Breath of Life

You Don't Know The Cost Of My Praise, Part 1

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Participants: Carlton P. Byrd

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00:01 ♪ (Island Music) ♪ PB: Hello, my name is
01:02 Dr. Carlton Byrd and I'm the speaker director of Breath of
01:05 Life television ministry.
01:07 Right now I'm standing on the beautiful island of Bermuda.
01:11 That's right, Breath of Life is in the country of Bermuda,
01:14 this wonderful island nation of 20 miles long, pink sand,
01:19 beautiful beaches, palm trees, it's just paradise on earth.
01:24 But when I think about how beautiful it is, I say to
01:28 myself, God must have something even that much
01:31 better for us because the Word of God says, eyes have not
01:35 seen, neither have ears heard the things that God hath
01:38 prepared for them that love him.
01:41 Heaven is going to be that much better than this, and
01:43 while I can come here and vacation, I can come here and
01:48 swim and jet ski, we've come, Breath of Life has, to preach
01:51 the Word of God.
01:53 That's right, we're here for their tent meeting and we're
01:56 preaching that Jesus Christ loves us and he is soon to
02:00 return.
02:01 May God bless you as you watch as we minister to you to tell
02:05 a dying world that Jesus saves.
02:11 ♪ (Theme Song) ♪ ♪ Jesus is worthy ♪
02:21 ♪ oh yes, he's worthy ♪ ♪ worthy of all... ♪
02:25 (Music) PB: Hello, my name is
02:31 Dr. Carlton Byrd and I'm the speaker director for
02:33 the Breath of Life television ministry and I'm excited
02:36 tonight because I am here with my brothers and my sisters on
02:39 the island of Bermuda for their camp meeting.
02:43 They are also celebrating the 25th anniversary of their
02:46 conference.
02:47 I'm excited, they're excited, we hope you're excited.
02:50 To God be the glory.
02:53 Great things he has done.
02:55 And so tonight, Breath of Life is happy to be here on the
02:58 island of Bermuda and we'll be here for a couple of days
03:02 preaching the Word of God.
03:04 We are very happy tonight that we have been invited not only
03:06 by the people of the Bermuda Conference here on the island
03:08 of Bermuda, but also the conference president
03:11 of this great conference, Dr. Jeffrey Brown.
03:13 Let's put our hands together and praise God for
03:16 Dr. Jeffrey Brown.
03:17 Praise be to God.
03:18 He and his lovely wife are sitting here this evening.
03:20 We're ready to go to work.
03:22 We're ready to go to the Word of God.
03:24 Are you ready?
03:25 Let me hear you say Amen.
03:26 I said, are you ready?
03:27 Let me hear you say Amen!
03:28 Do me a favor, take your Bibles and go please to the
03:30 book of Luke.
03:31 What book, everybody?
03:32 Let's go to the Gospel according to Luke.
03:35 Matthew, Mark and then Luke.
03:36 Luke, Chapter 7 and we're going to verse 36.
03:46 The Gospel according to St.
03:47 Luke 7:36.
03:53 We'll begin reading here.
03:55 The Word of God says to us tonight: "And one of the
03:58 Pharisees desired him that he would eat with him.
04:04 And he went into the Pharisee's house,
04:07 and sat down to meat.
04:10 And, behold, a woman in the city, which was a sinner,
04:16 when she knew that Jesus sat at meat in the
04:19 Pharisee's house, brought an alabaster box
04:23 of ointment.
04:24 And stood at his feet behind him weeping, and began to wash
04:26 his feet with tears, and did wipe them with
04:30 the hairs of her head, and kissed his feet,
04:33 and anointed them with ointment.
04:35 Now when the Pharisee which had bidden him saw it,
04:38 he spake within himself, saying, 'This man,
04:42 if he were a prophet, would have known who
04:47 and what manner of woman this is that toucheth him:
04:50 for she is a sinner.' And Jesus answering
04:57 said unto him, 'Simon, I have somewhat to say
04:58 unto thee.' And he saith , 'Master, say all.' "'There was
05:02 a certain creditor which had two debtors: the one owned
05:04 five hundred pence, and the other fifty.
05:06 And when they had nothing to pay, he frankly
05:08 forgave them both.
05:10 Tell me therefore, which of them will love him most?'
05:16 Simon answered and said, 'I suppose that he, to whom
05:17 he forgave most.' And he said unto him, 'Thou has rightly
05:21 judged.' And he turned to the woman, and said unto Simon,
05:26 'Seest thou this woman?
05:30 I entered into thine house, thou gavest me no water for my
05:34 feet: but she hath washed my feet with tears,
05:38 and wiped them with the hairs of her head.
05:42 Thou gavest me no kiss: But this woman since the time
05:46 I came in hath not ceased to kiss my feet.
05:51 My head with oil thou didst not anoint: but this woman
05:54 hath anointed my feet with ointment.
06:00 Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are
06:03 forgiven; for she loves much: but to whom little is forgiven,
06:06 the same loveth little.' And he said unto her,
06:08 'Thy sins are forgiven.' "And they that sat at meat
06:14 with him began to say within themselves, 'Who is this that
06:17 foregiveth sins also?' And he said to the woman,
06:23 'Thy faith hath saved thee; go in peace.'"
06:33 Do me a favor.
06:34 Turn to your neighbor and say, "Neighbor, you don't know the
06:37 cost of my praise."
06:38 Father God, we thank you.
06:41 We praise you.
06:43 Now, God, we ask that you would come in this place.
06:48 May your Holy Ghost breathe through these aisles
06:49 this evening.
06:51 And, God, we'll be careful to give you all the praise beyond
06:53 the glory, hide me behind your cross.
06:55 May your anointing make the difference, we pray.
06:59 Forgive us for our sins, give me clarity of thought,
07:01 articulation of word, and thy people receptivity of heart.
07:05 It is in Jesus' name we pray.
07:08 Let everyone say Amen.
07:10 And Amen.
07:12 You don't know the cost of my praise.
07:16 I want to begin this message by saying that this evening,
07:24 in many ways, I'm a conflicted Christian.
07:28 What do you mean, conflicted, Pastor Byrd?
07:31 Well, there's a conflict in my soul torn between religion
07:41 and relationship.
07:43 Religion is embodied in the things that we are taught.
07:46 The ideas and philosophies that are conveyed to us
07:50 that form religiosity.
07:52 But somewhere in the midst of embracing religion it is God's
07:58 divine will that we ultimately evolve into relationship.
08:03 For religion without relationship ends up with folk
08:08 worrying about what you have on, where you live, and who
08:13 you know instead of you getting to know Jesus.
08:17 Religion without relationship leads into cults, cynicism and
08:23 self-righteousness.
08:25 Religion without relationship ends up with war
08:31 in the Middle East.
08:35 Religion without relationship ends up with the KKK.
08:37 Religion without relationship ends up in terrorism and
08:41 planes flying into buildings like they did on 9/11.
08:48 Religion without relationship ends up with bigotry and pride,
08:52 self-absorption and strife.
08:53 Religion without relationship has killed more people on this
08:58 planet than anything else in the world where people have a
09:03 form of godliness but they deny the power thereof.
09:06 Tonight, I'm sick and tired of religion without relationship.
09:13 Like a heat-sensored missile, I want to see it explode.
09:18 I want to see it destroyed.
09:20 I want to seek it out and kill it,
09:23 even if it's in me.
09:25 There's a constant slipping away of what I've been taught
09:29 versus what has been revealed.
09:33 And so I should tell you as a pastor, as a preacher,
09:37 I should tell you that I've mastered it and I understand
09:40 it and I've got it all together and I'm sure,
09:44 and I have everything, but this evening
09:47 I'm conflicted.
09:49 There's a constant peeling away of the veneer
09:53 of the religion that I've been taught, and a seeking,
09:56 perpetual, ongoing effort to find the truth, the kernel of
09:59 truth behind the hard walls of religion.
10:02 Somewhere in the hybrid seed with it's shiny exterior
10:05 there's life in the core, but there's no life
10:09 in the seed itself.
10:10 Life is in the core inside the seed.
10:15 That's why we bury the seed in the ground, so that the seed
10:19 will be conflicted enough that the outer encasement might die
10:23 and that the inner life might be brought forth.
10:26 And so, we are constantly dying as believers, not just
10:31 to sin, not just to our own weaknesses, but we are dying
10:36 out to the hard veneer of what we've been taught,
10:39 to find the life beneath of what really matters.
10:43 Out of all we've been taught, where is the life in it?
10:47 And so it is that Jesus, my Lord, my Savior, my Prophet,
10:56 my Priest, my King, has come into the house of a Pharisee.
11:04 Now, the Pharisee had religion.
11:08 There's no question about that.
11:11 He had resources.
11:12 He could invite Jesus to dinner.
11:15 He understood protocol.
11:16 He understood appropriateness.
11:18 This was the house of a Pharisee.
11:22 Pharisees spent their lives being religious.
11:28 And before you are too critical of them, all of us,
11:31 too, for varying degrees, we, too, are religious.
11:34 Let me tell you this, and I've learned it in my Christian
11:37 experience, I'm a pastor's kid, a PK, and then I've been
11:39 pastoring 17 years, and I've learned in my experience,
11:43 there is nothing as dangerous as turning yourself over to a
11:48 room full of church folk.
11:54 We have rules for which we have no scriptures.
11:59 We have all kinds of ideas and concepts of what is
12:03 appropriate and inappropriate.
12:05 We will kill people over things that we later
12:09 find out are not necessary.
12:11 Church folk can be dangerous and even when we have
12:15 scriptures, we don't search them for appropriateness.
12:19 Many times we just hurl them out after the fashion of our
12:23 fathers without questioning the possibility that our
12:27 fathers could have been wrong.
12:29 And so we kill our sons, our future, trying to be loyal to
12:33 our fathers, our past, and our future is desecrated by our
12:36 commitment to our history because we love our history
12:40 more than we seek our destiny.
12:41 Tonight I'm conflicted.
12:47 Are you hearing what I'm saying?
12:49 What good is it if you can afford to bring Jesus into
12:52 your house when your religion stops you from appreciating
12:57 the Jesus you have access to?
12:59 Sure, Simon did bring Jesus into his house, but he didn't
13:07 know what to do with Jesus once Jesus was in his house.
13:12 Maybe he is too blessed to be appreciating this.
13:17 Maybe he feels that God should appreciate the fact that he
13:20 took out time for him, because that's wrong.
13:24 Most of us are so important that if we give God a sabbath,
13:28 God forbid that we should come out on a Wednesday night,
13:31 because we feel all of heaven should stand at attention
13:36 because you made time for God.
13:39 Who, incidentally, put breath in your body, woke you up this
13:43 morning, started you on your way, put food on your table,
13:48 makes your kneecaps operate and makes your heart beat even
13:53 while you're still asleep.
13:56 But yet you give God what you want to, when you want, how
14:00 you want to, if you want to, because some of us are more
14:04 important in our minds than God himself.
14:07 So it is, into this regal, sanctimonious, righteous,
14:13 pious, holy environment comes a lady of the night.
14:22 Now, a Pharisee--follow me carefully in this story--a
14:26 Pharisee has spent all of his life steeped in the legality
14:30 of the law's appropriateness, Feast of Wheat, Feast of
14:33 Tabernacles, Feast of Unleavened Bread, they know
14:36 all the ceremonies, all the cleansings, all the washings.
14:39 They approach God, but they see God through the lens
14:43 of legalism.
14:44 Because all of us see God through something,
14:47 be it communion, be it baptism, creeds, concepts, preachers,
14:50 denominations.
14:51 We all see God through the lens of something.
14:56 And they saw God through the lens of legalism, because that
15:00 is, in fact, what they had been taught.
15:03 And so, they approach their relationship with God
15:06 on the basis of their commitment to religion,
15:09 not for their love for him.
15:10 They thought that the more you kept the law,
15:13 the closer you were to God.
15:15 The Pharisees were disciplined, they were trained,
15:20 they were committed.
15:21 They were taught to discipline themselves.
15:24 The Pharisees were moral people.
15:28 They were clean people.
15:29 They didn't touch certain things.
15:32 They didn't eat certain things.
15:36 They didn't go to certain places.
15:39 They kept the sabbath holy.
15:39 They kept the law.
15:41 They were tedious, and don't get it twisted,
15:43 there's nothing wrong with this when it's motivated
15:46 by love.
15:48 Because, after all, Jesus said, if you love me, keep my
15:51 commandments.
15:52 If we love God like we say we love God, we're supposed
15:55 to keep God's laws.
15:56 Do I have a witness in this place?
15:59 But in a world where if it feels good, do it, don't act
16:05 like you can do any and everything you want to, when
16:10 you want to, where you want to, how you want to and
16:13 then say you love Jesus.
16:15 Your keeping of God's laws will testify to who you love.
16:20 I'm going to kill somebody, but I love God.
16:23 I'm going to sleep with somebody who's not my wife,
16:27 who's not my husband, but I love God.
16:30 No, you don't love God, you love yourself.
16:33 Love law is the religion; love is the relationship.
16:38 You have to have both and not either or.
16:42 Love and law.
16:43 Faith and works.
16:45 Religion and relationship.
16:48 Our motivation for keeping God's laws should be a love
16:51 relationship not solely religion, and this, my
16:55 friends, is where the Pharisees had it all wrong.
16:58 The Bible says, this man was a Pharisee and it was
17:03 appropriate that if Jesus was a man of God, it is
17:08 appropriate that Jesus should be seen with a Pharisee
17:12 in his house.
17:13 But not with a lady of the night.
17:18 But what I want to know is this, when I study the text,
17:21 if the Pharisee if supposed to be so holy and if she's a
17:26 prostitute, how did this woman get in the house anyway?
17:34 Why is she even knocking on the door?
17:38 What's she doing in this house?
17:41 She's not holy, she's not righteous, she's not pure,
17:47 she's been around the block, she's messed up so bad that
17:52 even church folk knew who she was and what she was about.
17:56 People knew her by what she did and not by her name.
18:01 Where and what did she leave to come there
18:06 in the first place?
18:09 How dare she mess up our nice, clean, holy church with her
18:14 mess, her ankle bracelets, her rings, her tattoos, her urban,
18:22 seductive disposition?
18:25 Who is she to walk up in our church looking like that?
18:31 How dare she set foot in our church?
18:37 See, I have learned, some people like the idea of
18:40 evangelism, they like the concept of evangelism, they
18:44 like to give money to support evangelism, send money to
18:48 foreign missions to help people who are in trouble, but
18:51 don't mess up our nice, pretty church
18:54 with your peculiar ways.
18:58 And that's just like some church folk, they want to keep
19:01 the people out who need church the most.
19:07 And then, she's a woman.
19:09 Most of the time in the Bible women aren't even listed
19:13 in the genealogy.
19:15 She wasn't significant.
19:17 She's not important.
19:18 She couldn't vote.
19:20 She couldn't make decisions.
19:22 She couldn't lead.
19:23 Why is this woman breaking in among all these important men?
19:28 And not only is she a woman, considered a second-class
19:32 citizen, property of a man, she's not even a good woman.
19:38 She's a prostitute.
19:40 But this woman comes into this atmosphere against all odds.
19:46 I've learned that sometimes it's hard to get to God
19:50 because of his people.
19:54 One day I told the Lord, Lord, I love you but it's your kids
19:57 that get on my nerves sometimes.
20:00 Do I have a witness in this place?
20:02 Have you ever loved somebody but you couldn't
20:05 stand their children?
20:06 Their kids were wild, rude, disrespectful, throwing stuff
20:10 in the air, drawing pictures on the wall, screaming, and
20:13 you're trying to have a conversation and you're saying
20:16 to yourself, if I could just have them for one weekend.
20:21 When I get through with you your momma wouldn't
20:23 know who you are.
20:27 The woman comes up behind Jesus.
20:31 She knows according to the customs of the time, she knows
20:34 that according to the culture of the day she shouldn't
20:37 be in the room.
20:39 She knows that according to the standards of absolute
20:41 scripture she shouldn't be in the room.
20:43 A prostitute touching a priest.
20:46 When I was a little boy in grade school they used to give
20:51 us pictures in school and I remember one being a picture
20:54 of a living room and in the living room there was a couch,
20:58 a sofa, a chair, an end table, and then a refrigerator.
21:02 And the teacher would then say, what's wrong
21:05 with this picture?
21:08 And they wanted to see if your cognitive skills were
21:11 bright enough to discern appropriateness and if you
21:14 had reasonable skills you would circle the refrigerator
21:16 to say that this does not go with that.
21:22 What's wrong with this picture?
21:25 It's not Simon, he's a Pharisee.
21:30 It's not Jesus, he's preacher, prophet and priest.
21:36 But let's just circle the prostitute.
21:41 She doesn't have any business in here,
21:45 but she's here anyway.
21:48 She cries.
21:49 I--I--I--know that by the standards of your religion
21:52 I shouldn't even be in here.
21:55 But she's in here anyway.
21:58 Tears are falling down her cheeks on him.
22:03 She does not seek Jesus' face.
22:06 He doesn't even have to look at her and she doesn't try to
22:09 get his favor, she doesn't want to get his face, she
22:12 doesn't seek his hand, she didn't come
22:15 for a blessing plan.
22:17 Five ways to get a car, three ways to get out of debt,
22:22 10 ways to get a husband.
22:27 She doesn't want a blessing, she's just glad to be
22:31 in the picture.
22:34 She has no right to be in the picture and so she falls down
22:38 at his feet and Jesus feels the warm, salty sensation as
22:43 her tear ducts give way to her emotional compassion, and as
22:47 the water breaks in her soul, the overflow happens in her
22:51 eyes and drop by drop, running down her face, cascading on
22:56 his face, his feet, are the tears of a sinner's praise.
23:03 And she begins to praise him in a conflicted atmosphere.
23:08 See, I've learned it's easy to praise God when
23:12 the whole room is praising God.
23:14 It's easy to praise God when folk are smiling, happy
23:18 and excited about Jesus.
23:20 It's even easy to clap; even folk who have no rhythm can
23:24 clap when everybody else is clapping.
23:27 But, friends of mine, it's hard to praise God in a room
23:30 where you're hated.
23:33 It's hard to praise God in a room where you're
23:36 being talked about.
23:39 It's hard to praise God in an environment where you're
23:42 being criticized.
23:43 You don't have to be a spirit-filled believer to be
23:45 able to sense when somebody hates you.
23:49 People can be in a group and you walk up to them and all of
23:53 a sudden they stop talking.
23:55 Anybody know what I'm talking about?
23:59 You don't have to be born again to be able to sense
24:02 when somebody doesn't like you.
24:03 Have you ever walked in a room and you can feel all the
24:06 malice, the strife, the hatefulness toward you?
24:08 It's enough to make you turn around, go out of the room
24:11 and shut the door.
24:14 But there was something in this woman that pushed her
24:17 over the top of hatred and she said, hate me all you want,
24:21 but I've got to get to Jesus.
24:24 Jesus! Jesus!
24:27 And down at his feet she falls.
24:31 As she does, what only a prostitute in Jesus' day would
24:34 do, she lets her hair down.
24:40 Tell your neighbor, neighbor, sometimes I've got to let
24:44 my hair down.
24:49 I can't be pinned up all the time.
24:53 I can't be bound all the time.
24:55 I can't always try to live up to your expectations and give
25:00 in to you all the time.
25:01 Sooner or later I've got to let my hair down.
25:03 I can't worry about what you think, can't worry about what
25:07 you feel, I've got to let my hair down.
25:11 Hello I'm Dr. Carlton Byrd, Speaker Director
25:14 for the Breath of Life Television Ministries.
25:16 For the past year it has been my joy to preach the gospel of
25:21 Jesus Christ across the globe, but principally from the
25:25 sanctuary of the berean adventist church in
25:27 Atlanta Georgia.
25:29 Beginning in January 2012, I will continue to preach
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25:56 We solicit your continued prayers, and support,
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