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>> Hello and welcome to an
evening with 2 Reese Tomlin and
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the Ville. Peter, 2 great
artists proclaim the love of
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Jesus in their music and their
lives. Tonight. You're going to
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be inspired by their music
and hear their hearts as they
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shared their testimonies
and favorite Christmas memories.
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So sit back, relax and be
blessed as she recent of ill
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bring us to a beautiful music
are for selection is going to
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be by the bill who will say joy
to the world followed by Sheree
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singing Breath of Heaven.
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>> Joe, to nowhere
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the 2 were.
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>> July 2. Yeah,
everybody. The the Savior has.
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>> 0, 2, 0, 2, with.
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>> I have read it.
Yeah. CA has a lot.
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>> To where he was saying
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these 2 were.
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>> These 2,
everybody. Yeah. C a a mask.
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>> It is to.
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>> These 2 were.
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>> Yeah by Khalid. Yeah. Ask.
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>> To.
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>> Yeah, everybody. The savior
has come a sound. He served
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>> to the wearer
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so they send the 2 were.
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>> Also the insurer to
the to the state has come
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so.
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>> 2 where?
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>> So amazing, too.
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>> World.
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>> South Asia, to
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of all.
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>> He is on us to to. Yeah.
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He is honest.
He's coming back again.
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Here's Com. Yeah.
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Yeah to us.
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>> Yeah, yeah, it is.
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>> Amen. And
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>> I have to.
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>> Is 9.
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>> Holden, we too.
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>> With the Navy.
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>> And
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you are.
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>> Hsu was unknown
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and there
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leave us.
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>> We
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and this time
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I am. I too.
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>> Why the old
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all that
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West Nile law?
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>> He was meeting
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with.
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>> Will need to get.
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>> We? Yeah. U.
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>> Bloom.
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>> One night by this.
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>> Over tea. Only
this school. You do
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>> you know,
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as you watch
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the food was.
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>> Shooting that.
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>> All the bees room.
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>> We?
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>> Only 2. Yeah.
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>> We yeah to me.
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>> And
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>> I tend not to ones.
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>> We do this.
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I know who
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>> be to get.
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>> We yeah, you need.
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>> And
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>> it might it.
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>> To be this rule, I know.
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>> Moved to.
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>> And then.
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>> Beautiful.
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>> Christmas time is here again.
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Can you you?
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>> Going whoa
for the Hall of Fame.
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>> Spending time with can.
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>> Every year at Christmas time.
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>> You receive.
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Do you believe the name?
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>> Yeah.
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>> Your home is filled
with law and Finch year.
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>> With Family D
from fall and meme.
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>> Singing Christmas
carols around Your Touch, too.
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Other child launches it.
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>> You dream.
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>> Every year at Christmas time.
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>> We receive.
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Do you believe the?
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>> When Kuzma said to use me
away but I want you to know I
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yeah.
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And to still.
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>> And when the years of common
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seasons changing time moves
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ID and the memories
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slowly fading with
your career, it is is true.
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>> Every year at
Christmas time or you receive.
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>> But do you believe the?
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>> When this mess and you send
me away to, but I want you to
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know or care
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and to stand.
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And when the U we
have come and gone.
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>> Seasons
change in time. Moves.
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>> ID know the memo.
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>> Slowly fading
way. New York is is.
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>> Every year at
Christmas time receive
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do you believe to here at
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>> We
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the 2 the.
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>> To you believe the 2?
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>> I believe has beautiful,
beautiful every year at
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Christmas time you receive
me. But do you believe me? What
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inspired you to write that?
Who's going to ask me that?
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>> I almost set up the song.
You know, it's going to start
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talking about it. And I said
I have a feeling she might have
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was just, you know, sitting at
the piano just wondering about
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what Christmas song, too, right?
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I began to pray about it.
And I said, you know what,
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what do you want me to
see for this Christmas season?
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And that freeze, that phrase
just popped into my mind every
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year at Christmas time. You
see me. But do you believe me?
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And I began to just
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kind of turn that over in
my mind. What does that mean?
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Why why? Why did that Freese
come to my mind? And I began to
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think about how
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times when the missile
was going to be expected.
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I should see when the Messiah
should have been expected.
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The Messiah Keim,
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nobody was really prepared
to meet him and said God had to
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send angels to the shepherds to
let them know that's something
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special is about to happen.
The end, you know, the same
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kind of thing I find is
going on in our world today. You
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know, Christmas has become very
commercialized and everybody
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wants to celebrate Christmas.
Even those who don't believe in
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God want to celebrate
Christmas. And those of us who
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do believe in God,
we tend to only take it
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to a certain point. And
that point is where we're
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comfortable. You know
what, you know, sometimes belief
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should affect you in areas
of your lives way. You know,
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a a not so
comfortable excess. Very true.
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>> It's really interesting how
at this time of year people are
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more open, use virtual
conversation. They're more open
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to because
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they're hearing the songs
in the malls and you know, that
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kind of thing. And so it's it's
it's really a blessing to have
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a song like that that you wrote
to remind people, yeah, you
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receive me, but believe me, I
want you to you leave me this.
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Is this a deep line?
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Let me ask you this novella.
How did you what? Let's talk
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about your childhood first
and then we'll come into your
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testimony of funding Lord. So
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we raised we raised in a
Christian family where you?
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Yes.
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>> I was raised in
a Christian family,
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but I myself didn't
become a Christian until
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my mid to late 20's. I
grew up singing in church
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and then I discovered that,
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you know, when I was a
teenager, I discovered that if
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I saying I could get girls
and yes, haha. So, you know,
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I kind of
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went on that endeavor. And
then I I went to university and
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started a career in music. And,
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you know, every once in a
while, some of those songs that
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I would sing in church
would come back to my mind. And
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and then
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my journey to God slowly
began by, you know, series of
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circumstances. And
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>> Mike, what we
have a little time. Well.
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>> One of those circumstances
was that I met this girl who
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my friends told me was a
Christian and I knew she was
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beautiful and I wanted to get
to know I didn't have I didn't
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I didn't have wholesome
intentions will put it that
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when, you know, over the years
of friendship developed between
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us and she would take me to
church every city, every every
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Sabbath, he would
take me to church.
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And I would hear something
that would resonate with me. And
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this went on for years and
years. And then one said that
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they had me seeing a church
and they wanted me to sing an
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appeal song.
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This appeal song I sang was a
song that's pretty popular was
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pretty popular at that time.
It was Fred Hammond's running
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back to you know. Yeah, Yeah.
You know, there was a part of
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that song. You know, on the
bridge where he goes. I have
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10.
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>> Taking advantage of the.
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>> He's yeah, right? That's
me. You know, I'm the one that's
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doing that yet. And so
you're singing it. And and haha.
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>> Look at guys. Good man.
He is. So he started impressing
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me that, you know, I'm supposed
to accept appeal, but you know
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how? How, how,
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when God wants you to do
something, you don't really
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want to do it. You start
making excuses and start making
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excuses. You know, I'm
already at the front end
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stuff like that. But, you know,
I'm happy to say I lost that
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battle. So, yeah, God has a
sense of human because I saying
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that appeal to
myself and then accepted it.
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>> Appeal he won that except
that the people that be so that
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kind of bega attorney.
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>> There's a lot of the
experiences. But that was that
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was the first thing
that kind of got me started.
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>> It's amazing. Look, look at
how God works, though. The seed
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had been planted in your
childhood right foot. You had
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to kind of go away from
it for a bit because you are,
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you know, you were testing
things and boundaries and that
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kind of thing. And then
the Lord is really due back in.
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He sure did. Now. At what point
did you decide that you wanted
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to be all in for him?
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>> Well, this was
several years after that.
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I was struggling over that
decision because this young
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lady
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moved away and married a
pastor. But before she did
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that, she got me a Bible
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on compact disc. So, you know,
my family had raised me in the
00:20:18.71\00:20:25.29
tradition of family worship.
Yeah, every morning, every
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evening, every morning, every
evening. So I decided that I
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would listen to the Bible,
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you know, in the morning
and listen to it in the evening.
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So that's what I would do.
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And I kid you not, you
know, the Bible has power. Yeah,
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it's began to change my life.
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It began to bring conviction
to my heart. And I began to,
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you know, feel in my spirit that
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I shouldn't be playing in
the clubs and stuff like that.
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Because what I would do, I
would go to church. And then,
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you know, I play in the evening
service and everything. And
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then after that, you know
it getting a cab and go down on
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South Beach and hit the
club. Yeah, yeah, you know,
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emergency. And so you had
your foot in both camps. Pretty
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much. Yeah. Foot in one foot
out. And it was kind of hard
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because with this club, there
are a lot of famous people that
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would come in there. And, you
know, Oprah Winfrey E and Mike
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Tyson and all these
famous people come in there and
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sometimes it's it right by
the pn on this. And to me seeing
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him play and stuff. And
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but I remember there
was this one particular
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when I met someone who told
me that the we're broadcasting
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professor, he said he taught
broadcasting at his school.
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So I asked him
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if I could due it being a
blind person. And he said, Yeah,
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I have a blind students. I
said, bring them by the club
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tomorrow night soon. I
could talk to them. And he said,
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well, you know,
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she's a Christian man. You
know, she would never come to a
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place like this.
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>> We will. What how did you
feel instantly convicted was?
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Well, it made me think for sure
thought I was honest and you
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know mean?
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>> So I that was a Thursday
and then forget it. I was a
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Thursday that Sabbath morning.
I went to church and the sermon
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was Hassan First Kings 18.
How long will you halt between
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2 opinions?
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>> Play how the Lloyd
can target it. He'll use the
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scripted to target exactly
the situation you're in been.
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So so did that.
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>> Actually, was that what kind
of pushes you yet? I was still
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struggling with it. I'm a
little stubborn vote for him
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anyway. So later that year I
was playing in Michael Keane.
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He's supposed to be like a
famous actor. Yes, Michael Kay.
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Yeah. He had a restaurant on
South Beach and I was playing.
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This is Florida yet and
then I his New Year's party was
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playing there.
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And I don't know if something
just hit me that night. It was
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like the spirit of God was just
saying, you know, you want to
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do this for the rest
of your life. You know, an
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you know, it's like God was
saying, I have a better plan to
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have something better for you.
Yes, if you it's like he was
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saying, if you give your music
to me, I'm going to I'm going
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to help.
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I'm going to show you how
you would spread. The 3 angels
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messages are
and the whole world.
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Seoul,
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you know, I said
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I'm going to
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I'm going to give this a try. So
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it was 1998,
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January. 1st, I woke up, you
know, I'm in my apartment that
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the
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that afternoon.
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And I said, you know,
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let's see how
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you know how God is going
to take my music and use it.
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And 2 years know, 4 years later
was my first appearance here on
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3.80, in was on the 3
Angels Broadcasting said that.
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>> He was going to have you
singing. Well, a spreading that
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3 angels message all over
the world. The world praised the
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law. I praise. Look. So how did
you meet your wife? Because you
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have a wife and his
son? Yes, I have a wife.
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>> And 11 year-old son was
well, my wife, but one of my
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CDs in a record store, my first
album, messages from the throne
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of Grace was distributed and
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she was in Louisiana at the
time. She went to the record
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store and picked it up.
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Listen to the music. She had
actually been introduced to the
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music by a friend and she asked
a friend if all of the music
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was like that,
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her friends said, yeah. So she
went down to the record store
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and bought the CD and then,
you know, listen to it and said,
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you know, I want to
meet this guy, contacted me
00:25:12.11\00:25:17.08
and we we became instant
friends. No friendship carried
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on for at least 2 years.
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And then after that,
we begin dating. And then
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about a year or 2. After that,
we got married. What you've
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been married,
how long? Well, this
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this month will be 16 years.
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>> 60's 16 year. That's
amazing. Yet. Is there anything
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that you would like to say, too,
00:25:44.04\00:25:47.31
our audience like about
if they're halting between 2
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opinions, what should they do?
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>> Well, you know that the song
I just played is about that,
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you know, God is intentional
about every single thing that
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he does. We are celebrating
Christmas right now. But,
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you know,
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Jesus came to first
time so he could come again.
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And he is coming again to
put an end to all that we see in
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this world today.
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And the Father's House, many,
many mentions. One of those
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mentions has your name on
it. If you accept it, you know,
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say one of those actions has
has your name on it in my name
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on it. And so
obviously I would say to you
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choose crisis, you won't
regret it. Choose crisis.
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>> Amen. Amen. Thank you.
So the next on that you're
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going to do for us is for
ever Christmas. Give us a little
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background on that.
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>> Well, again, I was
sort of sitting at the piano
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wondering what, what kind
of Christmas song I could write
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and my mind began to
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move towards the second coming.
00:27:02.05\00:27:05.89
You know, it was like God was
saying the bill this this world
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isn't going to last forever.
Every time I do something
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intentional about what I do,
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the reason for that is
because I want to bring an end
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to what we see
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permanently. You know, we
tend to say that all good things
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must come to an end. He
had, you know, on Christmas is a
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good thing. We look forward
to it every and every fall.
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And then every you know, when
to you know, when I was a kid,
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you know, you would counted
down by saying Aye 2 weeks,
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OK, one week for these 3 days
to do is tomorrow is Christmas
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and you would get you
presents, but enough to,
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you know, it would wear off.
And, you know, I mean, then you
00:27:51.23\00:27:54.34
would just go back
to the way things were.
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But what God is
getting ready to do
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is bring us to a
point where goodness
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is perpetual and it just grows
and move. So you will enjoy you
00:28:04.08\00:28:08.58
grow in love.
00:28:08.58\00:28:09.95
You grew in bliss. You know,
you grow in every positive way
00:28:09.95\00:28:14.96
that you can think of and this
experience will never come to
00:28:14.96\00:28:20.20
an end game is so it's
like a gift that keeps giving.
00:28:20.20\00:28:23.53
>> And then if that keeps
getting better days and it
00:28:23.53\00:28:26.53
takes getting big gift that
keeps on giving with. Thank you
00:28:26.53\00:28:29.37
so much. This that here for
ever Christmas and then series
00:28:29.37\00:28:33.04
is going to sing silent night.
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[MUSIC]
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[MUSIC]
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[MUSIC]
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>> It's almost hear you.
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>> I know that you will
we we it's it's almost you
00:28:54.30\00:29:03.04
the day that we tend
to pay seem almost you
00:29:03.04\00:29:11.01
and your stuff and
we your Christmas tree.
00:29:11.01\00:29:17.25
>> And your family
for the best time to.
00:29:17.25\00:29:25.13
>> It's almost to you.
00:29:25.13\00:29:28.96
>> Do you know I use a meat
to its own laws. He too, is a
00:29:28.96\00:29:37.74
tourist and know
the the game. It's
00:29:37.74\00:29:42.94
O C.
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>> Oh, yeah. He
to his moves, C C.
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>> Every 2 months.
But not when Jesus comes.
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>> Again.
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>> There will be no man's Soto.
No Shining Star honors in the 2
00:30:02.70\00:30:08.64
most nights. No Santa Claus
has no presence or to that room
00:30:08.64\00:30:15.58
when the greatest
gift is given to me.
00:30:15.58\00:30:20.32
>> And when all the world to
show you this so loving Jones.
00:30:20.32\00:30:26.39
>> Singing O and
when all the same to see.
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>> That earns it'll be.
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>> For ever Christmas.
00:30:36.50\00:30:40.44
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[MUSIC]
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>> It's almost too
00:30:48.74\00:30:53.58
the day that I've been longing
for. It's most. He knew it.
00:30:53.58\00:31:01.06
>> And soon time
will be no more. It's
00:31:01.06\00:31:06.49
>> all lost.
00:31:06.49\00:31:08.03
[MUSIC]
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And just be waiting for
the when Joy will know Anna and
00:31:10.43\00:31:20.54
Jesus comes again. Yeah,
00:31:20.54\00:31:25.28
I will be no mistletoe and
no signs is no Christmas lights.
00:31:25.28\00:31:32.69
No. Santa Claus is no press to
the true when the greatest gift
00:31:32.69\00:31:41.16
it's given to me and went on
Earl Scheib due to Sarah who is
00:31:41.16\00:31:49.07
seeing a lot of went all the
Saints receive their crowns in
00:31:49.07\00:31:55.81
2 to 4.
00:31:55.81\00:31:59.08
>> The Chris Stu.
00:31:59.08\00:32:03.79
>> These Cummings, too.
But I can tell you where
00:32:03.79\00:32:09.86
the body of cabs so com.
00:32:09.86\00:32:12.99
>> Again, and so he gear.
00:32:12.99\00:32:19.80
[MUSIC]
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>> And so to no center line
and scars, no charisma, some
00:32:25.21\00:32:30.05
nights, you
know, Santa Claus, no.
00:32:30.05\00:32:35.55
And the true when the greatest
gift is given to me and when
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all the world.
00:32:41.59\00:32:43.09
>> I'm sure I'm here this year.
00:32:43.09\00:32:47.00
Seeing it all around
when all this answer is C.
00:32:47.00\00:32:52.27
>> And the as it'll
be hard. Yes, it will be.
00:32:52.27\00:32:58.57
>> Yeah, it'll be to to way too.
00:32:58.57\00:33:10.32
>> Fool and
00:33:10.32\00:33:14.26
>> Kuzma.
00:33:14.26\00:33:16.83
[MUSIC]
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It will be for crews more.
00:33:20.86\00:33:27.40
>> Beautiful phrase, the room.
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Thank you.
00:33:33.34\00:33:34.38
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[MUSIC]
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[MUSIC]
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>> Me too.
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>> Foods.
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[MUSIC]
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It's cool, though. The world
00:34:28.40\00:34:31.57
[MUSIC]
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[MUSIC]
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voting.
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[MUSIC]
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>> All of these 3
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[MUSIC]
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Hughes is is.
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>> Man I love.
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[MUSIC]
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>> Amen and
beautiful. Beautiful hallelujah.
00:37:06.65\00:37:11.36
>> Let's have a
little talk, sir. Yes, ma'am.
00:37:11.36\00:37:15.10
How long have you been singing?
00:37:15.10\00:37:19.10
And like to say, I began in
my mother's womb. Haha. Yes,
00:37:19.10\00:37:23.74
she often choose to tell me
that when she was carrying me,
00:37:23.74\00:37:28.31
she would go to concerts
and I would be Kit Keenan her.
00:37:28.31\00:37:33.35
So I believe I was I was
holding my note in the inside
00:37:33.35\00:37:36.35
the movement.
00:37:36.35\00:37:39.39
And now are you in full-time
ministry or would what are you
00:37:39.39\00:37:44.06
doing the ministry? I
say, yes, I am an accountant by
00:37:44.06\00:37:48.73
profession,
00:37:48.73\00:37:50.10
but I also do
the music every day.
00:37:50.10\00:37:53.40
So that's full-time to
me. Yes, it is. Because I I
00:37:53.40\00:37:57.07
remember I went to Oakwood
several years ago. Yes, ma'am.
00:37:57.07\00:38:01.21
And they were having was
propelled to the was Pound
00:38:01.21\00:38:04.81
Angeles. Get also. And I heard
you saying of on the stage and
00:38:04.81\00:38:09.85
I was like is mad because you
not only saying Hugh minister
00:38:09.85\00:38:15.56
in debt to me. That's so
beautiful. You and the ville.
00:38:15.56\00:38:19.49
It's just
00:38:19.49\00:38:20.60
it's not performance. It's
ministry s tell me how is that
00:38:20.60\00:38:26.30
birth to new? How did
you come to a place where
00:38:26.30\00:38:30.84
Hugh Minister
versus performance?
00:38:30.84\00:38:34.14
Well, I don't have
time to entertain anybody.
00:38:34.14\00:38:36.71
I believe in to tame. It
belongs in the entertainment
00:38:36.71\00:38:39.65
industry. And those of us
were trying to get on the glory
00:38:39.65\00:38:42.35
train to have it. All right.
I believe it is an assignment
00:38:42.35\00:38:45.19
from the Lord. And that is not
what God has placed us here to
00:38:45.19\00:38:48.42
do to entertain and about.
I believe that we're supposed
00:38:48.42\00:38:50.96
to be do what the Bible says Go
ye, therefore, so any time take
00:38:50.96\00:38:55.60
a mike into my hand, I'm very
careful and it is not about me.
00:38:55.60\00:38:58.93
It's an assignment they got is
placed on me, the man that they
00:38:58.93\00:39:02.20
are able to see and
hear him and not me.
00:39:02.20\00:39:05.54
So entertainment is not on
my agenda yeses. You've had some
00:39:05.54\00:39:10.88
heavy, heavy challenges
recently. Would you share some
00:39:10.88\00:39:14.92
of that with us? Certainly
00:39:14.92\00:39:17.32
I was a foster parent for many
years. I had to cut about 26
00:39:17.32\00:39:22.29
children, 20 seeing c 06:26AM.
I'm a lowly self. My 5 for
00:39:22.29\00:39:27.76
itself.
00:39:27.76\00:39:30.13
You know, there's a lot of
power and that little by little
00:39:30.13\00:39:32.70
by the heat, though it meant I
did took in these 26 babies and
00:39:32.70\00:39:37.61
Billy died. He he instructed
me to take care of them to make
00:39:37.61\00:39:41.98
them safe. 23 of them got to
go home. 3 did not. And at that
00:39:41.98\00:39:46.98
point, I want to God, we have
a serious conversation and I
00:39:46.98\00:39:49.72
said, what are we going to do?
Lord, they are not going to go
00:39:49.72\00:39:52.32
home. They're going to end up
being split up. I had 2 of them
00:39:52.32\00:39:55.52
that were siblings and mother.
She was not. But I do all of
00:39:55.52\00:39:58.36
the home and God placed on
me to become the mother. So
00:39:58.36\00:40:02.66
overnight accepted the
assignment to become them.
00:40:02.66\00:40:05.77
Mama
00:40:05.77\00:40:06.97
and I took them a adopted them.
Raise them 12 years. My own I
00:40:06.97\00:40:13.58
would say in 2017,
00:40:13.58\00:40:17.35
2017 to 2018, 2017, my son,
he developed what they call a ml
00:40:17.35\00:40:23.35
acute myeloid leukemia.
00:40:23.35\00:40:25.59
And about 30 days before his
graduation, he was hospitalized
00:40:25.59\00:40:28.79
for treatment immediately.
And that's just the second.
00:40:28.79\00:40:32.66
He definitely would definitely
fighter and how he at the time
00:40:32.66\00:40:36.53
he was 18, 18, 18. He did
go ahead and beat all the odds
00:40:36.53\00:40:41.67
with the doctor said that
he would not be able to end up
00:40:41.67\00:40:43.87
being of the graduate. Will
that was not true because we
00:40:43.87\00:40:46.34
believe in prayer and then we
prayed heaven down. He was able
00:40:46.34\00:40:49.78
to take his self. Farrell
is over and walked across that
00:40:49.78\00:40:53.11
stage, though. That was a
such a happy moment in his live.
00:40:53.11\00:40:55.65
You know, there was not a tea
and not a drag like, you know,
00:40:55.65\00:40:59.12
yeah, dry is and such an
amazing day. Fast forward to
00:40:59.12\00:41:04.46
that. About 2 and a half years
is where he definitely fought a
00:41:04.46\00:41:08.00
very good fight, but
00:41:08.00\00:41:10.23
4 days prior to Christmas in
2019, but the Lord allowed my
00:41:10.23\00:41:14.97
baby to rest.
00:41:14.97\00:41:16.97
And so for me, I know
that many times most speak
00:41:16.97\00:41:20.41
a lot about Christmas, the joy,
the excitement and all that.
00:41:20.41\00:41:23.45
But it's not too exciting for
me is, you know that there are
00:41:23.45\00:41:27.45
others that can dumb
00:41:27.45\00:41:30.02
that understand and know
how that feels. Yes, Buik an
00:41:30.02\00:41:33.29
especially it at that
particular at this time of year
00:41:33.29\00:41:37.66
because people usually joyful
and celebrating in all. But
00:41:37.66\00:41:43.57
you now have to associate this
time of year with the pain of
00:41:43.57\00:41:49.17
having lost a child
differently, rather can't
00:41:49.17\00:41:51.47
imagine definitely rough what
attracted his mind and being in
00:41:51.47\00:41:55.74
music. You know, I have to
be on that side of my mind.
00:41:55.74\00:41:59.18
Festive, I go home. I know what
I'm feeling some. How did you
00:41:59.18\00:42:04.55
cope? Would you do
00:42:04.55\00:42:07.79
only by the grace of God
00:42:07.79\00:42:09.66
when they say take it day by
day moment by moment. That is
00:42:09.66\00:42:13.43
not cliche. That is the honest
truth. I cried when I needed to
00:42:13.43\00:42:17.43
Craig.
00:42:17.43\00:42:18.40
I just stopped
when I needed to stop.
00:42:18.40\00:42:20.77
And I acknowledge that it's
okay not to be okay and what I
00:42:20.77\00:42:26.01
needed to just have my moment.
00:42:26.01\00:42:28.28
I did not stop myself
from having my moment.
00:42:28.28\00:42:32.15
So if you don't allow that,
then healing will not happen
00:42:32.15\00:42:35.28
properly food. So I had to
00:42:35.28\00:42:38.52
thank God for how he has kept
me the head of the have a very
00:42:38.52\00:42:42.42
strong supportive
circle, family friends.
00:42:42.42\00:42:46.36
My parents just amazing.
00:42:46.36\00:42:49.40
My grandmother in her
80's still rises up at 4 in the
00:42:49.40\00:42:52.13
morning. Instead, the prince
for all of us all. And and I
00:42:52.13\00:42:55.04
tell you, I COVID by
pray. Amen event at prayer. I
00:42:55.04\00:42:58.81
remember talking to a
grief counselor once and
00:42:58.81\00:43:02.64
he said when you're going
through when you're grieving,
00:43:02.64\00:43:06.82
you should pray about it. Yeah.
00:43:06.82\00:43:09.28
Talk about it. You cry about
it. We sit and write about.
00:43:09.28\00:43:15.56
I found most things to be true
because it helps too talk about
00:43:15.56\00:43:20.96
it certainly helps to pray
about it. You because you have
00:43:20.96\00:43:24.10
to hold on to the Lord
00:43:24.10\00:43:27.07
where the the rest of his
siblings now, how are they
00:43:27.07\00:43:30.64
doing?
00:43:30.64\00:43:31.81
Well, I wish I had a wonderful
story for you. But the 2 that
00:43:31.81\00:43:34.88
remain, they've gone their
own ways. We don't talk as much
00:43:34.88\00:43:39.01
anymore. You then.
00:43:39.01\00:43:41.18
And that's OK, I do believe
that they will be the story of
00:43:41.18\00:43:45.35
the Prada cull no others.
It meant I leave them in the
00:43:45.35\00:43:48.92
hands of the Lord. And I do
still pray over them for their
00:43:48.92\00:43:52.99
safety from where I am,
that they belong to God.
00:43:52.99\00:43:56.13
>> And that's so
true to Sherry's because
00:43:56.13\00:44:00.70
I know for my older son,
00:44:00.70\00:44:03.94
he was just out there from and
Jason to both of them were out
00:44:03.94\00:44:08.34
there. The but Mark was
out there from when he was 18.
00:44:08.34\00:44:11.18
Do maybe one was 40. Well,
so we can't give up. Rain were
00:44:11.18\00:44:15.52
mothers and we can't
stop praying for our children.
00:44:15.52\00:44:19.32
But God has a plan. Yes, yes,
he has a plan for their lives.
00:44:19.32\00:44:23.12
And I think one of the things
we don't do is we don't really
00:44:23.12\00:44:27.76
realize that there are 2
plans there and the kids don't
00:44:27.76\00:44:32.27
realize we realize that the
mothers but the kids now the 2
00:44:32.27\00:44:35.94
plan Satan's plan is that
the few comes to kill, still
00:44:35.94\00:44:39.67
destroying, right? But Jesus
came that we might have life.
00:44:39.67\00:44:43.88
Yes, and have they want
more money? And you know what?
00:44:43.88\00:44:48.38
So we just claim that in the
same duties as what would you
00:44:48.38\00:44:51.72
say to a mother out there that
00:44:51.72\00:44:57.36
maybe she's lost a child or
maybe her children our way from
00:44:57.36\00:45:03.20
gotten? How would you
minister to her right now?
00:45:03.20\00:45:06.84
>> Truth of the matter is that
we don't know, but God does.
00:45:06.84\00:45:10.34
We may not understand his ways,
but he always knows best team.
00:45:10.34\00:45:17.01
And if we yield
00:45:17.01\00:45:19.11
to that,
00:45:19.11\00:45:20.55
come for to come
and be drawn from him.
00:45:20.55\00:45:24.62
I know that God knows that type
of pain more than anybody else.
00:45:24.62\00:45:29.66
So it's not that we are alone.
He is in this with us. He knew
00:45:29.66\00:45:34.10
from before
00:45:34.10\00:45:35.70
he knows now and he
knows what is to come.
00:45:35.70\00:45:38.77
That should be our comfort.
And rush trends should be drawn
00:45:38.77\00:45:42.44
from he? Who knows?
00:45:42.44\00:45:44.47
>> Yes, yes, yes.
He knows. He knows. And
00:45:44.47\00:45:50.61
we don't understand why
things happened the way they do.
00:45:50.61\00:45:55.45
And when they do the.
00:45:55.45\00:45:57.32
>> A lot of times we
00:45:57.32\00:45:59.45
we asked the Lord
for an outcome, but it
00:45:59.45\00:46:02.66
sometimes it's not what we ask
you to. Actually sometimes the
00:46:02.66\00:46:06.63
answer is no, not exactly.
And we don't know why, but he
00:46:06.63\00:46:09.86
knows what. That's the
hard part. Yes, the why the why?
00:46:09.86\00:46:13.80
That's the hard part and
standing in that place of
00:46:13.80\00:46:18.24
not really understanding
not knowing it but accepting.
00:46:18.24\00:46:22.31
Yeah.
00:46:22.31\00:46:23.78
What do you think? He's been
00:46:23.78\00:46:25.91
the greatest challenge
for you during this time?
00:46:25.91\00:46:30.02
We are still in the same house.
00:46:33.32\00:46:37.69
I often walk into his room.
00:46:37.69\00:46:41.70
Same way he left
00:46:41.70\00:46:44.03
his artwork on the wall.
00:46:44.03\00:46:48.64
I don't want to touch it.
00:46:48.64\00:46:51.04
That's hard. Yes, not hearing
him. Rumble down the steps with
00:46:51.04\00:46:56.75
his big feet
00:46:56.75\00:46:59.01
or even when I go
into the grocery store
00:46:59.01\00:47:01.82
having to shop differently,
00:47:01.82\00:47:04.22
you know, boys can eat.
00:47:04.22\00:47:06.22
So I realized that I didn't
have to buy as much groceries.
00:47:06.22\00:47:10.96
Do you use the little things
that some people don't speak
00:47:10.96\00:47:14.03
about? Still
00:47:14.03\00:47:15.63
make things hard to adjust?
I'm still adjusting to the
00:47:15.63\00:47:19.73
noise. That is no more
00:47:19.73\00:47:22.70
to silence.
00:47:22.70\00:47:24.04
>> I hear the buzzing of my
refrigerator. Still, it's still
00:47:24.04\00:47:29.34
an adjustment we announce
yes, and I I know that again,
00:47:29.34\00:47:35.55
especially being in ministry
and studying the word and
00:47:35.55\00:47:39.02
knowing, you know, that God's
holding my yes, he's holding
00:47:39.02\00:47:46.03
you up. Yes, indeed, because
when you go through these
00:47:46.03\00:47:49.03
situations,
00:47:49.03\00:47:51.63
you lose you, you lose your
strain and it's not the end.
00:47:51.63\00:47:55.40
That's right. It's not the end.
That's right. And that's what
00:47:55.40\00:47:58.17
keeps me. This is not it.
That's right. It doesn't stop
00:47:58.17\00:48:01.91
here.
00:48:01.91\00:48:03.28
We do have hope. Yeah, I know
I will seem a child. Yes. Let's
00:48:03.28\00:48:09.12
talk about that hope. Let's
talk about that hope because
00:48:09.12\00:48:12.75
that's that's what we hold on
to. Yes, we don't have anything
00:48:12.75\00:48:17.19
but that but hope
00:48:17.19\00:48:19.53
but hope because
Jesus said so got promise.
00:48:19.53\00:48:24.07
He said he's only they. I just
know he's they're just taking a
00:48:24.07\00:48:26.87
nap time.
00:48:26.87\00:48:28.57
Remember his time in his
not ours. That's right. We may
00:48:28.57\00:48:31.44
count the years, but to God,
it's just moments days. It's
00:48:31.44\00:48:35.38
right. And I know one day when
those clouds open and mercy,
00:48:35.38\00:48:40.32
yeah, can't wait to see my even
said that the suit that put him
00:48:40.32\00:48:43.59
in. It's definitely a little
better than what I what I mean.
00:48:43.59\00:48:46.35
Yeah. Forward to
that. Yes, yes to that.
00:48:46.35\00:48:49.96
>> I'm holding onto hope.
Absolutely. Has a lot of guys I
00:48:49.96\00:48:53.60
love. First. A slow news for 13
to 18 for the Lord himself show
00:48:53.60\00:48:58.70
descend from heaven with a
shout. Yes. With the voice of
00:48:58.70\00:49:02.07
the Ark Angel and with the
trumpet and yeah, the dead in
00:49:02.07\00:49:05.11
crash allies hours and then we
which are a lot of the remains
00:49:05.11\00:49:08.94
to be caught up together with
them is clouds to meet the Lord
00:49:08.94\00:49:13.11
and the and so show we have,
yes, the with the Lord bless
00:49:13.11\00:49:17.75
the Lord. And so when I think
about my loved ones that are
00:49:17.75\00:49:21.59
resting and yes, that's what
I hold on to the resurrection.
00:49:21.59\00:49:25.86
That first resurrection.
Yes. Seeing them once again and
00:49:25.86\00:49:29.60
spending eternity. Yes,
00:49:29.60\00:49:33.27
you gonna sing a
song for us about
00:49:33.27\00:49:36.40
the ways of God. Tell
us a little bit of that.
00:49:36.40\00:49:40.34
Just a reminder of bread and
get through the is bless your
00:49:40.34\00:49:44.08
heart.
00:49:44.08\00:49:45.21
Just a reminder that God's
ways are weighs in on his way.
00:49:45.21\00:49:48.62
He is. And we must
00:49:48.62\00:49:51.32
trust
00:49:51.32\00:49:52.82
God and everything
00:49:52.82\00:49:55.06
because he truly truly
knows what's best for us. Yes,
00:49:55.06\00:49:58.69
we may not
understand it. Come on.
00:49:58.69\00:50:02.00
We may not
00:50:02.00\00:50:03.10
>> be able to process. It
really is. But I will trust in
00:50:03.10\00:50:06.84
the Lord with all my heart.
You miss you and love and to my
00:50:06.84\00:50:10.97
own understanding. Yes, in all
00:50:10.97\00:50:14.74
his ways I will acknowledge him
because I know he is directing
00:50:14.74\00:50:19.25
my path. I accepted
the motherhood assignment.
00:50:19.25\00:50:23.85
A portion of it has been come
00:50:23.85\00:50:26.82
complete.
00:50:26.82\00:50:28.66
The other portion is still
moving. Yes, but I know that
00:50:28.66\00:50:33.13
God is in control of all of it.
00:50:33.13\00:50:35.26
>> The men and I must continue
to trust him. Amen. Amen.
00:50:35.26\00:50:40.44
Thank you.
00:50:40.44\00:50:41.57
>> We look forward to hearing
you sing. So we pray you can
00:50:41.57\00:50:44.34
get the no pray for me. It is.
It is. But you will. You will
00:50:44.34\00:50:49.94
make sure it is going
to be singing us his ways.
00:50:49.94\00:50:55.05
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[MUSIC]
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[MUSIC]
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[MUSIC]
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[MUSIC]
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>> Well, Bush to come.
00:51:20.24\00:51:23.81
>> How best to
use was good, too.
00:51:23.81\00:51:28.22
>> As the means to us.
00:51:28.22\00:51:31.59
>> Why he earns MS.
00:51:31.59\00:51:35.79
[MUSIC]
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>> I mean, is that to
tell you why? But won't even?
00:51:39.69\00:51:47.14
>> It's a trying time.
00:51:47.14\00:51:49.94
The goal and knows
should we use that time.
00:51:49.94\00:51:55.44
[MUSIC]
00:51:55.44\00:52:00.88
>> Mission to help
this team go is God which
00:52:00.88\00:52:10.13
>> siege to use.
00:52:10.13\00:52:12.79
>> We don't know
why he allows the team
00:52:12.79\00:52:17.43
he turned.
00:52:17.43\00:52:18.73
[MUSIC]
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>> And tell you a lot.
00:52:21.64\00:52:27.48
>> I will start try.
00:52:27.48\00:52:32.68
We'll live.
Knows she raised its.
00:52:32.68\00:52:37.79
[MUSIC]
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>> Well, no.
00:52:40.72\00:52:42.89
>> That is is.
00:52:42.89\00:52:48.50
>> I had this land is.
00:52:48.50\00:52:50.50
>> Not.
00:52:50.50\00:52:53.80
>> Some a nice guy.
00:52:53.80\00:52:56.14
>> With its new ad,
will I use the spot?
00:52:56.14\00:53:00.88
>> I'm just who loves mums.
00:53:00.88\00:53:07.55
>> Love means to us.
00:53:07.55\00:53:10.55
We have learned
through. Well, it's not news.
00:53:10.55\00:53:14.52
>> I've learned to trust.
00:53:14.52\00:53:18.43
>> A bill was James Woods since.
00:53:18.43\00:53:22.40
[MUSIC]
00:53:22.40\00:53:27.04
>> Use weighs on me.
00:53:27.04\00:53:31.71
>> Well
00:53:31.71\00:53:33.44
>> at this man this.
00:53:33.44\00:53:38.78
>> And sometimes gotten
soon way. He will a few spots.
00:53:38.78\00:53:47.79
>> His body and
through Osman was in 2 minutes.
00:53:47.79\00:53:58.03
>> I have through a fee.
00:53:58.03\00:54:01.87
>> These years
I've learned the trust.
00:54:01.87\00:54:06.81
[MUSIC]
00:54:06.81\00:54:11.08
>> I've learned how all
too real as I would much first
00:54:11.08\00:54:16.42
team.
00:54:16.42\00:54:17.39
[MUSIC]
00:54:17.39\00:54:19.85
>> Which released.
00:54:19.85\00:54:21.69
[MUSIC]
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>> Wrist was.
00:54:24.26\00:54:27.96
[MUSIC]
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>> I know we you and trust you.
00:54:30.63\00:54:35.47
>> It.
00:54:35.47\00:54:38.87
>> I will try to boost.
00:54:38.87\00:54:41.98
>> When you go.
00:54:41.98\00:54:44.35
[MUSIC]
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>> You trust in you.
00:54:47.82\00:54:50.79
[MUSIC]
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[MUSIC]
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[MUSIC]
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>> Only Rome as much.
00:55:02.50\00:55:09.27
>> Heads up.
00:55:09.27\00:55:11.67
>> It's not my hat.
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>> And as you say to a E O.
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>> I Q was great.
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>> Just met.
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>> I have learned it.
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>> To all.
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>> I use of their own.
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>> Which to just 2.
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>> When bill of gold
on the stand this time
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O which was busy,
all the work that goes to
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which ones?
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>> Which are used to good use.
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>> E E.
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>> Yeah.
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>> Where is the
law? A one over here.
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Thank you so much. And thank
you, Nevaeh. Let's go out with
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go. Tell it on the mountain.
Let's just say. Thank you so
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much and thank you for joining
us. Sing along with us. Merry
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Christmas.
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>> Go tell it on them to
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over the U.S..
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>> And everywhere. Moved to L a.
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>> That Jesus
guys is come on out.
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>> Good move to too
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well Sunday.
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>> Yeah, yeah.
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>> To that Jesus Christ is
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why separates
cap. They're watching.
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Well, a silent lots by night.
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The whole
throughout that happened.
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>> Then asked Rhonda only
nights by day on the go and
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>> the sand and then.
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>> I mean, and
that Jesus Christ is.
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>> Best show up.
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>> Well, the.
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>> Yeah. That yeah. I said
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>> to go and
highly that cent and dad
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