This is another one of our Offering and Action segments. 00:00:19.15\00:00:22.85 And throughout the convention, 00:00:22.88\00:00:24.29 we have brought to you just a few of the projects 00:00:24.32\00:00:28.12 of the 42 projects 00:00:28.16\00:00:29.49 that will be funded from the offering this year. 00:00:29.52\00:00:31.89 And we've heard from many of them 00:00:31.93\00:00:33.80 that God has really blessed them 00:00:33.83\00:00:36.77 and that through partnership with others, 00:00:36.80\00:00:39.40 God has helped them to be more effective in their ministry. 00:00:39.43\00:00:42.67 And I just want to turn in 00:00:42.70\00:00:44.04 and thank Danny on behalf of ASI 00:00:44.07\00:00:47.61 for 3ABN becoming one of those partnerships 00:00:47.64\00:00:51.28 for many of our ministries. 00:00:51.31\00:00:52.98 Because of 3ABN, many ministries who otherwise 00:00:53.01\00:00:56.48 would not have a voice 00:00:56.52\00:00:57.95 have been able to share with others 00:00:57.99\00:00:59.59 the burden on their heart that God has given them 00:00:59.62\00:01:02.56 to reach others for His kingdom. 00:01:02.59\00:01:04.59 So we're thankful for 3ABN and all that 3ABN has done 00:01:04.63\00:01:08.20 to give voice to so many ministries. 00:01:08.23\00:01:10.43 Thank you, Debbie. 00:01:10.47\00:01:11.80 And I in turn have to thank ASI 00:01:11.83\00:01:13.70 because 1985 I went to my first ASI, 00:01:13.74\00:01:18.74 that's longer than some of these folk have been alive. 00:01:18.77\00:01:21.61 Went to it first in 1985 in Big Sky, Montana. 00:01:21.64\00:01:26.35 And there I was asked, Phil Winsted was the president 00:01:26.38\00:01:29.48 and Henry Martin, vice president. 00:01:29.52\00:01:31.55 And I had an opportunity, there was no 3ABN, 00:01:31.59\00:01:33.96 we were just beginning it, they let me share the vision 00:01:33.99\00:01:37.49 of building a television station to reach the world. 00:01:37.53\00:01:40.76 From there, many of the individual people 00:01:40.80\00:01:42.86 began to step up. 00:01:42.90\00:01:44.23 Some joined our board of directors. 00:01:44.27\00:01:46.03 And today, the history is what it is, 00:01:46.07\00:01:48.67 3ABN, because of ASI 00:01:48.70\00:01:51.71 and the Lord's blessings, of course, 00:01:51.74\00:01:54.14 and now reaching the world 00:01:54.18\00:01:55.51 with an undiluted three angels' messages, 00:01:55.54\00:01:57.28 one would counteract the counterfeit. 00:01:57.31\00:01:58.91 So I want to say thank you to ASI 00:01:58.95\00:02:01.68 and we're happy in turn to be able to share that 00:02:01.72\00:02:05.02 and give opportunity to others to share the gospel as we do. 00:02:05.05\00:02:09.06 So we want to just ask you tonight 00:02:09.09\00:02:11.86 that you would pray fervently in your hearts 00:02:11.89\00:02:14.20 when you go back to your rooms to consider the projects 00:02:14.23\00:02:18.27 that are listed in your program, 00:02:18.30\00:02:20.54 pray over them and ask God to tell you, 00:02:20.57\00:02:23.64 "What is it that I can do, Lord? 00:02:23.67\00:02:25.97 How can I partner with you, Jesus, 00:02:26.01\00:02:28.31 to help these ministries to reach more people 00:02:28.34\00:02:30.88 in the world?" 00:02:30.91\00:02:32.25 So I want to thank you, Danny, for 3ABN and for ASI 00:02:32.28\00:02:35.88 and all those that are watching on 3ABN to help us. 00:02:35.92\00:02:39.39 I'd like to encourage the folks at home too 00:02:39.42\00:02:41.59 because so many can't be here 00:02:41.62\00:02:43.53 that I'm sure would love to be here, 00:02:43.56\00:02:45.56 but again, as the Holy Spirit's impressing, you pray and say, 00:02:45.59\00:02:48.80 "Lord, what would you have me to do 00:02:48.83\00:02:50.87 for this great organization 00:02:50.90\00:02:52.33 that is sharing Jesus in the marketplace 00:02:52.37\00:02:54.87 not only here but around the world?" 00:02:54.90\00:02:57.04 And I know that the Lord would have you to do something 00:02:57.07\00:02:59.07 so while you're not here, this Sabbath 00:02:59.11\00:03:01.28 and aren't able to physically put the money in an envelope, 00:03:01.31\00:03:04.91 you can contact, the address would be on the screen. 00:03:04.95\00:03:07.25 And we encourage you to support this great Godly organization. 00:03:07.28\00:03:12.12 Thank you very much, Danny. 00:03:12.15\00:03:13.76 Each of us has a testimony to God's grace 00:03:16.29\00:03:19.36 and His goodness to us. 00:03:19.39\00:03:21.73 Our speaker tonight Alexis Abrahantes Carralero 00:03:21.76\00:03:26.87 was born in Communist Cuba 00:03:26.90\00:03:29.57 and through a series of miraculous events 00:03:29.60\00:03:32.47 came to know Jesus. 00:03:32.51\00:03:34.68 I asked Alexis, 00:03:34.71\00:03:36.04 what is the core of your message 00:03:36.08\00:03:37.91 that you would like for us to hear, 00:03:37.95\00:03:40.32 as you share your testimony. 00:03:40.35\00:03:42.58 And he said, "Debbie, with all that I've gone through, 00:03:42.62\00:03:45.49 with what I've experienced, I realize one thing, 00:03:45.52\00:03:49.26 that no matter how weak and disabled and downtrodden 00:03:49.29\00:03:54.40 and out we are, 00:03:54.43\00:03:56.26 God is continually on a rescue mission for us. 00:03:56.30\00:04:00.64 For each of us, and I pray that everyone will remember 00:04:00.67\00:04:04.91 that regardless of how we feel about ourselves, 00:04:04.94\00:04:08.51 that we don't have anything to offer Jesus, 00:04:08.54\00:04:11.71 to do anything with that because of God's love 00:04:11.75\00:04:16.48 and Him always reaching out to us. 00:04:16.52\00:04:19.29 We mean that much to Him 00:04:19.32\00:04:21.66 that He would come and die for us." 00:04:21.69\00:04:24.79 So I ask that you would pray with me for Alexis, 00:04:24.83\00:04:29.43 as he shares his testimony about God's mercy, 00:04:29.46\00:04:33.80 His grace and His favor to Him 00:04:33.84\00:04:36.30 as He rescued him from the clutches of Satan. 00:04:36.34\00:04:39.94 Thank you. 00:04:39.97\00:04:41.31 Happy Sabbath to my brothers and sisters 00:07:26.27\00:07:28.41 here and across the globe. 00:07:28.44\00:07:32.61 What a journey has brought me here before you. 00:07:32.65\00:07:37.39 Before I begin, 00:07:37.42\00:07:39.15 I think it proper to make a short introduction 00:07:39.19\00:07:43.19 and I want to use the words of Paul in 1 Timothy 1:15, 00:07:43.22\00:07:49.96 and there he says the following, 00:07:50.00\00:07:53.64 "This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptation 00:07:53.67\00:07:57.81 that Christ Jesus came into the world 00:07:57.84\00:08:01.81 to save the sinners, 00:08:01.84\00:08:04.15 of whom I am chief." 00:08:04.18\00:08:08.85 What could I presume to teach you tonight? 00:08:08.88\00:08:13.99 What do I know about your struggles, your battles, 00:08:14.02\00:08:18.73 your pains, your triumphs, your victories? 00:08:18.76\00:08:22.60 All that I can do tonight is share with you 00:08:22.63\00:08:27.14 some of the lessons of mercy, hope, and rescue 00:08:27.17\00:08:32.81 that God has shown in my life. 00:08:32.84\00:08:36.85 And before I begin, I just want to have a short word of prayer. 00:08:36.88\00:08:40.58 Let's bow our heads. 00:08:40.62\00:08:41.95 Dear heavenly Father, 00:08:44.52\00:08:46.39 we thank You that we're gathered here 00:08:46.42\00:08:48.12 this evening to worship You, Lord, 00:08:48.16\00:08:51.29 on your holy Sabbath. 00:08:51.33\00:08:53.60 Thank You for this incredible opportunity 00:08:53.63\00:08:55.90 that we value so little at times. 00:08:55.93\00:08:58.93 Lord, may You use me as a vessel 00:08:58.97\00:09:00.94 so that we can realize 00:09:00.97\00:09:03.30 how valuable, how precious this freedom is. 00:09:03.34\00:09:08.44 And, Lord, how You work so relentlessly to rescue us, 00:09:08.48\00:09:13.88 each and every day. 00:09:13.92\00:09:15.98 In Christ loving name, I ask these things, amen. 00:09:16.02\00:09:19.79 I come from the Island of Cuba, the largest in the Caribbean, 00:09:22.82\00:09:28.73 I was born April 9, 1981, 00:09:28.76\00:09:32.33 into a world that was partitioned 00:09:32.37\00:09:36.27 into Soviet Union and the West 00:09:36.30\00:09:39.17 with the great powers. 00:09:39.21\00:09:41.68 And my father was a colonel 00:09:41.71\00:09:44.88 of the Interior Ministry of the Armed Forces. 00:09:44.91\00:09:48.68 He had been working also as a diplomat 00:09:48.72\00:09:51.95 and he served in Czechoslovakia, 00:09:51.99\00:09:54.29 Bulgaria, and Romania. 00:09:54.32\00:09:57.79 My mother worked in commerce 00:09:57.83\00:10:00.63 and born into that sort of military family, 00:10:00.66\00:10:04.67 I knew nothing at all about God. 00:10:04.70\00:10:08.60 I was being bred 00:10:08.64\00:10:11.14 and prepared to take some day my father's shoes 00:10:11.17\00:10:16.51 in some role of the Communist government. 00:10:16.54\00:10:19.75 So when I was born, my parents were living in Revolution Plaza 00:10:19.78\00:10:25.05 which was the equivalent 00:10:25.09\00:10:27.32 of what the Kremlin was to Russia and Cuba 00:10:27.36\00:10:31.06 and we were living in flat one. 00:10:31.09\00:10:34.96 And I was born knowing absolutely nothing about God 00:10:35.00\00:10:40.27 and it was most likely 00:10:40.30\00:10:42.60 that I would know very little about Him. 00:10:42.64\00:10:45.17 But unbeknownst to me, 00:10:45.21\00:10:47.64 a rescue mission have been going on, 00:10:47.68\00:10:50.81 a rescue mission that God have been partaking 00:10:50.85\00:10:54.88 very long before I was even born, 00:10:54.92\00:10:58.65 and now with that introduction of that moment in 1981, 00:10:58.69\00:11:03.89 when the world was in competition, 00:11:03.93\00:11:06.39 the Soviets and the West each wanted to prove 00:11:06.43\00:11:09.70 their ascendancy and their superiority. 00:11:09.73\00:11:13.77 And I was like all the children of my class 00:11:13.80\00:11:18.67 stuck in that world of competition 00:11:18.71\00:11:21.54 to show the world that we were better, faster, 00:11:21.58\00:11:25.08 smarter than the decadent and corrupt West. 00:11:25.11\00:11:30.52 But before all of this had occurred, 00:11:30.55\00:11:34.56 the Lord had began to lay the groundwork for my rescue. 00:11:34.59\00:11:40.86 And so I will take you back in time into history 00:11:40.90\00:11:45.57 and into a particular family called the Carraleros. 00:11:45.60\00:11:49.90 And what God began to do for the Carraleros. 00:11:49.94\00:11:54.91 In the earlier 20th century, 00:11:54.94\00:11:57.95 there was several members of the Adventist church 00:11:57.98\00:12:00.45 that felt the call to convert and establish communities 00:12:00.48\00:12:06.19 and spread the Word of God in Cuba. 00:12:06.22\00:12:08.66 And so, in the 1920s, 00:12:08.69\00:12:11.26 several missionaries began to travel 00:12:11.29\00:12:14.26 in the countryside and in the cities. 00:12:14.30\00:12:16.30 And one of this gentleman was Emmanuel Pupo, 00:12:16.33\00:12:20.60 and Emmanuel Pupo began to go to the oriental regions of Cuba 00:12:20.64\00:12:26.34 and began to go from farm to farm to farm 00:12:26.37\00:12:29.74 sharing the Word of God and the Adventist message. 00:12:29.78\00:12:34.88 Now this was a difficult task in a very Catholic Cuba, 00:12:34.92\00:12:40.29 where Protestants were still seen with suspicion 00:12:40.32\00:12:45.49 but he did not stop 00:12:45.53\00:12:48.66 from his calling and persevered. 00:12:48.70\00:12:52.60 And one evening he arrived 00:12:52.63\00:12:54.27 at a farm of the Carralero family. 00:12:54.30\00:12:58.17 Now, he gathered there with the workers 00:12:58.21\00:13:01.58 and began to share the Word of God. 00:13:01.61\00:13:04.35 And one of the sons of the farm owner 00:13:04.38\00:13:09.42 went to listen to the meeting 00:13:09.45\00:13:11.02 and he was very moved, 00:13:11.05\00:13:13.52 and he went back to his father, 00:13:13.56\00:13:15.16 whose name is Emiliano 00:13:15.19\00:13:17.03 and he said, "Dad, this man is sharing this amazing message 00:13:17.06\00:13:21.20 and I want to keep on going to his meetings." 00:13:21.23\00:13:24.20 But his dad didn't want to have anything to do with it, 00:13:24.23\00:13:27.44 so the young man continued to go to the meetings. 00:13:27.47\00:13:32.64 Now, his father was the son of a man 00:13:32.67\00:13:36.75 whose name is Locadio Carralero. 00:13:36.78\00:13:39.05 And this man in the early decades of the 20th century 00:13:39.08\00:13:43.99 had 28 children, 00:13:44.02\00:13:47.29 and out of this 28 branches, 00:13:47.32\00:13:50.79 there are 100's of descendants today. 00:13:50.83\00:13:54.36 And this one branch, the Emiliano branch 00:13:54.40\00:13:58.43 was the one that this young man belonged to. 00:13:58.47\00:14:01.90 And so he began to go to all the meetings 00:14:01.94\00:14:04.44 night by night, 00:14:04.47\00:14:06.37 and he was convinced that this message 00:14:06.41\00:14:09.61 was what he needed in his life. 00:14:09.64\00:14:11.95 So he decided to be baptized, 00:14:11.98\00:14:14.28 but his family wanted to have nothing to do with it. 00:14:14.32\00:14:17.65 He had a prayer and his prayer was that for the second coming, 00:14:17.69\00:14:23.36 he wanted all of his family to be there with him. 00:14:23.39\00:14:28.50 And so he began to pray for his father and his mother, 00:14:28.53\00:14:32.73 and as the months progressed a miracle began to occur. 00:14:32.77\00:14:37.67 The practice of the beliefs that he had learned 00:14:37.71\00:14:41.91 has so changed this young man 00:14:41.94\00:14:44.31 that his example touched every member of his family 00:14:44.35\00:14:49.18 and before the year had ended, 00:14:49.22\00:14:51.32 all his sisters and brothers and his parents 00:14:51.35\00:14:55.19 had become Seventh-day Adventists. 00:14:55.22\00:14:58.53 He was very young, a late teenager 00:14:58.56\00:15:02.06 and he had fallen in love with a young lady 00:15:02.10\00:15:04.53 and decided to marry. 00:15:04.57\00:15:06.70 And so the family gathered for this beautiful wedding, 00:15:06.74\00:15:09.07 the bride with her white satin dress 00:15:09.10\00:15:11.87 and they were living their fairytale. 00:15:11.91\00:15:16.31 His wife quickly became pregnant 00:15:16.34\00:15:18.88 and a year later a little girl was born to them. 00:15:18.91\00:15:24.22 But three months after she was born, 00:15:24.25\00:15:27.62 he felt ill and laid dying. 00:15:27.66\00:15:30.73 And in the 1940s, 00:15:30.76\00:15:33.33 there was still in those regions of Cuba 00:15:33.36\00:15:36.73 not the same capacities that we have today around the world 00:15:36.77\00:15:41.57 and they couldn't figure out 00:15:41.60\00:15:42.94 precisely what was wrong with him. 00:15:42.97\00:15:44.97 And feeling himself to be close to death door, 00:15:45.01\00:15:48.54 he gathered his very numerous family around him 00:15:48.58\00:15:53.52 and he made them, 00:15:53.55\00:15:56.08 each one of them promise him something, 00:15:56.12\00:15:59.22 'cause he wanted only one thing, 00:15:59.25\00:16:01.32 that was his dying wish, 00:16:01.36\00:16:03.56 and his dying wish was, 00:16:03.59\00:16:05.56 that since he was going to die, 00:16:05.59\00:16:08.23 he wanted to have the great joy 00:16:08.26\00:16:10.47 on the day of resurrection of seeing his daughter 00:16:10.50\00:16:14.47 and his descendants there with her. 00:16:14.50\00:16:18.44 And so all the members of the family, 00:16:18.47\00:16:21.14 vowed to educate this little girl 00:16:21.18\00:16:24.38 and the precepts of the Adventist church 00:16:24.41\00:16:27.78 and to prepare her so that, when her father someday 00:16:27.82\00:16:32.72 would be resurrected for the second coming, 00:16:32.75\00:16:37.76 she also would be there and share with the same joy. 00:16:37.79\00:16:42.36 And secure in that promise, he died. 00:16:42.40\00:16:48.34 So the little girl grew up, 00:16:48.37\00:16:50.94 going from home to home in her family 00:16:50.97\00:16:54.44 and being educated with a different family members 00:16:54.48\00:16:57.85 until she grew up 00:16:57.88\00:16:59.75 and it was time for her to go to academy. 00:16:59.78\00:17:04.09 And in Cuba, there was a very prestigious academy 00:17:04.12\00:17:08.06 called the College of the Antilles, 00:17:08.09\00:17:12.09 which still exists today in Puerto Rico. 00:17:12.13\00:17:15.73 And so she went to the college of the Antilles 00:17:15.76\00:17:18.87 and began to study and prepare. 00:17:18.90\00:17:23.67 And something interesting was happening at the same time. 00:17:23.71\00:17:27.31 There was another family, 00:17:27.34\00:17:28.68 that her family knew, the Castros. 00:17:28.71\00:17:32.08 And one of the sons in that family 00:17:32.11\00:17:34.62 Fidel Castro was beginning to rile up the whole country 00:17:34.65\00:17:39.45 because he had the answer to an ancient problem 00:17:39.49\00:17:43.69 that we have been trying to solve 00:17:43.73\00:17:45.76 since the beginning of time, 00:17:45.79\00:17:48.00 the ancient problem of inequality and poverty. 00:17:48.03\00:17:53.13 And so he began to rouse society and say, 00:17:53.17\00:17:56.14 "You know, we have so much missing in education, 00:17:56.17\00:18:01.54 so much missing in health care, 00:18:01.58\00:18:04.15 so much missing with the difference in the classes 00:18:04.18\00:18:08.28 but we have the answer to this 00:18:08.32\00:18:11.22 and the answer is to overthrow the dictatorship 00:18:11.25\00:18:15.12 of Fulgencio Batista. 00:18:15.16\00:18:18.19 And he resonated 00:18:18.23\00:18:21.36 with a great deal of Cuban society, 00:18:21.40\00:18:24.53 even the Cuban upper classes began to help him. 00:18:24.57\00:18:29.87 Now we are in the glamorous 50s, 00:18:29.90\00:18:33.58 the age of Christian Dior and Harry Winston, and Cuba, 00:18:33.61\00:18:39.68 and its glamorous society were all cut up in the balls 00:18:39.71\00:18:43.85 and the ball gowns and the fancy cars 00:18:43.89\00:18:47.56 and extravagant living 00:18:47.59\00:18:50.86 and Castro is saying the whole time, "This is not fair. 00:18:50.89\00:18:57.20 We have to fix this gap. 00:18:57.23\00:18:59.53 We have to fix our society." 00:18:59.57\00:19:02.60 And so young people began to catch up to that, 00:19:02.64\00:19:06.91 and they wanted to re-establish the Cuban republic 00:19:06.94\00:19:10.38 before the dictatorship of Fulgencio Batista. 00:19:10.41\00:19:14.05 And so Cuba, which was very prosperous at the time, 00:19:14.08\00:19:18.05 began to wield its muscle and say, 00:19:18.09\00:19:21.82 "Once we have Castro, 00:19:21.86\00:19:23.63 the republic will be re-established, 00:19:23.66\00:19:26.06 democracy will truly be working once more 00:19:26.09\00:19:30.23 and we will begin to address some of this social evils 00:19:30.27\00:19:34.34 that we have had. 00:19:34.37\00:19:37.01 And so civil war breaks out, 00:19:37.04\00:19:42.04 and many of the Carraleros went to fight for Castro side, 00:19:42.08\00:19:48.65 and to support him with arms and money 00:19:48.68\00:19:51.89 and with their contacts in society, 00:19:51.92\00:19:57.03 and soon enough the revolution caught up the winds of change. 00:19:57.06\00:20:02.56 And in 1959, Fidel Castro with his rebels 00:20:02.60\00:20:07.34 triumphantly entered Havana. 00:20:07.37\00:20:11.41 But quickly after he entered Havana, 00:20:11.44\00:20:13.91 his rhythm changed. 00:20:13.94\00:20:17.18 And while they were coming down from the mountains as rebels, 00:20:17.21\00:20:21.48 they had crucifixes 00:20:21.52\00:20:23.28 and said that the revolution 00:20:23.32\00:20:24.65 was as green as our palm trees, 00:20:24.69\00:20:27.89 something began to emerge in the revolution, 00:20:27.92\00:20:32.36 something that was very far away from us, 00:20:32.39\00:20:34.46 across the world in the Soviet Union, communism. 00:20:34.50\00:20:40.34 And after he had managed to sit himself in power, 00:20:40.37\00:20:45.17 he changed everything he had said 00:20:45.21\00:20:48.34 and said, "We are communists, we don't believe in God, 00:20:48.38\00:20:53.05 God is a fable 00:20:53.08\00:20:54.92 and the Christian churches have been supporting and abetting 00:20:54.95\00:20:59.32 the aristocrats and the bourgeoisies 00:20:59.35\00:21:02.02 and since that class must be destroyed, 00:21:02.06\00:21:05.66 so must the churches. 00:21:05.69\00:21:08.76 And in the midst of this revolution, 00:21:08.80\00:21:12.00 all these glamorous world 00:21:12.03\00:21:14.00 that they had collided right into the revolution 00:21:14.04\00:21:17.54 began to evaporate right before their eyes. 00:21:17.57\00:21:22.61 And as a result now you have Cubans 00:21:22.64\00:21:25.05 in every unlikely corner of the world. 00:21:25.08\00:21:29.52 For at an age of unprecedented persecution 00:21:29.55\00:21:34.56 and violence exploded in Cuba. 00:21:34.59\00:21:38.39 And much of the violence 00:21:38.43\00:21:40.53 was aimed at the Christian churches. 00:21:40.56\00:21:44.07 And there was absolutely no consequence of who you were, 00:21:44.10\00:21:49.37 what your connections were, how much power you had had. 00:21:49.40\00:21:53.91 Everybody was going to suffer the same fate. 00:21:53.94\00:21:59.45 Soon enough the communist soldiers 00:21:59.48\00:22:01.18 began to go house by house 00:22:01.22\00:22:03.18 to ransack every library with a list of black books, 00:22:03.22\00:22:07.59 just like the Nazis had done, 00:22:07.62\00:22:09.36 not too many decades before them. 00:22:09.39\00:22:11.69 And in those lists 00:22:11.73\00:22:13.60 were all the works of Ellen G. White, 00:22:13.63\00:22:15.86 the Bible etcetera, etcetera, etcetera. 00:22:15.90\00:22:19.73 And all of these works were entrusted to the flames. 00:22:19.77\00:22:24.61 Then began the UMAP concentration camps 00:22:24.64\00:22:28.58 and countless of Adventists 00:22:28.61\00:22:30.75 were sent to this concentration camps 00:22:30.78\00:22:33.65 in order to silence 00:22:33.68\00:22:35.28 and close up our reach in Cuba. 00:22:35.32\00:22:41.32 Yet, Emiliano Carralero, the father of the young man 00:22:41.36\00:22:46.53 who had passed away, would gather his family 00:22:46.56\00:22:51.50 and they were seeing how their pastors were being sent off, 00:22:51.53\00:22:56.84 how their laymen were being sent off, 00:22:56.87\00:22:59.34 how their houses were being invaded 00:22:59.37\00:23:02.54 without any excuse and ransacked. 00:23:02.58\00:23:05.81 How their relatives were in fear of their lives 00:23:05.85\00:23:08.38 and everybody was trying to escape to any country 00:23:08.42\00:23:12.15 that would provide them a visa. 00:23:12.19\00:23:14.26 And soon enough he began to see how his numerous family 00:23:14.29\00:23:17.43 began to spread across the globe, 00:23:17.46\00:23:20.06 some to Australia, others to Spain, 00:23:20.10\00:23:23.23 others to France, the United States, 00:23:23.26\00:23:25.73 Mexico, Argentina 00:23:25.77\00:23:28.17 anywhere with just their clothes on their backs. 00:23:28.20\00:23:31.67 For every house was inventoried, 00:23:31.71\00:23:33.41 and before you left, they went to check 00:23:33.44\00:23:36.11 if you had taken even a spoon. 00:23:36.14\00:23:38.81 And if you had taken a spoon, you are not allowed to leave. 00:23:38.85\00:23:43.05 But he will gather his family 00:23:43.08\00:23:45.15 and read them many times 00:23:45.19\00:23:46.69 from the Bible to encourage them. 00:23:46.72\00:23:49.52 And one of the verses that is dear to the family 00:23:49.56\00:23:54.40 is in Deuteronomy 31:6, 00:23:54.43\00:23:59.07 "Be strong and of a good courage, 00:23:59.10\00:24:01.97 fear not, nor be afraid of them: 00:24:02.00\00:24:05.21 for the Lord thy God, he is that doth go with thee; 00:24:05.24\00:24:09.54 he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee." 00:24:09.58\00:24:12.58 This little girl had grown up to be a beautiful woman. 00:24:16.22\00:24:20.26 But she was watching with this man, 00:24:20.29\00:24:22.29 how her world was being completely destroyed. 00:24:22.32\00:24:26.73 But there was a strength of her grandfather 00:24:26.76\00:24:29.30 who had raised her. 00:24:29.33\00:24:31.03 This pillar of certainty and faith 00:24:31.07\00:24:35.37 until he got sick and he got cancer and liver cirrhosis 00:24:35.40\00:24:42.01 and one night he lay dying. 00:24:42.04\00:24:45.45 And he said to his granddaughter, 00:24:45.48\00:24:47.58 who he called his daughter, 00:24:47.62\00:24:50.15 "Daughter, don't forget who is the God of your fathers. 00:24:50.19\00:24:55.02 Don't forsake that God. 00:24:55.06\00:24:57.63 Though the world may be shaken and fall away, stay true." 00:24:57.66\00:25:04.03 And he died in her arms 00:25:04.07\00:25:08.50 and she was absolutely devastated by his death. 00:25:08.54\00:25:12.37 And she vowed that if such a God 00:25:12.41\00:25:15.61 that could permit 00:25:15.64\00:25:17.38 the destruction of an entire society 00:25:17.41\00:25:20.62 and take away the only strength that she had, 00:25:20.65\00:25:24.12 if such a God existed, 00:25:24.15\00:25:26.35 she wanted to have nothing to do with that God. 00:25:26.39\00:25:30.66 And so she decided that she would never again 00:25:30.69\00:25:35.13 go into Seventh-day Adventist church in her life. 00:25:35.16\00:25:39.00 She turned her heart cold 00:25:39.03\00:25:41.57 and she left the few members of her family 00:25:41.60\00:25:46.94 that were in Cuba, went to Havana, 00:25:46.98\00:25:48.31 and turned herself into a brand new person. 00:25:48.34\00:25:53.72 Many years later, she met a colonel of the armed forces 00:25:53.75\00:25:59.05 and they began to court. 00:25:59.09\00:26:01.62 And he was besotted and in love, 00:26:01.66\00:26:04.83 and so asked the government 00:26:04.86\00:26:07.13 to give its blessing to their union. 00:26:07.16\00:26:11.50 And the government ran 00:26:11.53\00:26:13.10 an investigation of her background. 00:26:13.13\00:26:16.97 And then presented him with a thick folio 00:26:17.01\00:26:20.18 and said, "You know, that your fiancee, 00:26:20.21\00:26:24.61 she has within her something evil. 00:26:24.65\00:26:28.28 She has the evil seed of religion 00:26:28.32\00:26:32.69 because she comes from a bourgeoisie family 00:26:32.72\00:26:35.92 and her family helped to spread the gospel 00:26:35.96\00:26:39.36 and to build institutions of the Christian faith." 00:26:39.39\00:26:44.10 And so because this is part of her character, 00:26:44.13\00:26:47.64 although she may be a member of the communists party, 00:26:47.67\00:26:52.21 that dark seed within her will come out. 00:26:52.24\00:26:56.08 And she will betray the communist party one day." 00:26:56.11\00:27:00.68 But he was in love and said, 00:27:00.72\00:27:04.19 "I am going to and I'm willing to take that risk." 00:27:04.22\00:27:06.86 And so he married her. 00:27:06.89\00:27:10.06 And I was born some years later. 00:27:10.09\00:27:14.13 But there was an understanding 00:27:14.16\00:27:16.30 that I was never to know who my mother was 00:27:16.33\00:27:21.54 and who her family had been. 00:27:21.57\00:27:24.87 There was only a handful 00:27:24.91\00:27:26.78 of members of her family in Cuba. 00:27:26.81\00:27:30.08 And those people were instructed, 00:27:30.11\00:27:32.98 never ever to reveal the secret. 00:27:33.01\00:27:38.25 And so I grew up completely ignorant 00:27:38.29\00:27:41.99 as to what was happening. 00:27:42.02\00:27:45.06 But God has a rescue mission working. 00:27:45.09\00:27:48.86 And the rescue mission was undergoing this whole time. 00:27:48.90\00:27:53.44 There was a Bible worker, her name is Bethsaida Hidalgo, 00:27:53.47\00:27:57.74 who through the persecution stayed true to her faith. 00:27:57.77\00:28:02.31 She went to visit people in the jails and the hospitals, 00:28:02.34\00:28:05.68 outreach without fear. 00:28:05.71\00:28:07.98 And her story really is a story of incredible courage. 00:28:08.02\00:28:13.09 And every year, Bethsaida Hidalgo 00:28:13.12\00:28:16.42 would go and visit my mother 00:28:16.46\00:28:19.76 and remind her who the God of her father's was. 00:28:19.79\00:28:23.97 And this was an incredible risk because the military class 00:28:24.00\00:28:28.04 was under special set of laws 00:28:28.07\00:28:30.97 called the laws against diversion of ideology 00:28:31.01\00:28:36.01 which prohibited them from having contact 00:28:36.04\00:28:38.58 with any religious institution 00:28:38.61\00:28:40.75 or with people that had contact with religious institutions. 00:28:40.78\00:28:44.89 So if Bethsaida was discovered to be doing that, 00:28:44.92\00:28:48.62 she would be sent off to a working camp or worse 00:28:48.66\00:28:54.00 for a period of five to more years. 00:28:54.03\00:28:57.07 Some people had gone to these camps 00:28:57.10\00:28:59.53 for 15 to 20 years. 00:28:59.57\00:29:03.10 But she took that risk. 00:29:03.14\00:29:05.17 And one night when my father was away 00:29:05.21\00:29:08.08 and went to have diplomatic trips, 00:29:08.11\00:29:11.31 I met Bethsaida. 00:29:11.35\00:29:13.11 And she quickly didn't lose any time, 00:29:13.15\00:29:15.85 begin to tell me everything about God. 00:29:15.88\00:29:19.15 And I would notice that late at night, 00:29:19.19\00:29:22.56 my mother would sit 00:29:22.59\00:29:26.19 and she would begin to sing a song 00:29:26.23\00:29:30.50 and the words of the song is, 00:29:30.53\00:29:32.27 "I would lift up my eyes on to the hills 00:29:32.30\00:29:34.04 from whence cometh my help. 00:29:34.07\00:29:36.47 My help cometh from the Lord, which made heaven and earth." 00:29:36.50\00:29:41.71 She was literally sitting inside of the lion's mouth. 00:29:41.74\00:29:46.82 But she was lifting her eyes, 00:29:46.85\00:29:49.28 asking God for some sort of escape route. 00:29:49.32\00:29:54.19 And so after I learned about God, 00:29:54.22\00:29:56.99 I became extremely curious. 00:29:57.03\00:29:59.19 My dad returned from Europe 00:29:59.23\00:30:03.83 right as the Soviet Union was beginning to dissembled. 00:30:03.87\00:30:08.50 And there was a wind of hope in Cuba 00:30:08.54\00:30:12.07 that may be that great change 00:30:12.11\00:30:14.08 that had shaken the world in Europe would come to us. 00:30:14.11\00:30:19.05 But the communist party closed up ranks 00:30:19.08\00:30:22.05 and cracked down on every freedom 00:30:22.08\00:30:24.85 that could possibly spring up. 00:30:24.89\00:30:28.22 And so as this is happening, 00:30:28.26\00:30:32.29 my mother and I began to visit the church, 00:30:32.33\00:30:36.03 which was a very risky endeavor 00:30:36.06\00:30:38.03 and because I'm pressed for time, 00:30:38.07\00:30:40.17 I cannot tell you the adventures, 00:30:40.20\00:30:42.70 that truly Sherlock Holmes adventures 00:30:42.74\00:30:45.54 that we had to do to go to church 00:30:45.57\00:30:48.31 and to study the Bible. 00:30:48.34\00:30:50.61 But my mother knew that it was a cat and mouse game, 00:30:50.65\00:30:53.38 it was only a matter of time 00:30:53.42\00:30:55.18 before we would be reported to the government. 00:30:55.22\00:30:58.55 And because of the laws of diversion of ideology, 00:30:58.59\00:31:01.96 I would be taken away from my parents at that point. 00:31:01.99\00:31:06.93 So it was a race for knowledge. 00:31:06.96\00:31:11.57 I began to read Bibles that have been handwritten 00:31:11.60\00:31:14.37 by children and compiled 00:31:14.40\00:31:18.54 because the Bible was a very rare book, 00:31:18.57\00:31:20.61 very few people have them 00:31:20.64\00:31:22.88 and so the Adventist children, 00:31:22.91\00:31:24.88 many of them had given themselves 00:31:24.91\00:31:26.88 the task to be the scribes to save 00:31:26.92\00:31:29.02 all this works for the next generation 00:31:29.05\00:31:31.49 and for the generation that I was living. 00:31:31.52\00:31:35.19 And so I began to read as a small child 00:31:35.22\00:31:39.19 underneath my bed with my last Soviet batteries, the Bible. 00:31:39.23\00:31:44.70 And I was enthralled 00:31:44.73\00:31:47.34 by everything that I was reading. 00:31:47.37\00:31:49.04 And I knew in the library of my home 00:31:49.07\00:31:50.77 there was a copy of the Bible that my father read. 00:31:50.81\00:31:53.94 And he read it because he had a degree in engine history 00:31:53.98\00:31:56.34 and read it as just another book of fables 00:31:56.38\00:32:00.48 like the Iliad and the Odyssey. 00:32:00.52\00:32:02.88 But he would not permit me to read the Bible. 00:32:02.92\00:32:06.92 Why was the Bible so dangerous 00:32:06.96\00:32:08.66 when the Odyssey and the Iliad were not? 00:32:08.69\00:32:12.76 And so my father returned, 00:32:12.79\00:32:16.83 and at that time we had been visiting the church, 00:32:16.87\00:32:20.54 and one night I decided 00:32:20.57\00:32:22.44 that I was going to be baptized. 00:32:22.47\00:32:26.04 And I told my mother, 00:32:26.07\00:32:28.04 "Mom, tomorrow I'm going to tell my dad 00:32:28.08\00:32:32.35 that I've been visiting 00:32:32.38\00:32:33.72 the Seventh-day Adventist church 00:32:33.75\00:32:35.65 and that I want to be baptized." 00:32:35.68\00:32:38.42 My mother was thunderstruck, "Do you know what that means? 00:32:38.45\00:32:45.23 Do you know that your father will divorce me 00:32:45.26\00:32:47.56 and you will be taken away to a camp 00:32:47.60\00:32:51.37 where you be reeducated? 00:32:51.40\00:32:53.77 And then the most communist member of the family 00:32:53.80\00:32:57.11 will be given to your care 00:32:57.14\00:33:01.08 when you're 21 years old? 00:33:01.11\00:33:04.88 But I had read this story of Esther 00:33:04.91\00:33:07.95 and those words of, "If I perish, I perish" 00:33:07.98\00:33:12.62 resonated deeply within me. 00:33:12.65\00:33:15.92 So that night we prepared, 00:33:15.96\00:33:17.99 we prepared for what was going to happen the next day. 00:33:18.03\00:33:22.00 And I tried to memorize my mother's face 00:33:22.03\00:33:24.53 because I knew that perhaps I would never see her again. 00:33:24.57\00:33:28.54 And so that night my parents, both came to my room 00:33:28.57\00:33:31.17 and my dad said, "Alexis, I will be going to meet 00:33:31.21\00:33:36.75 the prime minister of Nigeria tomorrow morning 00:33:36.78\00:33:39.21 and your mother has to go to a trial 00:33:39.25\00:33:41.38 that has to do with her work. 00:33:41.42\00:33:42.75 So you are going to be by yourself 00:33:42.78\00:33:45.95 and we will be out of home later on in the morning, 00:33:45.99\00:33:48.62 so don't worry." 00:33:48.66\00:33:50.56 So the next day I woke up, 00:33:50.59\00:33:53.83 and I was waiting for my parents 00:33:53.86\00:33:57.93 and it was getting later and later 00:33:57.97\00:34:00.34 and I decided that I was going to cook breakfast. 00:34:00.37\00:34:04.67 So I went to the furnace room, 00:34:04.71\00:34:06.74 I grabbed a container of kerosene, 00:34:06.78\00:34:11.15 and I went to a kitchen in the back of the house 00:34:11.18\00:34:15.65 and began to try to cook. 00:34:15.68\00:34:19.22 What I didn't realize is that the match 00:34:19.25\00:34:21.89 that I had snuffed out, I threw on the floor 00:34:21.92\00:34:26.56 and that match went right into the very small receptacle 00:34:26.59\00:34:32.70 entrance of this container. 00:34:32.73\00:34:36.00 I closed it without realizing it 00:34:36.04\00:34:38.91 and I put it underneath my arm 00:34:38.94\00:34:40.81 to return it to the furnace room. 00:34:40.84\00:34:43.51 And as I was walking to the furnace room, 00:34:43.55\00:34:48.45 this container exploded. 00:34:48.48\00:34:52.82 I had caused, I had created a bomb really 00:34:52.85\00:34:57.73 because half the container was full of air 00:34:57.76\00:35:00.00 and half of fuel. 00:35:00.03\00:35:03.10 And this, the wave of expansion that it created 00:35:03.13\00:35:06.50 was felt for a kilometer radius. 00:35:06.53\00:35:09.80 It severed my right arm 00:35:09.84\00:35:12.04 and left it hanging from the tendons in my back. 00:35:12.07\00:35:16.68 And it began to burn me from inside out. 00:35:16.71\00:35:20.98 This was a rare chemical reaction that happens 00:35:21.02\00:35:25.19 when a room is completely enclosed 00:35:25.22\00:35:27.46 and until that wave did not have an escape, 00:35:27.49\00:35:32.23 I got burnt from inside out. 00:35:32.26\00:35:35.66 And so I decimated all of my airways. 00:35:35.70\00:35:40.70 I didn't realize what was happening 00:35:40.74\00:35:43.24 and I thought that my house had been bombed by the junkies 00:35:43.27\00:35:48.14 because as a child, of course, you're brainwashed 00:35:48.18\00:35:52.75 that the junkies are going to invade 00:35:52.78\00:35:54.45 and of course, whose house would they bomb first, 00:35:54.48\00:35:57.62 but the military's. 00:35:57.65\00:35:59.19 So I thought, "Well, here the junkies 00:35:59.22\00:36:01.12 have finally invaded." 00:36:01.16\00:36:03.06 So I knelt down to roll on the ground 00:36:03.09\00:36:06.39 and then I noticed this wind in my hair. 00:36:06.43\00:36:10.30 I had long straight hair that I miss very much. 00:36:10.33\00:36:15.34 And I felt like something had caught up in my hair 00:36:15.37\00:36:20.64 and so I lifted my arms 00:36:20.68\00:36:23.45 and that's when I noticed that I didn't have my right arm. 00:36:23.48\00:36:27.12 And when I felt it was that I was being encircled 00:36:27.15\00:36:31.29 by the flames over and over again. 00:36:31.32\00:36:35.22 And I had a moment of incredible clarity. 00:36:35.26\00:36:39.06 I knew that this was no coincidence 00:36:39.09\00:36:41.50 and it was no accident. 00:36:41.53\00:36:44.13 I knew that Satan was going to do something 00:36:44.17\00:36:47.84 to stop the courageous step that we're about to make. 00:36:47.87\00:36:53.34 And to turn once and for all 00:36:53.38\00:36:55.24 my mother's heart cold towards God. 00:36:55.28\00:36:58.28 And I began to pray, "Lord, if I die, 00:36:58.31\00:37:02.68 please help my mother to continue on the path 00:37:02.72\00:37:05.12 that we've chosen. 00:37:05.15\00:37:06.99 But if I live, I only want to live to praise You." 00:37:07.02\00:37:12.26 And that's why I'm here tonight. 00:37:12.29\00:37:13.93 Amen. 00:37:13.96\00:37:15.96 When I opened my eyes, 00:37:16.00\00:37:17.33 I was standing in front of the bathroom 00:37:17.37\00:37:19.60 which was at the other end of the house. 00:37:19.63\00:37:22.54 And the bathroom door was open, and in the large mirror, 00:37:22.57\00:37:26.71 I could see the flames encircling me. 00:37:26.74\00:37:30.28 To this day no one knows 00:37:30.31\00:37:32.21 how I got from the kitchen to the bathroom, 00:37:32.25\00:37:37.02 for there was a pool of blood in the kitchen 00:37:37.05\00:37:40.29 where I had laid during my prayer 00:37:40.32\00:37:42.76 but no tracing of blood all the way to the bathroom. 00:37:42.79\00:37:48.43 When I got inside of the bathroom, 00:37:48.46\00:37:50.83 the faucets of water were already turned on. 00:37:50.87\00:37:54.14 So I thought that I must have gone unconscious 00:37:54.17\00:37:57.81 and that somebody must have come in the house to help me, 00:37:57.84\00:38:01.31 and I turned, still burning, and started screaming for help. 00:38:01.34\00:38:05.45 But there was no one in the house. 00:38:05.48\00:38:08.72 At that moment when I saw the water on, 00:38:08.75\00:38:10.79 I remember a story, 00:38:10.82\00:38:12.65 a story that saved my arm in part. 00:38:12.69\00:38:15.62 My father had told me a story of a friend of his in Siberia 00:38:15.66\00:38:18.19 who had lost a finger 00:38:18.23\00:38:20.20 and due to frostbite and part 00:38:20.23\00:38:23.77 and they had grabbed the towel with water 00:38:23.80\00:38:26.17 and kept the circulation going 00:38:26.20\00:38:28.80 until they were able to reattach it. 00:38:28.84\00:38:31.37 So I took the water, I put on the water the towel 00:38:31.41\00:38:35.48 and with my left arm and my teeth 00:38:35.51\00:38:38.15 I was able to wrap this towel 00:38:38.18\00:38:39.98 around those left of my shoulder 00:38:40.02\00:38:42.22 and to press my arm against that gaping hole. 00:38:42.25\00:38:48.12 And then I began to run out to scream for help. 00:38:48.16\00:38:54.33 From that point forward, 00:38:54.36\00:38:56.63 it was miracle after miracle, after miracle, after miracle. 00:38:56.67\00:39:02.50 I can sit here for more than six hours 00:39:02.54\00:39:07.18 and relate each and every miracle. 00:39:07.21\00:39:11.75 Unfortunately, I don't have the luxury of the time. 00:39:11.78\00:39:15.72 But God took this nine year old boy 00:39:15.75\00:39:20.76 who's fragile and reduced to ashes 00:39:20.79\00:39:25.83 and began to demonstrate with this child 00:39:25.86\00:39:31.00 that he was present in Cuba 00:39:31.03\00:39:34.47 and that it cannot be attributed to science 00:39:34.50\00:39:37.74 and it could not be attributed to men, 00:39:37.77\00:39:40.01 it could only be attributed to God. 00:39:40.04\00:39:43.61 Amen. 00:39:43.65\00:39:45.31 And so something incredible happened. 00:39:45.35\00:39:48.98 The story of my accident 00:39:49.02\00:39:53.09 took off through Havana like wild fire 00:39:53.12\00:39:56.79 and Seventh-day Adventist churches 00:39:56.83\00:39:59.33 regardless of what was going to happen to them 00:39:59.36\00:40:01.33 began to go to the hospital 00:40:01.36\00:40:03.10 and began a circle of prayer outside of the hospital. 00:40:03.13\00:40:08.17 Day and night, day and night the church prayed. 00:40:08.20\00:40:12.74 And God inside was showing Cuba 00:40:12.77\00:40:17.15 that He had not been exiled. 00:40:17.18\00:40:19.95 He had not been taken to the concentration camps. 00:40:19.98\00:40:23.95 He was not in jail. 00:40:23.99\00:40:25.82 He was there amongst them. 00:40:25.85\00:40:28.59 He was working with them. 00:40:28.62\00:40:31.99 And so one night the present dictator of Cuba 00:40:32.03\00:40:37.33 who was at that time vice president of Cuba 00:40:37.37\00:40:43.57 came to see me. 00:40:43.61\00:40:45.84 And I was literally pieces of meat 00:40:45.87\00:40:50.51 gathered in a hyperbaric bed. 00:40:50.55\00:40:54.22 And he sat and he was looking at the medical history. 00:40:54.25\00:40:59.39 And he closed it up and he looked at me, 00:40:59.42\00:41:02.02 I was intubated but I was not unconscious. 00:41:02.06\00:41:06.33 And he said, "You know, Alexis, I don't believe in my shadow 00:41:06.36\00:41:11.67 because it moves too much. 00:41:11.70\00:41:14.34 But your case, your case shows that there is a God." 00:41:14.37\00:41:18.17 The Lord took me from that moment 00:41:22.14\00:41:27.28 and used this example 00:41:27.32\00:41:32.62 of vulnerability 00:41:32.65\00:41:35.16 to show Cuba that He was their God, 00:41:35.19\00:41:40.66 He loved them and was reaching out to them 00:41:40.70\00:41:42.93 and He is today. 00:41:42.96\00:41:45.87 And so 125 surgeries later, 00:41:45.90\00:41:51.21 you have me. 00:41:51.24\00:41:53.11 Amen. 00:41:53.14\00:41:55.31 I am one of God's masterpiece Frankensteins. 00:41:55.34\00:42:01.68 And I am here 00:42:01.72\00:42:04.55 an impossibility talking to you. 00:42:04.59\00:42:09.66 I should not be speaking, and I should not be walking, 00:42:09.69\00:42:13.90 let alone be alive. 00:42:13.93\00:42:16.40 But God has given me those abilities. 00:42:16.43\00:42:21.97 And it's not because 00:42:22.00\00:42:23.34 there is anything extraordinary about me, 00:42:23.37\00:42:27.11 it's exactly the opposite, 00:42:27.14\00:42:31.01 it is because I am so ordinary 00:42:31.05\00:42:35.88 and just and everyday 00:42:35.92\00:42:40.99 and just the next door kind of a person 00:42:41.02\00:42:45.33 that He used it 00:42:45.36\00:42:47.23 because He wanted to show that no matter who you are, 00:42:47.26\00:42:52.63 how useless you think you are, 00:42:52.67\00:42:55.60 how untalented, how pained, 00:42:55.64\00:42:58.61 how scarred, 00:42:58.64\00:43:01.08 how beaten up by life you may be, 00:43:01.11\00:43:06.01 He can make something really extraordinary 00:43:06.05\00:43:08.28 and miraculous out of you. 00:43:08.32\00:43:09.72 I wanted to close 00:43:14.09\00:43:15.66 and I want to close this evening with a story 00:43:15.69\00:43:21.70 because I think that in many ways 00:43:21.73\00:43:25.03 we read the story of the children of Israel 00:43:25.07\00:43:26.84 wandering in the desert. 00:43:26.87\00:43:28.70 And we think how is it possible that these people 00:43:28.74\00:43:33.07 that saw the Red Sea spread open, 00:43:33.11\00:43:36.31 that had this cloud above them 00:43:36.34\00:43:39.31 so that they wouldn't be scorched by the sun 00:43:39.35\00:43:41.52 and had manna raining down, 00:43:41.55\00:43:45.19 how could these people doubt God? 00:43:45.22\00:43:49.06 And yet here we are, 00:43:52.23\00:43:56.70 blessings raining down upon us and we doubt God. 00:43:56.73\00:44:02.90 My father had a very interesting way 00:44:02.94\00:44:05.67 of introducing my scars to me. 00:44:05.71\00:44:09.28 Before I got burnt, 00:44:09.31\00:44:10.65 I had been a child model for Bohemia magazine 00:44:10.68\00:44:14.32 and I was somewhat proud of my looks. 00:44:14.35\00:44:18.89 So I had not seen the monster I had become. 00:44:18.92\00:44:23.16 And one day I cut my reflection 00:44:23.19\00:44:26.13 and I told my father, 00:44:26.16\00:44:27.50 "Dad, I want to see what I look like." 00:44:27.53\00:44:30.93 He said, "Okay, okay. 00:44:30.97\00:44:33.37 I will bring you a mirror 00:44:33.40\00:44:34.74 but you have to wait until I go home and I come back." 00:44:34.77\00:44:37.54 So he went home, he dressed up in his color uniform 00:44:37.57\00:44:40.61 and he put all the medals that he could on. 00:44:40.64\00:44:44.21 And he knew that I love these medals 00:44:44.25\00:44:47.68 because he had been around the world, 00:44:47.72\00:44:49.82 had fought in many wars, had many honors, 00:44:49.85\00:44:52.49 and I was enthralled 00:44:52.52\00:44:53.86 by all this Indiana Jones kind of stories 00:44:53.89\00:44:56.79 in Africa and Madagascar and Europe, 00:44:56.83\00:45:00.63 and as he worked as a spy in infiltrated governments. 00:45:00.66\00:45:04.20 I was just in awe of this larger than life man. 00:45:04.23\00:45:08.84 And so he went home, got all his medals on, 00:45:08.87\00:45:12.47 and he went back into my room with a mirror, 00:45:12.51\00:45:15.34 he said, "Before you look, 00:45:15.38\00:45:18.61 I just want to tell you something, 00:45:18.65\00:45:20.28 I'm envious of you." 00:45:20.32\00:45:22.88 And I said, "Of me? 00:45:22.92\00:45:27.19 What could you envy of me? 00:45:27.22\00:45:30.03 I have no accomplishments. 00:45:30.06\00:45:32.59 I've done nothing compared to what you have done." 00:45:32.63\00:45:36.40 He said, "Well, when I get home after I parade, 00:45:36.43\00:45:40.27 I have to take off my medals and my uniform. 00:45:40.30\00:45:44.47 But you, Alexis, you are going to wear your medals 00:45:44.51\00:45:48.44 everyday of your life for the rest of your life. 00:45:48.48\00:45:53.82 So every time you look at the mirror, 00:45:53.85\00:45:56.18 you're going to see the evidence 00:45:56.22\00:45:57.65 of this fight against death." 00:45:57.69\00:46:01.99 And so when I looked at the mirror, 00:46:02.02\00:46:05.09 I saw those medals 00:46:05.13\00:46:08.60 and I've had a love and hate relationships 00:46:08.63\00:46:10.90 with the scars that cover my body. 00:46:10.93\00:46:13.94 But every day no matter how much I may doubt suddenly, 00:46:13.97\00:46:19.27 no matter what that moment of weakness I may have, 00:46:19.31\00:46:22.48 no matter my failures, God reminds me in the mirror, 00:46:22.51\00:46:27.48 "I did this for you. 00:46:27.52\00:46:30.75 Your scars are your medals." 00:46:30.79\00:46:34.46 We all have scars. 00:46:34.49\00:46:37.89 We can choose to be a victim or survivor. 00:46:37.93\00:46:42.90 And God has given us the tools and the calling. 00:46:42.93\00:46:48.60 Not only to be the survivors 00:46:48.64\00:46:51.64 but to share our scars with the world 00:46:51.67\00:46:56.14 so that everyone may be healed by those ultimate scars, 00:46:56.18\00:47:02.35 the scars on the hand of Jesus. 00:47:02.38\00:47:05.25 Amen. 00:47:05.29\00:47:09.12 I would like to close 00:47:09.16\00:47:10.53 by reading Hebrews 11:1-3. 00:47:10.56\00:47:16.80 "Now faith is the summation 00:47:16.83\00:47:20.97 for the evidence of things not seen. 00:47:21.00\00:47:24.51 For by it the elders obtained good report. 00:47:24.54\00:47:28.04 Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed 00:47:28.08\00:47:32.08 by the Word of God, 00:47:32.11\00:47:33.45 so that the things which are not seen 00:47:33.48\00:47:35.58 were not made of things which do appear." 00:47:35.62\00:47:41.36 So I leave you with faith 00:47:41.39\00:47:44.09 because in faith there is hope 00:47:44.13\00:47:46.83 and in hope there is love, 00:47:46.86\00:47:49.03 and love is the ultimate gift of our Lord. 00:47:49.06\00:47:52.60 Amen. 00:47:52.63\00:47:54.24 O love that will not let me go 00:48:20.56\00:48:27.34 I rest my weary soul in Thee 00:48:27.37\00:48:33.58 I give Thee back the life I owe 00:48:33.61\00:48:39.85 That in Thine ocean depths its flow 00:48:39.88\00:48:44.89 May richer, fuller be 00:48:44.92\00:48:52.59 O light that foll'west all my way 00:48:52.63\00:48:58.57 I yield my flickering torch to Thee 00:48:58.60\00:49:04.37 My heart restores its borrowed ray 00:49:04.41\00:49:10.25 That in Thy sunshine's blaze its day 00:49:10.28\00:49:14.98 May brighter, fairer be 00:49:15.02\00:49:22.29 O joy that seekest me through pain 00:49:22.32\00:49:27.86 I cannot close my heart to Thee 00:49:27.90\00:49:33.44 I trace the rainbow through the rain 00:49:33.47\00:49:39.11 And feel the promise is not vain 00:49:39.14\00:49:43.81 That morn shall tearless be 00:49:43.85\00:49:50.49