Good afternoon, GYC. 00:00:33.19\00:00:35.03 Welcome to the Sabbath afternoon program, 00:00:35.06\00:00:37.63 glad that you can be here, hope you had a good lunch. 00:00:37.67\00:00:41.47 Have you ever had one of those nights 00:00:41.50\00:00:43.27 where you cannot sleep, 00:00:43.30\00:00:45.77 and you can't sleep, you see no way forward, 00:00:45.81\00:00:49.11 and I'm not just talking about because of financial trouble 00:00:49.14\00:00:52.65 or because of car problems or bad grades, 00:00:52.68\00:00:56.85 but something that's spiritual. 00:00:56.89\00:00:59.69 You've ever had one of those nights 00:00:59.72\00:01:01.06 where you're just not sure where God is at. 00:01:01.09\00:01:04.59 Well, those of us on the GYC Music Committee, 00:01:04.63\00:01:07.56 we've had some of those nights too, 00:01:07.60\00:01:09.30 and we know that God's children 00:01:09.33\00:01:10.67 who have gone before us have too. 00:01:10.70\00:01:13.23 And we hope that as you listen to the music 00:01:13.27\00:01:15.97 and the stories this afternoon 00:01:16.00\00:01:18.47 that you will gain a fresh confidence 00:01:18.51\00:01:20.44 in the Heavenly Father's love for us 00:01:20.48\00:01:22.54 even in the darkest of times. 00:01:22.58\00:01:24.38 Times I've to wonder 00:01:53.98\00:01:57.28 How You still love me Lord? 00:01:57.31\00:02:00.55 After all the times 00:02:00.58\00:02:02.95 I've turned my back on you 00:02:02.98\00:02:07.89 Your love is such a mystery 00:02:07.92\00:02:11.73 It's hard to comprehend 00:02:11.76\00:02:15.30 But You would give Your life 00:02:15.33\00:02:18.20 For fallen man 00:02:18.23\00:02:22.67 And even when we stumble 00:02:22.70\00:02:25.87 Yes, even if we fall 00:02:25.91\00:02:29.94 There is a path to victory 00:02:29.98\00:02:33.38 Went on Your name 00:02:33.42\00:02:36.65 We call it's all true 00:02:36.69\00:02:42.99 Your love is true 00:02:43.02\00:02:48.80 God so loved the world below 00:02:58.84\00:03:02.28 He gave his only son 00:03:02.31\00:03:06.01 Who so Lord believe 00:03:06.05\00:03:08.25 They would not perish 00:03:08.28\00:03:12.85 And Jesus came into the world 00:03:12.89\00:03:16.32 To save and not condemn 00:03:16.36\00:03:20.10 And those who will receive Him 00:03:20.13\00:03:22.86 Find new life again 00:03:22.90\00:03:27.67 And even when we stumble 00:03:27.70\00:03:30.47 Yes, even if we fall 00:03:30.51\00:03:34.41 There is a path to victory 00:03:34.44\00:03:37.95 Went on Your name 00:03:37.98\00:03:40.92 We call it's all true 00:03:40.95\00:03:47.66 Your love is true 00:03:47.69\00:03:53.43 His love is everlasting 00:03:53.46\00:03:56.97 His mercy knows no avenge 00:03:57.00\00:04:00.87 But we must take His hand in faith 00:04:00.90\00:04:03.47 Keep our eyes always focused 00:04:03.51\00:04:07.44 On Him 00:04:07.48\00:04:12.21 Join me. 00:04:12.25\00:04:13.65 So turn Your eyes 00:04:13.68\00:04:17.95 Upon Jesus 00:04:17.99\00:04:22.09 Look full in His wonderful things 00:04:22.12\00:04:30.07 And the things of earth 00:04:30.10\00:04:34.07 Will grow strangely dim 00:04:34.10\00:04:40.04 In the light of His glory 00:04:40.08\00:04:45.41 And grace 00:04:45.45\00:04:52.52 Let's pray. 00:05:04.53\00:05:06.37 Father in Heaven, as we're here this afternoon, 00:05:06.40\00:05:09.97 I pray that these stories that we look at of a few people 00:05:10.01\00:05:14.44 who've gone before us will encourage us in our way. 00:05:14.48\00:05:19.21 And we thank You for this day in Jesus' name, amen. 00:05:19.25\00:05:22.82 It was March 1840, 00:05:22.85\00:05:26.69 a traveling preacher came to town, 00:05:26.72\00:05:29.99 he rode in, came up on Casco Street of Portland, Maine 00:05:30.03\00:05:34.86 and he entered a little church. 00:05:34.90\00:05:38.17 And as the preacher named William Miller 00:05:38.20\00:05:40.24 stood up to preach, 00:05:40.27\00:05:41.80 he saw that every pew was packed with people, 00:05:41.84\00:05:45.44 every aisle, people were standing shoulder to shoulder, 00:05:45.47\00:05:48.74 the foyer was packed with people 00:05:48.78\00:05:50.48 and even though the stage was lined with people, 00:05:50.51\00:05:54.02 it seemed as if all of Casco or sorry Portland, Maine 00:05:54.05\00:05:58.22 had come to hear William Miller preach. 00:05:58.25\00:06:04.23 And William Miller stood before the congregation that day 00:06:04.26\00:06:07.96 and he opened his Bible, 00:06:08.00\00:06:10.70 and he very carefully, methodically, 00:06:10.73\00:06:15.24 and persuasively 00:06:15.27\00:06:18.34 went through the Books of Daniel and Revelation. 00:06:18.37\00:06:23.58 And then he made a most profound statement. 00:06:23.61\00:06:31.19 He said based on the things we've seen here, 00:06:31.22\00:06:34.62 Jesus will be coming back to this earth 00:06:34.66\00:06:37.86 in just three years time. 00:06:37.89\00:06:40.83 There was no loud commotion or shouting 00:06:43.87\00:06:46.53 or falling over that attended his meetings. 00:06:46.57\00:06:49.90 No, the message like that it was a great sense of awe. 00:06:49.94\00:06:55.44 And in the audience that day 00:06:55.48\00:06:58.88 was a girl only 12.5 years old. 00:06:58.91\00:07:03.85 And as she listened, 00:07:03.89\00:07:06.82 this girl by the name of Ellen Harmon, 00:07:06.86\00:07:09.22 of course, later became Ellen White 00:07:09.26\00:07:12.56 began to have a heart filled with fear. 00:07:12.59\00:07:18.70 "Jesus coming in just three years time? 00:07:18.73\00:07:23.71 Oh, I could never be ready. 00:07:23.74\00:07:27.91 I'm such a great sinner. 00:07:27.94\00:07:31.01 Oh, I've made so many mistakes." 00:07:31.05\00:07:33.21 She went home and began a cycle of sleepless nights, 00:07:37.39\00:07:43.46 she would go to bed, 00:07:43.49\00:07:44.93 and after the rest of the house 00:07:44.96\00:07:46.73 all were asleep even her twin sister 00:07:46.76\00:07:48.80 that shared a room with her, 00:07:48.83\00:07:51.07 Ellen would fall on her knees and begin to pray, 00:07:51.10\00:07:54.87 "Lord, I know You're coming soon, 00:07:54.90\00:07:59.17 and I'm gonna be lost, I could never be ready." 00:07:59.21\00:08:04.75 And finally in the wee hours of the morning, 00:08:04.78\00:08:06.65 she would cry herself to sleep. 00:08:06.68\00:08:08.72 She attended a meeting with her brother Robert, 00:08:12.19\00:08:14.29 just the two of them, they were good farm kids, 00:08:14.32\00:08:16.52 they knew how to get the horse out, 00:08:16.56\00:08:18.13 hook on the buggy, and what they did, 00:08:18.16\00:08:20.46 they headed into town. 00:08:20.50\00:08:22.50 And this preacher 00:08:22.53\00:08:23.87 preached the same thing as William Miller, 00:08:23.90\00:08:25.73 he said, "Jesus is coming soon, and if you aren't ready, 00:08:25.77\00:08:30.84 you're gonna meet the judge 00:08:30.87\00:08:32.34 and your eternal destiny won't be good." 00:08:32.37\00:08:34.81 He stood up before them all that preacher and he said, 00:08:38.58\00:08:41.15 "The day of the Lord is at hand, 00:08:41.18\00:08:44.35 and who shall be able to stand when He appeareth? 00:08:44.39\00:08:50.76 And little Ellen, her heart filled with fear 00:08:50.79\00:08:53.86 to such an extent that 00:08:53.90\00:08:55.23 when she got back in the buggy that night, 00:08:55.26\00:08:57.47 and her and her brother Robert headed home, 00:08:57.50\00:09:01.07 she didn't say a word. 00:09:01.10\00:09:04.21 Went after a little while all that had been heard 00:09:04.24\00:09:06.54 was the continual rumble 00:09:06.57\00:09:07.91 and clippety-clop of the horses' hooves 00:09:07.94\00:09:09.88 on the dry dirt road. 00:09:09.91\00:09:12.48 Ellen finally looked at her brother, "Robert?" 00:09:12.51\00:09:17.29 "Yes, Ellen?" 00:09:17.32\00:09:21.99 "Do you think God will spare me to live till I get home? 00:09:22.02\00:09:26.73 Or because I'm such a sinner, 00:09:26.76\00:09:28.10 do you think He'll take me in my great sins now?" 00:09:28.13\00:09:30.37 And for the first time 00:09:34.47\00:09:37.14 she realized with Robert's delay, 00:09:37.17\00:09:39.11 he too was feeling the fear. 00:09:39.14\00:09:43.81 "Well, Ellen, I'm sure if you ask Him and faith, 00:09:43.85\00:09:51.59 He'll save you." 00:09:51.62\00:09:54.46 And the two rode home in silence, 00:09:54.49\00:09:57.23 and that night Ellen cried herself to sleep 00:09:57.26\00:10:01.30 with a tear running down her cheek 00:10:01.33\00:10:03.00 in the early hours of the morning. 00:10:03.03\00:10:06.97 And just a few nights later, 00:10:07.00\00:10:10.54 one of these troubled nights 00:10:10.57\00:10:11.91 when Ellen finally drifted off into a horrible fitful sleep 00:10:11.94\00:10:16.78 she had a dream. 00:10:16.81\00:10:19.28 And as she dreamed, she looked out 00:10:19.31\00:10:21.72 and there was all these people going back and forth 00:10:21.75\00:10:26.55 with their buggies, with their wagons 00:10:26.59\00:10:28.42 pulling loads, all were busy. 00:10:28.46\00:10:31.16 And as she looked past those people, 00:10:31.19\00:10:32.93 she saw a temple a little ways out. 00:10:32.96\00:10:36.00 And then she learned that all who must be saved 00:10:36.03\00:10:38.47 must enter that temple. 00:10:38.50\00:10:42.00 Well, Ellen thought, "I'll just watch for a minute." 00:10:42.04\00:10:44.67 And as she watched she saw a few try to enter the temple, 00:10:44.71\00:10:47.81 but as they did somebody would come along and grab him 00:10:47.84\00:10:50.05 by the arm, "Oh, don't go in the temple, 00:10:50.08\00:10:53.62 don't so waste your time, 00:10:53.65\00:10:55.98 you're an embarrassment to your family, come on, man." 00:10:56.02\00:11:00.06 And Ellen thought, "Oh, my..." 00:11:00.09\00:11:02.49 A timid little girl as she was, she thought, 00:11:02.52\00:11:04.46 "You know, I'll just wait 00:11:04.49\00:11:05.83 for some of these mean people to leave, 00:11:05.86\00:11:07.23 and then I'll try to go and see 00:11:07.26\00:11:08.60 if I can enter the temple unharmed." 00:11:08.63\00:11:11.43 But as she waited 00:11:11.47\00:11:12.87 more and more people came into that area 00:11:12.90\00:11:16.17 and it got so congested, 00:11:16.20\00:11:17.54 she realized she must leave at once to enter the temple 00:11:17.57\00:11:21.04 or it would be too late. 00:11:21.08\00:11:22.81 And so little Ellen got to her feet 00:11:22.84\00:11:25.68 and started along 00:11:25.71\00:11:27.05 and she reached the door of that temple, 00:11:27.08\00:11:29.78 and as she walked in so beautiful 00:11:29.82\00:11:33.66 and she looked up there was this pillar 00:11:33.69\00:11:35.99 right in the center of the temple 00:11:36.02\00:11:37.96 held up all the roof, 00:11:37.99\00:11:39.73 and as she looked at this pillar eyed it down, 00:11:39.76\00:11:44.90 her eyes caught something terrible. 00:11:44.93\00:11:49.40 Right at the base of that pillar was this little lamb, 00:11:49.44\00:11:51.81 it just looked like it been beat, 00:11:51.84\00:11:53.51 and bruised, and battered, 00:11:53.54\00:11:55.11 and it was chained to the pillar. 00:11:55.14\00:11:59.15 Oh, that's the lamb she thought. 00:11:59.18\00:12:01.42 Oh, she thought that must represent Jesus' sacrifice 00:12:01.45\00:12:04.75 for my sins. 00:12:04.79\00:12:07.96 And if I repent, I'm sure I'll be saved, 00:12:07.99\00:12:11.99 and then as she looked a little higher, 00:12:12.03\00:12:13.66 she noticed on the other side of the pillar 00:12:13.70\00:12:15.80 where all these elevated seats, 00:12:15.83\00:12:18.33 and there was people on the seats 00:12:18.37\00:12:20.10 with great big smiles, they just looked so happy. 00:12:20.14\00:12:25.24 Ellen thought, "Boy, if I repent on my sins, 00:12:25.27\00:12:29.58 then I'm sure I'll be happy like those people, 00:12:29.61\00:12:31.68 and I'll get to sit with those people." 00:12:31.71\00:12:35.52 But just then, phew, 00:12:35.55\00:12:40.26 all things vanished 00:12:40.29\00:12:42.96 and there was Ellen left standing alone. 00:12:42.99\00:12:48.43 It was too late. 00:12:48.46\00:12:51.10 And as she awoke from that dreadful dream, 00:12:54.20\00:12:57.84 didn't come from Jesus by the way, 00:12:57.87\00:13:00.28 that was a devil's dream. 00:13:00.31\00:13:03.55 She awoke from that dream. 00:13:03.58\00:13:06.21 You know, how dreams are especially when you're a child, 00:13:06.25\00:13:08.98 they're so vivid, so real. 00:13:09.02\00:13:13.12 She despaired of life itself. 00:13:13.15\00:13:15.66 She wished that it would for ever end. 00:13:15.69\00:13:17.76 She began to lose weight. 00:13:23.03\00:13:25.03 She was so exhausted and worn out all the time, 00:13:25.07\00:13:27.50 she would faint. 00:13:27.54\00:13:30.24 But just a few nights later, 00:13:30.27\00:13:33.01 she once again fell off into a fitful sleep. 00:13:33.04\00:13:38.05 And as she did, she dreamed another dream. 00:13:38.08\00:13:41.98 And in this dream she was looking out a window 00:13:42.02\00:13:45.02 and it was so peaceful outside, 00:13:45.05\00:13:46.86 everything was so green and the birds were singing, 00:13:46.89\00:13:50.19 it just looked like such a happy world. 00:13:50.23\00:13:53.96 And Ellen thought, "Oh, why can't I be happy?" 00:13:54.00\00:13:59.37 And her face just fell into her hands 00:13:59.40\00:14:02.60 and she began to cry, 00:14:02.64\00:14:03.97 "Oh, Jesus, if you were on this earth, 00:14:04.01\00:14:07.88 I would go to You 00:14:07.91\00:14:11.01 'cause I know You wouldn't turn me away, 00:14:11.05\00:14:14.38 and You would make me happy. 00:14:14.42\00:14:17.29 I could tell You all my troubles, 00:14:17.32\00:14:18.82 and You would fix it." 00:14:18.85\00:14:21.62 But just then her thoughts were interrupted, 00:14:21.66\00:14:26.06 a door behind her opened. 00:14:26.09\00:14:31.07 She turned around. 00:14:31.10\00:14:33.00 And there stood a gentleman at the door. 00:14:33.03\00:14:36.81 He looked down at her and said, 00:14:36.84\00:14:38.17 "Ellen, would you like to see Jesus?" 00:14:38.21\00:14:44.01 "Oh, yes. 00:14:44.05\00:14:45.38 Yes, I would like to see Jesus," said Ellen. 00:14:45.41\00:14:47.42 "Okay," he said, "Gather your little things 00:14:47.45\00:14:48.82 and come with me." 00:14:48.85\00:14:51.15 And she followed the gentleman, he went out, 00:14:51.19\00:14:53.36 and went to a steep long, long, long, long staircase. 00:14:53.39\00:14:57.16 And as he started up, he halted a minute, 00:14:57.19\00:14:58.86 and he turned to look at Ellen, he said, 00:14:58.89\00:15:00.23 "Now, Ellen, keep your eyes up, 00:15:00.26\00:15:01.60 many have tried this way and they've fallen off." 00:15:01.63\00:15:03.43 He climbed the staircase 00:15:03.47\00:15:04.93 and Ellen followed the gentleman. 00:15:04.97\00:15:07.04 And as she got to the top, 00:15:07.07\00:15:09.37 there was a door and he looked at her again, 00:15:09.40\00:15:10.81 said, "Ellen, are you sure, you want to see Jesus?" 00:15:10.84\00:15:15.78 "Oh, yes," said Ellen, "I do want to see Jesus." 00:15:15.81\00:15:19.51 "Okay." 00:15:19.55\00:15:21.25 And he opened that door and Ellen looked in that room 00:15:21.28\00:15:28.39 and she saw Jesus. 00:15:28.42\00:15:30.89 And she almost fell from fear, she thought, "Oh, I a sinner, 00:15:30.93\00:15:34.46 how could I ever stand before Jesus?" 00:15:34.50\00:15:36.13 But before she could, 00:15:36.16\00:15:39.50 she saw these tender eyes and a smile, 00:15:39.53\00:15:44.07 and Ellen saw a friend, and she fell at Jesus' feet. 00:15:44.11\00:15:49.04 And Jesus as He always does for His children, 00:15:53.11\00:15:58.75 He reached out and He put His hand 00:15:58.79\00:16:00.96 on Ellen's shoulder and He said, 00:16:00.99\00:16:02.32 "Oh, Ellen, you have no need to fear." 00:16:02.36\00:16:07.70 No need to fear 00:16:23.81\00:16:26.58 Though doubt may wage its war 00:16:26.61\00:16:31.19 Oppression's storm beats at your door 00:16:31.22\00:16:38.69 No need to fear 00:16:38.73\00:16:46.03 No need to fear 00:16:46.07\00:16:48.80 Though evil seems so strong 00:16:48.84\00:16:53.54 The power of sin is not for long 00:16:53.58\00:17:00.95 Be still my soul and trust in God 00:17:00.98\00:17:08.76 And place your life into His hands 00:17:08.79\00:17:16.63 For He will never 00:17:16.67\00:17:21.87 Fail you 00:17:21.90\00:17:24.74 And in the morning 00:17:24.77\00:17:28.01 You'll see His face 00:17:28.04\00:17:31.88 No need to fear 00:17:31.91\00:17:36.18 Don't fear 00:17:36.22\00:17:38.35 Don't fear Don't fear 00:17:38.39\00:17:45.66 No need to fear the evil and the scorn 00:17:45.69\00:17:52.90 Of those who boast in what they own 00:17:52.93\00:18:00.21 No need to fear 00:18:00.24\00:18:05.65 For what remains when life's brief day is done 00:18:05.68\00:18:13.12 Their glories are a setting sun 00:18:13.15\00:18:20.63 But as for me of this I'm sure 00:18:20.66\00:18:28.30 God has redeemed my soul from death 00:18:28.34\00:18:35.98 And He will never fail me 00:18:36.01\00:18:43.82 And in the morning 00:18:43.85\00:18:47.16 I'll see His face 00:18:47.19\00:18:51.99 And He will never fail you 00:19:01.94\00:19:09.44 No one can tear you from His love 00:19:09.48\00:19:16.48 And He will never forsake you 00:19:16.52\00:19:24.46 And in the morning 00:19:24.49\00:19:27.70 You'll see His face 00:19:27.73\00:19:31.73 No need to fear 00:19:31.77\00:19:36.10 Don't fear 00:19:36.14\00:19:38.17 Don't fear Don't fear 00:19:38.21\00:19:42.08 Don't fear Don't fear 00:19:45.65\00:19:50.05 Amen. 00:19:55.52\00:19:58.03 As Ellen got up from that dream, 00:19:58.06\00:20:00.13 oh, she was much encouraged. 00:20:00.16\00:20:03.67 She finally had the strength to go talk to her mother. 00:20:03.70\00:20:06.03 And, you know, how mothers are, 00:20:06.07\00:20:07.97 they can always make you feel so much better. 00:20:08.00\00:20:10.91 She said, "Mother, I've been struggling so long, 00:20:10.94\00:20:16.88 I've wondered how Jesus could save me." 00:20:16.91\00:20:18.95 And her mother said, "Oh, Ellen, I could tell 00:20:21.88\00:20:24.55 you're losing weight, you look so stressed. 00:20:24.59\00:20:28.82 Ellen, I'll tell you what you should do. 00:20:28.86\00:20:32.49 Why don't you go talk to Elder Stockman? 00:20:32.53\00:20:35.56 He is such a kind gentleman and a man of God. 00:20:35.60\00:20:39.93 I just know he'll make you feel so much better, Ellen. 00:20:39.97\00:20:42.60 Why don't you go talk to Elder Stockman?" 00:20:42.64\00:20:45.51 So Ellen did. 00:20:45.54\00:20:47.51 Twelve year old Ellen went and found Elder Stockman, 00:20:47.54\00:20:51.68 and she told Elder Stockman all her troubles. 00:20:51.71\00:20:54.85 And Elder Stockman looked at her, 00:20:57.85\00:21:01.56 and he put his hand on her head, and he said, 00:21:01.59\00:21:03.69 "Oh, Ellen, 00:21:03.73\00:21:07.93 yours is a most singular experience 00:21:07.96\00:21:11.13 for one your age. 00:21:11.17\00:21:14.54 God must be preparing you for something special." 00:21:14.57\00:21:19.67 Amen. 00:21:19.71\00:21:21.21 "Ellen, just the fact 00:21:21.24\00:21:24.45 that you feel this way means 00:21:24.48\00:21:25.81 that God is still striving with you. 00:21:25.85\00:21:28.35 Many people have excused their sins for so long, 00:21:28.38\00:21:31.02 they feel just quite okay the way they are. 00:21:31.05\00:21:35.39 But, Ellen, I want to tell you 00:21:35.42\00:21:38.83 what will make all the difference." 00:21:38.86\00:21:42.20 And for just a few minutes 00:21:42.23\00:21:43.93 Elder Stockman told Ellen of the love of Jesus. 00:21:43.97\00:21:50.01 She later wrote 00:21:53.21\00:21:55.64 in the Testimonies for the Church, 00:21:55.68\00:21:57.98 Volume One, good book to read by the way. 00:21:58.01\00:22:01.55 That those few minutes with Elder Stockman, 00:22:01.58\00:22:03.62 she learned more about the love of God 00:22:03.65\00:22:06.35 than she had learned from all the sermons 00:22:06.39\00:22:08.22 and exhortations from her whole life. 00:22:08.26\00:22:10.63 And then Elder Stockman finished by saying this, 00:22:13.93\00:22:18.47 he said, "Go free, Ellen. 00:22:18.50\00:22:20.34 Return to your home trusting in Jesus, 00:22:20.37\00:22:24.24 for He will not withhold His love 00:22:24.27\00:22:26.94 from any true seeker." 00:22:26.98\00:22:29.71 And that night there was a prayer meeting 00:22:33.55\00:22:35.78 and so Ellen attended still under this heavy weight 00:22:35.82\00:22:40.49 that had been nearly crushing her. 00:22:40.52\00:22:43.63 And she went to the prayer meeting 00:22:43.66\00:22:44.99 first one person prayed and then another prayed, 00:22:45.03\00:22:49.53 and Ellen says before he even realized, 00:22:49.56\00:22:51.53 she realized to herself, 00:22:51.57\00:22:52.90 she had lifted her own voice in prayer. 00:22:52.93\00:22:56.20 And she began to claim these promises 00:22:56.24\00:22:58.44 that Elder Stockman had given her. 00:22:58.47\00:23:00.58 She said, "It seemed like the promises 00:23:00.61\00:23:02.31 were just gems for the taking for those who wanted them." 00:23:02.34\00:23:06.05 And as she prayed that weight 00:23:06.08\00:23:09.02 that had discouraged her for so long fell away. 00:23:09.05\00:23:15.32 And Ellen learned a life long lesson 00:23:15.36\00:23:19.69 that as long as you call on the name of Jesus, 00:23:19.73\00:23:22.36 you can ever fall any further than your knees. 00:23:22.40\00:23:27.97 As you step into the unknown 00:23:37.15\00:23:44.59 I know you're frightened 00:23:44.62\00:23:47.72 And you feel alone 00:23:47.76\00:23:51.69 But there's something you should understand 00:23:51.73\00:23:59.13 You are my child 00:23:59.17\00:24:02.44 You're in my hand 00:24:02.47\00:24:07.08 And I will 00:24:07.11\00:24:09.44 Never let you fall 00:24:09.48\00:24:15.35 This is a promise to believe 00:24:15.38\00:24:22.62 And I will 00:24:22.66\00:24:23.99 Never let you fall 00:24:24.03\00:24:31.00 Any further than your knees 00:24:31.03\00:24:36.84 Now I hear you praying for a brother 00:24:43.95\00:24:50.99 And you're so afraid 00:24:51.02\00:24:54.42 He'll choose to blunder 00:24:54.46\00:24:58.29 But don't forget my love is true 00:24:58.33\00:25:06.13 And I will guide Him 00:25:06.17\00:25:09.40 As I've guided you 00:25:09.44\00:25:13.74 And I will 00:25:13.78\00:25:16.08 Never let him fall 00:25:16.11\00:25:22.45 This is a promise to believe 00:25:22.48\00:25:29.76 And I will never 00:25:29.79\00:25:31.79 Let him fall 00:25:31.83\00:25:38.47 Any further than his knees 00:25:38.50\00:25:46.21 And I will never let you fall 00:26:00.26\00:26:04.53 This is a promise to believe 00:26:08.36\00:26:16.07 I will never 00:26:16.10\00:26:18.01 Let you fall 00:26:18.04\00:26:25.45 Any further than 00:26:25.48\00:26:30.29 Any further than 00:26:30.32\00:26:34.26 Never further than your knees 00:26:34.29\00:26:42.16 Of course, Jesus didn't come in 1843, 00:26:49.17\00:26:52.87 so people got together 00:26:52.91\00:26:55.34 and they started to study again. 00:26:55.38\00:26:58.01 Realized they messed up their math 00:26:58.05\00:26:59.71 and they hadn't fully understood prophecy. 00:26:59.75\00:27:03.25 So they narrowed it down to October 22, 1844 00:27:03.28\00:27:10.09 that was the date Jesus would come. 00:27:10.13\00:27:14.43 And many people gave all, they were ready, 00:27:14.46\00:27:18.03 they wanted Jesus to come. 00:27:18.07\00:27:21.14 One individual turned farmer to preacher 00:27:21.17\00:27:24.51 by the name of Hiram Edson, 00:27:24.54\00:27:28.04 he sold all he had, he printed tracks, 00:27:28.08\00:27:31.75 and he began to preach Jesus is coming. 00:27:31.78\00:27:34.82 He went around to his neighbors 00:27:34.85\00:27:36.25 and he preached to his neighbors. 00:27:36.28\00:27:38.42 It's actually reported that on October 22, 1844 00:27:42.12\00:27:45.69 when Hiram Edson was waiting for Jesus 00:27:45.73\00:27:47.30 to come between 300 to 400 of his friends and neighbors 00:27:47.33\00:27:50.73 were right there waiting with him. 00:27:50.77\00:27:52.43 Now that's an evangelist. 00:27:52.47\00:27:55.44 Well, they preached 00:27:55.47\00:28:00.38 and they prepared, 00:28:00.41\00:28:01.98 and then the day came October 22, 1844. 00:28:02.01\00:28:08.92 Hiram Edson went outside and he found the perfect place, 00:28:08.95\00:28:12.49 he could watch the sky, and he would see Jesus come, 00:28:12.52\00:28:15.79 his friends and neighbors surrounded him 00:28:15.82\00:28:18.99 and they waited, 00:28:19.03\00:28:22.36 but the day kept taken along. 00:28:22.40\00:28:27.90 And that continual tick of the clock 00:28:27.94\00:28:31.11 became the worst sound they had ever heard. 00:28:31.14\00:28:35.14 And every hour it would bong out the hour 00:28:35.18\00:28:42.52 until with hearts that sink 00:28:42.55\00:28:48.49 the clock called out midnight. 00:28:48.52\00:28:52.89 October 22 had come and gone, 00:28:52.93\00:28:56.80 and Jesus did not come. 00:28:56.83\00:29:01.50 And Hiram Edson was so disappointed, 00:29:01.54\00:29:06.71 he didn't have the courage to get to his feet, 00:29:06.74\00:29:09.18 and he stayed in that field 00:29:09.21\00:29:10.55 and wept all night long until the sun rose. 00:29:10.58\00:29:16.75 And James White heard it said by a brother, 00:29:16.79\00:29:22.66 "Well, I guess we should get ready for winter now 00:29:22.69\00:29:25.99 and when it dawned on him, 00:29:26.03\00:29:27.36 we'd have to spend another winter on this earth." 00:29:27.40\00:29:29.23 He fled the building and went outside 00:29:29.26\00:29:30.97 and he wrote himself that he wept like a child. 00:29:31.00\00:29:37.87 One preacher had been preaching that Jesus was coming. 00:29:37.91\00:29:44.58 And just a few weeks before 00:29:44.61\00:29:46.58 the date this preacher was walking down the road. 00:29:46.61\00:29:52.25 Elder Fitch was his name and as he did, 00:29:52.29\00:29:54.19 he saw a whole group of people coming 00:29:54.22\00:29:55.82 and they said, "Oh, Elder Fitch, 00:29:55.86\00:29:57.23 we want to be baptized, 00:29:57.26\00:29:58.93 we just so want to be baptized before Jesus come, 00:29:58.96\00:30:01.13 will you baptize us? 00:30:01.16\00:30:02.70 Please, Elder Fitch." 00:30:02.73\00:30:04.07 Of course, it was October and it's a cold October. 00:30:04.10\00:30:06.57 Well said Elder Fitch, "I wouldn't turn anyone away." 00:30:06.60\00:30:09.64 And he went away and he turned around 00:30:09.67\00:30:11.17 and he walked off to the river, 00:30:11.21\00:30:13.94 and there he baptized that whole group of people 00:30:13.98\00:30:16.48 in that freezing cold water. 00:30:16.51\00:30:20.08 And then shivering Elder Fitch got out 00:30:20.12\00:30:22.15 and he began to walk home, 00:30:22.18\00:30:25.59 there it came another group of people, 00:30:25.62\00:30:27.16 "Oh, Elder Fitch, 00:30:27.19\00:30:28.56 please we want to be baptized before Jesus comes, 00:30:28.59\00:30:32.06 will you baptize us, Elder Fitch." 00:30:32.09\00:30:35.66 "Okay, let's go back to the water." 00:30:35.70\00:30:38.50 And poor Elder Fitch walked back 00:30:38.53\00:30:40.80 and he got in that cold river, 00:30:40.84\00:30:42.67 and he baptized the whole crowd of people, 00:30:42.70\00:30:47.24 and he came out chilled to the bone, 00:30:47.28\00:30:51.05 hardly could feel his toes. 00:30:51.08\00:30:55.92 And he caught a sight, 00:30:55.95\00:30:57.29 here came a third group of people, 00:30:57.32\00:30:58.65 "Oh, Elder Fitch, 00:30:58.69\00:31:00.09 we want to be baptized before Jesus comes, 00:31:00.12\00:31:01.99 will you baptize us?" 00:31:02.02\00:31:03.36 "Okay." 00:31:06.49\00:31:07.90 They went back to that water, 00:31:07.93\00:31:09.90 and Elder Fitch baptized 00:31:09.93\00:31:11.43 every one that day who wanted to be baptized. 00:31:11.47\00:31:16.71 He made his way back home he caught pneumonia and died, 00:31:16.74\00:31:21.01 eight days before Jesus would come. 00:31:21.04\00:31:22.84 And his little children were sad 00:31:26.72\00:31:28.42 as they watched their daddy be buried, 00:31:28.45\00:31:32.99 but mommy said, "Oh, children, it's okay. 00:31:33.02\00:31:36.59 Daddy is coming in just eight days, 00:31:36.62\00:31:40.00 in just eight days you'll see daddy." 00:31:40.03\00:31:43.97 And so when October 22 came around, 00:31:44.00\00:31:46.60 they excitedly came up to mommy, 00:31:46.63\00:31:48.24 "Mommy, when is daddy coming?" 00:31:48.27\00:31:51.14 They knew the answer, but they want to hear it again. 00:31:51.17\00:31:52.87 "Oh, children, today you'll see daddy." 00:31:52.91\00:31:56.14 But on October 23, 00:32:00.12\00:32:04.25 they came in sobbing, 00:32:04.29\00:32:05.95 "Mommy, 00:32:05.99\00:32:09.39 when are we gonna see daddy?" 00:32:09.42\00:32:13.60 All there hopes, 00:32:13.63\00:32:17.57 all they had was tied up 00:32:17.60\00:32:21.20 in the desire to go to heaven and to be with Jesus. 00:32:21.24\00:32:24.94 I wanna go to heaven and pick a never fading flower 00:32:44.49\00:32:50.57 From the mountain overlooking 00:32:50.60\00:32:54.34 The temple of my God 00:32:54.37\00:32:59.01 I wanna go to heaven 00:32:59.04\00:33:01.41 Where all is light and glory 00:33:01.44\00:33:05.01 How I long to be with Jesus! 00:33:05.05\00:33:08.82 How I long to be with God! 00:33:08.85\00:33:13.46 Some times I think I can stay here no longer 00:33:13.49\00:33:20.76 I feel very lonely here 00:33:20.80\00:33:22.96 For I've seen a better land 00:33:23.00\00:33:27.24 Oh! that I had wings like a dove 00:33:27.27\00:33:33.44 Then would I fly away 00:33:33.48\00:33:36.98 And be at rest 00:33:37.01\00:33:40.32 I wanna go to heaven I wanna hear the voice of Jesus 00:33:45.85\00:33:51.86 I've washed your robes in my blood 00:33:51.89\00:33:55.50 You stood stiffly for my truth. 00:33:55.53\00:34:00.04 And when I get to heaven 00:34:00.07\00:34:02.37 I'll cast my crown at Jesus feet! 00:34:02.40\00:34:06.04 I wanna praise His name forever! 00:34:06.07\00:34:09.84 For He has done so much for me! 00:34:09.88\00:34:14.65 Some times I think 00:34:14.68\00:34:17.39 I can stay here no longer 00:34:17.42\00:34:21.99 I feel very lonely here 00:34:22.02\00:34:24.23 For I've seen a better land 00:34:24.26\00:34:28.53 Oh! that I had wings like a dove 00:34:28.56\00:34:34.90 Then would I fly away 00:34:34.94\00:34:38.57 And be at rest 00:34:38.61\00:34:42.28 I wanna go to heaven 00:35:08.64\00:35:11.11 I wanna hear the voice of Jesus 00:35:11.14\00:35:14.81 I will gird myself and serve You 00:35:14.84\00:35:18.48 For You suffered much for me. 00:35:18.51\00:35:23.22 And when I get to heaven I wanna sit at Jesus' table! 00:35:23.25\00:35:28.92 Oh! to eat the fruit of that land 00:35:28.96\00:35:32.79 To go back to earth no more! 00:35:32.83\00:35:37.57 Some times I think I can stay here no longer 00:35:37.60\00:35:44.91 I feel very lonely here 00:35:44.94\00:35:47.18 For I've seen a better land 00:35:47.21\00:35:51.31 Oh! that I had wings like a dove 00:35:51.35\00:35:57.82 Then would I fly away, 00:35:57.85\00:36:01.29 And be at rest 00:36:01.32\00:36:06.09 Oh! that I had wings like a dove 00:36:06.13\00:36:12.37 Then would I fly away 00:36:12.40\00:36:15.84 Then would I fly away 00:36:15.87\00:36:23.45 And be at rest 00:36:23.48\00:36:26.92 Amen! Amen! 00:36:42.26\00:36:45.63 Elder Edson out there, 00:36:45.67\00:36:50.17 wept the night away until the sun came up. 00:36:50.21\00:36:53.11 And then he called out to his few friends still there. 00:36:56.58\00:36:59.08 You know, how these things are, 00:36:59.11\00:37:00.45 disappointments weeds the crowd out real fast. 00:37:00.48\00:37:03.89 But a few remained and he said, 00:37:03.92\00:37:06.65 "Well, friends, 00:37:06.69\00:37:09.76 let's go off to the barn and pray." 00:37:09.79\00:37:13.36 So they went off to Elder Edson's 00:37:13.40\00:37:14.83 little granary there and they knelt down 00:37:14.86\00:37:16.70 and they prayed. 00:37:16.73\00:37:18.73 "Lord, why? 00:37:18.77\00:37:22.10 What did we miss? 00:37:22.14\00:37:24.91 Why disappoint us? 00:37:24.94\00:37:27.21 We studied, we thought we knew, 00:37:27.24\00:37:30.81 what do we make of this? 00:37:30.85\00:37:32.18 What do we do now? 00:37:32.21\00:37:34.35 Lord, please show us the next step." 00:37:34.38\00:37:38.65 And they didn't get the answer. 00:37:38.69\00:37:41.89 And they began to keep praying, "Lord, please, why, help us." 00:37:41.92\00:37:47.10 And they still didn't get the answer, 00:37:47.13\00:37:49.10 but they got the assurance 00:37:49.13\00:37:51.87 that Jesus knew what He was doing, 00:37:51.90\00:37:53.74 and He would make sense of the whole thing, 00:37:53.77\00:37:56.40 and that was good enough for them. 00:37:56.44\00:37:59.67 And they got up off their knees 00:37:59.71\00:38:01.04 and they walked off into the house, 00:38:01.08\00:38:03.45 they did one of those impromptu breakfasts, 00:38:03.48\00:38:05.31 you know, nothing planned open the cupboards, 00:38:05.35\00:38:07.15 get what you can, get a little to eat. 00:38:07.18\00:38:11.02 And then Elder Edson 00:38:11.05\00:38:12.75 turned to his good friend Elder Crosier, 00:38:12.79\00:38:14.39 he said, "Well, Elder Crosier, 00:38:14.42\00:38:16.76 why don't we cross the cornfield, 00:38:16.79\00:38:18.59 there are some believers over on the other side, 00:38:18.63\00:38:21.63 they were looking for Jesus to come. 00:38:21.66\00:38:23.57 I'm sure they're discouraged. 00:38:23.60\00:38:25.83 Let's go, try to encourage them and pray with them." 00:38:25.87\00:38:28.34 "Okay," said Elder Crosier, "Sure, let's go." 00:38:28.37\00:38:31.11 So the two men started out and as they crossed the field 00:38:31.14\00:38:35.54 Brother Crosier was so deep in thoughts, 00:38:35.58\00:38:38.01 he hadn't noticed 00:38:38.05\00:38:39.88 that Brother Hiram Edson had stopped walking, 00:38:39.91\00:38:43.12 and there he stood, Elder Crosier kept going, 00:38:43.15\00:38:47.06 and after some time he realized, 00:38:47.09\00:38:48.52 "Hey, where is Brother Edson?" 00:38:48.56\00:38:49.89 He turned around, he was way back there 00:38:49.92\00:38:51.26 in the field. 00:38:51.29\00:38:52.63 "Hey, Brother Edson, are you coming? 00:38:52.66\00:38:54.00 What's up?" 00:38:54.03\00:38:55.36 And he looked 00:38:55.40\00:38:56.73 and there was Brother Edson deep in thought 00:38:56.77\00:38:59.33 and as he came back Brother Edson said, 00:38:59.37\00:39:01.87 "Oh, I now know, 00:39:01.90\00:39:05.44 I now understand, 00:39:05.47\00:39:08.34 Jesus wasn't coming to this earth 00:39:08.38\00:39:10.51 to cleanse this earth like we thought 00:39:10.55\00:39:12.31 to take us home, 00:39:12.35\00:39:14.38 there's a heavenly sanctuary, 00:39:14.42\00:39:16.62 He's gone in there, 00:39:16.65\00:39:19.95 He's doing a work there." 00:39:19.99\00:39:22.69 And that began a long study, 00:39:22.72\00:39:25.39 the believers would open their Bibles, 00:39:25.43\00:39:27.10 they'd sit around the table, 00:39:27.13\00:39:28.46 and they would look for a verse that would explain. 00:39:28.50\00:39:30.73 And if they couldn't find it 00:39:30.77\00:39:32.10 they would go down on their knees. 00:39:32.13\00:39:34.37 And once they were impressed where to look in their Bibles, 00:39:34.40\00:39:37.41 they'd get up and they'd find the answer, 00:39:37.44\00:39:39.77 and then they would be confused, 00:39:39.81\00:39:41.14 and they would go on their knees 00:39:41.18\00:39:42.51 and they would pray, and they would get up, 00:39:42.54\00:39:46.31 and they realized 00:39:46.35\00:39:48.05 that what happened was on that day 00:39:48.08\00:39:49.68 that they were also disappointed, 00:39:49.72\00:39:51.42 Jesus didn't come here to take us home, 00:39:51.45\00:39:54.39 it wasn't judgment day in that sense, 00:39:54.42\00:39:56.46 it was a different kind of judgment day. 00:39:56.49\00:39:58.49 Jesus has gone into the most holy place 00:39:58.53\00:40:00.60 of the sanctuary 00:40:00.63\00:40:03.10 there to intercede for you and me. 00:40:03.13\00:40:07.50 There He's dedicated His work, 00:40:07.54\00:40:09.24 He's doing all He can 00:40:09.27\00:40:10.84 to see that you and I make it up there. 00:40:10.87\00:40:16.11 In the sanctuary, Jesus is interceding for us. 00:40:16.14\00:40:20.38 We have a High Priest 00:40:34.50\00:40:38.40 Up in heaven 00:40:38.43\00:40:41.80 Hallelujah 00:40:41.84\00:40:45.11 Oh, hallelujah 00:40:45.14\00:40:48.51 He's our Defender before the Father 00:40:48.54\00:40:56.22 In the temple made by God not man 00:40:56.25\00:41:02.66 Behind the veil in a placemost holy 00:41:02.69\00:41:10.07 Hallelujah, 00:41:10.10\00:41:13.23 Oh, hallelujah 00:41:13.27\00:41:16.84 Investigating, 00:41:16.87\00:41:20.31 He clears the record 00:41:20.34\00:41:24.81 Of those redeemed by His own blood 00:41:24.85\00:41:30.89 He's blotting out my sin 00:41:30.92\00:41:37.49 In the sanctuary 00:41:37.53\00:41:45.07 He seals my bond with Him 00:41:45.10\00:41:51.77 In the sanctuary 00:41:51.81\00:41:56.24 Up in heaven 00:41:56.28\00:42:01.18 He makes provision for me 00:42:01.22\00:42:06.05 In the sanctuary 00:42:06.09\00:42:13.73 He's purifying heaven's temple 00:42:13.76\00:42:21.07 Hallelujah 00:42:21.10\00:42:24.14 Oh, hallelujah 00:42:24.17\00:42:27.88 In preparation for His returning 00:42:27.91\00:42:35.88 For those who love and follow Him 00:42:35.92\00:42:42.16 He's blotting out my sin 00:42:42.19\00:42:48.90 In the sanctuary 00:42:48.93\00:42:56.71 He seals my bond with Him 00:42:56.74\00:43:03.48 In the sanctuary 00:43:03.51\00:43:08.08 up in heaven 00:43:08.12\00:43:12.89 He makes provision for me 00:43:12.92\00:43:17.86 In the sanctuary 00:43:17.89\00:43:22.20 At the mercy seat 00:43:22.23\00:43:25.90 In the holy of holies 00:43:25.93\00:43:32.67 In the holy of holies 00:43:32.71\00:43:39.81 We meet 00:43:39.85\00:43:47.16 He's blotting out my sin 00:43:47.19\00:43:53.86 In the sanctuary 00:43:53.90\00:44:01.34 He seals my bond with Him 00:44:01.37\00:44:08.04 In the sanctuary 00:44:08.08\00:44:12.51 Up in heaven 00:44:12.55\00:44:17.35 He makes provision for me 00:44:17.39\00:44:22.32 In the sanctuary 00:44:22.36\00:44:25.76 In the sanctuary 00:44:29.60\00:44:33.03 In the sanctuary 00:44:37.07\00:44:44.95 Amen. 00:44:54.99\00:44:56.69 Oh, they were so encouraged when they learned that. 00:44:56.73\00:45:01.36 But the courage didn't come so easy to all of them, no. 00:45:01.40\00:45:05.47 One brother by the name of Samuel Rhodes, 00:45:05.50\00:45:08.54 year before the expected date of Jesus' return 00:45:08.57\00:45:11.74 he had sold his farm, he'd use the money, 00:45:11.77\00:45:14.78 he printed tracks and he went around to preach. 00:45:14.81\00:45:19.15 He was a man described having a lot of dash and verve. 00:45:19.18\00:45:23.49 People referred to him as the Peter, 00:45:23.52\00:45:25.92 the one who could preach, 00:45:25.95\00:45:27.66 and he preached that Jesus was coming, 00:45:27.69\00:45:29.86 and when Jesus didn't come he didn't take it too well. 00:45:29.89\00:45:35.13 And as he go to town people, 00:45:35.16\00:45:37.07 "Hey, Brother Rhodes, 00:45:37.10\00:45:41.00 still here I see, are you going the next time, 00:45:41.04\00:45:45.04 we're good enough, ah, oh, well have a nice day." 00:45:45.07\00:45:48.38 And the taunts and the jeers got to be too much. 00:45:48.41\00:45:53.31 And finally, one day Brother Samuel Rhodes 00:45:53.35\00:45:56.62 he got his pony, 00:45:56.65\00:45:58.29 grabbed a few hand tools, he hopped up on his pony, 00:45:58.32\00:46:01.66 and with a bit lip, he said, 00:46:01.69\00:46:03.29 "Goodbye, world, I'm leaving you." 00:46:03.32\00:46:05.36 And he rode off. 00:46:05.39\00:46:06.80 By the way if you're gonna try to leave the world, 00:46:06.83\00:46:08.16 don't do it on a pony, it doesn't work very well. 00:46:08.20\00:46:10.10 But he tried and off he rode. 00:46:10.13\00:46:14.17 He left Oswego, New York State he lived 00:46:14.20\00:46:16.71 and he rode 70 miles east to Boonville. 00:46:16.74\00:46:21.88 And then not named after Daniel Boone by the way, 00:46:21.91\00:46:23.95 it was named after Garrett Boone, 00:46:23.98\00:46:25.91 he was an agent for a land company. 00:46:25.95\00:46:29.22 Anyway Elder Rhodes rode his pony 00:46:29.25\00:46:31.22 down in Indian trail few miles past Boonville, 00:46:31.25\00:46:34.96 crossed the Black River 00:46:34.99\00:46:36.93 which is kind of the foothills of the Adirondack Mountains, 00:46:36.96\00:46:41.53 cleared a little plot of land and he built a little cabin 00:46:41.56\00:46:44.47 and he just lived like a hermit, 00:46:44.50\00:46:46.43 and every day he felt more rejected of God 00:46:46.47\00:46:48.74 and despised of men. 00:46:48.77\00:46:52.64 Well, Brother Edson tried and he would go to visit 00:46:52.67\00:46:57.88 Samuel Rhodes and said, 00:46:57.91\00:46:59.25 "Samuel, come on back, Jesus loves you, 00:46:59.28\00:47:03.28 you don't have to be discouraged, 00:47:03.32\00:47:05.45 Jesus loves you, come back." 00:47:05.49\00:47:07.86 Samuel Rhodes had none of it. 00:47:07.89\00:47:11.56 Brother Edson talked to Ellen White by this time, 00:47:11.59\00:47:15.03 she was now married, and she said, 00:47:15.06\00:47:17.47 "Well, I'd tell you that Brother Rhodes, 00:47:17.50\00:47:19.83 he's so far gone, I wouldn't even mess with him." 00:47:19.87\00:47:22.67 He doesn't deserve the sympathy we're giving him. 00:47:22.70\00:47:25.11 But then she was impressed by Jesus 00:47:25.14\00:47:27.18 that was a mistake, 00:47:27.21\00:47:28.64 and the people could be brought back. 00:47:28.68\00:47:31.35 So she went back to Brother Edson, 00:47:31.38\00:47:33.38 and she said, "I tell you what, 00:47:33.42\00:47:34.75 why don't you go try to get Samuel Rhodes 00:47:34.78\00:47:36.12 and bring him back." 00:47:36.15\00:47:37.49 So he rode 70 miles to Boonville, 00:47:37.52\00:47:40.49 cross the Black River, 00:47:40.52\00:47:42.69 and there he saw 00:47:42.72\00:47:44.06 Brother Samuel Rhodes out working in his field. 00:47:44.09\00:47:48.96 And as he walked up a friend that was with Edson 00:47:49.00\00:47:51.80 by the name of Richard Ralph called out, 00:47:51.83\00:47:54.77 "Brother Rhodes, greetings." 00:47:54.80\00:47:57.57 And Brother Rhodes looked up 00:47:57.61\00:47:59.44 and saw Richard Ralph and Hiram Edson. 00:47:59.47\00:48:01.41 And I'll tell you, he was none too welcoming. 00:48:01.44\00:48:03.98 "Well, hello, what do you want?" 00:48:04.01\00:48:08.88 "Oh, Brother, said Edson, Jesus loves you. 00:48:08.92\00:48:13.25 We're here to bring you back." 00:48:13.29\00:48:17.83 He said, "Why don't you come with us, 00:48:17.86\00:48:19.19 Brother Rhodes? 00:48:19.23\00:48:20.56 We're having meetings." 00:48:20.60\00:48:22.26 "Well, I can't go today. 00:48:22.30\00:48:24.50 I've got really way too much to deal, 00:48:24.53\00:48:26.43 maybe tomorrow." 00:48:26.47\00:48:27.80 He really didn't have anything to do that day, 00:48:27.84\00:48:29.90 but Hiram Edson wasn't about to be outdone, 00:48:29.94\00:48:31.91 he said, "Okay, no problem." 00:48:31.94\00:48:33.54 And Hiram Edson stayed there all night. 00:48:33.58\00:48:35.68 And then the next day, he said, "Well, Brother Rhodes, 00:48:35.71\00:48:38.21 I'm sure now you're ready to go." 00:48:38.25\00:48:40.98 Well, "Okay," said Brother Rhodes, "I guess." 00:48:41.02\00:48:45.19 And so they started walking across the Black River 00:48:45.22\00:48:49.99 and started down that Indian trail 00:48:50.03\00:48:52.73 when all of a sudden Brother Rhodes 00:48:52.76\00:48:54.56 who was in the back of the line, 00:48:54.60\00:48:56.36 split, and broke, 00:48:56.40\00:48:58.07 and he took off running 00:48:58.10\00:48:59.43 full speed as fast as he could through the woods, 00:48:59.47\00:49:01.80 and as he ran, 00:49:01.84\00:49:03.71 Elder Edson wasn't about to be outdone, 00:49:03.74\00:49:05.44 he turned around, and he chased him. 00:49:05.47\00:49:07.08 It was like two squirrels going mad 00:49:07.11\00:49:09.28 through the forest. 00:49:09.31\00:49:10.65 Brother Samuel Rhodes is running 00:49:10.68\00:49:12.01 and he had an advantage, 00:49:12.05\00:49:13.38 this was his terrain, he knew it. 00:49:13.42\00:49:15.08 And as he ran, he was trying to lose 00:49:15.12\00:49:17.62 Brother Hiram Edson, 00:49:17.65\00:49:18.99 and he was running around the trees 00:49:19.02\00:49:20.36 and over the hills. 00:49:20.39\00:49:21.72 But Brother Edson 00:49:21.76\00:49:23.09 had an advantage and that was determination, 00:49:23.12\00:49:24.46 he wasn't about to let this Samuel Rhodes 00:49:24.49\00:49:26.19 get away from him, 00:49:26.23\00:49:27.56 and he continued after Samuel Rhodes. 00:49:27.60\00:49:29.33 And as Brother Edson came running around 00:49:29.36\00:49:31.63 this large clump of bushes, 00:49:31.67\00:49:36.20 he saw Brother Rhodes, 00:49:36.24\00:49:40.38 he was at the edge of a clearing down on his knees 00:49:40.41\00:49:45.55 with his face in his hands crying, 00:49:45.58\00:49:51.05 "Oh, Jesus, 00:49:51.09\00:49:54.42 why do my brethren love me so? 00:49:54.46\00:49:58.33 Why do they seek me like this? 00:49:58.36\00:50:02.66 Jesus, 00:50:02.70\00:50:04.70 is it possible You love me like this?" 00:50:04.73\00:50:07.14 And Brother Hiram Edson 00:50:10.67\00:50:13.71 had the great privilege walking up, 00:50:13.74\00:50:17.38 putting his hand 00:50:17.41\00:50:19.11 on the shoulder of Brother Rhodes 00:50:19.15\00:50:22.22 and telling Brother Rhodes that, 00:50:22.25\00:50:23.62 "Yes, Jesus loves you like this." 00:50:23.65\00:50:29.59 And Jesus grace, 00:50:29.62\00:50:32.66 it's so amazing, it will cover you. 00:50:32.69\00:50:36.00 My faithful Father 00:50:53.21\00:51:00.16 Enduring friend 00:51:00.19\00:51:04.33 Your tender mercy is like a river 00:51:04.36\00:51:10.57 With no end 00:51:10.60\00:51:13.54 It overwhelms me 00:51:13.57\00:51:19.51 And covers my sin 00:51:19.54\00:51:24.31 Each time I come into Your presence 00:51:24.35\00:51:30.89 I stand in wonder once again 00:51:30.92\00:51:38.86 Your grace still amazes me 00:51:38.89\00:51:45.40 Your love is still a mystery 00:51:45.43\00:51:52.24 Each day 00:51:52.27\00:51:55.44 I fall on my knees 00:51:55.48\00:52:00.38 And ask Your blood to cover me 00:52:00.42\00:52:07.76 Your grace still amazes me 00:52:07.79\00:52:15.00 Oh, patient Savior 00:52:27.11\00:52:34.18 You make me whole 00:52:34.22\00:52:38.29 You are the author and the finisher 00:52:38.32\00:52:45.06 Of my faith 00:52:45.09\00:52:48.06 What can I give You 00:52:48.10\00:52:54.04 Lord, what can I say 00:52:54.07\00:52:58.91 I know there's no way to repay You 00:52:58.94\00:53:05.78 Only to offer You 00:53:05.81\00:53:09.98 My heart 00:53:10.02\00:53:13.82 Your grace still amazes me 00:53:13.86\00:53:20.90 Your love is still a mystery 00:53:20.93\00:53:27.57 Each day I fall on my knees 00:53:27.60\00:53:35.24 And ask Your blood to cover me 00:53:35.28\00:53:42.78 Your grace still amazes me 00:53:42.82\00:53:47.72 I'll walk with and see my sin 00:53:47.76\00:53:54.30 How can your love extend to me 00:53:54.33\00:54:00.84 The price You paid 00:54:00.87\00:54:03.91 The gift You gave 00:54:03.94\00:54:07.01 Your majesty 00:54:07.04\00:54:10.15 It's so much more than anything 00:54:10.18\00:54:16.02 My eyes have seen 00:54:16.05\00:54:18.92 Your grace still amazes me 00:54:18.95\00:54:25.69 Your love is still a mystery 00:54:25.73\00:54:32.73 Each day I fall on my knees 00:54:32.77\00:54:40.58 And ask Your love to cover me 00:54:40.61\00:54:48.38 Your grace still amazes 00:54:48.42\00:54:55.42 Me 00:54:55.46\00:55:03.10 Well, after that experience, 00:55:17.21\00:55:20.05 Samuel Rhodes was happy to follow Brother Edson, 00:55:20.08\00:55:23.65 and they went back together. 00:55:23.69\00:55:26.02 And Samuel Rhodes began 00:55:26.05\00:55:28.62 to study the Bible with these brothers 00:55:28.66\00:55:30.39 and see all he had missed, 00:55:30.43\00:55:32.36 he heard of the three angels' message, 00:55:32.39\00:55:34.16 understood what judgment was happening up in heaven. 00:55:34.20\00:55:38.33 It was later written down by James White, 00:55:41.84\00:55:48.21 he said, "No man has ever 00:55:48.24\00:55:51.41 more freely given all for a treasure in heaven 00:55:51.45\00:55:54.72 than Brother Rhodes. 00:55:54.75\00:55:56.32 His commendable zeal in the cause 00:55:56.35\00:55:58.82 and success in convincing people of truth 00:55:58.85\00:56:02.06 has caused our enemies to wickedly reproach him." 00:56:02.09\00:56:05.46 You know, I don't know each of you here tonight 00:56:10.20\00:56:12.27 or this afternoon, 00:56:12.30\00:56:14.34 but even if I knew all of you by name, 00:56:14.37\00:56:17.17 I could never know 00:56:17.21\00:56:19.17 all the secrets of your heart. 00:56:19.21\00:56:21.91 But maybe one of you, 00:56:25.05\00:56:27.68 maybe you are like young Ellen, 00:56:27.72\00:56:30.72 you're fearful, "How could I ever be ready? 00:56:30.75\00:56:34.99 How could I stand before the judge a sinner?" 00:56:35.02\00:56:40.26 And if that's you, 00:56:40.30\00:56:42.46 I come to you in the place of Elder Stockman 00:56:42.50\00:56:47.14 to tell you of the love of Jesus, 00:56:47.17\00:56:51.17 a Savior wanting to save you. 00:56:51.21\00:56:53.58 Now maybe the reason 00:56:59.91\00:57:01.42 you feel uneasy about Jesus coming, 00:57:01.45\00:57:05.72 is because you know there is something 00:57:05.75\00:57:07.19 you've been keeping between Him and you. 00:57:07.22\00:57:10.79 And if that's the deal, friends, 00:57:10.83\00:57:12.49 you need to deal with it. 00:57:12.53\00:57:13.86 You know that job that you've been working 00:57:16.63\00:57:18.03 a little too late on Friday, 00:57:18.07\00:57:19.77 it's time to get that dealt with. 00:57:19.80\00:57:23.14 You can have the peace that passes understanding, 00:57:23.17\00:57:25.34 but you need to get these barriers 00:57:25.37\00:57:26.71 between you and Jesus out. 00:57:26.74\00:57:30.41 And I want to tell you something, 00:57:30.45\00:57:31.98 if you think you have something that's so little, 00:57:32.01\00:57:34.28 that there's no way 00:57:34.32\00:57:35.65 could ever really get between you and Jesus 00:57:35.68\00:57:37.45 and after all even if it did, you get rid of it later. 00:57:37.49\00:57:41.32 You're already confused. 00:57:41.36\00:57:43.53 There is nothing 00:57:43.56\00:57:44.89 that can go between you and Jesus that is little. 00:57:44.93\00:57:48.63 If it's been between the two of you, 00:57:48.66\00:57:50.03 it's a big deal. 00:57:50.07\00:57:54.10 You know, growing up through my teen years, 00:57:54.14\00:57:55.77 and then into my 20s, 00:57:55.80\00:57:57.14 I've had many, many wonderful friends, 00:57:57.17\00:58:01.68 mission minded friends, 00:58:01.71\00:58:04.25 the friends that would get together with me 00:58:04.28\00:58:06.11 in the evening and pray, would go to give Bible studies. 00:58:06.15\00:58:10.62 And did you know now, 00:58:10.65\00:58:13.22 I can count on one hand the number of friends 00:58:13.25\00:58:18.09 who have kept their faith. 00:58:18.13\00:58:21.20 And it all started 00:58:21.23\00:58:22.56 with something between them and Jesus 00:58:22.60\00:58:23.93 that was just very little. 00:58:23.97\00:58:26.20 So I'm going to ask you, 00:58:30.81\00:58:32.14 if you want to experience 00:58:32.17\00:58:35.08 that peace that passes understanding, 00:58:35.11\00:58:38.35 if you want to hear sermons on the judgment 00:58:38.38\00:58:43.82 without losing your sleep, 00:58:43.85\00:58:46.65 then give all to Jesus. 00:58:46.69\00:58:48.22 If there's something you want to give up to get the Jesus, 00:58:51.56\00:58:54.10 I'm just gonna ask you to stand. 00:58:54.13\00:58:56.26