I think that God worked in my life. 00:01:22.97\00:01:26.35 I met, you know, some wonderful people. 00:01:26.38\00:01:29.84 When I first met Blerina, we'd just moved into our house 00:01:29.88\00:01:33.53 on Tokana. 00:01:33.56\00:01:34.68 I was in the second year of the university. 00:01:34.72\00:01:37.56 We got this knock on the gate, 00:01:37.91\00:01:39.40 and I went out there, and 00:01:39.44\00:01:41.03 it was this university girl, 00:01:41.06\00:01:43.84 and she said in fairly good 00:01:43.88\00:01:45.90 English for somebody who hadn't 00:01:45.94\00:01:47.93 really spoken to anyone. 00:01:47.97\00:01:49.19 Oh! Sorry, I want to come to your home, you know 00:01:49.23\00:01:53.52 to speak English. 00:01:53.55\00:01:55.72 And I said, "Well come on! Anytime you want, 00:01:55.76\00:01:58.78 come on in and visit. " 00:01:58.81\00:02:00.61 Really, not that I went, you know, to know God from them, 00:02:00.65\00:02:03.95 I said really, I went just to improve my English. 00:02:03.98\00:02:08.07 Before I knew it, she was at my house again, but she was 00:02:08.10\00:02:11.21 really depressed. I hadn't seen her for probably a week. 00:02:11.24\00:02:15.06 And she came by and talked to me again. 00:02:15.64\00:02:18.26 After just that one conversation where we, we became friends 00:02:18.29\00:02:23.81 almost instantly. She's a very friendly girl. 00:02:23.85\00:02:26.82 And the second time she came she was depressed and 00:02:26.85\00:02:30.30 she just said, "I want to die. " 00:02:30.34\00:02:33.38 And I thought, "Oh no! This girl is going to commit suicide, and 00:02:33.42\00:02:37.43 I'll never get to tell her about God!" 00:02:37.47\00:02:39.49 At that time is where I really started praying for Blerina, 00:02:39.52\00:02:43.07 that she would be able to know God, and know the peace that 00:02:43.11\00:02:47.33 He can give her. 00:02:47.36\00:02:48.89 In 1995, Adventist Frontier Missions launched a project 00:03:15.07\00:03:18.79 in Albania. 00:03:18.82\00:03:20.12 Our goal is to establish a self- sustaining church-planting 00:03:20.15\00:03:23.87 movement that can be carried on by Albanians and spread 00:03:23.90\00:03:27.00 exponentially throughout Albania and the Balkans. 00:03:27.04\00:03:30.30 Roughly the size of Massachusetts, 00:03:33.43\00:03:35.90 this small European country sits on the eastern shore of 00:03:35.93\00:03:39.22 the Adriatic Sea. 00:03:39.25\00:03:40.85 In English, Albania means, "land of the eagle. " 00:03:43.17\00:03:47.34 Albania is real varied, as far 00:03:52.82\00:03:54.67 as its terrain. It is mostly 00:03:54.70\00:03:56.53 mountainous, but the kind of 00:03:56.56\00:03:58.66 mountains you find vary from 00:03:58.69\00:04:00.91 different parts of Albania and 00:04:00.95\00:04:02.52 from region to region. 00:04:02.55\00:04:03.79 Here on the coast, the whole coastal plain in the south 00:04:03.82\00:04:07.45 is very arid and dry and rugged. 00:04:07.48\00:04:10.97 There are springs here and there in the mountains, 00:04:13.18\00:04:15.58 but for the most part, really arid and dry. 00:04:15.62\00:04:18.76 I particularly enjoy hiking above Vlore. There's a lot of 00:04:22.07\00:04:25.43 pasture land where they keep sheep up there. 00:04:25.46\00:04:28.36 It's real beautiful and quiet and peaceful. 00:04:28.40\00:04:30.96 I even went up and I took my sleeping bag to stay over night. 00:04:34.08\00:04:37.21 A shepherd insisted I sleep in his hut with him. 00:04:37.25\00:04:40.69 He said there was wolves, which I still don't believe. I know 00:04:40.72\00:04:43.52 there are further south on the border with Greece there's 00:04:43.55\00:04:46.88 wolves still, but I don't think we have them close to Vlore. 00:04:46.92\00:04:50.53 But he insisted, so I slept in the little shepherds hut, and he 00:04:50.57\00:04:53.94 fed me supper and then breakfast in the morning. 00:04:53.98\00:04:57.15 In 1945, communist dictator, Enver Hoxha, closed Albania's 00:05:11.23\00:05:16.39 doors on the world. 00:05:16.44\00:05:17.79 For nearly 50 years, the world heard little of Albania. 00:05:17.83\00:05:21.90 Oppressed and cut off from outside influences, 00:05:21.93\00:05:24.72 spiritual darkness settled on the country. 00:05:24.75\00:05:27.37 Entire generations grew up without knowing the Creator. 00:05:27.40\00:05:31.38 Like the mist covering its rugged mountains, 00:06:11.98\00:06:14.67 communist ideology and domination enshrouded Albania. 00:06:14.71\00:06:18.32 Religion of any kind was abolished. 00:06:18.36\00:06:21.55 Communist rule ended in 1991, making it the last east European 00:06:23.71\00:06:28.98 country to turn to democracy. 00:06:29.01\00:06:31.37 When communism fell and 00:06:31.40\00:06:34.68 the democracy began here in 00:06:34.99\00:06:37.12 Albania, it was like big 00:06:37.16\00:06:39.23 explosion with almost an immediate implosion. 00:06:39.26\00:06:42.70 Things falling back upon the Albanians. 00:06:42.74\00:06:45.15 One of the very difficult things that happened here in the 00:06:45.18\00:06:48.74 fledgling democracy was when the get-rich-quick schemes began 00:06:48.77\00:06:53.05 Millions of dollars disappeared. 00:06:53.09\00:06:55.57 People had sold their homes. While many of them had taken 00:06:55.60\00:06:58.85 back good percentages, a great many others lost everything. 00:06:58.89\00:07:04.31 They turned upon the government. 00:07:07.29\00:07:09.18 Arms depots were ransacked. Approximately 4 million arms 00:07:09.22\00:07:13.75 were released into the hands of the common people - 00:07:13.79\00:07:16.42 8 billion rounds of ammunition, 00:07:16.46\00:07:18.72 literally tens of tons of explosives. 00:07:18.75\00:07:23.30 The people just absolutely went wild for several months. 00:07:23.34\00:07:27.05 It was during the height of this that we were preparing to leave 00:07:30.94\00:07:34.88 America. For several weeks, we went into Yugoslavia to wait 00:07:34.92\00:07:38.10 until the situation calmed here in Albania. 00:07:38.13\00:07:40.30 We made a decision fairly early on 00:07:50.10\00:07:53.87 that we would seek to reach and work with adults 00:07:54.00\00:07:57.95 especially the adult male, for Stan and I 00:07:57.99\00:08:00.64 to really seek to figure out how can we, you know, really come 00:08:00.67\00:08:04.58 to the place in a relationship with them where we can really 00:08:04.61\00:08:07.16 grapple with spiritual issues and spiritual needs 00:08:07.20\00:08:09.47 in their lives. 00:08:09.51\00:08:10.78 Both of us have made some significant friendships, and 00:08:18.81\00:08:22.18 we're finding that the work takes a lot of patience, 00:08:22.22\00:08:26.21 takes a lot of friendship building, and we're learning 00:08:26.24\00:08:29.79 to spend a lot of time in prayer for the people that we're 00:08:29.82\00:08:32.59 working with. 00:08:32.62\00:08:33.72 Our prayer is that, as we reach and understand how to grapple 00:08:43.80\00:08:48.34 with the spiritual needs of the adult male, that will bring in 00:08:48.37\00:08:53.69 its wake a strong influence upon both their wives and families. 00:08:53.73\00:08:59.07 Albania today is a country where spiritual interest seems to be 00:09:19.08\00:09:23.32 stirring. And yet, as far as people grounded in a solid 00:09:23.35\00:09:27.02 faith, it just doesn't seem to be happening very rapidly. 00:09:27.06\00:09:30.70 Albania was, for about 50 years, almost totally isolated from the 00:09:30.73\00:09:34.91 rest of the world under the communist regime. 00:09:34.94\00:09:37.77 In 1967, religious observance was outlawed by the government. 00:09:37.81\00:09:43.26 Prior to that, there were about 5 centuries of Islamic 00:09:43.29\00:09:47.47 occupation as the Turks had come into the country. 00:09:47.51\00:09:50.61 Most Albanians today would tell you that, before the Turks, 00:09:53.72\00:09:57.13 we were almost all Christians. 00:09:57.86\00:09:59.18 And yet today, 70 percent of Albanians claim the Muslim 00:09:59.22\00:10:03.75 heritage, about 20 percent identify themselves as Orthodox, 00:10:03.78\00:10:08.18 roughly 8 percent or so as Roman Catholic, leaving 2-3 percent 00:10:08.22\00:10:12.58 a variety of different beliefs. 00:10:12.61\00:10:14.95 As far as Seventh-day Adventism, we find that most of them 00:10:14.98\00:10:18.44 don't know what an Adventist is. 00:10:18.47\00:10:20.37 We've had about 4 to 5 young 00:10:29.34\00:10:31.50 girls coming to study the Bible, 00:10:31.53\00:10:33.66 and they range from 17 to 27. 00:10:34.33\00:10:37.62 We've been studying together two times a week. 00:10:38.47\00:10:41.48 It's really been exciting for me because I feel like I'm able to 00:10:58.61\00:11:02.26 communicate something of God to someone who wants to hear, and 00:11:02.29\00:11:06.54 moving to that place with people takes a long time. 00:11:06.58\00:11:09.79 But these girls do want to hear, and I believe that the Lord is 00:11:09.82\00:11:14.12 working in their lives as a group and personally. 00:11:14.25\00:11:16.81 I've seen that. 00:11:16.96\00:11:18.14 To choose a single Albanian is, especially there, is difficult 00:11:43.20\00:11:47.57 because coming to love so many of them, 00:11:47.60\00:11:50.58 but I suppose perhaps one that is especially close 00:11:51.35\00:11:56.44 would be Zyke. 00:11:56.53\00:11:58.31 He's one of five brothers here in Albania and basically they 00:11:58.34\00:12:02.81 consider me the little brother in the family. 00:12:02.85\00:12:05.36 When we first came to Albania, we spoke very little Albanian. 00:12:05.39\00:12:08.83 He would often invite me to travel with him in his truck, 00:12:08.87\00:12:12.04 trips that would be 6-9 hours. 00:12:12.08\00:12:14.23 Each of those was like one long language lesson. 00:12:14.27\00:12:16.60 But I've learned far more than language from Zyke. 00:12:16.63\00:12:19.44 I've also learned things about the culture, things 00:12:19.47\00:12:22.25 about their worldview. 00:12:22.29\00:12:23.53 Sometimes he's a little harsh with me, and yet I know he cares 00:12:23.66\00:12:27.39 and when he tells me that we're doing something wrong or 00:12:27.43\00:12:31.03 why don't we do this, or why don't we do that, 00:12:31.07\00:12:33.38 generally it comes from a genuine concern on his part. 00:12:33.42\00:12:38.13 And I see that God is at work in his life. Even though he 00:12:38.17\00:12:41.69 teases me a lot, he loves to introduce me to his friends in a 00:12:41.73\00:12:45.85 variety of ways to embarrass me, it's all in good fun. 00:12:45.88\00:12:48.84 I enjoy his personality very much. 00:12:48.88\00:12:52.80 I'll tell you about Shpresa because, she's a lady of about 00:13:00.44\00:13:04.90 42, 40-something years old. 00:13:04.93\00:13:08.20 Her husband was a good friend of 00:13:08.24\00:13:11.47 my husband's, before he died, but last year he died suddenly 00:13:11.57\00:13:15.14 of a heart attack. We started visiting Shpresa because we felt 00:13:15.17\00:13:19.63 so sorry for her. 00:13:19.67\00:13:21.37 And she considered us to be her husband's friends. 00:13:21.41\00:13:25.26 He taught English, so there was a connection between he and my 00:13:25.29\00:13:29.23 husband. I wanted to communicate to her that I wanted to be 00:13:29.56\00:13:32.27 her friend, not just her husband's friend. 00:13:32.31\00:13:35.30 And it wasn't long after that, that we went to visit her one 00:13:36.82\00:13:39.97 day and she was very nervous, and so we walked in her house 00:13:40.01\00:13:45.35 and I could tell something was wrong, and she said, 00:13:45.39\00:13:48.95 "My blood pressure is high and my heart is just racing. I don't 00:13:50.87\00:13:54.51 know what's wrong. " So I took her blood pressure for her and 00:13:54.54\00:13:58.46 her pulse, and it was pretty wild, and I sat with her for a 00:13:58.49\00:14:03.35 while and we talked, and it was related to the stress that she 00:14:03.39\00:14:08.02 feels and the emotional stress she feels with her husband's 00:14:08.06\00:14:10.78 death. So, it was really neat because from that experience, 00:14:10.82\00:14:16.54 I said, "You know, Shpresa, you need someone to regularly 00:14:16.58\00:14:19.81 check your blood pressure daily until it gets figured out. " 00:14:19.85\00:14:24.86 And she said, "Well, I don't have anywhere to go. " 00:14:24.89\00:14:26.62 And I said, "Well, I'll come and check it for you. " 00:14:26.65\00:14:29.23 So I did. I started coming every morning to her house, 00:14:29.26\00:14:32.14 and it was during those times when I would come for the 00:14:32.17\00:14:36.51 blood pressure that we would talk, and she became very open 00:14:36.55\00:14:40.71 to me and open to express her sorrow about her husband and 00:14:40.74\00:14:44.87 open about sharing herself with me. 00:14:44.91\00:14:47.60 It was unexpected for me. It opened up opportunities 00:14:47.64\00:14:51.50 for me to talk to her about the Lord. And we had several 00:14:51.54\00:14:55.37 conversations like that. One time in particular, it was right 00:14:55.40\00:14:58.89 before we went on furlough, I was there and we were talking 00:14:58.92\00:15:02.09 about saying hello and reunions with your family, and she said, 00:15:02.13\00:15:05.01 "Yeah but, when you guys leave your family, it's going to be 00:15:05.05\00:15:07.55 really hard on you. " And I said, 00:15:07.58\00:15:09.40 "Yeah. Wouldn't it be neat if 00:15:09.43\00:15:11.21 there was a place where you never had to say goodbye?" 00:15:11.24\00:15:13.67 Which for her is a very tender issue, because of her husband 00:15:13.70\00:15:17.63 dying, and she said, "Oh wow. " And I said, "Shpresa, 00:15:17.67\00:15:22.78 maybe there is. " 00:15:22.82\00:15:24.23 There are a lot of barriers. She and her family suffered greatly 00:15:24.26\00:15:28.41 under communism, with family members being killed even, and 00:15:28.44\00:15:32.46 them being relegated out to a village and sort of quarantined 00:15:32.49\00:15:35.86 off. They had suffered a lot 00:15:35.89\00:15:37.76 under communism, and I think 00:15:37.79\00:15:39.40 that the suffering has made 00:15:39.43\00:15:40.97 it hard to believe that there is a God. 00:15:41.00\00:15:43.04 But her husband's death has made 00:15:43.08\00:15:45.49 her feel a need for something 00:15:45.53\00:15:47.91 besides this life. 00:15:47.95\00:15:49.73 Her name means hope. 00:15:49.76\00:15:51.51 Nana Maria is my, she's more like my grandmother to me, 00:16:07.93\00:16:13.30 because she does seem much older than she is. 00:16:13.33\00:16:17.96 She lived below us when we first came, and she's the mother 00:16:18.00\00:16:21.89 of our first landlord. And he and his brothers and the mother 00:16:21.92\00:16:25.77 have all taken us in like part of their family. 00:16:25.81\00:16:28.53 And so she's like our grandmother of the family. 00:16:28.78\00:16:32.54 She's taught me how to make borek and other yaprak and 00:16:33.57\00:16:38.61 different ethnic Albanian foods. 00:16:38.64\00:16:42.29 She loves me. 00:16:42.33\00:16:44.52 She loves it when I come. I just wish I could go visit her more. 00:16:44.55\00:16:48.64 I only understand two thirds of what she tells me. I wish I 00:16:48.67\00:16:52.78 could understand more, but she pours her heart out to me 00:16:52.81\00:16:57.29 many times. Often she's in tears, she misses her 00:16:57.33\00:17:01.15 daughter so much. 00:17:01.18\00:17:02.33 Her daughter lives in Greece. For some reason, they think I 00:17:02.36\00:17:07.14 look a bit like her. So she always says I'm her daughter. 00:17:07.18\00:17:11.79 Stan's her son, and I'm her daughter. Try that one. 00:17:13.33\00:17:15.80 The biggest need that I've seen that I've been interested in is 00:17:22.08\00:17:26.42 the increasing level of lifestyle-related diseases 00:17:26.46\00:17:30.80 that they didn't have so much when communism was in place 00:17:31.18\00:17:34.38 because their diet was a lot more simple, and they didn't 00:17:34.42\00:17:37.59 have as much meat. The food was different. 00:17:37.63\00:17:40.57 White bread was non-existent. 00:17:40.61\00:17:42.31 They ate beans and brown bread. They had a lot less diabetes. 00:17:42.34\00:17:47.65 They had a lot less heart trouble and hypertension. 00:17:47.69\00:17:50.87 Now they have the luxury of meat and white bread and 00:17:50.91\00:17:54.26 lots of stress in their lives. They are experiencing lots 00:17:54.30\00:17:57.70 of our western diseases, and they don't have any answers for 00:17:57.73\00:18:01.89 them except to suffer through them, to take some pills. I feel 00:18:01.93\00:18:06.06 that a real need is to provide them with some knowledge so that 00:18:06.09\00:18:10.68 their lifestyle could be improved and that would give 00:18:10.71\00:18:13.28 them, you know, a solution. But the problem is, they associate 00:18:13.66\00:18:18.12 brown bread and beans with poverty and communism. And meat 00:18:18.15\00:18:23.37 and white bread is luxury. 00:18:23.40\00:18:26.32 So, it's not a simple solution either. 00:18:26.36\00:18:29.61 Since our arrival in September of '97, things have calmed 00:18:35.29\00:18:38.91 considerably. We no longer see tanks patrolling the streets as 00:18:38.94\00:18:43.04 we did. The armed police are still out at checkpoints, but 00:18:43.07\00:18:47.71 the frequency of them being with masks over their faces is much 00:18:47.75\00:18:52.37 less. Order is being re-established here within 00:18:52.40\00:18:55.05 the country. 00:18:55.09\00:18:56.15 Nonetheless, there's a tremendous sense of cynicism 00:18:56.19\00:19:00.21 among the people. Many of the people are saying, "Well, if God 00:19:00.24\00:19:04.58 cared about us, He wouldn't have let this happen. " 00:19:04.62\00:19:07.24 Many other people say, "Well, we see an need for God, but we're 00:19:07.28\00:19:10.93 just too busy for Him. Where has He been for 00:19:10.96\00:19:13.36 the last 50 years? He's not been around for us. We're a little 00:19:13.40\00:19:16.46 too busy for Him right now. " 00:19:16.49\00:19:18.42 The greatest need is of course a spiritual need. 00:19:18.45\00:19:22.55 But unfortunately, as sinners, we don't always realize where 00:19:22.58\00:19:26.40 the greatest need lies. If you ask an Albanian what the 00:19:26.43\00:19:29.44 greatest need in Albania is, they will say, "We need public 00:19:29.47\00:19:33.29 order, and we need work. " 00:19:33.33\00:19:37.17 For example, you look at adult males. I don't know what the 00:19:37.21\00:19:41.39 exact percentage rates are, it's really hard to tell, but I've 00:19:41.43\00:19:45.47 heard figures of 70 and 80 percent unemployed. 00:19:45.60\00:19:49.41 Or if they have a job, it hardly brings in anything. 00:19:49.45\00:19:52.95 So, from their perspective, which is a valid perspective, 00:19:52.99\00:19:57.41 the greatest need is work. 00:19:57.44\00:19:59.76 The greatest need is for people to learn trust again. To learn 00:20:05.15\00:20:10.00 to trust others, to be able to trust the Bible and God. 00:20:10.04\00:20:14.78 They feel God has forsaken them. 00:20:14.81\00:20:16.66 They feel, you know, during communism, you couldn't trust 00:20:16.69\00:20:20.09 anyone. You didn't want to tell them the truth, because it could 00:20:20.13\00:20:24.82 be used against you. 00:20:24.85\00:20:26.76 One of the most effective ways to engage people in conversation 00:20:28.40\00:20:32.17 on spiritual things it just to spend a few minutes at a time 00:20:32.21\00:20:35.70 with them. 15 minutes here, 20 minutes there. 00:20:35.73\00:20:37.91 We have found as we travel around, there are far more 00:20:40.40\00:20:43.24 people than we can effectively work with on our own. 00:20:43.28\00:20:46.15 It's exciting to think ahead of what's in store for Albania. 00:20:46.18\00:20:50.55 We have see that there is definitely a spiritual 00:20:50.58\00:20:53.74 restlessness in the hearts of the people. Short-term mission 00:20:53.77\00:20:57.65 trips and projects have their place, but the beauty of what 00:20:57.69\00:21:00.52 AFM endeavors to do is that we want to work ourselves out 00:21:00.55\00:21:04.07 of a job. We'd like to see the church well established and 00:21:04.11\00:21:07.48 reproducing in an area, be able to move over and do it again in 00:21:07.51\00:21:10.88 another area, and we need more people willing to do the same. 00:21:10.92\00:21:14.31 We've had a very good working relationship with the AFM 00:21:14.34\00:21:16.91 missionaries who've been working in Vlore. And because 00:21:17.07\00:21:20.28 we've had that very good partnership with the AFM people 00:21:20.31\00:21:23.43 who are here, it seems that it would be a good avenue to find 00:21:23.46\00:21:26.44 more people to work in the country. 00:21:26.48\00:21:28.22 The greatest need in Albania is the need for people. We have a 00:21:29.40\00:21:33.69 number of young Albanian pastors here, and we've been able to 00:21:33.97\00:21:37.03 attract a number of student missionaries who've come and 00:21:37.06\00:21:39.86 spent 6 or 12 months working in Albania. But people is the real 00:21:39.89\00:21:44.10 need. Many cities have no Adventist presence. These are 00:21:44.13\00:21:48.01 cities with 30, 40, 60 thousand people, so people is what 00:21:48.05\00:21:52.77 we really need. 00:21:52.81\00:21:54.13 Although it sometimes is a horribly painful experience to 00:21:55.40\00:21:58.36 try to go from one culture to another and never completely 00:21:58.39\00:22:01.17 leave your own culture, but you're not completely, you're 00:22:01.21\00:22:04.91 sort of in the middle between two cultures. That's really 00:22:04.95\00:22:09.69 difficult for me. But on the other hand, in the short time 00:22:09.72\00:22:13.68 we've been here, I've had the opportunity to go into places 00:22:13.72\00:22:17.88 that I could never have gone. I would never know the mind or 00:22:17.92\00:22:22.25 the life of, say, Shpresa or my little Albanian grandmother. 00:22:22.28\00:22:26.65 I could never have entered her life if I hadn't been willing to 00:22:26.69\00:22:30.95 cross over the barriers and seek to learn how to speak to her and 00:22:30.99\00:22:35.22 to make those moves. There's a price to pay to seek to move 00:22:35.26\00:22:39.69 from one culture to another, but I really believe that that's the 00:22:39.72\00:22:44.62 call of the gospel. You know, I believe I have something very 00:22:44.66\00:22:47.78 valuable and precious, and I feel responsible to make the 00:22:47.82\00:22:51.62 effort to cross those hard things and to come after them 00:22:51.66\00:22:55.47 and not sit back waiting for them to come after me or to 00:22:55.50\00:22:59.26 come after what I have that's precious. For me to take the 00:22:59.29\00:23:02.83 initiative and to go. It's pricey, but it's also 00:23:03.02\00:23:06.59 really special. 00:23:06.62\00:23:08.78 She came up to me, and she was going through a time where she 00:23:20.49\00:23:25.33 was very discouraged and depressed. She told me that 00:23:25.36\00:23:29.03 she should die. And I asked her why she would say something 00:23:29.06\00:23:32.26 like that. And she said because she just wants to have a happy 00:23:32.29\00:23:35.95 family, she wants to have a simple life, she's not asking 00:23:35.98\00:23:39.14 for much, but she can't have it. 00:23:39.18\00:23:41.82 Not here in Albania. 00:23:41.85\00:23:44.15 After she asked me a few questions, I started telling her 00:23:44.18\00:23:46.87 about Jesus and how He had 00:23:46.90\00:23:50.16 sacrificed for us and how much 00:23:50.20\00:23:54.13 He loved us, and trying to tell 00:23:54.17\00:23:58.07 her, explain that to her. 00:23:58.10\00:24:00.82 I tried to use their - what I 00:24:00.86\00:24:03.54 have learned about their hukmaria here. 00:24:03.58\00:24:07.55 They have a revenge killing, that if I kill your 00:24:08.16\00:24:13.87 brother, then you come and kill my brother, and you try and kill 00:24:13.90\00:24:16.60 me. But then if you kill me, my brother tries to kill you, 00:24:16.64\00:24:20.47 and it goes on and on like that forever 00:24:20.51\00:24:22.25 until somebody says, "Stop!" 00:24:22.28\00:24:24.18 And they're willing to call it quits and offer a child 00:24:24.22\00:24:28.95 instead, you know, to the person who wants revenge. 00:24:28.98\00:24:33.68 I told her it would be as if I had a very good friend here who 00:24:33.71\00:24:38.99 had only one son. And they loved me so much that they 00:24:39.03\00:24:43.67 said that their son would die instead of me, 00:24:43.70\00:24:48.65 and that the hukmaria would no longer be against me. 00:24:48.69\00:24:53.58 That I would be forgiven. 00:24:53.62\00:24:55.88 So he dies. And then I'm free. 00:24:55.91\00:24:58.91 I don't have to hide. I don't 00:24:58.94\00:25:01.86 have to fear those people coming and killing me. I have 00:25:01.90\00:25:05.66 another day to live, I have life to live. Blerina came back at me 00:25:05.70\00:25:11.07 and she said, "So it's a sin to want to die!" And I thought, 00:25:11.11\00:25:14.87 "Wow! Where did she get that?" 00:25:14.91\00:25:17.17 She realized that when you're 00:25:17.21\00:25:20.22 given life, it's such a precious 00:25:20.25\00:25:23.23 thing, that every day, you should want to live the best, 00:25:23.27\00:25:28.35 the most for God because He's done so much for us. 00:25:28.39\00:25:31.96 And to me, after we talked on that, I think it hit me more 00:25:31.99\00:25:36.70 than it hit her. I was just taken 00:25:36.74\00:25:39.13 with that thought. I thought, 00:25:39.16\00:25:41.24 I need to not just go away in my housekeeping and 00:25:41.28\00:25:44.86 everything and just say, "Oh yeah, another day. 00:25:44.89\00:25:48.41 I've got to wash clothes, another day to wash dishes, 00:25:48.44\00:25:51.46 another day to whatever, but I need to joyfully do 00:25:51.50\00:25:54.45 whatever is given to me because I have life to live. " I have 00:25:54.48\00:25:59.86 so much to be thankful for because God gave His son for me. 00:25:59.90\00:26:04.82 That was her turning point, and she said, "I want to know God. " 00:26:08.77\00:26:12.11 And that's where she prayed, well she asked me to pray, and 00:26:12.14\00:26:16.76 she repeated the prayer, wanting to know God. But, even 00:26:16.79\00:26:21.49 more so, because for me, that was a real eye opener of what 00:26:21.52\00:26:27.05 God did for me. 00:26:27.08\00:26:28.99 And why I want to be here to serve Him, because 00:26:29.03\00:26:34.63 He gave me life. 00:26:34.67\00:26:37.09 What I want to say again is just to pray God will do His best 00:26:42.71\00:26:48.45 for me and do what is best for my people. I mean, Albania. 00:26:48.49\00:26:52.57 And I hope for them to know God. 00:26:52.61\00:26:57.03 Everything will be okay. 00:26:57.07\00:26:59.08 Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the 00:27:03.20\00:27:06.10 everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will 00:27:06.14\00:27:10.49 not grow tired or weary, and His understanding no one can fathom. 00:27:10.52\00:27:14.14 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power 00:27:14.17\00:27:17.75 of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men 00:27:17.78\00:27:21.53 stumble and fall, but those who hope in the Lord will renew 00:27:21.56\00:27:25.76 their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles. They will 00:27:25.79\00:27:29.73 run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint. 00:27:29.76\00:27:34.51 For more information on 00:27:55.91\00:27:57.41 how you can serve 00:27:57.45\00:27:58.42 or how you can support 00:27:58.43\00:27:59.69 frontier mission work, visit... 00:27:59.73\00:28:01.37 For the latest information on 00:28:11.42\00:28:13.10 the Albanian mission project 00:28:13.14\00:28:14.72 and Adventist Frontier Missions 00:28:14.76\00:28:16.31 or to order a copy of 00:28:16.34\00:28:18.24 Where Eagles Soar, visit... 00:28:18.28\00:28:20.68 When you call, please be 00:28:25.99\00:28:27.24 sure to mention where you 00:28:27.28\00:28:28.50 saw this program. 00:28:28.53\00:28:29.50