>> THIS PRESENTATION IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE FRIENDS 00:00:01.10\00:01:02.79 OF THE AMAZING FACTS MINISTRY. 00:01:02.82\00:01:11.40 >> ONE DAY I THOUGHT, 'I JUST WANT TO GO TO SLEEP 00:01:11.43\00:01:12.70 AND NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN. WHAT'S THE PURPOSE? 00:01:12.73\00:01:15.84 WHY NOT GET IT OVER WITH? 00:01:15.87\00:01:16.94 WHY NOT KILL YOURSELF AND SAVE YOURSELF ALL THE GRIEF 00:01:16.97\00:01:18.91 THAT PEOPLE GO THROUGH?' AND SO I THOUGHT ABOUT SUICIDE 00:01:18.94\00:01:22.04 QUITE A BIT - EVEN AS A YOUNGSTER. 00:01:22.08\00:01:26.82 >> FOR OVER 40 YEARS AMAZING FACTS HAS BEEN DEDICATED TO 00:01:26.85\00:01:29.88 SHARING GOD'S WORD THROUGH MEDIA. 00:01:29.92\00:01:32.79 THIS PROGRAM FEATURES HIGHLIGHTS FROM SOME OF OUR BEST 00:01:32.82\00:01:35.69 TELEVISION BROADCASTS. 00:01:35.72\00:01:37.56 WE INVITE YOU TO SIT BACK AND ENJOY THIS EDITION OF 00:01:37.59\00:01:40.40 AMAZING FACTS PRESENTS. 00:01:40.43\00:01:47.60 >> YOU KNOW, THERE'S ALWAYS A RISK WHEN ANYBODY STANDS UP AND 00:01:47.64\00:01:51.17 SPENDS TOO MUCH TIME TALKING ABOUT THEMSELVES - THAT THEY CAN 00:01:51.21\00:01:54.41 SQUEEZE GOD OUT OF THE PICTURE. AND I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT. 00:01:54.44\00:01:57.88 MY POINT IN DOING THIS IS REALLY REDEMPTIVE. 00:01:57.91\00:02:00.82 I'VE MADE A LOT OF MTAKES AND I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SHARE WHAT 00:02:00.85\00:02:03.05 I'VE FOUND IN MY SEARCHING. 00:02:03.08\00:02:05.19 FIRST OF ALL, LET'S ESTABLISH A FACT: EVERYBODY WANTS 00:02:05.22\00:02:08.32 TO BE HAPPY AND THAT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL. 00:02:08.36\00:02:11.66 GOD WANTS YOU TO BE HAPPY. 00:02:11.69\00:02:13.46 WHEN GOD FIRST MADE THE WORLD EVERYTHING WAS GOOD, GOOD, 00:02:13.50\00:02:16.73 VERY GOOD. 00:02:16.77\00:02:17.70 YOU READ IT THERE IN GENESIS CHAPTERS 1 AND 2. 00:02:17.73\00:02:19.93 THAT'S HIS PLAN. 00:02:19.97\00:02:21.57 BUT A LOT OF PEOPLE THINK THAT HAPPINESS COMES FROM RICHES AND 00:02:21.60\00:02:27.98 FAME - OR AS WE SOMETIMES SAY, 'FAME AND FORTUNE.' 00:02:28.01\00:02:31.78 WELL, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT HAPPINESS DOES NOT COME FROM 00:02:31.81\00:02:35.38 FAME AND FROM FORTUNE. 00:02:35.42\00:02:37.39 I GREW UP IN AN UNUSUAL FAMILY WITH SOME VERY OPPOSITE PARENTS. 00:02:37.42\00:02:41.89 THEY HAD A PRETTY FIERY RELATIONSHIP - LASTED LONG 00:02:41.92\00:02:45.73 ENOUGH FOR MY BROTHER AND I TO COME ALONG. 00:02:45.76\00:02:47.30 BUT MAYBE I'LL START WITH DAD. HE LEFT HOME VERY YOUNG, 00:02:47.36\00:02:51.00 GOT INVOLVED DURING WORLD WAR - WELL HE LEARNED TO 00:02:51.03\00:02:52.87 FLY BEFORE THE WAR, SO AS THE WAR BEGAN HE ALREADY ENTERED IN 00:02:52.90\00:02:56.77 THE AVIATION BUSINESS AND HE WAS A CAPTAIN IN THE AIR FORCE 00:02:56.81\00:02:59.54 DURING WORLD WAR II, HE WAS FLYING ON D-DAY, AND - 00:02:59.57\00:03:03.98 A VERY TALENTED PILOT. 00:03:04.01\00:03:05.48 HE NOT ONLY WAS AN INSTRUCTOR, BUT HE COULD FLY 00:03:05.51\00:03:07.82 JUST ABOUT ANYTHING. 00:03:07.85\00:03:09.15 AFTER THE WAR HE BEGAN TO BUY AND SELL AIRPLANES AND 00:03:09.18\00:03:12.92 HE STARTED A COUPLE OF DIFFERENT AIRCRAFT INDUSTRIES. 00:03:12.95\00:03:17.73 HERE'S AN ARTICLE 'GEORGE BATCHELOR MOST - PRESIDENT OF 00:03:17.76\00:03:20.80 INTERNATIONAL AIR LEASES MOST INFLUENTIAL PERSON OF THE YEAR.' 00:03:20.83\00:03:24.13 THAT WAS 1995. YOU'D THINK WITH ALL THAT MONEY 00:03:24.17\00:03:26.97 THAT HE'D BE HAPPY, BUT HE WASN'T HAPPY. 00:03:27.00\00:03:30.51 THERE WAS A LOT OF STRESS IN HIS LIFE. 00:03:30.54\00:03:32.54 IT SEEMS LIKE YOU NEVER THINK IT'S ENOUGH. YOU'RE DRIVEN. 00:03:32.57\00:03:34.78 YOU MAKE MONEY AND THEN YOU END UP BEING A SLAVE TO YOUR 00:03:34.81\00:03:37.25 BUSINESSES AND A SLAVE TO YOUR MONEY AND EVERYBODY'S TRYING TO 00:03:37.28\00:03:39.58 TAKE IT AND IT JUST BECOMES A VERY STRESSFUL LIFE. 00:03:39.61\00:03:43.89 JESUS SAID, 'A MAN'S LIFE DOES NOT CONSIST IN THE ABUNDANCE 00:03:43.92\00:03:47.72 OF THINGS HE POSSESSES. 00:03:47.76\00:03:49.56 WHAT PROFIT IS IT IF YOU GAIN THE WHOLE WORLD AND LOSE 00:03:49.59\00:03:51.66 YOUR SOUL?' HAPPINESS DOES NOT COME FROM 00:03:51.69\00:03:54.30 EARTHLY TREASURE - YOU WON'T KEEP IT, YOU CAN'T TAKE IT WITH 00:03:54.30\00:03:56.36 YOU, YOU'VE NEVER SEEN A HEARSE PULLING A U-HAUL. 00:03:56.40\00:04:00.07 YOU CAN'T TAKE IT WITH Y. 00:04:00.10\00:04:02.70 NOW, MY MOTHER, ON THE OTHER HAND, LIKE I SAID, 00:04:02.74\00:04:05.64 VERY DIFFERENT. 00:04:05.67\00:04:06.78 SHE WAS A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN - JEWISH - BORN IN NEW YORK, 00:04:06.81\00:04:10.31 MY MOTHER WAS IN SHOW BUSINESS AND SHE WAS A FILM CRITIC FOR 00:04:10.35\00:04:15.78 'GOOD MORNING AMERICA' 00:04:15.82\00:04:17.45 SHE WAS ACTUALLY THE PRESIDENT OF THE FILM CRITICS ORGANIZATION 00:04:17.49\00:04:20.42 THAT'S STILL - FOUNDED IT AND WAS PRESIDENT AND - 00:04:20.46\00:04:23.49 WELL, I ALREADY MENTIONED THAT MOM WENT BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN 00:04:23.53\00:04:27.00 CALIFORNIA AND NEW YORK CITY. 00:04:27.03\00:04:30.10 I WAS BORN IN BURBANK, CALIFORNIA - THAT'S WHERE DAD 00:04:30.13\00:04:32.23 HAD HIS AIRCRAFT BUSINESS - AND BY - THEY DIVORCED 00:04:32.27\00:04:35.84 WHEN I WAS THREE. 00:04:35.87\00:04:37.71 LIKE I SAID, THEIR RELATIONSHIP WAS VERY TEMPESTUOUS. 00:04:37.74\00:04:42.61 SO MOM MOVED TO NEW YORK CITY, MY BROTHER AND I MOVED THERE TO 00:04:42.64\00:04:45.65 JOIN HER AND WE LIVED RIGHT IN MANHATTAN - 81ST STREET, 00:04:45.68\00:04:50.99 ON THE WEST SIDE AND 51ST STREET ON THE EAST SIDE AND MOM WAS SO 00:04:51.02\00:04:55.59 BUSY THAT WE OFTEN ROAMED THE STREETS BY OURSELVES. 00:04:55.62\00:04:58.66 I MEAN, I REMEMBER BEING SEVEN - EIGHT YEARS OLD - NINE YEARS 00:04:58.69\00:05:00.93 OLD, JT GOING UP TO 42ND STREET BY MYSELF AND PLAYING. 00:05:00.96\00:05:05.27 THEY USED TO HAVE THESE PENNY ARCADES BACK THEN WHERE 00:05:05.30\00:05:07.17 YOU COULD PLAY. 00:05:07.20\00:05:08.44 MOM WAS SO BUSY - SINGLE MOTHER TRYING TO DEVELOP HER CAREER AND 00:05:08.47\00:05:12.01 WORKING VERY HARD - THAT I BEGAN TO HAVE PROBLEMS IN SCHOOL. 00:05:12.04\00:05:18.61 I WENT TO 14 DIFFERENT SCHOOLS GROWING UP. 00:05:18.65\00:05:21.92 BUT IN SPITE OF ALL THAT WAS GOING ON, I WAS ALWAYS 00:05:21.95\00:05:25.95 WONDERING, 'WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LIFE?' 00:05:25.99\00:05:28.26 AND I REMEMBER THAT I THOUGHT, 'LOOK, MONEY DOESN'T MAKE YOU 00:05:28.29\00:05:31.56 HAPPY, FAME DOESN'T MAKE YOU HAPPY' - I'D SEE ALL THE PEOPLE 00:05:31.59\00:05:35.76 RUNNING AROUND IN NEW YORK CITY - THEY ALL LOOKED UNHAPPY. 00:05:35.80\00:05:38.77 I THOUGHT, 'WE JUST DIE AND TURN BACK INTO FERTILIZER. 00:05:38.80\00:05:42.50 WHAT'S THE PURPOSE? WHY NOT GET IT OVER WITH? 00:05:42.54\00:05:45.14 WHY NOT KILL YOURSELF AND SAVE YOURSELF ALL THE GRIEF THAT 00:05:45.17\00:05:47.31 PEOPLE GO THROUGH?' AND SO I THOUGHT ABOUT SUICIDE 00:05:47.34\00:05:49.98 QUITE A BIT EVEN AS A YOUNGSTER. 00:05:50.01\00:05:52.85 FINALLY, I STARTED THINKING, 'LOOK, INSTEAD OF DOING 00:05:52.88\00:05:56.79 SOMETHING BORING LIKE JUST KILLING YOURSELF, WHY DON'T YOU 00:05:56.82\00:06:01.12 DIE WITH SOME EXCITEMENT?' AND SO I THOUGHT, 'I'M GOING 00:06:01.16\00:06:04.96 TO DO AS MANY EXCITING THINGS AS I CAN BEFORE I DIE. 00:06:04.99\00:06:09.00 AND SO, MY WHOLE PHILOSOPHY CHANGED. 00:06:09.03\00:06:11.13 I JUST THOUGHT, 'I'M GOING TO SEE HOW CLOSE TO THE EDGE I CAN 00:06:11.17\00:06:13.30 GET' AND I STARTED BEING AS CRAZY AS I COULD BE. 00:06:13.34\00:06:15.54 I WAS JUST TRYING TO FIND SOME PURPOSE. 00:06:15.57\00:06:17.17 I WAS ABOUT AS MIXED UP AS ANY KID COULD BE BACK 00:06:17.21\00:06:19.61 DURING THIS TIME. 00:06:19.64\00:06:21.04 AND THE VALUES I WAS GETTING FROM HOLLYWOOD AND WHAT I WAS 00:06:21.08\00:06:24.85 SEEING AT HOME WERE NOT HELPING. 00:06:24.88\00:06:26.82 WELL, THE FIRST TIME I RAN AWAY FROM HOME I WAS 13. 00:06:26.85\00:06:31.35 AND I WAS IN AND OUT OF JAIL - AND I'M CONDENSING A LOT OF 00:06:31.39\00:06:36.06 THINGS - I GOT INTO A LOT OF TROUBLE - DRINKING AND DRUGS. 00:06:36.09\00:06:41.10 LAST TIME I LEFT HOME I WAS 15 AND I MOVED UP TO BOSTON - GOT 00:06:41.13\00:06:46.53 INVOLVED WITH ALL THE WRONG PEOPLE - USING DRUGS AND 00:06:46.57\00:06:50.01 DRINKING AND ALCOHOL AND STEALING. 00:06:50.04\00:06:52.94 I WAS NOW STEALING CARS. 00:06:52.97\00:06:54.68 I MEAN, I'D STEAL A CAR AND WE'D PULL UP TO A POLICEMAN AND ASK 00:06:54.71\00:06:57.31 FOR DIRECTIONS JUST BECAUSE WE THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE FUN TO GET 00:06:57.35\00:07:00.22 INTO A HIGH-SPEED CHASE AND WE WERE JUST LIVING RLLY CRAZY 00:07:00.25\00:07:03.65 BACK THEN. 00:07:03.69\00:07:05.75 AND I HAD A PART-TIME JOB WHILE I WAS IN BOSTON - I'M ONLY 16 00:07:05.79\00:07:08.99 YEARS OLD NOW - AS A SECURITY GUARD, IF YOU CAN BELIEVE THAT. 00:07:09.02\00:07:13.40 HERE I AM BREAKING INTO HOMES AND ON THE SIDE - I'VE GOT A 00:07:13.43\00:07:16.63 DRIVER'S LICENSE THAT SAYS I'M 18 - AND I'M WALKING AROUND 00:07:16.67\00:07:20.54 FEELING LIKE A BIG SHOT IN BOSTON AND BREAKING INTO HOMES 00:07:20.57\00:07:24.17 AND STEALING AND I MET A FRIEND WHO WAS VERY RELIGIOUS AND HE 00:07:24.21\00:07:30.38 WAS A SECURITY GUARD AND HE FOUND OUT THAT I WAS STEALING - 00:07:30.41\00:07:33.08 HIS NAME WAS JERRY - I SAID, 'OH JERRY, ARE YOU GOING 00:07:33.11\00:07:36.05 TO TURN ME IN?' I NEVER STOLE FROM THE PLACES 00:07:36.08\00:07:37.95 I WAS GUARDING BECAUSE THEY PAID ME AND TRUSTED ME - 00:07:37.99\00:07:40.39 I HAD SOME ETHICS. 00:07:40.42\00:07:41.72 WELL, THIS FRIEND TOLD ME, 'EVERYTHING YOU DO GOD SEES AND' 00:07:41.76\00:07:48.10 - HE SAID - 'YOUR KARMA'S GOING TO GET YOU.' 00:07:48.13\00:07:49.90 HE WAS INTO THESE EASTERN RELIGIONS. 00:07:49.93\00:07:51.67 I SAID, 'AH, THERE'S NO GOD.' I SAID, 'I STOLE THAT TV AND 00:07:51.70\00:07:56.47 I GOT RID OF IT AND NOTHING HAPPENED TO ME AND NOTHING'S 00:07:56.50\00:07:59.07 GOING TO HAPPEN.' HE SAID, 'YOU'LL SEE.' 00:07:59.11\00:08:01.21 AND NOT TOO LONG AFTER HE TOLD ME THAT, I WOKE UP IN MY 00:08:01.24\00:08:04.61 APARTMENT IN BOSTON AND MY DOOR WAS OPEN AND I LOOKED AND MY 00:08:04.65\00:08:08.68 TELEVISION WAS GONE - AND MY RADIO. 00:08:08.72\00:08:12.49 AND I WAS MAD. 00:08:12.52\00:08:13.66 I CALLED THE POLICE RIGHT AWAY. 00:08:13.69\00:08:15.29 I WANTED TO FIND OUT - AND I STARTED WATCHING AND EVERYTHING 00:08:15.32\00:08:18.66 I DID SEEMED TO BACKFIRE. 00:08:18.69\00:08:20.56 I'D BREAK INTO SOMEONE'S HOUSE AND I'D STEAL SOMETHING AND 00:08:20.60\00:08:23.57 I'D BRING IT BACK - AND MY FRIENDS WERE ALL THIEVES - 00:08:23.60\00:08:25.83 THEY'D STEAL IT FROM ME. 00:08:25.87\00:08:27.54 EVERYTHING I'D DO WAS HAPPENING BACK TO ME AND I SAID, 00:08:27.57\00:08:31.14 'THERE MUST BE A GOD.' I COULD TELL YOU A HUNDRED 00:08:31.17\00:08:32.71 STORIES LIKE THAT - WHERE THE LORD WAS LETTING ME KNOW 00:08:32.74\00:08:34.61 THAT HE WAS THERE. 00:08:34.64\00:08:36.01 SO I BEGAN TO SURF AROUND THE TV CHANNELS SUNDAY TO FIND OUT WHAT 00:08:36.04\00:08:39.51 CHRISTIANITY HAD TO OFFER AND I'D HEAR ALL THESE 00:08:39.55\00:08:41.95 TELEVANGELISTS BEGGING FOR MONEY AND GOING THROUGH THESE PHONY - 00:08:41.98\00:08:44.59 WHAT LOOKED LIKE PHONY HEALING SERVICES TO ME. 00:08:44.62\00:08:46.82 AND YOU KNOW, MY MOTHER WAS IN SHOW BUSINESS. 00:08:46.86\00:08:49.42 SHE WAS AN ACTRESS AND SO IT WAS A LITTLE EASIER, MAYBE FOR ME, 00:08:49.46\00:08:52.49 TO SPOT WHEN SOMEONE WAS ACTING AND SOME OF THIS STUFF SEEMED 00:08:52.53\00:08:55.30 A LITTLE DISINGENUOUS. 00:08:55.33\00:08:56.53 SO I JUST KEPT SEARCHING AND THEN I BEGAN TO GET INVOLVED IN 00:08:56.56\00:09:00.07 SOME OF THE EASTERN RELIGIS. 00:09:00.10\00:09:02.10 AND I JUST TOOK OFF AND GOT INVOLVED IN EVERYTHING - 00:09:02.14\00:09:04.47 I MEAN I GOT INVOLVED IN BUDDHISM - TRIED TO 00:09:04.51\00:09:07.44 LEARN WHAT I COULD AND I READ ABOUT THE BUDDHA AND SIDDHARTHA. 00:09:07.48\00:09:10.58 GOT INVOLVED A LITTLE BIT IN TRANSCENDENTAL MEDITATION 00:09:10.61\00:09:12.95 AND HINDUISM. 00:09:12.98\00:09:14.72 I GOT INVOLVED IN YOGA AND I CAN STILL DO SOME OF THOSE YOGA 00:09:14.75\00:09:18.12 EXERCISES - TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT THE TRUTH WAS. 00:09:18.15\00:09:22.62 I ALREADY HAD SOME JEWISH ROOTS SO I TOSSED IN A LITTLE BIT OF 00:09:22.66\00:09:25.13 JUDAISM - I SORT OF MADE A POTLUCK - INVENTED MY OWN 00:09:25.16\00:09:28.63 RELIGION. 00:09:28.66\00:09:29.86 BECAUSE I FIGURED, 'YOU KNOW, THERE'S PROBABLY SOME GOOD IN 00:09:29.90\00:09:31.80 ALL OF THEM AND I'M GOING TO JUST TAKE THE GOOD FROM ALL OF 00:09:31.83\00:09:33.84 THEM AND MAKE MY OWN.' BUT MY BRAIN WAS NOT A VERY GOOD 00:09:33.87\00:09:37.87 GUIDE OF WHAT TRUTH WAS AND I WENT TO CATHOLIC SCHOOL SO I 00:09:37.91\00:09:41.38 SPRINKLED IN A LITTLE CATHOLICISM INTO IT. 00:09:41.41\00:09:43.61 AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS TRUTH? 00:09:43.65\00:09:47.38 AND I WAS VERY SPIRITUAL. 00:09:47.42\00:09:49.82 I WOULD BE IN A BAR TALKING ABOUT GOD ALL NIGHT LONG. 00:09:49.85\00:09:51.85 OR BE HIGH WITH MY FRIENDS TALKING ABOUT GOD. 00:09:51.89\00:09:56.69 AND, YOU KNOW, LOOKING BACK NOW IT'S SORT OF ABSURD 00:09:56.73\00:10:00.00 TO THINK ABOUT IT. 00:10:00.03\00:10:01.20 DURING THIS TIME, WHILE I WAS LIVING IN BOSTON, MY DAD STOPPED 00:10:01.23\00:10:04.47 IN BOSTON - HE WAS ON A BUSINESS TRIP - AND HE CAME AND I TOOK 00:10:04.50\00:10:08.67 HIM TO LUNCH AND HE SAID, 'DOUG, YOU'RE WASTING 00:10:08.70\00:10:11.11 YOUR LIFE.' HE SAID, 'YOU'RE BROTHER'S SICK.' - 00:10:11.14\00:10:13.74 HE SAID - 'I'VE GOT THIS BUSINESS. 00:10:13.78\00:10:15.48 I'M SUCCESSFUL.' - HE SAID - 'YOU'RE HEALTHY.' 00:10:15.51\00:10:18.75 AND HE SAID, 'YOU'RE THROWING YOUR LIFE AWAY. 00:10:18.78\00:10:20.68 YOU'VE GOT TO GET AN EDUCATION. 00:10:20.72\00:10:22.15 PLEASE GO BACK TO SCHOOL.' - HE SAID - 'LOOK, LET ME TELL YOU 00:10:22.18\00:10:24.05 WHAT I FOUND.' - HE SAID - 'YOU'RE JUST LIVING 00:10:24.09\00:10:26.05 LIKE THIS IN BOSTON - IT'S A MESS.' - 00:10:26.09\00:10:27.76 HE SAID - 'I'VE FOUND A SCHOOL.' AND HE SAID, 'THIS SCHOOL 00:10:27.79\00:10:30.49 IS ON A BOAT. 00:10:30.53\00:10:31.83 THERE'S GIRLS ON THE BOAT' - HE SAID - 'YOU GET TO SAIL 00:10:31.86\00:10:34.23 AROUND THE WORLD. 00:10:34.30\00:10:35.60 YOU GO WATER SKIING AND SCUBA DIVING.' 00:10:35.63\00:10:37.30 AND HE SAID, 'YOU WON'T HAVE TO WORK YOURSELF TO DEATH LIKE 00:10:37.33\00:10:39.17 YOU'RE DOING RIGHT NOW. - HE SAID - 'I'LL PAY FOR IT.' - 00:10:39.20\00:10:41.54 VERY EXPENSIVE SCHOOL. AND HE WAS PLEADING WITH ME. 00:10:41.57\00:10:44.61 AND, YOU KNOW, I JUST COULDN'T TELL HIM NO. 00:10:44.64\00:10:45.84 HE THEN PUT ME ON A PLANE WITH HIM TO MILAN, ITALY. 00:10:45.87\00:10:49.74 FLEW ME TO ITALY, TOOK ME TO THIS BOAT, HANDED ME OVER TO THE 00:10:49.78\00:10:52.65 CAPTAIN - THE SCHOOL YEAR HAD ALREADY STARTED - IT WAS 00:10:52.68\00:10:55.45 PARTWAY THROUGH THE YEAR ALREADY - AND AFTER HE LEFT I FOUND OUT 00:10:55.48\00:10:59.85 I HAD BEEN TRICKED. 00:10:59.89\00:11:01.16 THIS SCHOOL - AND IT HAD A LOT OF WHAT HE HAD ADVERTISED - BUT 00:11:01.19\00:11:05.06 IT WAS A SCHOOL FOR THE CHILDREN OF VERY WEALTHY POLITICIANS AND 00:11:05.09\00:11:10.10 PEOPLE IN NORTH AMERICA WHOSE KIDS MAYBE WERE GETTING MIXED UP 00:11:10.13\00:11:13.30 IN DRUGS OR SOME KIND OF CULT TO TRY AND HELP ISOLATE THEM 00:11:13.34\00:11:17.17 FROM THESE BAD INFLUENCES AND TO ALSO TEACH THEM 00:11:17.21\00:11:21.51 AND STRAIGHTEN THEM OUT - SET THEM ON THE RIGHT TRACK. 00:11:21.54\00:11:25.25 AND WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT I'D BEEN TRICKED LIKE THIS - THEY 00:11:25.28\00:11:27.62 TAKE AWAY YOUR PASSPORT - AND IF YOU GET ARRESTED IN 00:11:27.65\00:11:29.42 TURKEY OR ITALY AND - THERE'S NOTHING THAT ANYBODY CAN DO. 00:11:29.45\00:11:32.19 SO THEY PUT THE FEAR IN US - I COULDN'T RUN AWAY - 00:11:32.22\00:11:35.69 AS SOON AS I GOT BACK TO FLORIDA - OH DAD DID TAKE ME - AS SOON 00:11:35.72\00:11:39.63 AS I GOT BACK HE WAS IN A GOOD MOOD BECAUSE HE HEARD I WAS 00:11:39.66\00:11:41.63 DOING VERY WELL - HE TOOK THE WHOLE FAMILY SNOW SKIING IN 00:11:41.66\00:11:44.07 CANADA AND THEN AFTER THE WINTER TRIP, WHEN IT GOT TIME TO GO 00:11:44.10\00:11:47.44 BACK TO THE SCHOOL, I SOLD MY BROTHER EVERYTHING I HAD, WHICH 00:11:47.47\00:11:51.11 WASN'T MUCH, GOT SOME MONEY AND I LEFT FLORIDA AND I TOOK OFF - 00:11:51.14\00:11:54.81 TOOK A BUS PART OF THE WAY - I GOT STUCK IN - OH WHERE WAS I? 00:11:54.84\00:11:59.95 I WAS IN ROANOKE, VIRGINIA. 00:12:00.05\00:12:01.65 I HAD BEEN DRINKING AND PLAYING POOL AND I LOST ALL MY MONEY - 00:12:01.68\00:12:06.22 VERY RELIGIOUS - GOT STUCK IN OKLAHOMA AND I STOOD ON 00:12:06.25\00:12:12.96 ONE OF THE MAIN ARTERIES THAT CROSSES NORTH AMERICA - 00:12:12.99\00:12:15.86 IT'S CALLED INTERSTATE 40. 00:12:15.90\00:12:17.13 AND YOU ALL KNOW WHAT HITCHHIKING IS - YOU STAND OUT 00:12:17.17\00:12:19.60 THERE ON THE ROAD AND YOU GO LIKE THIS AND YOU BASICALLY 00:12:19.63\00:12:22.00 BEG FOR A RIDE. AND I STOOD THERE FOR HOURS. 00:12:22.04\00:12:25.94 NOW I'M WEARING FLORIDA CLOTHING AND IT'S WINTERTIME. 00:12:25.97\00:12:28.38 AND IT'S VERY COLD. 00:12:28.41\00:12:30.55 AND IT'S FREEZING WEATHER AND I'M JUST SHAKING VIOLENTLY. 00:12:30.58\00:12:34.12 I'M 16 YEARS OLD. I'M SICK FROM DRINKING. 00:12:34.15\00:12:36.65 I'VE GOT NO MONEY LEFT. 00:12:36.69\00:12:37.85 I'M ALL ALONE ON THIS HIGHWAY AND I STOOD THERE FOR HOURS. 00:12:37.89\00:12:41.16 AND YOU GET SO DESPERATE AT TIMES, I JUST ABOUT GOT ON MY 00:12:41.19\00:12:43.96 KNEES - I WOULD - I'D GO LIKE THIS AND I'D BEG WHEN PEOPLE 00:12:43.99\00:12:45.93 WENT BY - FOR A RIDE. 00:12:45.96\00:12:48.30 AND FINALLY I PRAYED AND I ASKED THE LORD FOR FOUR THINGS. 00:12:48.33\00:12:57.17 YOU KNOW, I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO PRAY. 00:12:57.21\00:13:01.84 I KNEW A COUPLE OF MEMORIZED JEWISH PRAYERS AND I KNEW THE 00:13:01.88\00:13:05.05 LORD'S PRAYER AND HAIL MARY BUT, I MEAN, I DIDN'T REALLY KNOW 00:13:05.08\00:13:07.78 HOW TO PRAY ON MY OWN. 00:13:07.82\00:13:09.48 AND SO - AND I DIDN'T REALLY FEEL RIGHT APPROACHING GOD 00:13:09.52\00:13:13.92 BECAUSE I SAID, 'LORD, FIRST THING IS I KNOW THAT I'VE DONE 00:13:13.96\00:13:17.69 A LOT OF BAD THINGS, BUT I NEED YOUR HELP.' 00:13:17.73\00:13:20.53 AND I'M NOT UNDERSTATING IT, I WAS A ROTTEN KID - SELFISH - 00:13:20.56\00:13:26.63 I DIDN'T THINK ANYONE CARED ABOUT ME SO I DIDN'T 00:13:26.67\00:13:29.14 CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE. 00:13:29.17\00:13:30.81 SO I PRAYED - I SAID, 'LORD PLEASE HELP ME. 00:13:30.84\00:13:33.54 I NEED SOME MONEY' - I WAS BROKE - I SAID, 'I NEED SOME FOOD. 00:13:33.58\00:13:39.98 I'M HUNGRY.' AND I'M TOO PROUD, TOO STUBBORN TO ASK MY DAD FOR 00:13:40.02\00:13:43.42 ANYTHING NOW - I DIDN'T WANT TO GO BACK TO THAT SCHOOL. 00:13:43.45\00:13:45.79 AND I PRAYED THAT GOD WOULD GIVE ME A RIDE TO WHERE I WAS GOING. 00:13:45.82\00:13:49.79 AND THE FOURTH THING I PRAYED FOR WAS A RIDE WITH 00:13:49.82\00:13:51.93 SOMEONE NORMAL. 00:13:51.96\00:13:53.53 BECAUSE WHEN YOU'RE OUT THERE ON THE ROAD HITCHHIKING - I GOT 00:13:53.56\00:13:55.36 PICKED UP BY SOME REAL ZINGERS. 00:13:55.40\00:13:57.03 YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU HITCHHIKE THEY'VE GOT A SAYING, 00:13:57.07\00:13:59.73 'ONLY CRAZY PEOPLE AND CHRISTIANS WILL PICK YOU UP. 00:13:59.77\00:14:02.50 SO I PRAYED. 00:14:02.54\00:14:03.94 I SAID, 'LORD, PLEASE GIVE ME A RIDE WITH SOMEONE NORMAL.' 00:14:03.97\00:14:06.47 I'D BEEN STANDING THERE FOR EIGHT HOURS. 00:14:06.51\00:14:08.18 THE NEXT VEHICLE TO GO BY STOPPED. 00:14:08.21\00:14:10.18 IT WAS A WHITE VAN. 00:14:10.21\00:14:11.65 THE MAN PICKED ME UP, HE TOOK ME 2,000 MILES TO THE DOOR OF WHERE 00:14:11.68\00:14:16.72 I WAS GOING IN CALIFORNIA. 00:14:16.75\00:14:18.39 HE FED ME ALL THE WAY OUT - I DIDN'T ASK HIM TO - HE GAVE ME 00:14:18.42\00:14:23.43 $40.00 WHEN HE DROPPED ME OFF - THAT I DIDN'T ASK FOR - I ALSO 00:14:23.46\00:14:27.50 DID NOT ASK HIM TO PREACH TO ME ALL THE WAY FROM OKLAHOMA TO 00:14:27.50\00:14:30.80 PALM SPRINGS, CALIFORNIA. 00:14:30.83\00:14:32.97 HE WAS A BORN-AGAIN CHRISTIAN AND HE THOUGHT 00:14:33.00\00:14:35.24 I SHOULD BE ONE TOO. 00:14:35.27\00:14:36.84 AND SO, HE WAS JUST PREACHING AWAY AND TELLING ME 00:14:36.87\00:14:39.37 ABOUT THE LORD. 00:14:39.41\00:14:41.31 BUT I THOUGHT THE BIBLE WAS A FAIRY TALE. 00:14:41.34\00:14:43.28 I SAID, 'MY MOTHER USED TO SAY THAT'S A COLLECTION OF FABLES.' 00:14:43.31\00:14:45.28 SO NOW I WAS GOING TO FIND GOD THROUGH NATURE. 00:14:45.31\00:14:48.18 SO I MOVED UP INTO THE MOUNTAINS OUTSIDE OF PALM SPRINGS, 00:14:48.22\00:14:52.22 CALIFORNIA. 00:14:52.25\00:14:53.42 THIS IS ACTUALLY A PICTURE MY BROTHER TOOK WHEN HE CAME TO 00:14:53.46\00:14:55.56 VISIT ME ONE TIME. WAY BACK UP IN THESE DESERT MOUNTAINS - 00:14:55.59\00:14:59.36 THERE WAS A CAVE. 00:14:59.39\00:15:02.03 I HAD FOUND IT WHEN I WAS HITCHHIKING AROUND WHEN I WAS 15 00:15:02.06\00:15:04.73 - WHEN I WAS ROAMING AROUND THE COUNTRY WITH A FRIEND. 00:15:04.77\00:15:07.74 BUT THE MIRACLE IS THAT WHEN I MOVED UP INTO THE CAVE, 00:15:07.77\00:15:11.14 THERE WAS A BIBLE IN THE CAVE. 00:15:11.17\00:15:13.64 AND WHEN I FIRST SAW IT UP THERE I THOUGHT, 'WELL, LOOK AT THAT. 00:15:13.68\00:15:16.81 SOMEONE LEFT A BIBLE' - THIS IS NOT THE BIBLE - 00:15:16.85\00:15:19.05 I THOUGHT, 'THAT'S INTERESTING.' ABOUT SIX MONTHS AFTER LIVING 00:15:19.08\00:15:23.42 THERE I KEPT RUNNING INTO THESE HALF HIPPIE HALF CHRISTIANS IN 00:15:23.45\00:15:27.76 PALM SPRINGS - WE CALLED THEM JESUS FREAKS BACK THEN - AND 00:15:27.79\00:15:30.83 THEY'D COME UP TO YOU AND SAY, 'DO YOU KNOW THE LORD? 00:15:30.86\00:15:33.19 HAVE YOU BEEN WASHED IN THE BLOOD?' 00:15:33.23\00:15:34.73 AND I'M GOING, 'I DON'T KNOW WHAT IN THE WORLD THESE GUYS 00:15:34.76\00:15:36.43 ARE TALKING ABOUT.' SO I THOUGHT, I'D BETTER READ 00:15:36.46\00:15:38.47 THE BIBLE SO I CAN ARGUE WITH THEM BECAUSE I FELT IGNORANT. 00:15:38.50\00:15:40.57 I'D GOTTEN INTO ALL THESE OTHER RELIGIONS AND I READ WIDELY 00:15:40.60\00:15:42.60 ON ALL THE DIFFERENT EASTERN RELIGIONS, BUT I'D NEVER 00:15:42.64\00:15:45.64 READ THE BIBLE. 00:15:45.67\00:15:46.98 I THOUGHT I KNEW ABOUT IT BUT I DIDN'T. 00:15:47.01\00:15:48.64 AND SO, I WENT BACK UP TO THE CAVE AND I STARTED READING 00:15:48.68\00:15:52.68 GENESIS AND EXODUS AND I GOT A LITTLE BOGGED DOWN WHEN I 00:15:52.71\00:15:55.95 GOT TO NUMBERS. 00:15:55.98\00:15:58.29 AND I TALKED TO A CHRISTIAN AND THEY SAID, 'WELL, YOU OUGHT TO 00:15:58.32\00:16:01.06 GO TO THE NEW TESTAMENT.' AND THEY HELPED ME LOCATE THAT 00:16:01.09\00:16:03.16 AND THEN I READ MATTHEW, MARK, LUKE AND JOHN. 00:16:03.19\00:16:06.73 AND AFTER READING THROUGH THE GOSPELS - AND I WENT TO THE 00:16:06.76\00:16:09.33 ENCYCLOPEDIA AND I SAID, 'DID JESUS REALLY LIVE? 00:16:09.36\00:16:11.67 I THOUGHT HE WAS A MYTH.' ALL OF THEM SAY 00:16:11.70\00:16:14.14 HE'S A REAL FIGURE OF HISTORY. HISTORY IS DATED FROM HIS BIRTH. 00:16:14.17\00:16:17.67 AND I WAS REALLY STRUGGLING BECAUSE I THOUGHT, 'I'VE ONLY 00:16:17.71\00:16:20.64 GOT A COUPLE OF CHOICES HERE.' AND SO AS I WAS GOING ALONG 00:16:20.68\00:16:26.82 I FINALLY SAID, 'I'VE GOT TO MAKE A DECISION. 00:16:26.85\00:16:29.12 EITHER JESUS WAS CRAZY, OR HE WAS A LIAR, 00:16:29.15\00:16:36.16 OR HE WAS TELLING THE TRUTH. 00:16:36.19\00:16:37.79 YOU'VE ONLY GOT THOSE THREE OPTIONS.' 00:16:37.83\00:16:39.33 I SAID, 'WELL, HE CAN'T BE CRAZY.' 00:16:39.36\00:16:43.26 BECAUSE AS I'M READING THROUGH THE BIBLE THE GREATEST 00:16:43.30\00:16:45.07 WISDOM OF THE AGES WAS IN THE TEACHINGS OF CHRIST. 00:16:45.10\00:16:48.30 AND HE CAN'T BE A LIAR BECAUSE HE HAD OPPORTUNITY TO TELL THE 00:16:48.34\00:16:54.84 TRUTH AND SAVE HIMSELF IF HE WANTED TO LIE, BUT HE TREASURED 00:16:54.88\00:16:59.55 THE TRUTH SO MUCH THAT HE WAS WILLING TO DIE RATHER THAN TO 00:16:59.58\00:17:03.92 SPEAK A FALSEHOOD. 00:17:03.95\00:17:06.02 AND JUST - YOU KNOW AS YOU READ THE TEACHINGS OF JESUS IT JUST 00:17:06.05\00:17:08.09 RESONATES WITH EVERYBODY - HE'S TELLING THE TRUTH. 00:17:08.12\00:17:12.63 SO MY ONLY OPTION WAS THAT HE WAS THE SON OF GOD. 00:17:12.66\00:17:17.73 AND THEN I REALLY HAD A STRUGGLE - I THOUGHT, 'WHAT DO I DO 00:17:17.77\00:17:21.00 WITH THIS?' I READ WHERE PILATE SAID, 00:17:21.04\00:17:22.67 'WHAT WILL I DO WITH JESUS?' AND I REALLY HEARD THE LORD 00:17:22.70\00:17:25.77 ASKING ME THAT - WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH JESUS? 00:17:25.81\00:17:28.74 IT WAS KIND OF A STRUGGLE FOR ME BECAUSE WITH MY JEWISH 00:17:28.78\00:17:30.81 BACKGROUND, WE THOUGHT CHRISTIANS - THEY WERE ALWAYS 00:17:30.85\00:17:33.28 PERSECUTING THE JEWS AND YOU'RE SORT OF DISOWNED FROM YOUR 00:17:33.31\00:17:35.25 JEWISH FAMILY IF YOU ACCEPT CHRIST BECAUSE IT'S ALMOST 00:17:35.28\00:17:37.99 LIKE A BETRAYAL. 00:17:38.02\00:17:40.16 BUT I SAID, 'YOU KNOW, THIS IS THE TRUTH. 00:17:40.19\00:17:43.16 HE WAS THE MESSIAH.' AND SO, I GOT ON MY KNEES UP 00:17:43.19\00:17:47.13 THERE IN THE CAVE AND I SAID, 'LORD, I'VE DONE EVERYTHING. 00:17:47.20\00:17:51.40 I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING.' - I SAID - 'MY LIFE'S 00:17:51.43\00:17:53.03 A BIG ZERO.' AND I'LL TELL YOU FRIENDS, 00:17:53.07\00:17:54.84 I'M NOT EXAGGERATING - YOU THINK ABOUT IT FOR A MINUTE, YOU DON'T 00:17:54.87\00:17:57.57 GET MUCH LOWER THAN I WAS. 00:17:57.61\00:17:59.27 I'M LIVING LIKE A HERMIT UP IN THE MOUNTAINS - I'D GO DAYS 00:17:59.31\00:18:01.98 WITHOUT SEEING ANYBODY. 00:18:02.01\00:18:03.41 I WANTED TO GET AS FAR AWAY FROM PEOPLE AS I COULD BECAUSE I JUST 00:18:03.45\00:18:05.65 COULDN'T GET ALONG WITH PEOPLE. 00:18:05.68\00:18:07.75 SO THE ONLY ALTERNATIVE I WAS LEFT WITH IS I GOT ON MY KNEES 00:18:07.78\00:18:10.29 AND SAID, 'LORD, WILL YOU COME INTO MY HEART? 00:18:10.32\00:18:13.19 WILL YOU CHANGE ME? 00:18:13.22\00:18:14.96 WILL YOU GIVE ME SOME PURPOSE FOR LIVING?' 00:18:14.99\00:18:16.66 AND RIGHT AFTER I PRAYED, I KNOW THE LORD ACCEPTED ME 00:18:16.69\00:18:19.33 AND I FELT SO EXCITED. 00:18:19.36\00:18:22.00 I JUST KNEW THAT I HAD PEACE AND ALL OF A SUDDEN MY LIFE 00:18:22.03\00:18:24.30 JUST COMPLETELY BEGAN TO TURN AROUND - AND I SAW SO MANY 00:18:24.33\00:18:26.67 MIRACLES, FRIENDS. 00:18:26.70\00:18:28.17 I'D BE PANHANDLING ON THE STREET AND I'D SAY, 'LORD, 00:18:28.20\00:18:31.47 I HAVE NOTHING TO EAT. 00:18:31.51\00:18:32.94 YOU SAID THAT IF WE PRAY THAT YOU'LL GIVE US SOMETHING TO EAT. 00:18:32.97\00:18:36.78 AND LORD, IT WOULD BE NICE, WHILE I'M ASKING, IF WE COULD 00:18:36.81\00:18:39.85 GET FOUR DOLLARS SO THAT WE COULD MAYBE GO TO A RESTAURANT.' 00:18:39.88\00:18:42.12 A LADY WALKS UP, HANDS US FOUR DOLLARS, AND WALKS AWAY. 00:18:42.15\00:18:44.82 CATCH THIS - I'M UP IN THE CAVE AND I SAY, 'LORD, THIS IS 00:18:44.85\00:18:51.49 SUCH GOOD NEWS I WANT TO TELL THE WORLD. 00:18:51.53\00:18:52.99 I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE REAL AND PEOPLE DON'T KNOW. 00:18:53.03\00:18:56.03 AND I SAID, HOW CAN I TELL EVERYBODY? 00:18:56.06\00:18:58.23 I'M A HERMIT, I LIVE IN A CAVE BUT LORD, IF YOU GIVE ME A 00:18:58.27\00:18:59.90 CHANCE I'LL TELL PEOPLE WHAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME. 00:18:59.93\00:19:01.80 SO I GO TO TOWN AND I CALL MY MOM WHO LIVES IN BEVERLY HILLS - 00:19:01.84\00:19:05.51 I USED TO CALL HER EVERY NOW AND THEN - COLLECT BECAUSE I DIDN'T 00:19:05.54\00:19:08.94 HAVE A PHONE - AND SHE SAYS, 'DOUG, ARE YOU GOING TO BE UP AT 00:19:08.98\00:19:12.58 YOUR CAVE FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS?' 00:19:12.61\00:19:14.32 AND I SAID, 'YEAH, WHERE AM I GOING TO GO?' 00:19:14.35\00:19:15.55 SHE SAID, 'I'VE GOT A PRODUCER FROM NBC THAT WANTS TO FLY UP TO 00:19:15.58\00:19:19.52 YOUR CAVE AND DO AN INTERVIEW.' I SAID, 'WHAT?' 00:19:19.55\00:19:23.79 SHE SAID, 'YEAH, I WAS HAVING LUNCH WITH TOM APPLEGATE AND I 00:19:23.83\00:19:26.49 TOLD HIM THAT MY SON'S DAD'S A MILLIONAIRE AND HE'S LIVING 00:19:26.53\00:19:30.63 IN A CAVE.' HE SAID, 'OH, THAT'D BE A GREAT 00:19:30.67\00:19:33.27 HUMAN INTEREST STORY.' SO I MEET MY MOM AT THE AIRPORT, 00:19:33.30\00:19:36.47 THEY CLIMB IN A HELICOPTER, FLY UP THERE - THIS IS THE NEWS CREW 00:19:36.50\00:19:40.48 IN MY CAVE - THEY VIDEOTAPE, FOR NBC, THIS HUMAN INTEREST STORY 00:19:40.51\00:19:44.58 AND THEY ASK YOU, 'SO WHY ARE YOU LIVING UP HERE?' 00:19:44.61\00:19:46.92 AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I'VE GOT THIS WORLDWIDE OPPORTUNITY TO 00:19:46.95\00:19:49.18 SHARE MY TESTIMONY - RIGHT AFTER I PRAY. 00:19:49.22\00:19:51.39 AND IT WAS ON TV THREE TIMES THAT DAY. 00:19:51.42\00:19:55.19 I HAD TO GO BACK DOWN TO TOWN AND FIND A HOTEL LOBBY TO WATCH 00:19:55.22\00:19:57.26 IT, BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE A TV. 00:19:57.29\00:19:59.79 AND I KNOW IT WAS ON THREE TIMES THAT DAY BECAUSE ONE OF MY 00:19:59.83\00:20:03.57 FRIENDS IN JAIL SAID, 'DOUG, I SAW YOU ON TV 00:20:03.60\00:20:05.07 THREE TIMES TODAY.' AND SO, GOD IS REAL. 00:20:05.10\00:20:10.44 HE'LL GIVE YOU THESE OPPORTUNITIES AND, YOU KNOW, 00:20:10.47\00:20:12.51 SINCE THEN I SAID, 'LORD, I WANT TO SERVE YOU. 00:20:12.54\00:20:14.94 AND I DON'T KNOW HOW THAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN BECAUSE I'VE 00:20:14.98\00:20:17.38 DROPPED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL AND, YOU KNOW, MY LIFE'S A BIG ZERO.' 00:20:17.41\00:20:20.95 AND HE JUST BEGAN TO WORK A SERIES OF MIRACLES - AND THEY'RE 00:20:20.98\00:20:24.45 IN THE BOOK AND MAYBE ANOTHER DAY I'LL SAY MORE ABOUT IT.' 00:20:24.49\00:20:26.69 I'VE HIKED UP TO THE CAVE SEVERAL TIMES SINCE THEN. 00:20:26.72\00:20:28.89 THIS IS OUR FAMILY GOING UP THERE IN, I DON'T KNOW, 1999 OR 00:20:28.92\00:20:32.06 SOME TIME AROUND THERE. 00:20:32.09\00:20:34.66 THIS IS A PICTURE OF - THE ONLY PICTURE I'VE REALLY GOT. 00:20:34.73\00:20:38.57 CAN YOU TELL I'M THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY? 00:20:38.60\00:20:40.97 MY BROTHER'S WEDDING - I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A SUIT SO I FLY OUT 00:20:41.00\00:20:44.57 LOOKING LIKE A CAVEMAN AND THEY JUST KIND OF PIN SOME CLOTHES 00:20:44.61\00:20:48.11 ON ME. 00:20:48.14\00:20:49.41 THAT'S MY DAD AND MY MOM - THEY JUST HAD TO GRIT THEIR TEETH TO 00:20:49.44\00:20:53.01 GET TOGETHER FOR A PICTURE - THEY'VE ALL SUBSEQUENTLY 00:20:53.05\00:20:56.22 PASSED AWAY. 00:20:56.25\00:20:57.65 AND PEOPLE THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY BECAUSE BACK WHEN MY DAD PASSED 00:20:57.69\00:21:01.16 AWAY THEY SAID, 'DOUG, YOU'RE HIS ONLY SURVIVING BLOOD SON. 00:21:01.19\00:21:05.63 YOU CAN GO BACK AND GET AN ATTORNEY AND YOU CAN TAKE OVER 00:21:05.66\00:21:07.86 THE FOUNDATION AND YOU COULD HAVE ALL THIS MONEY. 00:21:07.93\00:21:10.40 AND THINK OF WHAT YOU COULD DO THEN.' 00:21:10.43\00:21:12.17 AND I SAW THAT IT WAS A BIG TRAP. 00:21:12.20\00:21:15.20 I THOUGHT ABOUT IT, BUT THEN I REALIZED GOD'S CALLED ME TO 00:21:15.24\00:21:17.54 PREACH THE GOSPEL. 00:21:17.57\00:21:19.17 I DON'T WANT TO SPEND THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE IN COURT 00:21:19.21\00:21:21.91 DISTRACTED FROM PREACHING THE GOSPEL. 00:21:21.94\00:21:24.11 AND WHAT PROFIT IS IT IF YOU GAIN THE WHOLE WORLD 00:21:24.15\00:21:26.45 AND LOSE YOUR SOUL? 00:21:26.48\00:21:28.18 SO I BASICALLY JUST WALKED AWAY AND KEPT ON PREACHING. 00:21:28.22\00:21:31.09 I KNOW SOME OF YOU MIGHT THINK THAT'S CRAZY, BUT I KNOW THAT 00:21:31.12\00:21:33.89 LIFE - I CAME FROM THAT LIFE - AND THEY'RE ALL MISERABLE AND 00:21:33.92\00:21:35.82 THEY'RE ALL FIGHTING AND CLAWING AND MISERABLE - FOR MONEY 00:21:35.86\00:21:37.66 OR FOR FAME OR FOR FORTUNE. 00:21:37.69\00:21:40.10 IF YOU WANT HAPPINESS IT COMES FROM JESUS AND YOU CAN HAVE THAT 00:21:40.13\00:21:43.73 TONIGHT BEFORE YOU LEAVE BY ASKING. 00:21:43.77\00:21:47.27 YOU CAN DO THE SAME THING I DID UP IN THE CAVE. 00:21:47.30\00:21:49.47 YOU CAN JUST TAKE THE WORD OF GOD, BELIEVE ITS PROMISES 00:21:49.50\00:21:52.51 AND HE'LL GIVE YOU A NEW HEART, HE'LL FORGIVE YOUR SINS, 00:21:52.54\00:21:54.84 AND HE'LL GIVE YOU A PURPOSE FOR LIVING. 00:21:54.88\00:21:56.78 WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE THAT GIFT? 00:21:56.81\00:21:59.41 >> STAY TUNED. 00:21:59.45\00:22:00.88 PASTOR DOUG WI BE RIGHT BACK WITH THIS WEEK'S SPECIAL OFFER. 00:22:00.92\00:22:05.82 (MUSIC) 00:22:05.85\00:22:18.43 >>IN APRIL 2001, THE LORD HAD OPENED SOME DOORS FOR US TO DO A 00:22:18.47\00:22:23.07 FULL CITY-WIDE EVANGELISTIC MEETING HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES. 00:22:23.10\00:22:26.61 WE HAD AN ARENA AND WE WERE MEETING IN AN AUDITORIUM AND 00:22:26.64\00:22:29.94 THOUSANDS WERE COMING AND PEOPLE WERE RESPONDING. 00:22:29.98\00:22:33.05 WE WERE VERY EXCITED. THE PLAN WAS FOR KAREN TO JOIN 00:22:33.08\00:22:37.79 ME ON THE 30TH OF APRIL AND ONE MORNING I WOKE UP AND I GOT THE 00:22:37.82\00:22:43.99 PHONE CALL THAT NO PARENT EVER WANTS TO GET - THAT OUR SON HAD 00:22:44.03\00:22:47.93 BEEN IN A SERIOUS CONSTRUCTION ACCIDENT. 00:22:47.96\00:22:50.67 AND I HAD TO PICK UP KAREN AT THE AIRPORT AND I JUST REMEMBER 00:22:50.70\00:22:53.80 FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS WAITING AT THE AIRPORT DOING A LOT OF 00:22:53.84\00:22:57.01 PRAYING, NOT KNOWING WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO MICAH. 00:22:57.04\00:22:59.51 AND WE HAD BEEN ABLE TO GET A CALL THROUGH TO THE HOSPITAL AND 00:22:59.54\00:23:02.74 THEY SAID HE WAS IN SURGERY - HE WAS IN SERIOUS CONDITION. 00:23:02.78\00:23:05.51 AND GOT BACK TO THE HOTEL ROOM AND DISCOVERED THAT HE DID NOT 00:23:05.55\00:23:11.55 SURVIVE THE SURGERY. WELL, OF COURSE, YOU KNOW, THERE 00:23:11.59\00:23:14.86 ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW DEVASTATING THAT IS AND SO I 00:23:14.89\00:23:17.89 KNEW I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF AN IMPORTANT MEETING. 00:23:17.93\00:23:20.36 I KNEW HOW THE DEVIL HATED EVANGELISM, BUT I NEEDED TO TELL 00:23:20.40\00:23:23.80 THE LEADERS HERE THAT HAD PUT SO MUCH TIME AND MONEY INTO THE 00:23:23.83\00:23:26.90 SERIES THAT I JUST HAD TO GO HOME. 00:23:26.94\00:23:29.27 AND I PROMISED THEM - I SAID, 'YOU KNOW, GOD WILLING, I WILL 00:23:29.30\00:23:32.07 COME BACK AND I WILL DO ANOTHER SERIES.' 00:23:32.11\00:23:42.68 >>PROMISE FULFILLED. PASTOR DOUG HAS RETURNED TO THE 00:23:42.72\00:23:45.25 PHILIPPINE ISLANDS TO CONTINUE THE WORK HE BEGAN YEARS AGO. 00:23:45.29\00:23:49.26 >>JESUS SAID - WHO? WHO DID I SAY? - JESUS SAID 00:23:49.29\00:23:53.13 THE SABBATH WAS MADE FOR MAN. THAT MEANS MANKIND. 00:23:53.16\00:23:58.13 DO WE STILL NEED WHAT GOD MAKES FOR MAN? 00:23:58.17\00:24:01.07 >>CROWDS OF PEOPLE REACHING CLOSE TO 2,000 GATHERED EACH 00:24:01.10\00:24:03.71 NIGHT TO LISTEN. MANY PEOPLE SIMPLY WALKING BY 00:24:03.74\00:24:06.81 STOPPED TO HEAR THE TRUTH FROM GOD'S WORD. 00:24:06.84\00:24:09.94 >>ONE THING THAT MADE THIS MEETING ESPECIALLY EXCITING AND, 00:24:09.98\00:24:12.65 WE THINK, FRUITFUL, IS THAT THERE WAS AN ONGOING 00:24:12.68\00:24:15.05 EVANGELISTIC TRAINING PROGRAM WITH PAFCOE. 00:24:15.08\00:24:17.99 PAFCOE IS THE PHILIPPINE AMAZING FACTS CENTER OF EVANGELISM. 00:24:18.02\00:24:21.29 IT'S JUST WONDERFUL TO HAVE THAT ARMY OF ADDITIONAL WORKERS THAT 00:24:21.32\00:24:25.73 WERE DOING EVERYTHING FROM HELPING WITH THE OFFERING TO 00:24:25.76\00:24:28.20 SETTING UP FOR THE MEETING TO TAKING DOWN AND ALSO FOLLOWING 00:24:28.23\00:24:31.43 UP WITH THE BIBLE STUDIES - AND THAT'S THE IMPORTANT PART. 00:24:31.47\00:24:34.00 THEY WERE LIKE A SMALL ARMY OF BIBLE WORKERS. 00:24:34.04\00:24:36.57 >>LAST YEAR OUR STAFF AND STUDENTS DID 50 EVANGELISTIC 00:24:36.60\00:24:40.34 MEETINGS AND BAPTIZED ABOUT 1,000 PEOPLE. 00:24:40.38\00:24:43.45 AND SO PAFCOE IS HELPING TO RETURN MANY OF OUR LAYPEOPLE TO 00:24:43.48\00:24:47.52 THE VISION FOR EVANGELISM - THE DESIRE TO WIN SOULS - AND WHEN 00:24:47.55\00:24:52.65 STUDENTS COME FROM AN ISLAND AND THEN GO BACK TO THE ISLAND AND 00:24:52.69\00:24:56.89 DO AN EVANGELISTIC MEETING, IT HAS AN EFFECT NOT JUST ON THAT 00:24:56.93\00:25:00.46 LOCAL CHURCH BUT TOUGHOUT THE ISLAND. 00:25:00.50\00:25:03.03 AND SO, THE IMPACT OF PAFCOE IS TREMENDOUS. 00:25:03.06\00:25:06.84 >>AMAZING FACTS IS SPREADING GOD'S TRUTH THROUGHOUT THE 00:25:06.87\00:25:09.37 PHILIPPINE ISLANDS. >>EACH NIGHT OF THE MEETINGS, 00:25:09.40\00:25:17.28 THE CROWDS GREW LARGER AND LARGER. 00:25:17.31\00:25:19.58 ON THE FINAL DAY, THE MEETINGS WERE HELD IN A LARGE SPORTS 00:25:19.61\00:25:22.32 ARENA. NEARLY 8,000 PEOPLE CROWDED IN 00:25:22.35\00:25:25.29 TO HEAR THE TRUTH OF GOD'S WORD. >>I SAT ON THE PLATFORM 00:25:25.32\00:25:28.46 YESTERDAY - SAW ALL THE PEOPLE FILLING THE STANDS - THOUSANDS 00:25:28.49\00:25:31.56 OF PEOPLE - AND IT JUST MOVED ME TO TEARS. 00:25:31.59\00:25:33.83 AND I JUST REALLY THOUGHT, 'LORD, YOU'RE HERE. 00:25:33.86\00:25:35.03 THAT YOU HONORED YOUR PROMISE TO BLESS AND WORK THINGS TOGETHER 00:25:35.06\00:25:39.00 FOR GOOD.' IT REALLY DID GIVE A SENSE OF 00:25:39.03\00:25:41.17 CLOSURE AND COMPLETION AND VICTORY TO WHAT WE HAD STARTED 00:25:41.20\00:25:44.41 OUT BEFORE. >>BECAUSE OF YOUR DECISION WE 00:25:44.44\00:25:47.64 BAPTIZE YOU IN THE NAME OF GOD THE FATHER, HIS SON JESUS 00:25:47.68\00:25:51.08 CHRIST, AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. AMEN. 00:25:51.11\00:25:55.75 >>IT WAS A JOYFUL DAY. 143 PEOPLE WERE BAPTIZED. 00:25:55.78\00:26:02.99 >>A LOT OF PEOPLE MADE DECISIONS THAT WILL BE MEASURED IN 00:26:03.02\00:26:05.29 ETERNITY. I THINK ONE OF THE MOST 00:26:05.33\00:26:08.46 IMPORTANT THINGS THAT WE CAN DO TO CONTINUE TO SEE THE AMAZING 00:26:08.50\00:26:11.77 FACTS MINISTRY AND THE GOSPEL GOING FORWARD IN THIS COUNTRY IS 00:26:11.80\00:26:16.04 IT'S GOING TO TAKE MEDIA. WE SAW DURING THE ALTAR CALL, AS 00:26:16.07\00:26:21.41 HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE CAME FORWARD, THE PASTORS VISITED WITH THEM 00:26:21.44\00:26:24.68 AND ONE PASTOR SAID, 'MANY OF THESE PEOPLE HAVE NEVER BEEN TO 00:26:24.71\00:26:27.85 CHURCH.' AND I SAID, 'HOW DID YOU HEAR 00:26:27.88\00:26:29.58 ABOUT THESE THINGS?' THEY SAID, 'WE'VE BEEN WATCHING 00:26:29.62\00:26:31.82 'AMAZING FACTS' ON THE INTERNET.' 00:26:31.85\00:26:33.56 OR 'WE'VE SEEN PROGRAMS ON 3ABN AND SOME OTHER STATIONS.' 00:26:33.59\00:26:36.79 AND SO WE REALLY BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF MEDIA. 00:26:36.83\00:26:39.46 WE NEED TO BE ABLE TO HAVE THE GOSPEL WHERE THEY ARE WATCHING 00:26:39.49\00:26:41.93 RIGHT NOW, BECAUSE THE PLACE IS STILL RIPE - THE HARVEST IS 00:26:41.96\00:26:45.23 GREAT HERE, THE PROGRAMS ARE FEW. 00:26:45.27\00:26:48.74 >>THE COMING OF THE AMAZING FACTS AND THE COMING OF PAFCOE, 00:26:48.77\00:26:52.74 ESPECIALLY HER IN OUR CHURCH, IS REALLY A BLESSING. 00:26:52.77\00:26:56.04 IT NOT ONLY REVIVED THE WHOLE CHURCH, BUT IT ENCOURAGED EVERY 00:26:56.08\00:27:00.78 MEMBER OF E CHURCH TO PARTICIPATE IN SPREADING THE 00:27:00.82\00:27:04.62 GOSPEL. >>WE ARE GOING HOME, FOLLOWING 00:27:04.65\00:27:07.82 THIS SERIES, WITH A NEW ENTHUSIASM FOR THE WORK IN THIS 00:27:07.86\00:27:12.06 COUNTRY. WE JUST THANK THE LORD - WE 00:27:12.09\00:27:14.36 PRAISE THE LORD THIS SERIES REACHED OUR HIGHEST EXPECTATION. 00:27:14.36\00:27:17.83 AND WE WANT TO THANK YOU, OUR FRIENDS WHO MADE IT ALL 00:27:17.87\00:27:20.20 POSSIBLE, BECAUSE THIS PROGRAM IS ENTIRELY FUNDED BY FOLKS LIKE 00:27:20.24\00:27:24.87 YOU WHO BELIEVE IN AMAZING FACTS AND BELIEVE IN THE MESSAGE THAT 00:27:24.91\00:27:28.14 WE'RE SHARING AROUND THE WORLD. AND OUR FAMILY WANTS TO THANK 00:27:28.18\00:27:31.38 YOU PERSONALLY, FOR MAKING THIS TRIP POSSIBLE FOR US TO BE ABLE 00:27:31.41\00:27:34.85 TO COME BACK AND TO FULFILL A PROMISE TO PREACH THE GOSPEL 00:27:34.88\00:27:37.35 HERE. AND, OF COURSE, WE THANK AND 00:27:37.39\00:27:40.16 PRAISE GOD AND GIVE HIM THE GLORY. 00:27:40.19\00:27:52.93 >> SO WHAT IS THE TRUTH? WHERE DO WE GO TO FIND THE ANSWERS 00:27:52.97\00:27:56.30 REGARDING THE PURPOSE OF LIFE? I SEARCHED TRYING EVERYTHING 00:27:56.34\00:27:59.94 I COULD FIND. I LOOKED THROUGH A VARIETY OF DIFFERENT RELIGIONS 00:28:00.04\00:28:02.74 AND WHAT REALLY MADE THE DIFFERENCE FOR ME 00:28:02.78\00:28:04.81 IS WHEN I FINALLY PICKED UP A BIBLE. 00:28:04.85\00:28:08.22 I THOUGHT IT WAS A COLLECTION OF FAIRY TALES. I CAME TO FIND 00:28:08.25\00:28:10.82 OUT THERE'S A REASON THIS IS THE BEST-SELLING BOOK IN THE WORLD 00:28:10.85\00:28:14.99 AND WE'D LIKE YOU TO KNOW WHY THE BIBLE 00:28:15.02\00:28:17.06 IS STILL CHANGING LIVES TODAY. 00:28:17.09\00:28:19.13 I HAVE A BOOK I'VE SPECIFICALLY WRITTEN ABOUT THE BIBLE - 00:28:19.16\00:28:22.06 HOW TO STUDY THE BIBLE AND UNDERSTAND IT AND GET THE MOST 00:28:22.10\00:28:24.77 OUT OF IT. IT'S CALLED 'THE ULTIMATE RESOURCE'. 00:28:24.80\00:28:27.97 IN IT YOU'LL FIND LOTS OF VALUABLE INFORMATION ABOUT 00:28:28.00\00:28:30.94 THE HISTORY OF THE BIBLE AND HOW TO APPROACH BIBLE STUDY. 00:28:30.97\00:28:34.84 IF YOU'D LIKE A FREE COPY, JUST GO TO THE WEBSITE ON THE SCREEN 00:28:34.88\00:28:38.01 - 'AMAZINGFACTS.ORG' - OR CALL THE PHONE NUMBER 00:28:38.05\00:28:41.22 AND REQUEST OFFER #104 00:28:41.25\00:28:44.25 I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT YOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AND YOU WILL 00:28:44.29\00:28:46.29 BE ENCOURAGED AND COMFORTED BY THIS STUDY AND THAT'S WHY 00:28:46.32\00:28:50.03 WE DO WHAT WE DO HERE AT AMAZING FACTS BECAUSE 00:28:50.06\00:28:52.56 GOD'S MESSAGE IS OUR MISSION. 00:28:52.59\00:28:57.20 >> THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THIS WEEK'S 00:28:57.23\00:28:59.40 SPECIAL FREE OFFER. THERE IS NO COST OR OBLIGATION. 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