't make her pure. 00:27:56.30\00:27:59.71 Just because a man is handsome does not make him holy. 00:27:59.74\00:28:04.11 Just because church folk appear consecrated, 00:28:04.15\00:28:06.25 that doesn't make them Christlike. 00:28:06.28\00:28:08.85 Sight can impede faith, confuse love and hinder hope. 00:28:08.88\00:28:14.16 >: Thank you for joining us for another exciting 00:28:14.19\00:28:15.69 Breath of Life television broadcast. 00:28:15.72\00:28:17.83 Tune in next week at the same time, 00:28:17.86\00:28:20.00 as Dr. Byrd will deliver another dynamic 00:28:20.03\00:28:22.33 message from the Lord, just for you. 00:28:22.36\00:28:24.87 Until next time, may God bless you. 00:28:24.90\00:28:27.84 END 00:28:27.87\00:28:42.88