Sharper Focus, A

Forgiveness

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Participants: Jill Morikone

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00:19 Good evening, and welcome to "A Sharper Focus."
00:22 My name is Jill Morikone, and we are so glad
00:24 that you have joined us this evening.
00:27 And we're so glad for our church family,
00:28 who is out tonight.
00:30 It's such a privilege to open up the word of God.
00:33 I don't know what your week was like.
00:35 I don't know what your week was like at your home.
00:37 Maybe it was a great week and you feel like,
00:40 "Wow, I just got a promotion at work."
00:42 Don't we kind of wish that?
00:43 Maybe it was I just got married or I just had a grandbaby.
00:48 Maybe it was a tough week.
00:51 And you think, I just lost my job.
00:56 I just lay to rest someone that I love.
01:00 Maybe it's something like that.
01:01 Maybe it's a mediocre week.
01:03 One of those regular, busy weeks.
01:06 No matter what your week is like at home,
01:09 know that right now for the next hour,
01:11 we're gonna spend time in the word of God.
01:14 God's word never returns void.
01:17 And when we open it up,
01:19 He wants to come in to speak to our hearts and to our lives.
01:22 We want to remind you the website our Sharper Focus
01:25 is ASF.3ABN.org.
01:30 That's ASF.3ABN.org.
01:35 You can always find study guides on that,
01:37 you can find videos
01:40 and all kinds of wonderful Bible study materials
01:43 that would be help in your spiritual walk.
01:45 So we want to encourage you to go there as well.
01:48 Before we open up God's word,
01:49 let's go to the Lord in prayer this evening.
01:52 Father, we come before You right now in the name of Jesus
01:55 and we thank You... that You are God,
01:59 that You are on the throne
02:01 and that no matter what we're going through,
02:04 we can come to You.
02:05 And we can ask for Your anointing,
02:08 for Your forgiveness, for Your spirit,
02:11 for Your peace.
02:12 Right now we pray that
02:14 You would open up our minds and hearts
02:16 that we could hear
02:18 what You have for us in Your word.
02:22 And we thank You
02:23 in the precious and holy name of Jesus.
02:26 Amen.
02:28 As we start this evening, I want to encourage you
02:30 to open up your Bibles to the Book of Luke.
02:32 Luke Chapter 8, we're gonna look at several verses here.
02:36 Luke Chapter 8, we're gonna look at one of Jesus' parables.
02:41 I like the Jesus book in parables.
02:43 When he spoke, he used everyday ordinary experiences,
02:50 objects, illustrations that it's easy
02:53 for my mind to understand.
02:54 And he connected them with the spiritual insight.
02:58 We're in Luke Chapter 8, this is a parable of the sower.
03:02 Verse 4.
03:03 If you have your Bible at home, open up and read with us.
03:05 Luke 8:4, "And when a great multitude had gathered,
03:11 and they had come to Him from every city,
03:14 He spoke by a parable.
03:17 A sower went out to sow his seed.
03:20 And as he sowed,
03:21 some fell by the wayside and it was trampled down,
03:26 and the birds of the air devoured it.
03:30 Some fell on rock and as soon as it sprang up,
03:33 it withered away because it lacked moisture.
03:37 And some fell among thorns,
03:39 and the thorns sprang up with it and choked it.
03:43 Verse 8, "But others fell on good ground,
03:47 sprang up, and yielded a crop a hundredfold.
03:51 When He had said these things He cried,
03:54 He who has ears let him hear."
03:59 Jesus told a story, right?
04:01 About the sower who went out to sow.
04:03 Now, in today society, we have modern farming machinery.
04:07 And my husband Greg, kind of likes farming
04:09 and he always says, we have a little tractor at home,
04:12 but he says "I wish I had
04:14 one of those great big", you know,
04:16 John Deere things and we could do a combine and we could...
04:21 It's automated now, right?
04:23 When they do farming it's automated and they know,
04:26 putting this much fertilizer, do this and that,
04:29 they know all about that.
04:30 But back in Bible times,
04:32 it was pretty old fashioned, right?
04:34 They dug in, had a handful of seed,
04:37 I have some seed here.
04:39 This is corn.
04:42 Actually corn from the field behind our house.
04:45 One year is corn, the next year is soybeans.
04:48 In Southern Illinois, we just rotate two crops,
04:50 it seems like corn one year, soybeans the next.
04:54 This corn here is from an year from our,
04:59 the field out behind our house.
05:01 And I just imagine, he took the corn,
05:03 maybe he planted barley, we don't know.
05:07 Tossed it, the sower went out and he tossed that corn.
05:12 And then there are different types of ground.
05:14 Remember in the parable.
05:17 Different types of ground.
05:19 We're only looking at,
05:21 actually the first type of ground.
05:23 Tonight, we're gonna look at just the first type.
05:25 But I just want to jump over to verse 11.
05:28 Jump just a couple of verses down to verse 11,
05:30 the parable of the sower is explained.
05:33 It says, "Now the parable is this:
05:35 The seed is the word of God."
05:39 So you and I think, we're planting corn, right?
05:41 Or I'm planting green beans.
05:43 Now, if I plant this the corn, what's gonna come up?
05:47 Corn.
05:48 Am I gonna get raspberries?
05:50 No.
05:51 Am I gonna get green beans?
05:54 No, why's that?
05:58 That's not what it is, Marline has said
06:00 that's not what it is because the potential of the harvest
06:05 is wrapped right here in the seed.
06:10 The parable is this, the seed is the word of God,
06:12 so the potential of you and me is wrapped right in here,
06:17 the word of God.
06:19 God says, I want to plant My word,
06:22 deep inside your heart, Korbana.
06:25 I want to plant my word deep inside your heart.
06:29 I want to plant my word inside your heart at home
06:32 'cause as I want to plant it in.
06:34 Sometimes we resist the planting of God in our hearts.
06:39 That's the first hindrance.
06:40 Tonight, we're gonna look at, if you're taking notes,
06:43 three hindrances to God planting His word in our heart.
06:49 Three hindrances to Him planting His word in our heart.
06:53 And we find them all, right here at the beginning.
06:57 Verse 5, "A sower went out to sow his seed.
07:00 As he sowed, some fell by the wayside."
07:04 Now, New Testament's written in Greek
07:06 and the Greek word for wayside is hodos,
07:08 which means a road.
07:11 Some of the seed fell on the road.
07:13 Now, I don't know about you but most roads are fairly hard.
07:17 Would you say roads are hard?
07:19 You could have asphalt, you could have maybe gravel,
07:22 our road is gravel but that's still hard.
07:24 Stones are hard, you could even have dirt.
07:27 And what would happen with dirt?
07:29 It rains, it packs down, it dries out and what happens?
07:34 It's hard.
07:35 Most things are hard.
07:37 Most roads are hard.
07:39 So as the seed is planted, some fell by the wayside.
07:43 Some fell on the road.
07:46 And it didn't penetrate, right?
07:48 'Cause the road is hard.
07:51 Is your heart ever resistant to God planting His word in it?
07:57 Is your heart ever resistant to the work of the Holy Spirit?
08:02 When my husband Greg and I were first married,
08:05 this is probably our first year of marriage.
08:07 We had a fairly large disagreement.
08:10 And those you who are married
08:11 and those you who are married at home,
08:13 you know, if you're married any length of time,
08:15 you have some sort of, sometimes disagreements.
08:18 And as we had our disagreement,
08:19 I can't tell you to this day what it was about.
08:21 All I know is this, I was right.
08:26 I was right.
08:28 And the Lord needed to show him something.
08:31 And so I remember God impressing my heart
08:34 and saying Jill,
08:36 ask forgiveness of your husband.
08:39 And I said no, I'm not going to do that God
08:43 because it's not my fault.
08:47 I was right.
08:49 And so, God said, okay, and then my husband Greg said
08:54 "Jilly, let's pray."
08:56 And I said no, I don't want to pray 'cause if I pray,
09:02 God's going to say you must forgive.
09:06 And I didn't want to forgive.
09:09 What was my heart?
09:11 Resistant, it was hard,
09:13 it was resistant to the work of God in it.
09:17 I was hard to the seed.
09:21 But I knew that I should pray, right?
09:24 Sometimes you know you ought to do it
09:25 even if you don't feel like it.
09:28 And so I said, "Okay, we will pray."
09:32 But God, I hope he goes first.
09:34 'Cause I wanted him to be the first and he did.
09:36 Praise the Lord, we knelt down by our little couch
09:39 and we prayed, and I'll never forget.
09:43 It's been little probably 13 years since this happened.
09:46 I never forget what he said.
09:48 He said, "God, forgive me
09:53 for not being the husband to Jill that I should."
09:57 As soon as he said that...
10:00 God, what did He do?
10:03 He worked in my hard heart.
10:05 He worked in that resistant heart
10:08 and He began to soften it.
10:12 God wants to do that.
10:14 What if your heart is hard tonight?
10:16 God says, I can soften it.
10:18 Turn with me to Hosea.
10:20 Hosea Chapter 10,
10:24 we gonna look at verse 12.
10:27 Hosea, Jeremiah, Ezekiel, Daniel, Hosea.
10:31 One of those minor prophets.
10:32 Hosea 10:12...
10:38 I like this verse.
10:40 Everybody found it?
10:42 Hosea 10, it's a hard book to find.
10:44 Hosea 10:12,
10:48 "Sow for yourselves righteousness,
10:52 reaped in mercy, break up your fallow ground,
10:56 it is time to seek the Lord,
10:59 till he comes and rain righteousness on you."
11:04 You know what that tells me?
11:05 God knows that your and my heart is hard sometimes.
11:09 He knows that that ground is hard
11:11 and He wants to break it up.
11:14 Now if you garden, how do you break up hard soil?
11:19 You till it, that's right you till it.
11:20 Anything else that breaks up hard soil.
11:25 Rain helps.
11:27 Now not a gullywasher,
11:29 we're not talking if the ground's really hard
11:30 and it pours the rain, what happens?
11:33 It runs off.
11:35 But if you get a gentle, soaking rain,
11:40 it starts to soften.
11:42 If you get your tiller out,
11:44 if you get your rototiller out at the right time,
11:48 and till up that hard soil what happens?
11:52 It becomes workable.
11:53 You could actually plant the seed in it.
11:56 It becomes workable.
11:58 Jump over with me to Ephesians.
12:01 Ephesians Chapter 5...
12:06 We're gonna look at verse 26.
12:11 Now this is in the middle of the section of Paul or God
12:15 through Paul talking to us about husbands and wives
12:17 and all of that stuff.
12:19 But I think it applies, if we're young,
12:21 if we're old, married, unmarried
12:24 whatever state we're in, it applies.
12:28 It says verse 26, He meaning God,
12:31 might sanctify and cleanse her
12:33 with the washing of water by the word.
12:37 You know, it's gonna start the rain.
12:40 The gentle rain falling down on our hearts,
12:43 on that hard soil in our lives, the word of God.
12:47 Get into the word of God.
12:49 If you feel when you wake up in the morning
12:52 and your heart feels hard, you feel unforgiveness,
12:54 you feel bitterness, you feel jealousies,
12:57 you feel all that type of stuff God says,
12:59 get in to the word 'cause you know what happens?
13:03 It's gonna soften.
13:04 It's gonna soften our hard heart.
13:07 He wants to break it up with his rototiller, you know,
13:10 and He wants to pour out His spirit,
13:14 open up His word to us so that our heart softens.
13:18 So the first hindrance to God planting
13:22 His word in our heart is the resistant heart.
13:25 The second hindrance is the trampled heart.
13:30 Jump back to Luke.
13:31 We just want to read that there
13:33 and then we go on Luke Chapter...
13:40 8, back to the parable where we were.
13:43 In fact, we could leave a marker there,
13:45 so you can easily jump back to Luke Chapter 8.
13:48 Luke 8:5 again.
13:51 "The sower sowed the seed, some fell by the wayside..."
13:54 That's the road, that's the resistant heart,
13:56 that's number one.
13:58 Here's number two, and it was...
14:00 What's that word? My Bible says tramped.
14:02 That's right Yannick.
14:04 Trampled, it was trampled down.
14:09 Have you ever felt trampled?
14:15 Saints pretty good at that.
14:17 Would you say that's true?
14:19 I think there's several ways that we could be trampled.
14:23 The first is by confusing the character of God.
14:28 On Monday night, several of my sisters
14:30 here at the Bible study go to the jail on Monday nights.
14:35 We go different Monday nights.
14:36 We have a rotating schedule
14:38 and we go once a month individually,
14:40 but every Monday night, one of the women from jail,
14:43 several of the women from jail...
14:47 I'm sorry several of the women from church go to jail.
14:50 Every Monday night,
14:52 several of the women from church here go to jail
14:54 and minister to the women there.
14:55 This particular Monday night was my turn to go,
14:58 and I was there with some of my sisters from church.
15:01 We all, we start with prayer request.
15:04 And so we're going around the room
15:05 and as we went around the room,
15:07 I noticed a woman there that I had not seen before.
15:12 Now in jail, we have a lot of locks.
15:14 We have women that come in just for a couple of days
15:17 and they bond out and they get out.
15:19 We have women who come in for a little while,
15:22 they go to prison.
15:24 We have other women who are in for few months
15:27 and then maybe get out.
15:28 So there's always change when we go on Monday nights.
15:32 This particular Monday night,
15:33 there was a new girl and I didn't recognized her
15:35 and so I said to her, I said "Oh,
15:37 I haven't seen you before, so glad you're here tonight."
15:41 She said "Oh, my name Sara." Now, that's not her name.
15:44 And if that's your name at home,
15:46 we're not saying that this applies to you.
15:47 But she said "My name Sara."
15:52 I've never come before to the study.
15:54 I don't have any use for God."
15:56 And her vehements really startled me.
15:58 And I thought, wow,
16:02 how has Satan trampled on her heart
16:04 to cause that pain.
16:06 There was something in the past
16:09 that lead to that pain in the present.
16:13 Satan was doing some trampling,
16:15 but what was going on, I didn't know.
16:17 We stood for prayer and we always hold hands
16:21 in a circle and pray.
16:23 And Sara was right here on this side of me
16:25 and I held her hand
16:27 and my sister from church prayed.
16:29 So as she prayed, I said my own prayer,
16:31 God, I don't know what's going on with Sara,
16:34 please show us the key to her heart.
16:38 We said amen, we started the study,
16:40 it was on bitterness and jealousy
16:42 and unforgiveness and all of that stuff
16:44 and as the women were talking, I was going along,
16:48 Sara was very quiet and very hard in her heart.
16:53 All of a sudden,
16:54 one of the women raised her hand and she said,
16:56 you all know I have cancer.
16:59 She said, I believe I got cancer
17:00 because I held on to unforgiveness in my heart,
17:05 and instantly I thought, yes,
17:10 our emotions impact our physical life.
17:13 I mean that does happen, but at the same time
17:17 we live in a world of sin,
17:19 we live in a world of sickness and suffering
17:22 and many times we get sick through no fault of anyone,
17:27 just because of the world of sin we live in.
17:30 And I didn't want the girls
17:31 to get like a wrong picture of God,
17:33 and I was trying to think what do I say
17:35 and all of a sudden Sara spoke, and she said,
17:39 "What type of resentment does a kid have,
17:43 that will cause him to get cancer?"
17:46 And I was really surprised,
17:48 and I open my mouth to start to say something
17:50 and all of a sudden she lashed out again.
17:53 She said, "My eight year old son died of cancer."
17:59 Sure, he had normal childhood squabbles,
18:01 but you cannot tell me that it was his fault."
18:06 And I said, "Oh, Sara I'm so sorry he died."
18:09 Of course, it wasn't his fault, it wasn't his fault.
18:14 I said, "Tell me, do you believe,
18:16 God caused his cancer."
18:19 And she said, "No,
18:21 but I believe He could have stopped it and He didn't.
18:25 I don't have any use for God."
18:28 And so we started to talk about this thing
18:30 called the great controversy.
18:32 How God has to allow the outworking of sin.
18:38 He has to allow it to ripen and bear fruit
18:40 we could almost say in order for us to see the effect of sin
18:46 and what Satan really wants to do in this world.
18:50 I think if we truly understand God,
18:53 it alters how we look at life, it alters how we look at
18:57 pain and suffering and the things in this life.
19:01 If we truly understand who he is, it alters that.
19:07 And we find out who he is, in the word of God.
19:12 Satan tramples on us by confusing
19:14 the character of God.
19:16 Maybe you've heard one of these lies.
19:18 God causes the sin, misery and destruction in this world.
19:24 Instantly we could claim John 10:10,
19:27 Satan comes to steal, kill and destroy.
19:30 Jesus says, "I have come that you would have life
19:35 and have it more abundantly."
19:39 Satan says, God can't love you, you've gone too far,
19:43 you've been too bad, you've done too much,
19:48 God can't love you.
19:51 If that's what he's telling you tonight,
19:52 I want you to turn with me to Romans.
19:54 Romans Chapter 5,
19:56 let's turn there to Romans Chapter 5.
20:04 Romans 5:8,
20:09 "God demonstrates His own love toward us
20:12 and that while we were still sinners,
20:15 God Christ died for us."
20:20 He loves us so much that when we were his enemies,
20:22 when we were against Him, when we spit in His face,
20:25 when we pushed Him away, what did He say?
20:29 I love you.
20:30 I want to give my Son, I love you.
20:34 John 16:27...
20:40 I like this one too especially
20:43 sometimes Satan confuses the character of God
20:46 by simply saying God is harsh and mean.
20:50 Jesus on the other hand is loving and good.
20:55 But God is harsh and mean.
20:58 But the God in the Old Testament
21:00 is the same as Jesus in the New Testament.
21:04 He says, "I'm same yesterday, today and forever."
21:07 John 16:27...
21:13 He says, "For the Father Himself loves you
21:18 because you have loved me,
21:19 and have believed that I came forth from God."
21:21 The Father Himself loves you.
21:23 So if Satan's telling you a lie tonight,
21:25 him saying God can't love you, He doesn't love you.
21:29 The word of God says the Father Himself loves you.
21:35 What about this one?
21:37 Satan says, God wants to keep you in bondage.
21:39 I think especially young people,
21:41 Satan gives that lie.
21:44 Well, if you follow the rules that mom and dad have,
21:48 if you follow the rules that the teacher wants at school,
21:51 if you follow the rules that you are supposed to do,
21:54 you gonna be in bondage, you know that?
21:56 You not gonna be very happy,
21:58 you gonna be in this little straight-laced jacket
22:01 and you're not gonna feel very good, right?
22:04 That's a lie from the Satan.
22:05 He says God wants to keep you in bondage.
22:08 We're still in John,
22:10 just jump back to John Chapter 8.
22:13 John 8:36...
22:21 Jesus speaking, "If the Son makes you free..."
22:26 Let's read it together.
22:28 "You shall be free indeed."
22:32 You shall be free indeed, if Jesus sets us free,
22:36 we're free indeed.
22:40 Satan tramples on us...
22:43 Maybe it's here and he comes and tramples by confusing
22:46 the character of God.
22:48 Another of the ways that he tramples on us
22:50 is through abuse.
22:53 Pain, neglect...
22:58 I was scrubbing dishes, at our kitchen sink
23:01 there's a window above the sink,
23:03 and I can look out which is I love that,
23:06 and look out while I'm doing dishes.
23:08 And all of a sudden,
23:09 I heard a high pitched scream...
23:13 but we live in the county, so I though who's screaming.
23:16 I mean, our nearest neighbors are Pam and Dave Torre,
23:19 and they are little ways away.
23:21 So, who would be screaming and I...
23:23 you know, I never hear them scream,
23:25 so what's that noise,
23:26 but it sound a certain like a baby crying but I didn't know
23:29 what was going on and so I listen
23:32 and that scream came again
23:34 and so then all of a sudden I ran to the front door
23:36 and I throw it open and looked out.
23:40 And there was our cat.
23:42 Our darling kittling cat Pebbles,
23:45 was something brown and furry in her mouth.
23:49 Can anybody guess what it was?
23:52 It was bunny, you're right dear.
23:53 It was a bunny.
23:55 She had it right here
23:57 and she's going like this, right?
23:59 Shaking her head from side to side
24:01 and instantly I said "Pebbles, stop that!"
24:04 And I ran down the steps and she amazingly dropped it
24:09 'cause usually she doesn't obey anything else we tell her.
24:12 But this time she dropped it and so I went over,
24:17 she wandered off, she wasn't hungry,
24:19 we feed her everyday,
24:21 it was just the thrill of the chase,
24:22 you know for a cat.
24:24 So I went over to the bunny and it was lying on its side,
24:29 its little sides even and I though,
24:33 I'm so sorry you got hurt and so I went closer to it
24:38 but I scared it, right?
24:40 Because it didn't know that I wasn't gonna hurt it again.
24:43 And so it tried to run.
24:47 Its back legs didn't work.
24:51 They had been, I don't know
24:52 if they've been snapped in the shaking
24:54 or something happened to it.
24:56 And the back legs wouldn't work
24:58 and so it picked up its front and it dragged
25:03 its hind quarters to the shade of my lilies.
25:06 And I didn't follow it
25:07 'cause I thought I'm gonna traumatize it further.
25:10 And so I sat down and I don't know what to do.
25:15 And so I prayed, and I said, God,
25:18 I don't know what to do with this little bunny.
25:21 Tears falling on my jeans
25:23 just watching it still side even.
25:27 Pretty soon the front legs stopped kicking,
25:30 few more breaths, then I had another thought,
25:34 you could put it out of its misery
25:35 and I thought I could never do that.
25:38 So I just prayed some more and just a few seconds
25:41 I'm making his him like a long run,
25:42 it was really just a few seconds
25:45 and it stopped.
25:48 And so then as I sat there,
25:50 in the grass looking at the little bunny,
25:53 whom my cat had just killed.
25:56 Here comes my kitty cat,
25:58 up rubbing her face against my knee
26:02 and at first I wanted to be mad at her right?
26:05 Why did you hurt that bunny?
26:06 You got cat food in the garage.
26:08 Why do you think you have to hurt
26:10 one of God's creatures.
26:12 And it was a baby bunny at there, a little thing.
26:16 Why do you have to hurt it?
26:18 And then I thought it was instinctual, right?
26:22 It was part of her nature,
26:25 she had been trained to kill since kittenhood.
26:30 And so I petted her,
26:32 well, my heart hurt for that little bunny.
26:35 And all of a sudden God spoke to me
26:37 and He said that's exactly how I feel,
26:41 when my children hurt each other.
26:45 I love them both...
26:48 the gossiper and the one gossiped about.
26:52 I love the murderer and the one who's murdered.
26:58 This one's heavy.
26:59 I love the child molester
27:02 and the one who is molested.
27:06 And I just thought God how's that even possible?
27:10 But he wasn't done,
27:11 he said that's how I love you Jill.
27:14 Even when you disobey,
27:16 even when you turn and walk outside of my will.
27:23 Since I have forgiven you, do you think you could forgive
27:29 your brothers and sisters?
27:32 I don't know what hurt and pain is bottled up
27:35 in your heart right now.
27:37 Maybe someone lied about you or belittled you
27:40 or someone's actually hurt you or abused you.
27:43 Forgiveness does not mean
27:45 that what the person did to us was right,
27:48 it doesn't meant that at all.
27:50 It simply frees us,
27:52 you and I from constantly being damaged by that person.
27:59 When we hold on to pain and bitterness what happens?
28:01 It only punishes us.
28:04 Forgiveness allows God to open up our hearts again
28:08 to receive His love and His forgiveness
28:11 and His purity.
28:13 I wanted look at four keys to forgiveness,
28:17 four steps to forgiveness.
28:20 And as we do this,
28:21 let's go to Colossians Chapter 3,
28:25 as a springboard for these four steps of forgiveness.
28:29 Colossians Chapter 3.
28:31 We're going to verses 12 and 13.
28:39 Colossians 3:12-13, "Therefore,
28:44 as the elect of God, holy and beloved,
28:48 put on tender mercies, kindness, humility, meekness,
28:55 longsuffering."
28:56 And this is the verse we're really looking at 13.
28:59 "Bearing with one another, and forgiving one another,
29:04 if anyone has a complaint against another,
29:08 even as Christ forgave you,
29:11 so you also must do."
29:16 That's a command. Could you say that's a command?
29:18 It sounds something like okay, Jill,
29:20 when you wake up in the morning and you feel like forgiving,
29:23 okay then you forgive.
29:26 What's he say?
29:27 As Christ forgave us, boy, I got to love,
29:31 I know that Jesus forgave me up.
29:34 As Christ forgave us,
29:37 so we also must forgive our brothers and sisters.
29:42 When Jesus gives us a command, it is always a promise.
29:45 It's never given to say, okay, you have to do it now Jill,
29:48 just grit your teeth little harder,
29:51 what did they say, pull yourself up
29:52 by your bootstraps and try again.
29:55 When He asks us to do something,
30:00 He gives us strength with wish to do it.
30:03 So the four keys, these are four steps
30:05 actually that God has lead me on
30:07 in my own forgiveness journey.
30:10 Number one, if you're taking notes is simply to ask.
30:15 Ask for his forgiveness.
30:18 1 John 1:9, I don't think we even need to turn there,
30:22 we can quote it together.
30:23 1 John 1:9, "If we confess our sins,
30:28 he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins,
30:33 and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
30:37 That's right.
30:39 We ask forgiveness for ourselves.
30:43 I don't think we can extend forgiveness
30:45 to someone else unless
30:48 we've experience God's forgiveness.
30:51 Have you experience that in your life?
30:53 If we're still struggling under the load
30:54 of guilt and shame and condemnation,
30:57 we cannot reach how and extend
30:59 any of God's forgiveness to someone else.
31:02 So, God says if you're feeling that,
31:04 if you're feeling that guilt and shame and condemnation,
31:07 and all of that stuff, claim the word of God,
31:11 they're promise.
31:12 If we confess, the promise is sure,
31:14 it's not depended on if I feel I get.
31:18 Okay, if I confess,
31:20 you're faithful and just to forgive me
31:21 if I feel different, no, the promise is sure.
31:25 So go to God,
31:26 asks for His forgiveness for our self,
31:29 then we ask God to give us His forgiveness for others.
31:32 This is still under number one,
31:33 ask for his forgiveness for our self
31:36 and for other people.
31:38 Remember Jesus on the cross...
31:41 laid down, extended His arms
31:45 and as they're driving those nails in,
31:47 what did He say?
31:49 Father forgive them,
31:51 for they don't know what they do.
31:54 That right, Jennifer, Father forgive them,
31:57 for they don't know what they're doing.
32:00 That's Luke 23:34,
32:03 if you want to look that up, Luke 23:34.
32:06 That's the ultimate example.
32:07 I can't even imagine, you know,
32:09 if someone's doing that to me and me saying okay,
32:13 all we can do is ask.
32:15 Ask God for His forgiveness.
32:17 Number two, pray for the person.
32:21 I was...
32:23 this happened several years ago.
32:24 I was walking into a room, it was a large room
32:28 and as I came through the doorway,
32:30 at the other side of the room was a woman.
32:33 She had her back to me.
32:35 We'll call her Jenny, that's not her name,
32:37 we just call her that.
32:39 She had her back to me and I knew who she was,
32:41 not well, but I knew who she was.
32:44 So she's turned around like over there across the room
32:46 with her back to me.
32:48 And I walked in and I thought,
32:49 oh, I'll go over and say hi
32:51 but there was a large crowd of people she was talking to.
32:54 And you know what she was talking about?
32:57 Me...
32:59 And it was not very nice.
33:04 And I just was like brooded, you ever experience that?
33:07 Like oh, she's saying that
33:10 right now about me.
33:14 Oh, how dare she?
33:18 Right? Natural human response.
33:21 I turned around, I ran,
33:23 I remember I was crying, crying.
33:26 Turned around and ran.
33:28 Got in the car, praying.
33:30 Lord Jesus, she just said all that stuff,
33:32 I don't even really know her,
33:33 I don't know where that came from,
33:34 I just, I don't know what to do with this,
33:37 but I will be a good Christian.
33:39 And I'm not going to gossip about her.
33:42 So I was kind of proud of my very good Christianity.
33:45 And I said, I will not gossip about her,
33:47 so I didn't.
33:48 I didn't tell other people what she had said.
33:51 I didn't say, you know, what Nory,
33:53 you know what so and so just said about me,
33:56 I cant believe they would lie like...
33:57 No, I didn't say that, right?
33:59 I told my husband and that was it
34:01 and we just took it to God.
34:03 Several months went by and this is just being honest.
34:07 I actually thought I had forgiven her.
34:10 It was buried.
34:11 My resentment, my pain was buried so deeply,
34:17 I couldn't sense it.
34:19 I didn't know it was there.
34:22 So I went along...
34:24 don't you love God?
34:26 He shows us our heart at just the right time,
34:29 when we need to be changed, he knew it was there.
34:33 He knew that bitterness and unforgiveness against Jenny
34:36 was there, but he also knew when my heart was ripe.
34:40 When it would be ready to receive it.
34:44 I was scrubbing dishes again.
34:46 You think all I do is dishes,
34:47 but however this story happened,
34:49 I was scrubbing dishes too.
34:50 I was scrubbing dishes, and when I wash dishes,
34:52 I like to memorize scripture.
34:55 So this particular scripture was Hebrews 12:14-15.
35:00 I memorized it in King James.
35:04 But it's just as good in any translation.
35:06 Hebrews 12:14-15, it starts out
35:09 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness,
35:12 without which no one shall see God."
35:15 And I was kind of excited because I thought,
35:16 oh, thank you Jesus,
35:18 I'm walking in peace with my brothers and sisters.
35:22 That tells you how deep that bitterness was buried
35:26 because I actually thought I was in peace.
35:29 Then the next verse jolted me
35:31 out of my spiritual complacency.
35:33 It says, "Looking diligently lest any man fail
35:36 of the grace of Christ,
35:38 lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you,
35:43 and thereby many people be defiled."
35:46 And as soon as I read that,
35:47 I was like God spoke to my heart and he said, Jill,
35:51 if you hang on to this bitterness against Jenny,
35:55 it's gonna affect your life, your marriage, your ministry.
36:00 Do you want that?
36:02 And I said absolutely not.
36:03 But God, I don't know how to get rid of it.
36:05 Remember we're on number two,
36:06 for how to forgive others that is
36:09 pray for that person, that's right.
36:12 Pray for that person,
36:13 so God led me on a journey to pray for Jenny.
36:17 Now this is not a prayer that I felt like to pray.
36:20 My prayer would have been, God bring down some judgment.
36:24 God, you know, she could get in a car wreck.
36:27 Not to really hurt,
36:28 but just to kind of shake her up.
36:30 God, you know you could do x, y, and z,
36:32 but instead I prayed what felt fake inside
36:36 but it's biblical.
36:38 So I prayed it anyway.
36:39 I said God,
36:41 I prayed blessings over Jenny's life.
36:43 I asked that You'd bless her marriage
36:46 and her family.
36:47 I pray that you would enlarge her ministry,
36:51 I pray that today you would bless her
36:53 with the sense of Your presence
36:55 and that You would bless her
36:56 when she goes out and when she comes in
36:57 and when she's lying down and when she's rising up
37:00 and as she goes throughout her day.
37:02 I pray that you would give her a good day
37:05 and that You would pour Your spirit upon her,
37:08 that You would use her in ministry.
37:10 I pray for financial blessings
37:12 and spiritual blessings in Christ Jesus,
37:15 all of that stuff I prayed for Jenny.
37:18 Day one...
37:20 I felt the same.
37:22 Day two, no change.
37:25 Day three, nothing.
37:28 Day four, hate.
37:31 Along about day, I don't even know.
37:35 Maybe five, six.
37:38 God did something, he changed my heart.
37:41 It's a beautiful thing,
37:43 and all of a sudden as I prayed the same prayer
37:45 that had felt fake before,
37:48 God released that pain, that anger, that bitterness
37:52 and replaced it with freedom, healing, love.
37:58 Only the Lord Jesus Christ can do that.
38:01 First we ask for His forgiveness for ourselves
38:03 and for other people.
38:04 Second, we pray for the person.
38:06 Third, we surrender the desire for revenge.
38:10 Surrender that desire for revenge.
38:13 Romans 8:28,
38:15 let's turn over to there.
38:17 This is probably one of my favorite all time Bible verses,
38:21 Romans 8:28.
38:24 You like it, Lori, too. Lori is nodding.
38:26 In Romans 8:28,
38:28 "We know that all things work together for good
38:32 to those who love God,
38:34 to those who are called according to his purpose."
38:40 It doesn't mean all things are good, of course not.
38:43 It just means that God can turn any situation,
38:47 any difficulty around for good,
38:50 but there's a condition, if...
38:55 if we love him to those who are called,
38:57 if we forgive, if we love, if we choose, absolutely.
39:01 Remember the story of Joseph.
39:03 His brothers sold him when he was young.
39:06 About 17 years old maybe as a slave into Egypt.
39:11 He had been the cherished, chosen special son
39:15 and all of a sudden he goes to work drudgery, slavery.
39:19 He spent 10 years
39:20 in Potiphar's house, he grew up,
39:22 he was given a lot of privileges for slave.
39:26 He had a great deal of privilege.
39:27 He was in charge with the house
39:30 and then his master's wife accused him wrongly.
39:33 He was put in jail through no fault of his own.
39:38 Now that would lead to bitterness.
39:39 Would you think so?
39:40 I would think that would lead
39:42 to pain and bitterness and unforgiveness.
39:45 And yet years later, when the famine hit Egypt,
39:49 and his brothers came for food
39:51 for themselves and for dad and whoever back at home.
39:56 Their families back at home.
39:58 He said, what you intended for evil, God turned...
40:05 That's right, God turned for good.
40:10 It's the Romans 8:28 principle.
40:12 Whatever Satan intends in our lives for evil,
40:15 if we surrender, if we submit to the Lord Jesus Christ,
40:19 He can turn it around for good.
40:23 One more scripture in Romans, Romans 12,
40:25 just jump over a couple chapters.
40:28 Romans 12:19,
40:34 Romans 12:19,
40:35 "Beloved, do not avenge yourselves,
40:37 but rather give place to wrath..."
40:39 Here's the part.
40:40 "For it is written, Vengeance is mine."
40:45 Who repays?
40:47 God, God will repay.
40:50 Vengeance is God's, He's the one who's gonna repay.
40:55 So not only do we trust him
40:56 that what Satan intends for evil,
40:58 he can workout for good.
41:01 But in the midst to that he says,
41:03 I'm gonna even the scores,
41:05 I'm keeping track of all that stuff.
41:08 I'm gonna even those scores.
41:10 Surrender is not always an easy thing.
41:12 Have you experienced that?
41:14 Sometimes in theory it's very easy.
41:18 God, I give you my will.
41:20 God, I ask you to take me at my heart.
41:22 God, I ask you to take these desires for revenge
41:25 or these feelings that I'm dealing with.
41:26 God, I ask you to take it.
41:28 In practice, it can be a trifle difficult.
41:32 My sister lives in North Carolina,
41:34 and she has four boys at present,
41:36 but when this story happened she had three.
41:38 And they had a tornado warning.
41:42 You know the weather scanner, it went off
41:45 and in our area what would it say,
41:46 the national weather service in Paducah, Kentucky
41:49 has issued a rain something like that.
41:51 But in her area it says,
41:53 her local county has issued a tornado warning.
41:56 Now her husband is a nurse and works nights.
42:00 It was night time.
42:02 She's home alone...
42:04 What are they gonna do?
42:05 Tornado warning, what does that mean?
42:07 Funnel cloud activity, right?
42:09 Tornado has been spotted, it's not a watch,
42:12 potentially something could happen,
42:13 it's a warning, it's on its way.
42:15 So she grabbed, she had three boys at this time,
42:18 she grabbed the first son,
42:21 picked him up, he's sleeping, night time.
42:24 Ran with him...
42:26 underneath they have a crawl space,
42:28 trying to get more to safety,
42:29 it would be safer in the crawl space
42:31 if something happened to the house.
42:32 Tuck him underneath the house, grabs the next son,
42:36 runs, puts him underneath the house.
42:40 Grabs the third son, runs, puts him underneath the house.
42:43 Now you know what's amazing about that story?
42:46 They didn't wake up.
42:48 None of the boys woke up.
42:51 They didn't hear the scanner going off or the sirens.
42:55 They weren't disturbed
42:56 when their mom yanked them from bed
42:59 and carried them underneath the house.
43:02 They slept,
43:04 now they sleep heavy and that's obvious,
43:05 you could only sleep heavy if that happened.
43:08 But I think it illustrates a spiritual principle.
43:12 If I am truly surrender, I trust my heavenly Father,
43:19 I say, I know, you know, what's best for me.
43:22 You know what's going on in my life.
43:25 You know what so and so just did to me.
43:27 I trust all that with You and I will sleep in Your arms.
43:34 I will sleep in Your will.
43:36 I choose to fully and completely trust you.
43:42 First we pray for...
43:44 ask for God's forgiveness.
43:45 Second, we pray for the person.
43:47 Third, we surrender the desire for revenge
43:49 and number four, we choose.
43:53 Choose to process steps two and three
43:55 until God changes our hearts.
43:57 It doesn't happen overnight.
43:59 Sometimes it does
44:00 and God gives immediate deliverance
44:02 and praise His name, and sometimes He says,
44:05 I'm asking you to pray.
44:07 I'm asking you to surrender again.
44:10 We choose to pray and to surrender.
44:13 Sometimes you surrender and 30 seconds later
44:15 guess what happens?
44:17 You surrender again.
44:18 And a minute later, you surrender again.
44:22 Satan brings it back, you surrender again.
44:25 Every time we do that,
44:28 I'm here to tell you it gets easier.
44:30 Every time we do that,
44:33 there's less and less time
44:34 before Satan brings it back
44:36 and then pretty soon, it's quiet.
44:39 You know, Corrie ten Boom,
44:41 and the story is told...
44:42 Now she has a wonderful forgiveness stories.
44:45 She was in the concentration camp
44:50 for hiding Jewish people during World War II,
44:52 and the Nazis took her
44:54 and her sister Betsie died in there.
44:58 Horrible experiences,
45:00 she came out learning experiencing forgiveness.
45:03 But one of the story she writes about is years later
45:07 when she thought she had mastered forgiveness,
45:10 she had forgiven the guards,
45:12 the people who had hurt her sister
45:14 and her dad and her family so terribly
45:17 and she thought she was free.
45:20 Years later when she thought she was free,
45:25 some friends, supposed friends betrayed her.
45:30 And she went to God and said, God I ask you to release me.
45:34 I'm doing the surrender and this forgiveness
45:37 and this all of this stuff I ask for that.
45:40 But she said the feelings didn't go away
45:41 and she was asking for God's forgiveness
45:43 and they didn't go away,
45:45 and finally she went to see a pastor.
45:47 And she said, you know, I'm really struggling here.
45:50 I'm really struggling.
45:52 I can't get freedom.
45:53 And he said, well, have you asked for God's forgiveness?
45:55 Yes, I have.
45:57 And went through the steps, have you done this?
45:59 Yes, I have. Yes, I'm praying. Yes, I've asked.
46:02 Yes, I've surrendered all of that, but I'm not free.
46:06 And he reminded her of a bell.
46:08 This is a bell Greg brought for me, from Pikes Peak.
46:12 A large bell like a church bell,
46:15 with one of those ropes.
46:18 You jump, you pull what happens?
46:21 Back and forth, now what happens
46:22 when your let go off the rope?
46:26 There's a little bit more, right?
46:28 Another ding, another dong, another ding
46:31 until the bell stops swinging.
46:35 If you pull it pretty vigorously,
46:37 it's gonna go like this for a while, right?
46:39 And if you let go off the rope, it swings, swings less, less
46:44 until the bell is quiet.
46:46 And I think this same thing with forgiveness.
46:49 We release, we ask God for that,
46:51 sometimes it swings a bit.
46:54 But then pretty soon it swings less and less and less
46:57 and then God says, you're free.
47:00 I've released you.
47:03 Back to the seed, the word of God.
47:09 Sometimes God wants to plant His word
47:13 in your heart and in mind.
47:16 And we're resistant.
47:17 We talked about the road being hard,
47:20 we're resistant to the work.
47:21 Sometimes, Satan tramples our heart,
47:25 maybe it's by confusing God's character.
47:27 Maybe he tramples us by that pain
47:30 and we struggle with forgiveness.
47:32 Someone else tramples on us
47:34 and we struggle with forgiveness.
47:36 The third way,
47:38 the third hindrance to God planting His word in our heart.
47:41 We're jumping back to our parable, that's in Luke.
47:44 Luke 8:5 again.
47:48 Luke 8:5,
47:51 some fell by the wayside, that's the resistant heart.
47:55 And if you're resistant tonight, just go to God,
47:58 He wants to soften your heart
48:00 with the washing of the water of His word.
48:02 He who wants to pour His Holy Spirit in
48:05 and plow up that ground.
48:08 May be you're the trampled.
48:10 Some fell by the wayside and it was trampled down.
48:13 Maybe you are trampled tonight and you are hurting.
48:16 God says I can bring you deliverance.
48:19 I can set you free.
48:22 Free from the pain, free from the bitterness,
48:26 free from the jealousy, whatever it is.
48:28 God wants to set you free.
48:30 And number three,
48:32 "The birds of the air devoured it."
48:35 Some fell by the wayside and it was trampled down
48:38 and the birds of the air devoured it.
48:41 I call that stolen.
48:44 The seed is stolen.
48:47 God wants to plant His word, maybe you hear a sermon,
48:51 and what happens?
48:52 Satan in church, and all of a sudden,
48:55 Satan snatches the word you just heard from the preacher
48:59 right out of your heart, it's stolen.
49:03 How can the seed be stolen from us?
49:08 It could be stolen by busyness.
49:10 Being too busy to get into the word of God.
49:12 It can be stolen by carelessness,
49:14 but I think one of the main reasons,
49:16 the main ways that the seed can be stolen
49:20 is through misunderstanding of the value of it.
49:25 It's taken away because we don't understand its value.
49:28 We don't even know what its worth.
49:33 I want to close tonight with one more Jill story.
49:37 It was a Monday night
49:38 and we were doing our Bible study.
49:42 And all of a sudden,
49:43 I heard a women scream down the hall.
49:46 And that's not real common, when you go in,
49:49 it's not real common to hear someone scream and I thought,
49:51 oh, what was that?
49:53 And I looked around the circle
49:54 and all the women were really focused
49:57 on the Bible study.
49:59 And I thought Jill, shame on you.
50:01 If they can focus on the Bible study
50:04 and block out someone screaming
50:05 and all those extra noises, surely you can do.
50:09 And so I tried to discipline my mind
50:11 and focus on the Bible study.
50:15 The scream came again.
50:17 And my friend from church
50:19 who is leading the study, she said,
50:20 how many of you have heard the story
50:21 of Daniel in the lions' den?
50:24 Now, if I were to ask you that here,
50:26 probably every hand, right?
50:28 We all know the story of Daniel in the lions' den.
50:30 Now one hand went up,
50:32 so she just launched in to the story
50:35 of Daniel in the lions' den
50:36 and the scream had happened a third time.
50:39 And then a fourth,
50:41 and I could not concentrate on Daniel in the lions' den
50:43 and I just said excuse me,
50:44 I'm so sorry to interrupt the study--
50:46 what's wrong?
50:47 Is somebody in trouble?
50:49 Does somebody need help?
50:52 And they kind of rolled their eyes and said,
50:54 that's Amber.
50:56 That's not her real name.
50:58 That's Amber.
51:01 She's been in and out of jail before,
51:03 she has ruined her mind.
51:06 She's crazy.
51:07 Amber, Amber, I kept thinking, I should know that name.
51:12 I should know that--
51:13 what if I had seen her,
51:15 and then all of a sudden I remembered,
51:16 she had been in our Bible study.
51:18 I remembered her being there.
51:21 Why would-- but I thought she got released.
51:23 So what was she doing back in jail,
51:26 I didn't know.
51:28 We worked on the study in--
51:30 She kept screaming
51:32 and I didn't know what to do with that,
51:33 and finally the study ended,
51:35 and we say goodbye to our sister
51:37 and they walked out down the hall and I went up.
51:40 When we come out of our little room,
51:42 there's a little desk right out there.
51:45 And I went up to the desk in to the guard and I said,
51:47 excuse me,
51:49 would you mind is there any chance
51:51 you would let me go,
51:52 pray with Amber, I really want to go see her.
51:55 He looked kind of tired.
51:56 He said, oh, Amber, he said, yes,
51:58 she's been in and out.
51:59 She's taking bath salts
52:02 and it had kind of messed with her mind.
52:04 He said she's probably been in and out 20 times.
52:07 She gets out, she gets picked up,
52:08 she gets out, she gets picked up, she gets out.
52:12 And I said, please I would like to pray with her.
52:15 And he said okay.
52:16 And so I went down,
52:18 it was down the hall in solitary.
52:20 And he followed behind me.
52:23 I went down the hall and she saw me coming,
52:27 there's a little glass window,
52:28 she saw me coming before I even got there.
52:30 "Hey, lady come over here, I want to talk to you."
52:34 And I said,
52:35 "Hi Amber, my name is Jill, I came to talk to you,
52:39 if that's okay."
52:41 So we kind of made small talk and then I got to the point.
52:45 Because I knew the guard's
52:47 then and there and you got to hurry.
52:48 You can't waste time.
52:49 And I said "Do you mind Amber,
52:51 I actually came to pray with you?"
52:53 She began to get agitated.
52:56 "No, no, I don't want prayer, I don't need prayer."
53:00 Then she stepped right up to the glass
53:03 and she looked at me through the glass.
53:06 "Oh, lady, you have pretty teeth,
53:10 I'd like teeth like that."
53:13 Her teeth, I don't even remember what they look like
53:16 but, you know, sometimes when you do some stuff,
53:18 it messes with your teeth, right?
53:21 But I don't even remember if she had good teeth or not.
53:23 She said, "I want your teeth."
53:25 And I said, "Amber, I'm so sorry,
53:27 I can't give you my teeth."
53:28 Right?
53:30 "I can't give them to you,
53:31 but I would love to pray with you."
53:37 Oh, she said, "I don't want a prayer,
53:39 I don't need prayer,
53:41 over your teeth, look at your teeth.
53:43 Lady, I want teeth like that."
53:46 I said, "Amber, we can talk--
53:52 with the God of the universe,
53:54 the God who can do anything."
53:58 "Look at those teeth."
54:01 And so I turned away.
54:03 Nothing more I could say.
54:07 Walked down the hall,
54:10 we got in our cars and we drove home.
54:14 And as I drove,
54:16 I thought about the tremendous gift
54:19 that she has cast aside.
54:21 That was not purposeful.
54:23 She didn't purposely caste aside.
54:26 She simply had no idea of the value of our King.
54:32 She didn't know
54:34 what talking to the creator God of the universe could do.
54:38 She didn't know what a difference God
54:40 could make in her life.
54:42 She had never experienced
54:45 His life transforming grace
54:49 in her life before.
54:52 And so what does she say?
54:54 I see something physical, just give me teeth.
54:58 Settling for second best,
55:00 when God wanted to give her everything,
55:03 and then as I thought of that,
55:07 God reminded me,
55:09 in the recesses of my heart and life,
55:12 that I too have been like Amber.
55:17 I have prayed for teeth.
55:19 Not literally,
55:20 but how many times have I settled for second best.
55:27 I come to God and say, give me a job.
55:31 I want a husband, I already have a husband,
55:33 I'm just making up, right?
55:36 Help me get that dress in the window,
55:39 I want a new car--
55:41 really?
55:42 That's all second best.
55:45 Material, everyday, ordinary things
55:50 and God says come, come, you can talk to me.
55:56 I am the creator God of the universe,
55:58 I can give you peace,
55:59 I can flood your soul with love and joy,
56:03 longsuffering and those fruits of the spirit,
56:06 I can give you peace in your relationships
56:08 with other people.
56:09 I can fill the void in your heart
56:12 and I just say God give me teeth.
56:16 Misunderstanding, other seeds value.
56:21 Satan can come in and can steal it.
56:24 If I don't know the value of the word of God.
56:26 Sure, you can have the word of God
56:28 and people are dying,
56:30 giving their lives, persecuted for owning a Bible.
56:36 And I say, I let it collect dust in the shelf.
56:40 I think God wants to do something radical
56:42 in our hearts and lives.
56:44 He says I want to plant my word, my seed,
56:49 deep into your heart.
56:51 He says I want to change you, I want to make us--
56:54 He wants to make us into the image of Jesus.
56:57 So tonight, we talked about the parable of the sower.
57:01 How--
57:04 Sometimes we're hard to the work of the Holy Spirit,
57:06 and if that's the case with you tonight,
57:08 open up your heart to the Lord Jesus.
57:09 Let Him come in and soften you.
57:13 Sometimes, we're trampled on through no fault of our own
57:17 and if that's your case tonight,
57:19 let Jesus give you His forgiveness,
57:22 let Him pour His love and grace and mercy into your life,
57:27 so that you can extend
57:29 His forgiveness to someone else.
57:32 Maybe--
57:34 you've lost sight of the value of the word of God
57:37 and you're busy,
57:39 you're achieving whatever dream you think you had
57:43 and you misunderstand the value in this word, go to God.
57:47 Say, I'm not gonna settle for second best.
57:50 I want the best thing that You have for me.
57:53 Know that we love you here at 3ABN,
57:56 that we pray God's blessings and anointing over your life,
58:00 and we will see you next week.


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