Lily of the Valley 00:00:41.80\00:00:45.74 Let your sweet aroma 00:00:45.77\00:00:48.38 Fill my life 00:00:48.41\00:00:52.95 Rose of Sharon show me 00:00:56.45\00:01:00.42 How to grow in beauty 00:01:00.46\00:01:03.59 In Your sight 00:01:03.63\00:01:08.93 Fairest of ten thousand 00:01:11.93\00:01:15.77 Make me a reflection 00:01:15.80\00:01:19.21 Of your light 00:01:19.24\00:01:24.35 Daystar shine down on me 00:01:27.35\00:01:31.22 Let your love shine through me 00:01:31.25\00:01:34.66 In the night 00:01:34.69\00:01:42.06 Lead me Lord, I'll follow 00:01:42.10\00:01:45.97 Anywhere 00:01:46.00\00:01:47.34 You open up the door 00:01:47.37\00:01:53.14 Let Your word speak to me 00:01:56.18\00:01:59.61 Show me what 00:01:59.65\00:02:00.98 I've never seen before 00:02:01.02\00:02:06.29 Lord, I want to be Your witness 00:02:09.32\00:02:14.66 You can take what's wrong 00:02:14.70\00:02:17.83 And make it right 00:02:17.87\00:02:23.84 Daystar shine down on me 00:02:26.21\00:02:30.05 Let Your love shine through me 00:02:30.08\00:02:33.42 In the night 00:02:33.45\00:02:41.19 Lord, I've seen a world that's dying 00:02:41.22\00:02:46.09 Wounded by the master of deceit 00:02:46.13\00:02:52.57 Groping in the darkness 00:02:56.67\00:03:00.28 Haunted by the years 00:03:00.31\00:03:03.71 Of past defeat 00:03:03.75\00:03:09.15 But then I see You standing near me, Lord 00:03:09.18\00:03:15.36 Shining with compassion 00:03:15.39\00:03:18.49 In Your eyes 00:03:18.53\00:03:23.47 Daystar shine down on me 00:03:26.63\00:03:30.21 Let your love shine through me 00:03:30.24\00:03:33.78 In the night 00:03:33.81\00:03:38.28 Lead me Lord, I'll follow 00:03:41.28\00:03:45.15 Anywhere You open up 00:03:45.19\00:03:48.29 The door 00:03:48.32\00:03:55.76 Let Your word speak to me 00:03:55.80\00:03:59.03 Show me what 00:03:59.07\00:04:00.70 I've never seen before 00:04:00.74\00:04:06.21 Lord, I want to be Your witness 00:04:09.24\00:04:14.95 You can take what's wrong 00:04:14.98\00:04:17.85 And make it right 00:04:17.89\00:04:23.83 Daystar shine down on me 00:04:26.90\00:04:30.83 Let Your love shine through me 00:04:30.87\00:04:34.37 In the night 00:04:34.40\00:04:42.28 Daystar shine down on me 00:04:42.31\00:04:46.18 Let Your love shine through me 00:04:46.21\00:04:49.42 In the night 00:04:49.45\00:04:55.06 Jesus shine down on me 00:04:58.09\00:05:03.06 And let Your love shine through me 00:05:03.10\00:05:08.84 In the night 00:05:08.87\00:05:15.58 Praise God. Amen. 00:05:32.73\00:05:34.20 Good evening to all of you. 00:05:34.23\00:05:38.77 My dear friends, do you want 00:05:38.80\00:05:40.47 the daystar to shine down upon you. 00:05:40.50\00:05:45.34 That He might shine through you in the darkness of this night 00:05:45.37\00:05:49.84 that we are living in. 00:05:49.88\00:05:51.21 Tonight as we begin, let us pray. 00:05:54.32\00:05:56.82 Lord, that is the prayer of this GYC Conference 00:06:03.02\00:06:09.16 that the light of the daystar Jesus would shine upon us, 00:06:09.20\00:06:14.37 shine in us, and shine through us. 00:06:14.40\00:06:20.91 That the darkness of this earth 00:06:20.94\00:06:22.61 would be dissipated by the light of Your glory 00:06:22.64\00:06:26.01 shining forth from Your people. 00:06:26.05\00:06:29.12 And so tonight as we enter this time of study, 00:06:29.15\00:06:32.99 lay everything aside in our life, Lord, 00:06:33.02\00:06:36.79 and help us that we might focus... 00:06:36.83\00:06:40.56 on what You are calling each of us to do. 00:06:44.40\00:06:49.80 We pray this in Jesus' name, amen. 00:06:49.84\00:06:53.21 Amen. 00:06:53.24\00:06:57.05 I'll never forget the date, 00:06:57.08\00:07:00.68 January 8th, 1989. 00:07:00.72\00:07:07.49 Let me pause for just a moment 00:07:07.52\00:07:08.86 because last night I told a story from 1986. 00:07:08.89\00:07:14.06 And as I prepared the message, 00:07:14.10\00:07:15.43 I realized that the great majority of my audience 00:07:15.46\00:07:20.00 was not alive in 1986 or 1989. 00:07:20.04\00:07:26.51 Lest you think I'm old, I'm not old. 00:07:26.54\00:07:28.64 I assure you, 00:07:32.45\00:07:34.68 this does not yet fall into the category of ancient history. 00:07:34.72\00:07:41.22 January 8th, 1989, I was 14 years old, 00:07:41.26\00:07:45.26 I'll help you so you don't have to do the math 00:07:45.29\00:07:47.00 so you can pay attention, I'm 43. 00:07:47.03\00:07:49.10 But on that day my dad took me 00:07:56.44\00:07:58.91 to the National Football Conference, 00:07:58.94\00:08:01.84 the NFC championship game. 00:08:01.88\00:08:05.58 The Chicago Bears versus the San Francisco 49ers. 00:08:05.61\00:08:10.69 I lived in Chicago, it was our team. 00:08:10.72\00:08:14.46 But it was a cold winter day, wind chills, 00:08:14.49\00:08:18.03 negative 20 Fahrenheit. 00:08:18.06\00:08:19.66 But I was excited 00:08:23.20\00:08:25.03 because the winner of this game was going to Super Bowl. 00:08:25.07\00:08:29.74 Having lived most of my life up until that point in Chicago, 00:08:29.77\00:08:35.44 this was a big moment. 00:08:35.48\00:08:39.91 After enduring a few hours of negative temperatures, 00:08:39.95\00:08:44.65 my excitement dwindled to disappointment 00:08:44.69\00:08:49.22 as the Bears lost the game. 00:08:49.26\00:08:52.26 They were blown out as a matter of fact. 00:08:52.29\00:08:54.76 But I didn't realize it at that moment 00:08:58.73\00:09:00.50 that the beginnings of my disappointment 00:09:00.54\00:09:05.74 had only just begun. 00:09:05.77\00:09:07.48 We took the metro train back to the suburbs. 00:09:10.61\00:09:15.42 We got in our car and my dad took me out for Chinese food. 00:09:15.45\00:09:20.86 I remember it like yesterday, it was bad Chinese food. 00:09:20.89\00:09:24.93 And there as we sat, 00:09:31.77\00:09:36.77 my dad shared with me something 00:09:36.81\00:09:40.18 that would drastically change our family and my life forever. 00:09:40.21\00:09:46.21 After 15 years of being married, 00:09:46.25\00:09:50.72 my dad told me that he and my mom 00:09:50.75\00:09:52.89 were going to get divorced. 00:09:52.92\00:09:57.79 And I'll tell you, I didn't understand. 00:09:57.83\00:10:00.23 I mean, I knew things were tough in our family, 00:10:00.26\00:10:02.16 but I didn't think they were that bad. 00:10:02.20\00:10:06.10 I grew up in a Catholic home. 00:10:06.13\00:10:09.20 My parents were active in the church. 00:10:09.24\00:10:12.17 I would not call our family devout, 00:10:12.21\00:10:13.81 but we went to mass every week. 00:10:13.84\00:10:16.18 I was baptized, had my first communion 00:10:16.21\00:10:18.68 and was confirmed in the Catholic Church. 00:10:18.71\00:10:22.48 My parents taught the youth and young adult class. 00:10:25.49\00:10:29.42 Ironically enough taught marriage in Richmond classes. 00:10:29.46\00:10:34.56 We went camping together as a family. 00:10:34.60\00:10:37.07 Our favorite destination 00:10:37.10\00:10:38.47 being the Upper Peninsula of Michigan, 00:10:38.50\00:10:42.34 Copper Harbor to be exact. 00:10:42.37\00:10:44.91 We had family dinner together every single night. 00:10:48.81\00:10:54.18 My mom, my dad, my three younger brothers, 00:10:54.22\00:10:57.22 and myself all there at the table, 00:10:57.25\00:10:58.99 every single night. 00:10:59.02\00:11:02.09 But now my dad told me that that all was going to end. 00:11:02.12\00:11:05.29 And with that it brought 00:11:09.60\00:11:10.93 an uncontrolled downward spiral. 00:11:10.97\00:11:15.10 First, in my spiritual life I observed a church 00:11:15.14\00:11:19.11 in which my parents were active, 00:11:19.14\00:11:20.71 we knew people from the church, 00:11:20.74\00:11:22.28 the priest would come to our home on occasion. 00:11:22.31\00:11:27.12 And when my parents went through this, no one came. 00:11:27.15\00:11:31.32 No one came. 00:11:31.35\00:11:32.95 The members, the priest, no one came to visit. 00:11:37.19\00:11:40.96 And while immature in my young teenage mind, 00:11:41.00\00:11:43.16 I decided if this is what the church 00:11:43.20\00:11:44.97 and God is all about, 00:11:45.00\00:11:48.10 I've got no use for it. 00:11:48.14\00:11:51.24 And I'll tell you I never became an atheist. 00:11:51.27\00:11:53.68 I knew there was something, 00:11:53.71\00:11:55.04 I just didn't know what or who it was 00:11:55.08\00:11:59.25 and where to find it. 00:11:59.28\00:12:02.42 And I'll tell you I became angry, unhealthy angry. 00:12:02.45\00:12:07.42 I played football when I was in high school. 00:12:07.46\00:12:11.79 And the field became the place where I dealt with my anger. 00:12:11.83\00:12:15.90 My friends said that they didn't know who I was 00:12:15.93\00:12:18.10 when I played ball. 00:12:18.13\00:12:20.54 I literally left it all on the field. 00:12:20.57\00:12:24.37 It was unhealthy, but it's how I dealt with it. 00:12:24.41\00:12:29.54 I don't want to give any illusions of grandeur, 00:12:29.58\00:12:32.01 I was not headed for the NFL by any means. 00:12:32.05\00:12:37.75 But there were expectations 00:12:37.79\00:12:39.12 that I could play in a smaller college program. 00:12:39.15\00:12:41.99 However, in the midst of my high school experience 00:12:42.02\00:12:46.09 on a soggy October day, I took an awkward hit. 00:12:46.13\00:12:52.57 And my knee bent in ways that it's not designed to bend. 00:12:52.60\00:12:57.14 And I laid there on the ground feeling like 00:12:57.17\00:12:58.91 someone had shot me in the knee. 00:12:58.94\00:13:03.28 One surgery turned into two surgeries, 00:13:03.31\00:13:05.81 the doctor told me no more football. 00:13:05.85\00:13:07.98 But that was okay because I wrestled, 00:13:08.02\00:13:10.12 so I could still settle it all on the mat. 00:13:10.15\00:13:13.36 Three months of intensive rehab. 00:13:13.39\00:13:16.06 I actually got my left leg stronger than my right leg. 00:13:16.09\00:13:21.43 The first day that I was 00:13:21.46\00:13:24.73 able to go live in practice, 00:13:24.77\00:13:28.54 I blew my knee out again. 00:13:28.57\00:13:31.67 Sixteen years old, macho wrestler, 00:13:31.71\00:13:34.51 and I laid face down on the mat, weeping aloud, 00:13:34.54\00:13:38.41 asking the question "Why?" 00:13:38.45\00:13:43.49 Why is this happening to me? 00:13:43.52\00:13:45.25 I spent the majority 00:13:45.29\00:13:46.65 of my 10th and 11th grade year on crutches. 00:13:46.69\00:13:51.66 And so with no outlet in sports, 00:13:51.69\00:13:53.76 I turned to other things, all kinds of other things 00:13:53.80\00:13:59.00 and each of them left me 00:13:59.03\00:14:00.74 more empty than I felt before I did them, 00:14:00.77\00:14:04.24 each of them actually making me more angry 00:14:04.27\00:14:07.78 after their momentary doling of the pain. 00:14:07.81\00:14:10.85 I was so angry at so many things. 00:14:13.95\00:14:18.55 And as my parents went through the divorce process, 00:14:18.59\00:14:22.19 my dad moved out, 00:14:22.22\00:14:25.09 and then he moved back in, 00:14:25.13\00:14:27.80 and then he moved out again, 00:14:27.83\00:14:30.40 and then he moved back in, 00:14:30.43\00:14:32.97 and then he moved out, 00:14:33.00\00:14:35.37 and he moved back in, 00:14:35.40\00:14:37.41 and then he moved to in his own room. 00:14:37.44\00:14:41.31 And then he moved out forever. 00:14:41.34\00:14:42.78 I was angry. 00:14:46.21\00:14:47.55 As I got older, 00:14:50.82\00:14:54.26 I began to get especially angry with my mom. 00:14:54.29\00:14:59.13 And at the age of 18 believing 00:14:59.16\00:15:00.70 I had learned all that I needed to learn in life. 00:15:00.73\00:15:05.73 I blamed my mom entirely for the divorce of my parents. 00:15:05.77\00:15:11.11 I blamed her for holding me back from the things 00:15:14.84\00:15:17.15 that I wanted to do in life. 00:15:17.18\00:15:21.48 And so three months after I graduated from high school 00:15:21.52\00:15:23.92 one day my mom faithfully went to work 00:15:23.95\00:15:28.32 as she had done since my father left 00:15:28.36\00:15:30.83 to support me and my three younger brothers. 00:15:30.86\00:15:36.06 I packed up all my stuff 00:15:36.10\00:15:39.73 and I left not telling her where I was going, 00:15:39.77\00:15:45.57 not speaking to her. 00:15:45.61\00:15:46.98 I made no contact with my mom. 00:15:52.45\00:15:54.15 You know they say 00:15:58.05\00:15:59.39 in life everything happens for a reason. 00:15:59.42\00:16:01.82 During the millennium, 00:16:01.86\00:16:03.19 I'm going to be asking the Lord about that one. 00:16:03.22\00:16:04.59 But I'll tell you, my mom faithfully contacted me, 00:16:09.66\00:16:16.14 wrote me cards, phone calls, 00:16:16.17\00:16:19.54 never missed a holiday or a birthday. 00:16:19.57\00:16:25.08 Reaching out, telling me that she loved me, 00:16:25.11\00:16:28.72 she wanted to talk to me. 00:16:28.75\00:16:32.09 And in my insensitivity 00:16:32.12\00:16:33.76 I did not return any of her phone calls. 00:16:33.79\00:16:36.83 My mom looked for excuses to send me cards on holidays 00:16:36.86\00:16:41.56 that you normally don't send cards. 00:16:41.60\00:16:44.87 She sent me cards on my birthday, 00:16:44.90\00:16:46.47 and on Christmas, and Easter, the standard ones. 00:16:46.50\00:16:48.84 But then she sent cards on Valentine's Day. 00:16:48.87\00:16:52.11 And she sent cards on Halloween. 00:16:52.14\00:16:55.34 And let me tell you something that's interesting, 00:16:55.38\00:16:56.78 I'm 43 years old 00:16:56.81\00:16:58.78 and my mom still sends me candy on Halloween. 00:16:58.81\00:17:01.52 And if you want to write about 00:17:05.52\00:17:06.86 the apostate nature of such things, 00:17:06.89\00:17:08.79 you're missing the whole point 00:17:08.82\00:17:10.16 of what my mom was trying to do. 00:17:10.19\00:17:11.59 Folks, that went on. 00:17:15.96\00:17:18.30 Not contacting my mom for two years, two years. 00:17:18.33\00:17:25.57 In the midst of all of that... 00:17:25.61\00:17:27.54 And being so angry, and lost, and confused, 00:17:31.88\00:17:36.05 I was searching for who or what God was. 00:17:36.08\00:17:40.49 I began attending a mega church in the Chicago area. 00:17:40.52\00:17:45.33 But I didn't find what I was looking for. 00:17:45.36\00:17:49.36 I went to the Pentecostal Church, 00:17:49.40\00:17:53.54 and I did not find what I was looking for. 00:17:53.57\00:17:58.01 I had contact with the Mormons. 00:17:58.04\00:18:02.14 I didn't find what I was looking for. 00:18:02.18\00:18:06.08 I had a friend who was a Jehovah's Witness, 00:18:06.11\00:18:09.28 who would talk to me about their religion. 00:18:09.32\00:18:12.32 And I knew that that's what I was not looking for. 00:18:12.35\00:18:15.02 Spiritual things to me were like taking a 500 piece puzzle, 00:18:21.90\00:18:26.77 a 1000 piece puzzle, 00:18:26.80\00:18:28.14 and a 5,000 piece puzzle putting it in a bag 00:18:28.17\00:18:31.67 and mixing it all together. 00:18:31.71\00:18:34.21 It just didn't make sense. 00:18:34.24\00:18:37.81 I even went looking 00:18:37.85\00:18:39.18 and attended a New Age Conference over a weekend. 00:18:39.21\00:18:45.82 And I knew that that's not what I was looking for. 00:18:45.85\00:18:51.13 But God used that weekend 00:18:51.16\00:18:54.43 during a time of personal reflection. 00:18:54.46\00:18:59.30 I was 20 years old. 00:18:59.33\00:19:02.40 I came to realize how selfish I was 00:19:02.44\00:19:04.41 and how selfish I was being. 00:19:04.44\00:19:06.01 And I called my mom. 00:19:09.64\00:19:13.88 Think about it, what do you say, 00:19:13.92\00:19:17.92 "Hey, I forgot to call." 00:19:17.95\00:19:20.76 Been two years. 00:19:20.79\00:19:24.03 I didn't know what to say, 00:19:24.06\00:19:25.39 I didn't know what she would say, 00:19:25.43\00:19:27.16 I didn't know how to say it, 00:19:27.20\00:19:29.50 and as soon as my mom answered the phone 00:19:29.53\00:19:31.40 and she heard my voice, she started crying. 00:19:31.43\00:19:36.57 And all I could think of saying was, 00:19:36.60\00:19:39.67 "Mom, I'm sorry." 00:19:39.71\00:19:44.95 And I'll tell you what my Mom accepted me back 00:19:44.98\00:19:47.18 with not one condition laid upon me. 00:19:47.22\00:19:51.32 No questions, no pressure, she just accepted me back. 00:19:51.35\00:19:57.46 And I will tell you in that moment, 00:19:57.49\00:20:01.40 my mother taught me more about the love of Jesus 00:20:01.43\00:20:04.87 than I had ever been taught in any church 00:20:04.90\00:20:06.74 at that point in my life. 00:20:06.77\00:20:08.20 I was lost and confused. 00:20:12.64\00:20:17.01 I was still searching for the real meaning of life 00:20:17.05\00:20:19.41 and life circumstances took me from Chicago, 00:20:19.45\00:20:22.82 Illinois to South Bend, Indiana, 00:20:22.85\00:20:25.82 Mishawaka to be more exact. 00:20:25.85\00:20:30.06 When I arrived there, I needed a way to pay the bills 00:20:30.09\00:20:34.46 and so I took a job working the third shift 00:20:34.50\00:20:38.43 at a Speedway gas station. 00:20:38.47\00:20:40.24 And then one night, 00:20:45.24\00:20:48.64 someone came into the gas station 00:20:48.68\00:20:51.51 that would change my life forever. 00:20:51.55\00:20:55.12 She worked a second shift as a nursing assistant 00:20:55.15\00:20:57.49 at a nursing home right up the road. 00:20:57.52\00:21:02.06 And she came in to get gas. 00:21:02.09\00:21:05.53 Every night she came in to get gas, five dollars. 00:21:05.56\00:21:09.10 She'd come and talk 00:21:09.13\00:21:10.47 until the wee hours of the morning. 00:21:10.50\00:21:13.44 She had grown up Seventh-day Adventist, 00:21:13.47\00:21:15.34 but was having her own spiritual struggles. 00:21:15.37\00:21:18.74 But my interest in spiritual things awakened 00:21:18.77\00:21:21.34 a renewed commitment in her life. 00:21:21.38\00:21:25.31 And as our relationship became more serious 00:21:25.35\00:21:27.68 and as I asked more questions, 00:21:27.72\00:21:29.68 she invited me to attend her home church 00:21:29.72\00:21:33.22 in Berrien Springs, Michigan. 00:21:33.25\00:21:36.16 And on that one night we attended 00:21:36.19\00:21:37.86 the Pioneer Memorial Church with a big satellite 00:21:37.89\00:21:42.30 on the side of the church. 00:21:42.33\00:21:44.63 And there that evening 00:21:44.67\00:21:46.00 as we attended projected on the big screen was Mark Finley 00:21:46.03\00:21:51.91 during the NET '95 series. 00:21:51.94\00:21:55.71 My first message in the Adventist church 00:21:55.74\00:21:59.95 in NET '95, 00:21:59.98\00:22:01.98 little did I know at that time the impact 00:22:02.02\00:22:04.09 that this man would have on my life in later years. 00:22:04.12\00:22:08.26 We attended more meetings 00:22:08.29\00:22:09.66 that were held locally in the South Bend First Church 00:22:09.69\00:22:14.00 and I began learning so many things. 00:22:14.03\00:22:17.53 Yet, as I learned so many things, 00:22:17.57\00:22:19.60 so many things that seemed to make logical sense, 00:22:19.63\00:22:22.24 I was still very angry. 00:22:22.27\00:22:24.71 See now what I was dealing with as I learned these new things 00:22:24.74\00:22:27.78 as how could I have lived 21 years of life 00:22:27.81\00:22:30.78 and no one ever shared this with me before. 00:22:30.81\00:22:35.52 And I want to tell you, dear friends, 00:22:35.55\00:22:37.69 there are countless millions if not billions of people 00:22:37.72\00:22:41.06 around this earth who are in a situation just like I was. 00:22:41.09\00:22:45.43 I was so angry. 00:22:50.27\00:22:52.70 And I was trying to work through my guilt. 00:22:52.73\00:22:58.14 It was in those moments 00:22:58.17\00:23:01.84 that I sensed God arising in my life. 00:23:01.88\00:23:06.68 At the same time I was attending a Baptist Church 00:23:15.66\00:23:18.16 that my dad was going to which confused things even more. 00:23:18.19\00:23:23.57 And at 21 years old, 00:23:27.67\00:23:29.00 I made a decision to become a Baptist. 00:23:29.04\00:23:30.77 This young lady didn't dump me to the side. 00:23:37.25\00:23:39.98 She stayed close to me and I brought home one day 00:23:44.09\00:23:46.96 a Bible study on the secret rapture. 00:23:46.99\00:23:53.29 And this young lady gave me a study on the Second Coming. 00:23:53.33\00:23:59.93 That she probably could not replicate today. 00:23:59.97\00:24:03.27 Or at least not the intensity that existed. 00:24:03.30\00:24:05.61 It was at that moment I knew 00:24:12.68\00:24:14.02 that I needed to let go of my old ways. 00:24:14.05\00:24:21.46 So I went and met the Adventist pastor. 00:24:21.49\00:24:24.96 And I will tell you in a decision 00:24:24.99\00:24:26.63 that I still don't understand to this day. 00:24:26.66\00:24:32.00 I came to the pastor's office to study with him, 00:24:32.03\00:24:36.04 to understand the last few questions that I had 00:24:36.07\00:24:39.77 about the Seventh-day Adventist Church. 00:24:39.81\00:24:41.51 And this Adventist pastor is waiting outside 00:24:41.54\00:24:43.78 and he says to me, "Hey, listen I need to pick up 00:24:43.81\00:24:46.25 my son from Sam's Club, 00:24:46.28\00:24:49.12 so why don't you jump in my car." 00:24:49.15\00:24:51.65 Now I remind you this is a man I don't know. 00:24:51.69\00:24:54.62 And for some reason I got in his car. 00:24:54.66\00:25:00.73 And there I sat in the front seat and he said, 00:25:00.76\00:25:04.67 "So what are your questions?" 00:25:04.70\00:25:06.03 And I had the Bible in my hand. 00:25:06.07\00:25:09.40 And I began asking him those questions 00:25:09.44\00:25:15.14 that were most pertinent in my life, 00:25:15.18\00:25:17.18 and there sitting in the front seat of a Mercedes Benz, 00:25:20.52\00:25:26.59 God convicted my heart. 00:25:26.62\00:25:30.83 I died to self. 00:25:30.86\00:25:32.79 And that day made a decision 00:25:32.83\00:25:34.16 to become a part of God's last day movement of destiny. 00:25:34.20\00:25:39.37 Amen! 00:25:39.40\00:25:40.80 You see the call of God was for me to arise and shine. 00:25:46.68\00:25:51.41 But before I could arise and shine, 00:25:51.45\00:25:53.28 He needed to arise in my life 00:25:53.31\00:25:55.35 just as we talked about last night. 00:25:55.38\00:25:58.39 And from my broken, bruised, ruined, 00:25:58.42\00:26:00.86 and wasted life Jesus arose. 00:26:00.89\00:26:03.43 I drank from the fountain. 00:26:03.46\00:26:06.29 God arose in my life, 00:26:06.33\00:26:08.80 and as the light of the glory 00:26:11.80\00:26:14.57 of His character came into my life. 00:26:14.60\00:26:19.14 The call from God was to arise. 00:26:19.17\00:26:25.45 Isaiah 61, 00:26:25.48\00:26:27.38 "Arise and shine." 00:26:27.42\00:26:33.22 Yet tonight, as we look at this word arise, 00:26:33.25\00:26:36.52 I need to tell you, 00:26:36.56\00:26:37.89 there is great irony in the word arise. 00:26:37.93\00:26:42.30 Because in the ways of God 00:26:42.33\00:26:45.33 the only way that you can arise 00:26:45.37\00:26:47.54 is that you would first die. 00:26:47.57\00:26:52.97 Isaiah 60:2, 00:26:53.01\00:26:54.58 "For behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, 00:26:54.61\00:26:56.58 and deep darkness the people, 00:26:56.61\00:26:58.28 but the Lord will arise over you." 00:26:58.31\00:27:01.62 Ephesians 5, if you have your Bibles, 00:27:01.65\00:27:04.05 you open them to Ephesians 5:8. 00:27:04.09\00:27:08.59 We're going to be moving through 00:27:08.62\00:27:09.96 a number of texts rather quickly. 00:27:09.99\00:27:13.66 Ephesians 5:8 expands upon this idea 00:27:13.70\00:27:17.67 of the light breaking forth through the darkness. 00:27:17.70\00:27:23.37 Ephesians 5:8, "For you were once in darkness, 00:27:23.41\00:27:28.94 but now you are light in the Lord." 00:27:28.98\00:27:32.55 How did that happen? 00:27:32.58\00:27:33.92 Well, Isaiah 60 already answered that, 00:27:33.95\00:27:35.95 "The Lord arose on us." 00:27:35.98\00:27:37.55 That's how we come out of the darkness. 00:27:37.59\00:27:40.09 But the text then continues, "Walk as the children of light, 00:27:40.12\00:27:44.96 for the fruit of the Spirit is in all goodness, 00:27:44.99\00:27:47.13 righteousness, and truth, 00:27:47.16\00:27:48.66 finding out what is acceptable to the Lord, 00:27:48.70\00:27:51.10 and have no fellowship 00:27:51.13\00:27:52.67 with the unfruitful works of darkness, 00:27:52.70\00:27:54.70 but rather expose them for it 00:27:54.74\00:27:57.11 is shameful even to speak of those things 00:27:57.14\00:27:59.14 which are done by them in secret. 00:27:59.17\00:28:02.04 But all things that are exposed are made manifest by the light 00:28:02.08\00:28:06.35 for whatever makes manifest is light." 00:28:06.38\00:28:09.52 Therefore, he says now and take note, 00:28:09.55\00:28:13.05 "Awake you who sleep, arise from the dead, 00:28:13.09\00:28:17.03 and Christ might give you light." 00:28:17.06\00:28:20.90 No, no, he says, "He will give you lights. 00:28:20.93\00:28:25.20 Awake you who sleep, arise from the dead." 00:28:25.23\00:28:29.34 Don't miss it this word awake 00:28:29.37\00:28:31.24 and the word arise are synonymous words. 00:28:31.27\00:28:36.01 You see as you experience 00:28:36.04\00:28:37.58 the Lord arising over you and His word, 00:28:37.61\00:28:40.92 His character take precedence 00:28:40.95\00:28:43.15 and priority in your life. 00:28:43.18\00:28:48.72 The call of God then is to awake or arise, 00:28:48.76\00:28:53.66 but in order to arise, we must first die. 00:28:53.70\00:28:58.93 The rising of God's character in our life 00:28:58.97\00:29:00.94 helps us to realize that we must die to self 00:29:00.97\00:29:04.54 and then arise in Him. 00:29:04.57\00:29:07.08 This death is to all of our old ways. 00:29:07.11\00:29:10.31 But the most important thing is 00:29:10.35\00:29:12.31 it is the death of self reliance. 00:29:12.35\00:29:17.15 Ephesians 2:1, 00:29:17.19\00:29:21.46 expounds further on this very principle. 00:29:21.49\00:29:24.89 Ephesians 2:1, 00:29:24.93\00:29:28.93 "And you, He made alive who were dead 00:29:28.96\00:29:33.84 in trespasses and sins, 00:29:33.87\00:29:37.07 in which you once walked 00:29:37.11\00:29:38.44 according to the course of this world, 00:29:38.47\00:29:40.28 according to the prince of the power of the air, 00:29:40.31\00:29:43.24 the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience, 00:29:43.28\00:29:46.82 among whom also we all once conducted ourselves 00:29:46.85\00:29:50.65 in the lusts of our flesh, 00:29:50.69\00:29:53.12 fulfilling the desires of the flesh, 00:29:53.15\00:29:55.02 and of the mind, and were by nature, 00:29:55.06\00:29:58.59 children of wrath just as others." 00:29:58.63\00:30:01.40 How many people is that by the way? 00:30:01.43\00:30:04.17 How many is it does it say? 00:30:04.20\00:30:06.30 All people, all of us 00:30:06.33\00:30:08.90 once conducted ourselves in such a way. 00:30:08.94\00:30:11.47 But God who is rich in mercy 00:30:11.51\00:30:14.54 because of His great love with which He loved us 00:30:14.58\00:30:17.68 even when we were dead in our trespasses, 00:30:17.71\00:30:20.22 here it is made us, what is the word there, 00:30:20.25\00:30:23.12 alive together with Christ, by grace you have been saved, 00:30:23.15\00:30:26.65 and raised us up together, 00:30:26.69\00:30:28.86 and made us sit together 00:30:28.89\00:30:30.69 in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus and in the... 00:30:30.73\00:30:34.96 Excuse me, that in the ages to come 00:30:35.00\00:30:37.47 He might show the exceeding riches 00:30:37.50\00:30:39.70 of His grace and His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus, 00:30:39.73\00:30:44.84 for by grace you have been saved through faith 00:30:44.87\00:30:48.91 and that not of yourselves, it is a gift of God. 00:30:48.94\00:30:52.68 Not of works lest any should boast, 00:30:52.71\00:30:55.48 for we are His workmanship created in Christ Jesus 00:30:55.52\00:31:00.89 for good works which God prepared beforehand 00:31:00.92\00:31:04.39 that we should walk in them. 00:31:04.43\00:31:10.13 The call of Isaiah 60 is for us to arise, for you to arise. 00:31:10.17\00:31:15.44 And that word there arise is a different word, 00:31:15.47\00:31:17.91 a different Hebrew word used than the word 00:31:17.94\00:31:20.98 that is used to describe God arising over us. 00:31:21.01\00:31:25.51 It is the Hebrew word come, 00:31:25.55\00:31:28.82 and it refers to the physical action 00:31:28.85\00:31:31.42 of standing up from a prostrated position. 00:31:31.45\00:31:35.42 But that word is also interestingly enough used 00:31:39.89\00:31:43.63 and translated as established. 00:31:43.67\00:31:47.84 When God established His covenant, 00:31:47.87\00:31:50.21 it's the same exact word that Isaiah commands us to arise. 00:31:50.24\00:31:56.11 You see the call to arise 00:31:56.14\00:31:58.48 is the call to die to our previous ways 00:31:58.51\00:32:01.78 and then for God to raise us 00:32:01.82\00:32:05.19 into a covenant relationship to stand with Him, in Him, 00:32:05.22\00:32:10.33 in uprightness, 00:32:10.36\00:32:11.89 resisting the temptations of the evil one 00:32:11.93\00:32:14.73 and living a victorious life in Him. 00:32:14.76\00:32:20.07 And this is why Paul in Romans 13 00:32:20.10\00:32:24.81 gave us this very promise. 00:32:24.84\00:32:28.18 Romans... 00:32:28.21\00:32:30.55 13:11. 00:32:30.58\00:32:36.05 "And do this. 00:32:38.95\00:32:41.56 Knowing the time that now it is high time to," 00:32:41.59\00:32:45.86 what does it say there? 00:32:45.89\00:32:47.60 "Awake out of sleep, 00:32:47.63\00:32:49.60 for now our salvation is nearer than we first believed. 00:32:49.63\00:32:54.34 The night is far spent, the day is at hand." 00:32:54.37\00:32:58.04 All of this that Paul is articulating 00:32:58.07\00:33:00.21 by the way is simply a reminder of Isaiah 60:1. 00:33:00.24\00:33:06.21 Yet with urgency, Paul calls us to take action. 00:33:06.25\00:33:10.89 And the action he calls us to is to arise from death. 00:33:10.92\00:33:15.86 How do we do that? 00:33:18.96\00:33:21.56 Paul continues, "Therefore, let us cast off 00:33:21.60\00:33:26.97 the works of darkness 00:33:27.00\00:33:28.87 and let us put on the armor of light, 00:33:28.90\00:33:33.04 arise and shine," is what Paul is saying 00:33:33.07\00:33:36.31 and then the passage continues, 00:33:36.34\00:33:38.15 "let us walk properly 00:33:38.18\00:33:39.51 as in the day not in revelry and drunkenness, 00:33:39.55\00:33:44.09 not in lewdness and lust, not in strife and envy, 00:33:44.12\00:33:48.59 but put on the Lord Jesus Christ 00:33:48.62\00:33:51.46 and make no provision for the flesh 00:33:51.49\00:33:55.40 or to fulfill its lusts." 00:33:55.43\00:33:58.13 You see the call of God to this last day generation, 00:33:58.17\00:34:02.50 this generation that God is looking upon asking, 00:34:02.54\00:34:06.54 "How will I finish the work through you? 00:34:06.57\00:34:09.31 How will I finish the work in you? 00:34:09.34\00:34:11.95 Is the call to arise 00:34:11.98\00:34:14.05 and we arise by casting off all of those things 00:34:14.08\00:34:18.99 that hinder us from moving forward. 00:34:19.02\00:34:22.86 This very word cast off is used six times in the New Testament. 00:34:22.89\00:34:27.13 Listen to these, I'm going to go through them 00:34:27.16\00:34:28.56 in rapid fire progression. 00:34:28.60\00:34:30.50 Ephesians 4:22, 00:34:30.53\00:34:33.07 "That you put off concerning your former conduct, 00:34:33.10\00:34:36.10 the old man which grows corrupt 00:34:36.14\00:34:38.01 according to the deceitful lusts, 00:34:38.04\00:34:40.91 and be renewed in the spirit of your mind, 00:34:40.94\00:34:43.04 that you put on the new man 00:34:43.08\00:34:44.71 which was created according to God." 00:34:44.75\00:34:46.98 Ephesians 4:25, "Therefore, put away," 00:34:47.02\00:34:50.32 it's the same word cast off, "put away lying, 00:34:50.35\00:34:53.36 let each one of you speak truth with his neighbor." 00:34:53.39\00:34:56.69 Colossians 3:8, "But now you yourselves are to put off," 00:34:56.73\00:35:01.16 it's the same word cast off, cast aside, 00:35:01.20\00:35:03.93 "put off all these anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, 00:35:03.97\00:35:08.14 filthy language out of your mouth. 00:35:08.17\00:35:10.71 Do not lie to one another since you have put off 00:35:10.74\00:35:13.27 the old man with his deeds 00:35:13.31\00:35:14.74 and have put on the new man who has renewed 00:35:14.78\00:35:17.15 in knowledge according to the image of Him 00:35:17.18\00:35:19.68 who created Him." 00:35:19.71\00:35:21.58 Hebrews 12, "Therefore, we also, 00:35:21.62\00:35:24.29 since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, 00:35:24.32\00:35:27.62 here it is, let us lay aside," it's the same word cast off, 00:35:27.66\00:35:31.49 "every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, 00:35:31.53\00:35:35.76 and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 00:35:35.80\00:35:39.30 looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith." 00:35:39.33\00:35:45.37 James 1:21, "Therefore, let us lay aside," cast aside, 00:35:45.41\00:35:49.91 it's the same word, 00:35:49.94\00:35:51.28 "all filthiness and overflow of wickedness. 00:35:51.31\00:35:54.35 And receive with meekness the implanted word 00:35:54.38\00:35:57.25 which is able to save your souls." 00:35:57.29\00:36:01.66 1 Peter 2, "Therefore, laying aside all malice, all deceit, 00:36:01.69\00:36:06.66 hypocrisy, envy, and all evil speaking, 00:36:06.70\00:36:09.53 as newborn babes, 00:36:09.56\00:36:11.80 desire the pure milk of the word 00:36:11.83\00:36:15.30 that you may grow thereby, 00:36:15.34\00:36:17.41 if indeed you have tasted that the Lord is gracious." 00:36:17.44\00:36:20.34 My dear brothers and sisters, the call of God is to arise, 00:36:20.38\00:36:24.41 but the only way to arise is to die 00:36:24.45\00:36:27.52 through full surrender to Him, 00:36:27.55\00:36:29.62 to die to our old ways, to let Him raise you 00:36:29.65\00:36:32.79 to the highest standards and by His grace, 00:36:32.82\00:36:35.32 and His mercy to cast aside every hindrance, 00:36:35.36\00:36:39.16 anything that impedes you, 00:36:39.19\00:36:41.10 anything of the past and live a life anew in Him." 00:36:41.13\00:36:45.83 I will tell you. 00:36:48.67\00:36:51.91 This sermon was not supposed to start the way it did. 00:36:51.94\00:36:55.74 I hesitate to tell my story. 00:36:55.78\00:36:58.58 And the reason I hesitate to tell my story 00:36:58.61\00:37:00.98 is because there are a number of you 00:37:01.02\00:37:02.62 sitting here saying that's not my story, 00:37:02.65\00:37:05.55 that's a dramatic conversion, 00:37:05.59\00:37:07.09 that's not my experience. 00:37:07.12\00:37:09.59 I've actually had young people and even parents say to me, 00:37:09.62\00:37:13.36 well, maybe I need to go and have a worldly experience 00:37:13.40\00:37:16.30 and then I can have a dramatic story. 00:37:16.33\00:37:20.04 My dear brothers and sisters, let me tell you this, 00:37:20.07\00:37:22.64 that's like placing five bullets in a six shooter 00:37:22.67\00:37:25.21 and playing Russian roulette. 00:37:25.24\00:37:27.58 And if you're not getting the analogy here 00:37:27.61\00:37:29.24 is what I'm telling you, that's foolishness. 00:37:29.28\00:37:32.65 Because here is the reality 00:37:36.25\00:37:37.59 and don't miss this, young people. 00:37:37.62\00:37:40.66 Here is the reality. 00:37:40.69\00:37:43.16 Romans 3:23 is clear for, 00:37:43.19\00:37:50.57 what's the word. 00:37:50.60\00:37:52.77 That's not convincing, what's the word "all." 00:37:52.80\00:37:55.97 How many? All. 00:37:56.00\00:37:58.01 For all have sinned 00:37:58.04\00:38:00.44 and fall short of the glory of God. 00:38:00.48\00:38:03.11 No exceptions. 00:38:03.14\00:38:06.35 It doesn't say except for those 00:38:06.38\00:38:08.22 who are home schooled on the country farm. 00:38:08.25\00:38:13.39 It doesn't say except for those 00:38:13.42\00:38:15.26 who have gone to Adventist schools all their life. 00:38:15.29\00:38:17.46 It doesn't say except for those who went to the campus program 00:38:17.49\00:38:20.53 or those who do summer canvassing, 00:38:20.56\00:38:22.56 or except those who have served as student missionaries. 00:38:22.60\00:38:25.83 No, the Bible is clear, all have sinned 00:38:25.87\00:38:28.37 and fallen short of the glory of God. 00:38:28.40\00:38:31.44 And let me tell you this, 00:38:31.47\00:38:35.61 Isaiah 64:6 makes it all real clear, real fast. 00:38:35.64\00:38:41.05 But we are all like an unclean thing 00:38:41.08\00:38:45.79 and all our righteousness are like filthy rags. 00:38:45.82\00:38:50.69 My dear brothers and sisters, 00:38:50.73\00:38:52.06 no matter how protected in environment you grew up in, 00:38:52.09\00:38:54.70 no matter how godly your parents were 00:38:54.73\00:38:56.87 and by the way those are all wonderful things 00:38:56.90\00:39:00.07 because I will tell you there are days 00:39:00.10\00:39:02.80 where I wish I had not seen the things I've seen. 00:39:02.84\00:39:07.21 But let me tell you the miracle that happened in my life 00:39:07.24\00:39:10.68 is no more a miracle 00:39:10.71\00:39:12.51 than the miracle happening in your life 00:39:12.55\00:39:14.58 because you have been plucked as a brand from the fire 00:39:14.62\00:39:18.62 just as I was plucked. 00:39:18.65\00:39:22.16 You don't need a dramatic story 00:39:22.19\00:39:23.73 because your story is already dramatic. 00:39:23.76\00:39:27.46 Here's the reality, 00:39:27.50\00:39:28.93 you are sinner in need of a savior 00:39:28.96\00:39:31.70 and His name is Jesus Christ. 00:39:31.73\00:39:35.37 You cannot make a decision for Him 00:39:35.40\00:39:37.77 by mere culture or heredity, 00:39:37.81\00:39:40.41 you must make a decision for yourself, 00:39:40.44\00:39:43.11 you must die. 00:39:43.14\00:39:47.65 And then by the power of the indwelling Christ 00:39:47.68\00:39:50.22 who is risen upon you, you must arise. 00:39:50.25\00:39:57.69 Casting aside your former conduct, 00:39:57.73\00:39:59.86 the old man, the old woman, 00:39:59.89\00:40:01.66 putting away lying, anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, 00:40:01.70\00:40:05.37 filthy language, all filthiness, 00:40:05.40\00:40:07.57 wickedness, all deceit, 00:40:07.60\00:40:09.17 hypocrisy, envy and all evil speaking, 00:40:09.20\00:40:13.38 and if you wrestle 00:40:13.41\00:40:14.74 with none of those categories fitting you, 00:40:14.78\00:40:18.01 then Paul made it real clear in Hebrews 12, 00:40:18.05\00:40:21.28 "Lay aside every weight, 00:40:21.32\00:40:24.85 anything that ensnares you." 00:40:24.89\00:40:28.22 When I pastored in the Chesapeake Conference 00:40:33.19\00:40:36.97 during camp meeting... 00:40:37.00\00:40:38.33 I was in charge of the primaries. 00:40:42.77\00:40:46.11 I believe it that is actually 00:40:46.14\00:40:47.48 part of the path towards ordination 00:40:47.51\00:40:49.18 in the Seventh-day Adventist Church. 00:40:49.21\00:40:51.35 If you can survive the primaries, 00:40:51.38\00:40:52.71 you can survive anything. 00:40:52.75\00:40:56.08 One of our activities during our primary time, 00:40:56.12\00:40:59.25 during camp meeting as we went to the pool. 00:40:59.29\00:41:02.22 I had a number of young people helping me, 00:41:02.26\00:41:05.59 but life gets really exciting 00:41:05.63\00:41:08.83 when you have 67 00:41:08.86\00:41:10.93 and 9-year olds jumping in pool. 00:41:10.97\00:41:15.57 In my teenagers, my teenager's day, 00:41:15.60\00:41:18.31 you know, these bricks that they coat with rubber 00:41:18.34\00:41:20.34 that you can drop to the bottom of the pool, 00:41:20.38\00:41:21.91 and dive down, and pick it up, and come to the top. 00:41:21.94\00:41:24.55 You know what I'm talking about. 00:41:24.58\00:41:27.08 Maybe? Okay, good. 00:41:27.12\00:41:30.92 That's not even a Canadian thing, 00:41:30.95\00:41:32.49 you know, that's a Maryland thing so. 00:41:32.52\00:41:35.72 Anyways. 00:41:35.76\00:41:37.86 Here's what happened the 79-year old 00:41:37.89\00:41:39.63 saw the teenagers diving to get the brick and guess what? 00:41:39.66\00:41:43.73 They wanted to do it. 00:41:43.77\00:41:46.47 So we started in the six foot under the pool and said, 00:41:46.50\00:41:48.47 "Okay, you can do it." 00:41:48.50\00:41:49.84 And that wasn't good enough, they wanted to go in the, 00:41:49.87\00:41:51.24 you know, 15 foot end. 00:41:51.27\00:41:53.14 And that was a little nerve-racking, 00:41:53.17\00:41:54.51 and so I had all of my teenager surrounding. 00:41:54.54\00:41:59.28 And the 79-year olds would dive down 00:41:59.31\00:42:00.78 and they'd get the brick 00:42:00.82\00:42:02.15 and sure some of them would come up to the top. 00:42:02.18\00:42:03.52 But let me tell you 00:42:03.55\00:42:04.89 what the great majority would happen. 00:42:04.92\00:42:07.16 They'd get that brick. 00:42:07.19\00:42:09.42 And with all their might they would kick, kick, kick, 00:42:09.46\00:42:12.16 and they'd get about a foot 00:42:12.19\00:42:13.53 and a half from the top of the water. 00:42:13.56\00:42:15.83 And then they just levitated there. 00:42:15.86\00:42:18.57 They couldn't get enough power to come up out of the water. 00:42:18.60\00:42:23.17 I'd let that go on for a few moments. 00:42:23.20\00:42:24.91 The goal is you don't want to lose anybody. 00:42:28.58\00:42:30.45 And every last one of them. Every last one of them. 00:42:34.65\00:42:40.02 I would grab them and pull them up out of the water. 00:42:43.06\00:42:46.49 I had asked them one simple question, 00:42:46.53\00:42:50.37 "Why didn't you let go off the brick?" 00:42:50.40\00:42:57.44 And they'd always say to me, 00:42:57.47\00:42:58.81 "Pastor, 'cause I just want to get to the top." 00:42:58.84\00:43:04.38 And I'm afraid, my dear young people, 00:43:04.41\00:43:09.32 many of us are striving for a mountain top experience, 00:43:09.35\00:43:13.69 while we're hanging on to the brick. 00:43:13.72\00:43:18.69 And we can't get to the top and no matter what we do, 00:43:18.73\00:43:22.23 no matter how hard we kick, 00:43:22.26\00:43:26.94 we keep having the same issue 00:43:26.97\00:43:31.87 over and over again. 00:43:31.91\00:43:35.44 And all Jesus is saying to you... 00:43:39.71\00:43:41.98 Is you "I want you to arise." 00:43:45.35\00:43:49.66 But in order to arise you must die. 00:43:49.69\00:43:53.06 And in order to die, you must let go off the brick. 00:43:53.09\00:43:57.63 You may not think your story is as dramatic as mine. 00:44:11.91\00:44:17.75 But there is only one path. 00:44:17.79\00:44:21.02 As Pilgrim's Progress calls in, 00:44:21.06\00:44:24.26 there's only one path to the Celestial City. 00:44:24.29\00:44:29.83 And that goes right through Jesus who is the way, 00:44:29.86\00:44:35.34 the truth, and the life. 00:44:35.37\00:44:39.17 Abraham... 00:44:51.82\00:44:53.15 Was called to be the father of nations. 00:44:56.83\00:45:01.03 But he had a problem. 00:45:01.06\00:45:04.57 There was no heir. 00:45:04.60\00:45:07.90 You know the story of Abraham well, 00:45:07.94\00:45:11.07 by faith he came out of Ur of the Chaldees, 00:45:11.11\00:45:14.88 by faith he took the land that looked less fertile. 00:45:14.91\00:45:18.38 But he had some bumps and bruises, 00:45:23.99\00:45:25.82 and for him the brick was, I don't have a son. 00:45:25.85\00:45:30.39 He took matters into his own hands 00:45:30.43\00:45:32.49 and the consequence of that sin 00:45:32.53\00:45:36.93 is still seen ever present on the news today. 00:45:36.97\00:45:40.94 But then the Bible says at the appointed time, 00:45:45.31\00:45:51.65 Isaac was born, the son of the promise. 00:45:51.68\00:45:56.48 But then after the son 00:46:08.93\00:46:10.80 of the promise had been born, 00:46:10.83\00:46:16.54 God asked Abraham 00:46:16.57\00:46:21.01 to sacrifice his only son. 00:46:21.04\00:46:23.51 Abraham had been confident 00:46:28.78\00:46:32.39 in heredity 00:46:32.42\00:46:34.82 and not the power of God. 00:46:34.86\00:46:38.73 And God needed to test Abraham and say, 00:46:38.76\00:46:40.90 "Are you willing to lay everything on the altar, 00:46:40.93\00:46:44.87 including your son." 00:46:44.90\00:46:50.77 Before we are too critical of God 00:46:50.81\00:46:52.71 asking for such thing. 00:46:52.74\00:46:56.31 He did not ask Abraham to give any more 00:46:56.34\00:47:00.22 than God Himself was willing to give. 00:47:00.25\00:47:02.55 And in that passage read 00:47:06.45\00:47:10.99 in Genesis 22, 00:47:11.03\00:47:14.80 we see the faith of Abraham exemplified 00:47:14.83\00:47:19.43 as he leaves behind those servants. 00:47:19.47\00:47:23.54 And Genesis 22:4, 00:47:34.95\00:47:39.75 "Then on the third day, 00:47:39.79\00:47:41.66 Abraham lifted his eyes and saw the place afar off 00:47:41.69\00:47:44.56 and Abraham said to his young men, 00:47:44.59\00:47:46.56 'Stay here with the donkey...'" 00:47:46.59\00:47:47.96 Excuse me. 00:47:48.00\00:47:49.33 "Stay here with the donkey, 00:47:49.36\00:47:51.07 the lad and I will go yonder and worship." 00:47:51.10\00:47:56.04 It's a two letter word, but it is ever important. 00:47:56.07\00:48:01.34 And we 00:48:01.38\00:48:05.85 will come back to you. 00:48:05.88\00:48:07.22 Hebrews 11 makes it clear. 00:48:11.55\00:48:13.76 Abraham went there, somehow, 00:48:13.79\00:48:16.06 some way God arose upon Abraham, 00:48:16.09\00:48:19.79 Abraham died to self. 00:48:19.83\00:48:21.60 He had a re-conversion experience, 00:48:21.63\00:48:23.70 where he understood that the promise of God 00:48:23.73\00:48:27.27 was not about heredity, 00:48:27.30\00:48:29.80 but the promise of God was about the power of God 00:48:29.84\00:48:33.24 working in him and working through him. 00:48:33.27\00:48:35.88 And Abraham was willing to take his boy to the altar, 00:48:35.91\00:48:40.08 but in faith knew 00:48:40.12\00:48:42.62 that God would provide a ram 00:48:42.65\00:48:45.19 or that God would raise him from the dead. 00:48:45.22\00:48:49.82 And tonight I want to ask you this simple question, 00:48:49.86\00:48:55.13 "What's your Isaac? 00:48:55.16\00:48:58.70 What's your brick? 00:48:58.73\00:49:01.67 What is it that God's calling you to lay on the altar?" 00:49:01.70\00:49:04.37 Just as I did last night, 00:49:09.71\00:49:12.01 I'm going to make three appeals. 00:49:12.05\00:49:13.45 This is going to be a more difficult appeal 00:49:18.02\00:49:19.79 because I'm not going to call 00:49:19.82\00:49:21.16 everybody to stand. 00:49:21.19\00:49:22.52 But tonight, the first appeal is this. 00:49:25.96\00:49:30.53 You've not been baptized 00:49:30.57\00:49:31.90 and you've sensed your need for the Lord 00:49:31.93\00:49:33.67 to arise in your life, 00:49:33.70\00:49:35.04 tonight you want to answer the call to arise, 00:49:35.07\00:49:37.71 tonight you sense that you need to die to self 00:49:37.74\00:49:40.88 and you want to arise in Him. 00:49:40.91\00:49:43.91 Maybe you know you've strayed far from Him 00:49:43.95\00:49:45.91 and you need to rededicate yourself through re-baptism. 00:49:45.95\00:49:50.05 I'm going to invite you to come forward now. 00:49:50.09\00:49:53.05 Tonight you're going to commit yourself to being baptized. 00:49:53.09\00:49:56.12 You come right in front of that screen there, 00:49:56.16\00:49:58.59 there's people waiting for you. 00:49:58.63\00:50:01.70 Number two, you've sensed 00:50:01.73\00:50:04.40 that God is calling you to cast aside all things 00:50:04.43\00:50:07.87 that are between you and Him, 00:50:07.90\00:50:09.24 you know that there's that one thing 00:50:09.27\00:50:10.91 or maybe there are multiple things 00:50:10.94\00:50:13.48 that are holding you back tonight 00:50:13.51\00:50:14.91 and you want to let go in a special commitment, 00:50:14.94\00:50:17.35 you want to let go of that Isaac, 00:50:17.38\00:50:19.95 you want to let go of that brick, 00:50:19.98\00:50:22.48 you come forward right here tonight. 00:50:22.52\00:50:25.22 And then the third... 00:50:25.25\00:50:26.82 You need Jesus to arise in your life through His Word. 00:50:31.39\00:50:35.60 And somehow, someway 00:50:35.63\00:50:36.97 your devotional life is grown stale. 00:50:37.00\00:50:40.24 And you're in a valley and tonight by faith 00:50:40.27\00:50:41.80 you're coming forward 00:50:41.84\00:50:44.01 asking that God would renew that experience in you, 00:50:44.04\00:50:48.08 you come forward. 00:50:48.11\00:50:51.78 While Sonya plays and Marleta sings, 00:50:51.81\00:50:56.75 "What's your Isaac tonight." 00:50:56.79\00:50:59.65 Come forward not 00:50:59.69\00:51:01.82 because everybody else is coming, come forward, 00:51:01.86\00:51:04.93 those of you who want to be baptized right over here, 00:51:04.96\00:51:07.20 come right in front of the screen as Marleta sings. 00:51:07.23\00:51:10.37 I have a prayer 00:51:32.82\00:51:38.79 As pure as gold 00:51:38.83\00:51:43.93 That where You lead me 00:51:43.97\00:51:48.64 I will go 00:51:48.67\00:51:55.01 And I'll not miss 00:51:55.04\00:51:59.81 The impassioned plea 00:51:59.85\00:52:05.02 When your sweet Spirit 00:52:05.05\00:52:09.59 Calls to me 00:52:09.62\00:52:15.40 And in that hour 00:52:15.43\00:52:20.80 And in that time 00:52:20.84\00:52:25.64 When I must lose my will 00:52:25.67\00:52:32.15 In Thine 00:52:32.18\00:52:36.22 O my allegiance 00:52:36.25\00:52:41.62 Will be found 00:52:41.66\00:52:45.86 The day I lay 00:52:45.89\00:52:49.20 My Isaac down 00:52:49.23\00:52:55.37 Grant me a faith 00:53:04.88\00:53:10.29 Beyond all doubt 00:53:10.32\00:53:15.22 Whose flames of hope cannot 00:53:15.26\00:53:20.33 Burn out 00:53:20.36\00:53:24.53 Let mercy flow 00:53:24.57\00:53:29.54 And grace abound 00:53:29.57\00:53:34.41 The day I lay 00:53:34.44\00:53:37.58 My Isaac down 00:53:37.61\00:53:42.92 Sweet lamb of love 00:53:58.77\00:54:04.67 Most blessed friend 00:54:04.71\00:54:09.54 Nailed to the altar 00:54:09.58\00:54:13.45 For my sin 00:54:13.48\00:54:18.72 Where in my place 00:54:18.75\00:54:23.56 God's son was laid 00:54:23.59\00:54:28.30 The day he laid 00:54:28.33\00:54:31.33 his Jesus down 00:54:31.37\00:54:38.31 Each idol vain 00:54:38.34\00:54:43.65 It's now laid bare 00:54:43.68\00:54:48.18 His suffering cross my heart 00:54:48.22\00:54:53.42 Will share 00:54:53.46\00:54:57.69 Earth kingdoms fall 00:54:57.73\00:55:02.53 Without a sound 00:55:02.56\00:55:07.44 The day I lay 00:55:07.47\00:55:10.97 My Isaac 00:55:11.01\00:55:14.81 Down 00:55:14.84\00:55:18.78 My soul redeemed 00:55:18.81\00:55:24.25 On holy ground 00:55:24.29\00:55:29.49 The day I lay 00:55:29.52\00:55:33.16 my Isaac 00:55:33.19\00:55:39.63 down 00:55:39.67\00:55:42.34 Tonight you've come forward. 00:55:52.61\00:55:56.28 And as you come forward, 00:55:56.32\00:55:57.65 you have made a decision to lay your Isaac down. 00:55:57.69\00:56:03.32 You've made a decision to 00:56:03.36\00:56:05.99 let go of the brick. 00:56:06.03\00:56:09.66 You've made a decision to be baptized. 00:56:09.70\00:56:15.40 It's easy in conferences like this 00:56:15.44\00:56:19.74 to go home and pick Isaac back up. 00:56:19.77\00:56:24.51 It's easy to go home and pick the brick up. 00:56:24.55\00:56:27.92 Young people, 00:56:27.95\00:56:29.95 I want to urge you, don't leave, 00:56:29.98\00:56:31.85 don't leave this room tonight, 00:56:31.89\00:56:35.96 whether you write it in your journal, 00:56:35.99\00:56:39.36 whether you put it in a note in your phone. 00:56:39.39\00:56:42.66 Write down your decision. 00:56:42.70\00:56:45.30 Date the decision. 00:56:45.33\00:56:49.37 And then come up with a plan. 00:56:49.40\00:56:51.77 What are you going to do tonight? 00:56:51.81\00:56:55.34 What will you do tomorrow morning? 00:56:55.38\00:56:59.08 But more importantly, 00:56:59.11\00:57:02.72 what are you going to do on Monday morning 00:57:02.75\00:57:05.35 when you've left this place. 00:57:05.39\00:57:09.19 God's calling. 00:57:09.22\00:57:11.69 He must arise. 00:57:11.73\00:57:14.20 Tonight, 00:57:14.23\00:57:16.03 He's calling for you to arise. 00:57:16.06\00:57:20.34 Cast it all away, and lay your burdens down. 00:57:20.37\00:57:25.37 Let's pray. 00:57:25.41\00:57:27.41 Oh heavenly Father, 00:57:27.44\00:57:28.78 each of us have our Isaacs, 00:57:31.95\00:57:35.35 each of us have those bricks. 00:57:35.38\00:57:40.29 You've called upon us to die to self 00:57:40.32\00:57:42.62 and cast this all aside. 00:57:42.66\00:57:45.69 Maybe there's someone here tonight 00:57:45.73\00:57:47.06 that's been struggling year after year 00:57:47.10\00:57:52.43 holding on to that brick. 00:57:52.47\00:57:54.44